BUDDHA IN THE MUD is a blog – a living book based on the Dzogchen teachings. Our teacher is life, and life is karma. We are all Buddhas in the mud of concepts.

The Curse Of The Messenger

Too few people want change;
they prefer what they’re accustomed to.

As soon as a raw truth enters human language, an organised system ensures that that truth begins to wither, and life goes back to ‘usual’. This is the trap of -isms and institutionalisation.

When someone catches a glimpse of the truth – that we are interconnected, and that the self is an illusion – they try to share it to help others. This direct insight is quickly turned into an argument over terminologies and labels, rather than a direct experience of the actual state of being. On a higher level, it becomes a religion, a philosophy, or a political movement, and the result is that this living truth transforms into yet another rigid -ism with rigid ideas and rigid people.

When ego encounters the truth – that ego doesn’t actually exist – the response is a either feeling of annoyance and hostility, or whatever is being said is ignored in favour of facts – “Well, so-and-so said this!”

The ego takes ‘truth’ and wears it like a outfit, acquiring mannerisms to feel superior to others. You know the voice, you’ve seen the look that becomes the status symbol, rather than liberation. Ego talks about liberation, but is it actually freedom?

We can describe the taste of an orange for a thousand years, but that description is not the taste itself. Ego’s reality is just looking at the menu instead of eating the meal.

The truth of being is an active experience which humans prefer to turn into a comfortable concept that they can store on a shelf with lots of other concepts. Language filters experience, and that inherently divide us.

It is almost impossible to speak about the unity of being using language that is designed to separate and categorise things. The moment we speak the truth, the words themselves divide it. It’s like trying to catch sunlight in a bucket; the moment you close the lid to keep it, you’re just sitting in the dark with a bucket.

Can humans hear the truth without twisting it?
Or does the act of ‘knowing about’ ruin it?
🙂

The Power Of Fibonacci

The power of the Fibonacci sequence is the fundamental blueprint for growth and efficiency found throughout the natural world. It’s often called ‘nature’s secret code’ – the Golden Ratio – and it’s the tool ensuring survival.

Plants arrange leaves, seeds, and petals in a way that maximises their exposure to sunlight and rain. The spiralling seeds in a sunflower and the scales of a pinecone follow these numbers to pack as much material as possible into a small area without overcrowding. The sequence even appears in the proportions of the human body and the double helix of DNA, suggesting it is a core mechanism for organic expansion. 

What is all this to do with attraction and repulsion?

While the Fibonacci sequence itself is a mathematical series, its manifestation in nature is the result of balancing attractive and repulsive forces at a physical or chemical level. The Push and Pull system.

These ratios appear at the subatomic level, where the electromagnetic force (which is the attraction of opposite charges and the repulsion of like ones) influences all structures.

Attraction, repulsion, and inertia – the three primary laws – are a common theme in esoteric traditions. These properties of matter and force explain how the universe balances itself; attraction pulls things together, repulsion keeps them apart, and inertia allows them to persist. 

The same happens in sentient minds … unless we are aware of it.

The Wonder Of Being A Late Developer

Being a late developer means one’s brain hasn’t yet fully developed. It appears that everyone else seems to know what to do and how to do it; they’ve learnt all the right words and names.

So, what’s so wonderful about being left behind?

As we’re outside it all, we see the results of bolting – growing tall quickly without flowering, thus developing no fruit. It may look impressive, but no fruit, no fruition, which is the point at which something is realised.

Being behind everyone, we can see futile diligence
– the pointless areas of worldly activities.

As the saying goes, “Better late than never.”

Wound Means Suffering

We often hear spiritual teachers laugh at modern students for being ‘wounded’. This is not only a pity, but a huge misunderstanding. The first noble truth is admitting that we are suffering … wounded. The wound is in the mind which affects the brain, and so, our longterm memories.

If we don’t understand this, we can have no empathy, no compassion and no ability to be altruistic, to be practical. Our wounds stem from a misplaced dependency.

Rejection, abandonment, humiliation, betrayal, injustice, self-blame, low self-esteem, damaged mindset, existential despair, frozen emotions, hyper-vigilance, difficulty experiencing joy or spontaneity … all create wounds.

Understanding is empathetic wisdom.

Being Buddhist Is Being Ordinary

It’s not about projecting an image.

