BUDDHA IN THE MUD is a blog – a living book based on the Dzogchen teachings. Our teacher is life, and life is karma. We are all Buddhas in the mud of concepts.

Know Waffle

‘Spiritual waffle’ refers to speaking or writing in a vague, nonsensical manner without getting to the point. It’s cultural intellectualisation rather than direct teaching, and can provide temporary comfort, but that’s all.

As waffle never gets to the point, we keep returning in case we missed something before. “Well, it sounded right, but I must have missed the point.” As a spiritual marketing strategy, that gets everyone nodding their heads in embarrassment. Popular Dharma-philosophy is an interest in history, names and words for those who like to feel intellectualised. 🙂 It’s exoteric teachings for the many, and waffle becomes a way of life. There may be a love of wisdom, but that’s not wisdom itself. It’s an introduction, but we stay at that level if we don’t wise-up.

We are pure consciousness right now, beyond the words. Authentic Dharma is actual direct realisation beyond any popular philosophy which makes us think we have to go to a ‘higher plain of consciousness’ – that’s waffle.

When we know waffle, we get no waffle.

Why is this so important?
To break through the levels.

‘Word salad’ is never satisfying.

Are Gurus Actors With Good Scripts?
🙂

In all walks of life, we get carried away by words and names. Once these are learnt, we act out our part, constantly referring to the script.

Are gurus and students actors with good scripts?
It’s for this reason that the Buddha said, “Do not take my words for the truth; test them for yourself.”

The Dharma-script is a generalisation to release us from suffering, but it is we who have to release ourselves from the script, and experience the truth.

We merely have to see our self in action
to see the actor act.

This seeing is meditation in action.
The absolute truth is beyond words.

Are There Levels Of Consciousness?

Are there levels of consciousness?
No.
There are levels of obscuration.

Consciousness is clarity.

The unenlightened see obscurations in others.
A Buddha sees Buddha nature.

(Obscuration: fixating and holding on to ideas and obsessions that have been inserted into our minds and which we’ve adopted, distracting and creating our behaviour and attitude.)

Recognising The Inability To Comprehend

Recognising the inability to comprehend is wisdom in action:
“What do I say?”
In that gap, reflection and insight can arise.

That recognition is the beginning of true compassion 
for self (our mind’s construct) and others (mind constructs).

Recognition is the beginning of the advanced practice of wisdom.

We aren’t taught how to be compassionate; we just assume that we are. We may talk, chant or pray about compassion-morality, but can we or do we apply it? Do we know right from wrong? What is true and what is untrue? The display of wisdom-compassion is rare. 

It all depends on whether or not we can comprehend what’s behind another’s words, and whether they’re able to comprehend what we’re saying. If indoctrination is present on either side, no communication is possible. 

Does compassion challenge ego, or soothe it? Again, we have to perceive how we feel and how the other feels, depending on our ability to comprehend. 

Ego may need challenging, or it may need soothing, but both must be done through wisdom.

The Creation Of Our Brain Architecture

The creation of our brain architecture
is the pathway to heaven or hell.

The brain is our hard drive; our mind is the software, or memories.
Delete the software, and reboot the hard drive to repair malfunction.
Consciousness is recovered.
🙂

The architecture of neuron pathways is created in our early years; traumas play a great part in this structure of our brains, and the ‘magicians’ have known this for thousands of years. These early traumas have an effect on our adult lives in the form of fears, pride, insecurities… This can be changed, but we need great deal of clarity to counter the effects.

We note how most people cannot change, so how do we? By understanding what the essence of life is, what our ultimate reality is, and what is and isn’t necessary. We need a clear view, rather than being drawn into others’ brain architecture.

This blog isn’t entertainment. It proves that even a really insecure person can change, and realise their true being.

The question may be asked, “Does life get better?” This depends on how we we look at it. It can seem worse, but this is because we’re merely noticing more. Also, it’s getting better precisely because we are noticing more. It’s a win-win situation, whether pleasant or unpleasant. One still has karmic brain architecture to deal with, and wonky bits remain 🙂 such as doubt.

Why doubt?
After being involved with ‘spiritual’ groups for over five decades, it seems that adherence to form and lack of true compassion is prevalent, and anyone who doesn’t believe and conform is considered an infidel. There is thus a residue of doubt, but how can pure awareness be wrong?

We don’t need to be experts to know that we are pure consciousness. 
It actually stands to reason.

