I Didn’t Believe The Lama
“You didn’t believe the lama??!”
Well, we were supposed to see him as the Buddha. Not knowing what the Buddha was, I found this confusing. Also, we spent most of the time chanting long pujas, and doing the Ngondro (111,111 x 4 foundation practices).
The lama wanted to be modern, but never got to the point. I remained devoted for 11 years, and then he kicked me out. It was time to move on.
Been moving on ever since, thank goodness. 🙂