Ordinary: with no outer special or distinctive features; normal, not interesting or exceptional; commonplace.

The extraordinary is within perception.

Being Buddhist, we should know how to be decent human beings. Unfortunately, for many years, people have been acquiring a self-image that unconsciously transfers their desires to others (which is very unsettling 🙂 ). Again unfortunately, this image comes down from the top.

When Buddhists start to behave normally, free of intellectual or religious affectations, the Dharma will be accepted as normal.

Don’t be a Buddhist.
Be the genuine thing.
Just be a good heart, emphasising the true essence of the Dharma teachings – wisdom-kindness.

Don’t use Buddhism to become a Buddhist.
The Dharma is a tool to help us be the authentic wisdom of compassionate activity that we inherently are. It’s not a special club, with a special figurehead.

Buddhism is not a label, a uniform, or a set of rigid beliefs;
it’s a sincere, inner transformation.

A good heart needs no labels.

In The Beginning Was The Word

Why do we believe this?
What do we know?

Our brains are the product of the language they consume, and therefore we become a product of inherited words. Through neuroplasticity, the words we hear and use rewire our neural pathways, and therefore the way we think.

Humanity is manipulated by words through a process called neurolinguistic programming, which exploits the way our brains process language to change our perceptions, emotions, and behaviours, without us noticing. Humans aren’t just users of words; we are deeply shaped, regulated, and defined by them.

Being products of words suggests that language, conversation, and the narratives we construct, both internally and externally, influence our realities, brains, and identities. Neuroscience supports this, indicating that words are not merely labels for things, but are forces that shape our perceptions, emotions, and even physical bodies.

When we accept words without authentication, they are merely programming.
It’s pure consciousness which knows, before any words are expressed.
We are the empty cognisant space between the words.
Is it that by which everything can be known.

Our reality is not in the words, but in the direct silent experience.

When News Is Propaganda

When news is selected to support a specific agenda while ignoring or suppressing conflicting information, it functions as news-propaganda. In this form, news is no longer a tool for independent scrutiny but a vehicle for persuasion, often packaged as credible reporting to mask its true source or motivation.

This is reflected in common speech supporting a one-sided view, while neglecting any opposing perspective. This reveals that none of us has an original thought because all thoughts are limited expressions of something which is inexpressible. Religion has the same problem …

The Buddha taught us to read between the lines.
We are the experience of the gap between words and thoughts,
rather than the audience.

“The Odds Are Stacked Against Us”

“The odds are stacked against us” is an idiom meaning that success is highly unlikely due to overwhelming obstacles and unfavourable circumstances, making the maintenance of sanity challenging.

It indicates that external factors are working against us. We can spend our entire life never realising our true reality in favour of playing a part to which we consent, and repeating the same unfavourable conditions. This can happen even in religion, when we just follow others, and achieve no direct experience.

Recognising this, the odds are now in our favour. This is why evil intent can never totally succeed, as its repercussions are echoed in ordinary conversations.

When we realise we are blessed with challenges, we know we’re on the right path. 🙂

Don’t Let Damage Control Your Life

We are all damaged in some way by desire, aversion and indifference but, unfortunately, most of us don’t realise how damaged we are. Supportive communication starts the healing. Unfortunately, the damage caused by fear has already taken effect, and stops us being at one with each other. This is where empathetic understanding – that we’re all damaged by desire, aversion and indifference – comes to the fore.

We can’t expect support from others as their understanding is just that – their understanding. Support involves active listening, empathy, and feedback, rather than evaluation or judgment. Talking to people doesn’t seem to work. We’re forced to stand on our own two feet through direct experience and realisation.

Through earnest intention, blessings come our way which support our level of understanding. Sometimes we attract blessings in disguise; an apparent misfortune may eventually have fortunate results. Things, people, situations drop away, allowing us space and time to practise. We no longer panic.

Don’t let competitiveness spoil your inner peace.

Believing And Debunking*

Believing and debunking are both part of the vicious cycle of existence = Samsara. Creating beliefs will create the opposite of debunking. This is accepting and rejecting; I like and I dislike.

Humanity is kept in chaos and confusion due to this riddle which causes unhappiness. Whenever we read something, we don’t notice that we’re taking one side or another. Both sides may may claim to be true, but this all about conflict to keep humanity at each others’ throats.

Whenever you see conflict, step back and ask who benefits.