Ultimate Truth

Ultimate truth – the clarity of consciousness – is ignored daily. We just don’t value the fact that we are fortunate to be here to realise this. It’s not a theory to believe in; it’s the essence of all sentient beings. 

This clarity is omniscience, simply because consciousness which is uncontaminated knows the fundamental laws of the infinite universe: attraction, repulsion and inertia keep everything in motion, and the mind deluded.

These laws which capture consciousness do not change in the infinite timeless universe. They’re not inherently evil; they just are. Evil is using these laws to benefit ourselves. We usually think of our self as this body and mind, but the idea of self is a temporary state and, as such, is a mental ball and chain. 

The ultimate truth is that these same gross laws – attraction, repulsion and inertia – can transform our being into enlightened activity when they are realised as emptiness, consciousness and compassion. 

When we are self-obsessed, we lack compassion. Compassion arises because wisdom sees that beings have turned to the gross forms of these natural laws.

Reinventing Reality

To say that reality is like this or like that obscures the direct vision of pure consciousness which is the only provable reality that never changes. Seeing must obviously come first. As pure consciousness is non-dual, it does not relate to anything. Pure consciousness is our original reality.

We’re taught to relate, to get involved, and to forget the original moment of just seeing.

Humanity is encouraged to believe in and worship an invisible deity which we’re said to be part of, and which made us and guides us. One such invention goes by the term ‘shards of consciousness’, which states that we are all parts of the one consciousness. 

Evil is the clever art of misdirection – “Look at this!” and “Look at that!” – and, all the while, pure seeing is ignored. Have the shards acknowledged what they have done to the world? Made in the image of what? Chaos?!

Realisation is being awake to our true reality, 
and never being fooled.

Why Write?

So much is pointing us in an opposite direction.

By becoming caught up in the form of life – conforming by performing – we may doubt what we are and what we’re supposed to be doing.

I’ve always wanted to be a ‘proper’ person, conforming to established standards of behaviour so as to lead a proper life, and not appear odd and out of place. It never happened. I realised that everyone else was acting oddly. Why?

Following the leader is a children’s game where we learn to copy others, and this continues throughout life, including our spiritual life. Are we following the leader, or following someone who is following the leader? Seeking the ultimate truth hasn’t been easy, as most of it is dressed up in rituals, incantations and devotion to a figurehead; this is called guru yoga, but all it does is make us dependent.

After nearly sixty years of discipline, the penny dropped from the ‘amusement machine’. Realisation of absolute truth reveals a shocking world of deceit, lies and elaborations – an exaggeration of follow the leader.

The moment I read the Buddha’s words, “Don’t believe my words, test them for yourself”, I found what I could trust – my own warped mind 😀 which was merely acting out a character. Recognition of this illusory ego reminds consciousness that that character has no reality; reality is in consciousness’s uncontaminated purity.

When we don’t believe anyone, life becomes spontaneously interesting and insightful.
Of course, I could be wrong … so don’t take my word for it.

😀

Evil Doesn’t Know It’s Evil

Evil doesn’t know it’s evil;
it thinks it’s righteous.

Confusion obscures clarity.
Clarity is insight.

Pickpockets Pick The Mind, Not The Pocket

Pickpockets pick the mind, not the pocket.
It’s all about misdirection.

As long as we are following words, 
we forget what’s within, looking out.

Ordinary Realisation For Ordinary People

We don’t have to be special to recognise our true reality. 
Realising the truth – our original state – isn’t being
clever, intellectual, or devotional.

It’s a simple mind. 
A simple mind just sees, does whatever is necessary,
and drops it.

The essence of all sentient beings is pure consciousness,
which is common to all, and therefore nothing special.

Suffering: Stuck In An Idea

When we cling to an idea, we become stubborn and hostile through pride, creating suffering not only for us, but for those around us. We treat our ideas with great personal affection. Omniscience is seeing the whole picture.

Consciousness is our innate essence, free of ideas. It is just pure cognisance. Pure cognisance sees the whole picture, without any ideas to obscure it.

The Exoteric And The Esoteric

The exoteric follow the exotic.
The esoteric realise the essence.

The exoteric: words intended for the public.
The esoteric: beyond words, and realised by the few.

Chasing after ‘secrets’ is Mara’s game.
Realising we are the secret is the enlightened game.

Our Natural State Is Order

The natural state of mind is calm, still clarity.
Anything else is a disorder … 
a mental disorder. 

