Transforming Consciousness
into timeless primordial awareness
This could sound scary! We are not dropping consciousness yet; that would be enlightenment. We are in the process of transforming it into a pure state. This is something the ‘I’ will not want to do, as the ‘I’ is made up of consciousness, and transformation is a threat to its existence – that is the reason ‘we’ feel threatened. We have to take these steps carefully in order to be convinced at every stage that we are still suffering. Knowledge is only practical when it has an effect, and that is realising wisdom.
This is also why it is very difficult to talk to others about actual experiences, as it can bring up all sorts of reactions from them. I’ve experienced this, especially when talking to other Buddhists. It’s uncomfortable to realise how much we are holding onto ‘our’ consciousness – our version of reality – our version of self!
Selfism = Autism*
Who is and who isn’t autistic is a complex, touchy subject.
Maybe we are not as ‘normal’ as we like to think!
We are all caught in the same web, more or less.
*Autism: a mental condition, present from early childhood, characterised by great difficulty in communicating and forming relationships with other people and in using language and abstract concepts. It is a neurodevelopmental disorder characterized by impaired social interaction, verbal and non-verbal communication, and restricted and repetitive behaviour.
ORIGIN early 20th cent. (originally with reference to a condition in which fantasy dominates over reality, regarded as a symptom of schizophrenia and other disorders): from Greek autos ‘self’ + -ism.
BUDDHA IN THE MUD is a blog - a living book based on the Dzogchen teachings. Our teacher is life, and life is karma. We are all Buddhas in the mud of concepts. 
So how do I explain in a understandable manner, how forced arrested development by both evil psychological and sexual abuse and by way of DARPA’s implanted silicone crystal radio frequency recievers being implanted in key places in specific spots to disable proper chakra functions and normal emotional reactions….this can and does cause a soul to experience what others would consider autistic type behavior that school teachers and most all others in society do not understand… Then because of their ignorance and some purposely, they made me spend a couple hours every day for 3 years during puberty in the special ed classrooms as a observer and participant and made me ride the short bus to another school district where everyone assumed I was autistic because I was arriving on that short-bus and dealing with and interacting with the actually real autistic kids on daily basis !
I have overcome every obstacle and bullshit mindfuck game that the elite have thrown at me, and still thrived and grown as a soul……I will have succeeded and won it all in the end, and this soul gets to finally return to Source/God, as having shown myself approved to myself and God and the world! !
Our bodies and minds can be in interfered with but not spirit, as our true nature in beyond the material and mental world.
Those that throw obstacles in our way, only serve to make us stronger.
The fools do not realise that their negative actions will only end up biting them in the bum! 😀
Tony