Everybody’s Talking About ‘Me’
Everybody’s talking about ‘me’;
they never listen to a word I’m saying
– they only hear echoes in their mind.
Sound familiar?
🙂
Everybody’s Talking About ‘Me’
Everybody’s talking about ‘me’;
they never listen to a word I’m saying
– they only hear echoes in their mind.
Sound familiar?
🙂
It’s Nice To Communicate
It’s nice to communicate, but fear gets in the way.
If we don’t dare, we can never succeed.
Communication isn’t about ‘me’ or what I’ve read; it’s about what’s experienced.
Communication: from Latin communicatio(n-), from the verb communicare ‘to share’.
Communication isn’t about what others have said.
Communication is empathy.
Empathy: the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.
Altruism Without Egoism Is Tricky
Until enlightenment, there will be a little ego to be sociable.
We have a social I.
Confronting an obsessive ego is tricky as obsessiveness is Mara activity. Altruism has to be skilful, being aware of people’s games.
In the first instant of an encounter, we neutralise obstructing spirits by not reacting, thus offering an open atmosphere.
What we do then in life is down to our level of perception.
Thinking The Unthinkable
We are created by devilry.
We are devilry’s minions.
There is no actual demonic deity; it’s just the likes and dislikes encoded in our minds that control our behaviour. That’s the devilry at work.
It’s sort of Gnosticism,
where beings are trapped the material world
until they regain divine knowledge.
It’s because we are ignorant of our true reality – pure consciousness – that we became diverted into the creation of demonic minds. We only have to look at world history to see that there has been conflict for thousands of years. The history of the world is a history of wars.
If we were created by a loving deity, shouldn’t we love one another? We don’t. We argue about putting things right, while the blind lead the blind and the devil laughs.
When we think the unthinkable,
everything makes sense.
Looking For Happiness
The real thing.
First, we have to know what happiness is. Is it a temporary or permanent state?
Our view of happiness is cock-eyed. A temporary state is exciting but it does not last; it isn’t happiness, it’s a dopamine rush to which we’ve become addicted. This is what sends humanity round in circles of madness, led by the nose for the next fix.
But what of the permanent state?
It’s not what we think; it is the realisation of ever-present pure being. It’s not a happiness that is commonly recognised as we’re so used to ‘interesting’ happiness which is associated with conditions such as family, job, hobbies and general chit-chat. These are all pass-times to wile away our life.
Pure being is pure consciousness.
It’s unshakeable confidence.
That is happiness.
We Don’t Realise The Problem
Psychopathic entities without empathy confuse the minds of people by presenting opposites, creating those ‘for’ and those ‘against’. It is because we are unaware of this insidious activity that we experience stress.
In each generation,
cultures are fashioned to maintain instability.
Do I Have To Meditate?
The effect of meditation is to realise that we are pure awareness. Once we live this understanding, then no, we don’t have to meditate. But we cannot assume in some vague way that we are aware; we have to know and recognise the mechanics of the mind, and how it has been infiltrated with ideas. A deluded mind is always referring to memories.
We should meditate twice a day,
just to ensure that
we aren’t living in a set of lofty ideas.
🙂
Meditation Is Being Natural
Meditation isn’t just sitting on a cushion;
it is awareness, any time, any where.
When we drop our opinions and appreciations,
we become a nobody – nothing ‘special’.
🙂
Awareness is actually pure awareness.
That’s what we are.
It is because the mind is now clear of ‘special’
that insight can occur.
The desire to feel ‘special’ is Mara activity.
What Can We Rely On?
All phenomena, including thoughts, are temporary events, and therefore have absolutely no reality. We can’t even rely on words as they’re either interpretations of someone else’s experiences, or repetitions of someone else’s translation.
Everything passes as in a dream, a memory, an illusion of reality. We never stop to wonder whether things are true; we just follow others’ say-so. Whenever anyone speaks, they’re talking from their own personal dungeon of existence, and we use up our lives following others’ social, religious and political ideologies.
There is only one reality, and it’s not what we think. It’s something we all have in common, and that’s consciousness. On rare occasions, we may meet in pure consciousness, in an instant ofsilent recognition.
Through ignorance of this experience, however, we revert to memories as we’re unfamiliar with that pure moment, and can feel uncomfortable.
The recognition of this ignorance is the birth of compassion,
and reveals the purpose of life.
We Are Set Up For A Fall
We are told to accept a minority’s fantasies;
the majority react, and are punished.
This is communism, where the minority takes control.