Our natural state is compassionate, empathetic 
and patient.

Patient: from Latin patient -‘suffering’.
Able to accept or tolerate problems or suffering without becoming annoyed or anxious.

Word Salad

Word salad: Tossing words from a dictionary into a salad bowl, 
and then pulling them out randomly to make a sentence.

Spiritual jargon is like that – people use words without experience to impress.

A word salad is the tactical use of speech that is difficult to understand and has absolutely no meaning; it is an attempt to maintain dominance, create confusion and divert attention.

There are people in all walks of life who use word salads to maintain authority, when the absolute truth of being is within each of us, and beyond words.

Being Impressionists 

Communicating with others is a precarious business which collapses easily because we usually try to impress. However, we can only impress others with similar fixations in the same circle of existence.

The more we understand, 
the smaller the circle becomes. 

When the truth of our being – pure consciousness – is realised, there is no circle. We are alone, and have no need to impress. 

The power of aloneness is truly inspiring; we can think outside the box, and are no longer distracted by impressive words. We have no need to become impressionists. 🙂

This is why we may lose ‘friends’, but gain connections … !

Homo Sapiens – Clever But Not Wise

Humans can learn to do such clever things, 
and boast about them,
but how many know their true reality?

🙂

Empathy (continued)

Empathy is understanding how our ideas and feelings come about through mental osmosis. None of us have an original thought; thoughts are placed in our minds through social interaction – or rather, social engineering – which we adopt, creating unconscious bias, and we become a type, even a spiritual type.

Social interaction may seem harmless, but it reinforces social cohesion, and stickiness to a cultural type. 

Does this satisfy?
Not at all.
t’s just wooden.

The moment when we recognise evil (that which obscures our true essence) is the moment of wisdom and empathy; we understand how we’ve become mental clones. 

We Don’t Need To Believe

We don’t need to believe.
We can know.

If we can know, why would we want to believe?
Why are so many more ready to believe than to know?
Doubt.

Why do we doubt?
We’re so used to believing.

If we believe in our self,
then we don’t know our self.

When we know our self,
we know it’s not what we are.

What knows?

We Exaggerate The Truth

When we exaggerate the truth, we become desensitised,
and exaggerate everything.

Humanity exaggerates, causing confusion and conflict, and more exaggeration. This is Mara’s vicious cycle of existence, denying people contentment. 

“How can we be content with all the trouble in the world?!”
That comment illustrates the situation precisely.
🙂

Contentment is simply pure consciousness witnessing complexity without, and remaining balanced within. When we become practitioners of truth rather than intellectuals, we are no longer mystified.

We’re here to undo all the results of past misunderstandings and fixations by living a simple life of contemplation and meditation, dropping all exaggeration.

Exaggerating the truth is the opposite to truth.

The Dharma Brings Out The Worst In Us

😀
It’s ego. 

Ego is consciousness clinging to ideas, which creates a hostile self.
When we (consciousness) drop clinging to ideas, 
we are able to constantly adjust to situations to clarify them.

Seeing Too Much

Seeing too much can be depressing. Observing people around us entertaining their minds through staring at screens, reading the news, plugging in ear buds, chattering about their history. The screens, the news, the music, the chatter … the noise piles on insanity.

This is how an unenlightened humanity has been captured, by having things to complaining about or to find fascinating.

The only thing we can do is acknowledge this phenomenon, and not indulge in it – otherwise, it is we who are being entertained. 

We first have to shake off our identification with everything we see and hear. We are the gap between words – pure consciousness. This uncontaminated empty space is our sanctuary, our divine splendour of clarity, our true reality.

Irrefutable Proof Of Reality

For something to be real, it can never not be real; it has to be constant. Space has that quality, and so does consciousness. There is a third aspect, and that is formula. Formula runs the universe: attraction, repulsion and inertia. 

No one created this – it just happens. Two trees next to one another will not tangle branches. They each get the most out of the available light. Therefore, there is attraction to the light, repulsion from the shade, and inertia (a property of matter by which it continues in its existing state of rest or  uniform motion, unless that state is changed by an external force).

Try to disprove this.
Then observe what is trying to disprove it;
it will be consciousness.

That is our reality.

How Stupid Are We?

It’s amazing how stupid we are. 
We’re imprisoned by others’ words, and we’re proud of it.