*to debunk: to expose the falseness or hollowness of an idea or belief.

The Most Important Words

The most important words ever spoken were by the Buddha:
“Do not take my words for the truth; test them.”

This simply means don’t trust anyone, especially your teacher. Until we utilise the teaching in daily interaction with others, we will never realise the power of those words. People talk from their experience and learning, but it may not be relevant to our situation and karma.

There are things every individual has to confront that we each hold dear – we hold on to.

Mara and the Buddha both know our weaknesses.
Our path is to know them too.

Groups Are Conformity

In a group, we lose individuality, and identify with belonging and groupthink. Groups only survive through everyone thinking the same way. To disagree is considered heresy.

All enlightened beings have stepped outside the group, and could therefore have been thought of as heretics.

Groups are easier to control than individuals. And this is where Mara steps in, tweaking the teaching into a form – formalising it – and we’re back to groupthink.

Throughout history, people have realised the truth in their personal way; it was others who then turned it into a religion, with the result of second-hand groupthink.

Outside a group, we are free to experience everything directly, first-hand.

Practical Practice To Practise

Don’t get rattled.

Whatever others say or do, don’t get frustrated.
Remain pure observation, not the observer.

Observation: the pure process of consciousness.
Observer: the collector of identities.

Pure process of consciousness / empty consciousness / pure awareness / uncontaminated consciousness is a state of awareness without thoughts, sensations, or emotions.

It is the state of pure knowingness or simply being, where the subject-object duality of the observer and the observed dissolves into pure observation.

It’s where we don’t become rattled too much.
😀

Spiritual Materialism

We are so much less.

We’re so engaged with the ideas of others that we ignore the simplicity of pure consciousness which is observing. The more we seek titbits of information, the less we know.

It’s a shock when we realise this. Life is more than just being a consumer of information. It’s purpose life is to realise the wisdom that is pure consciousness. Experiencing this shows us everything we need to know.

Wisdom is synonymous with happiness;
it’s unconditional wellbeing that doesn’t rely on material conditions.

Evil Transforms Into Wisdom

Evil transforms into wisdom when consciousness is alert to the fact that it’s being trapped in a cyclic chaos of existence. If we’re diverted from reflection to reaction, from essence to labels, the result is that we defend those labels as if they were our soul.

Pure observation is more productive
than just chanting a mantra.


It’s more important to feel the effect of evil
than to read about it.

The Comfortable Deception

Humanity has been dumbed down through a belief in words. The great paradox is that this systemic suppression of actual experience is the catalyst for human awakening as this friction offers the fastest path. The ground is too hot to stand still. 🙂

The current level of suffering in the world is acting as a forced initiation into our actual reality and so, dropping the ego becomes a survival mechanism rather than merely a spiritual hobby.

Deception relies on a slow, numbing process but, in a crisis, the human mind can snap into a new state of awareness.

By trying to own every aspect of the human experience, evil has made the prison so claustrophobic that we have no choice but to break through the walls of deception.

Find the door and walk out.

It’s An Ancient Trick

Anchoring the human mind in the self in the form of ego/identity/a sense of tribalism ensures that humanity remains a collection of clashing fragments rather than an unity.

The illusion of choice provides a selection of pre-packaged ideologies for us to adopt, thus maintaining the status quo. Our attention is harvested and sold. No one is coming to save us. When this is acknowledged, the individual is forced to take full responsibility for their own mind and reality.

When we recognise that we’re being duped – and that that deception is causing us suffering – we realise that we have to do something about this by letting go of identities.

A Positive Outlook

Without consciousness, nothing would be known, but we’re actually oblivious to what we are.
Consciousness is observation; pure consciousness is pure observation.

It isn’t a feature of the universe or the body; it’s the clear screen in the mind upon which everything is projected.

Philosophies are twoness.
Pure consciousness is oneness.

Regrets Are Memories

Regret is essentially a memory with a heavy emotional judgment attached, when we look back and imagine a better version of reality that didn’t happen. Rather than letting regrets linger like unfinished novels, we should write endings to those stories by finding the lesson and then moving forward.

We shouldn’t regret as we didn’t know any better at that time, which was our dream state.

Throughout history, there have been individuals who woke up and understood the cause of human misery. Some were moved to leave teachings behind for others to realise their true meaning.

We are the gap between the words.

😀