Words are written for us to believe in, so much so that we consider those who don’t believe the same words to be our enemy. How stupid is that? People quote from books, but rarely do they quote from genuine experience. There is no experience in belief. Belief can make us do and create incredible things – music, art, poems, buildings, pills for everything – but we forget what it is that observes all this. Real beauty is in the consciousness of the beholder, not in something out there. We get carried away by fascination and sentimentality, but these are just temporary appearances which bind us to the past.

Mara knows our weakness – pride – and laughs.

We All Hear And See Differently

The difference is in our personal mindset of memories – our translator. Every time we react or respond, our particular, peculiar mindset – the ‘product’ – is revealed. This mindset is activated when the brain sees something it recognises and lights up, before we (consciousness) are aware of it. This is known commercially as ‘brand awareness’. Our ‘product’ is picked up by others through their ‘brand awareness’. 

Without even talking, we are attracted, put off or indifferent to others. When we’re aware of our habitual reactions, we recognise that communication is probably not possible. 🙂

Conscious communication is rare 
as it needs an open conduit of pure consciousness both ways.

We Should Never Assume That We’re Talking To Sane People

People look sane until they start speaking, and then they reveal what’s in their minds.
We may think, “Surely there must be more! Perhaps they talk about reality at home?” 🙂

For over fifty years, I’ve been involved in ‘spiritual’ groups, and it was the same then. All one hears is dogma – do this, do this, do that. Dogma is a formula, a belief held definitively and without the possibility of reform. 
Dogma: from the ancient Greek  – opinion, belief, judgement.

Reform isn’t about changing the words; it’s about personal experience of the meaning of those words, where we don’t just repeat them, we live them. Compassion is often spoken about, but rarely lived. Words create feelings – a duality, which is up for interpretation. Experience is non-duality where there is no form, just essence – pure awareness.

Duality is making a big deal of everything we see.
Non-duality is just seeing.

We are accountable for our every word and action = karma.

Believing The Truth

‘Believing the truth’ is an oxymoron. 
Belief has been our greatest deception.
Belief is the opposite to knowing. 
Belief obscures knowing.
Belief is suggestion.
Belief makes us stupid.

To believe is to accept that something is true without proof. We are governed by this principle, but if we believe the truth, then we will never know the truth. To know is to be aware, through observation and recognition. 

All sentient beings are scientists, constantly weighing up situations and proving them. Only then can we actually know what is beneficial and what is harmful. Why would we believe anyone who believes? This make-believe reality, with its power of persuasion, has kept humanity in darkness for a very long time. 

We are governed by deception. 
Govern: from Latin gubernare, ‘to steer’.

So what is the truth that is indisputable, and in which no one has to believe?

It is conscious awareness; without this faculty, we wouldn’t have survived. We are stupid when we censor the clarity of awareness with our preconceived ideas.
It is conscious awareness; without this faculty, we wouldn’t have survived. We are stupid when we censor the clarity of awareness with our preconceived ideas.

Conscious awareness knows.
If we don’t know this, 
then what do we know?

Recognition

Questions Induce Recognition
Questions aren’t about getting the answer.
Questions are about our answer along our path.
Interaction creates an open atmosphere
for the answer we need to know at that moment.

Looking Back On Stupidity
I look back on life and see how stupid I was – and why. It was the trauma of believing in hearsay, idle chatter and stories, which are all only words. Understanding how we are attracted and held by words creates empathy for others who are caught up in the same predicament. 

The challenge is trying not to suggest that we all live in stupidity. 🙂

The Joy Of Letting Go Of The Past 
The joy of letting go of past traumas
is the release from suffering.

If You Want To Understand The Actual Dharma
If you want to understand the actual Dharma,
look at what’s looking.
It’s cheaper,
and it tells us everything we need to know.

‘Path’ Means Levels Of Understanding

Our path is not one idea, one identity that we carry along with us. Our path is a continuous refinement of understanding, which means constantly dropping what we thought we knew, and the type of person we were. 

Holding on to any ideas of self, culture, race, religion, words, we end up in hell, talking about our past, where no progress is made while we just use jargon to impress the impressionable.

At the bottom of the comments list on this page is an image of Padmasambhava; I find him both totally scary, and a reminder. 🙂

(Guru Rinpoche, also known as Padmasambhava, lived circa 8-9th century, and made several prophecies about the future of Buddhism and world events. Some of these include predictions about the spread of Buddhism, the degeneration of the Dharma, and the arrival of Maitreya, the future Buddha.)