In any organisation,
there is an inner group that controls the majority.
How?
People aren’t seeing.
hey just look.
We have to be aware of the effects of manipulation.
Simple meditation clears the mind to allow us just to see.
Any Questions?
Questions can result in conflict,
but that is how we make progress.
We don’t make progress by mere acceptance of an answer.
When we question, we look at our reaction,
rather than the reply.
It is how we react that tell us the truth.
All that matters is awareness watching the mind at work.
Beyond Words
Our reality is ethereal consciousness, the pure wisdom essence of mind.
It is live space beyond clever words.
Unfortunately, we become attached to circling concepts and words.
This causes confusion and conflict that results in a dead, dull echo chamber.
Echo chamber: an environment where we only encounter information or opinions that reflect and reinforce our own concepts and words.
Once we understand our own psychology, we become alive.
Unwittingly Clinging To Words And Rituals
Unwittingly clinging to words and rituals for good luck is easily done. Words and rituals are reminders, but if we don’t let go, we remain in intellectualisation and belief. The more we realise, the more those insidious thoughts are seen, as our likes and dislikes lie in ambush.
Insidious: from Latin insidiosus ‘cunning’, from insidiae ‘an ambush or trick’, from insidere ‘lie in wait for’.
Letting go is the completion stage of any practice.
The Creation Of Anger
There are many avenues available for Mara (demonic minds) which cause us to react, and feel angry. This is what narcissistic minds feed off, gaining satisfaction from our reactions. The daily algorithms are constantly supplying us with emotions – sometimes fear, sometimes hope, and sometimes anger – and we love this excitement.
Anger whips us up into a frenzy, and demonic minds can use this to further their interests.
When we recognise this state of affairs and stop playing Mara’s games, Mara has to move on. Mara is an integral part of humanity, so it’s not going away …
The practice of meditation
is not reacting or being bound;
this sets us free.
That is meditation in action.
To Be Inferior Or Not To Be Inferior
Relating to gurus and lamas shouldn’t be like relating to a leader of North Korea; bowing and scraping and prostrating is totally unnecessary, and shouldn’t be encouraged – it’s a form of mass intimidation, and it’s another’s culture.
We don’t do that to individuals in any other walks of life. We pay respect to a teacher by simply turning up because we’re interested in what they have to say, which means that we’ve made a commitment of time and money. The appreciation comes in the form of whether we go away and practise – and change occurs.
Subservience is not required to realise our true reality. Realisation is not a socio-political event. How did such compliance come about?
The Buddha saw that all sentient beings are Buddha nature, but for thousands of years, we’vebeen taught that we are inferior.
In Clarity, There Is No Doubt
How can we have no doubt?
When there is just perception, just seeing, that is clarity.
Doubt is being unsure about whatever is being seen; we are dubious and confused, but the pure seeing is still present. That is pure consciousness. We simply have to be aware of it, and realise it.
If we stayed like that, we’d be enlightened – which reveals that we are already enlightened – but we doubt because of all the propaganda connected to the word ‘enlightenment’.
Enlightenment isn’t a big thing.
It’s nothing.
No thing at all.
It’s the cognisant emptiness of mind.
It’s what we are.
The One Ring
“One Ring to rule them all, One Ring to find them,
One Ring to bring them all, and in the darkness bind them.”
– Tolkien
Ring: rank, belonging to or constituting a group or class.
Is it making sense now?
When we become attached to anything, we are bound. It’s that simple. As long as we take sides, we’re part of a ring.
Through the clarity of awareness, we note that we are caught, but are then able to release ourselves. This is meditation in action.
When we look, everything is Dharma.
It is Dharma that is seeing.
Dharma is pure consciousness.
Talking Out Dharma Problems
If we don’t talk about our problems, we just become a Dharma automaton. We may learn words and phrases, but we have no practicality in benefitting others; just following by rote is self-
obsession. Through questioning our assumptions, however, we move closer to shared human truths. When we’re released from ourassumptions about politics, religion, science, social entertainment etc, we may realise how these activities bind us. And Dharma is no different.
We go to retreats and lectures and we read books, but how often do we share experiences that are positive or negative? It’s just a matter of being honest, but unfortunately, it is rare to find anyone who can listen. That is a real shock. Having a problem with a method or a tradition doesn’t mean were being negative; we have to work with what we experience without judgement. Doing a hundred thousand prostrations may benefit some people, while being pointless for others. If a therapy isn’t working, it makes sense to try something else…
Until we can talk freely, we are still locked in the thoughts, assumptions and emotions of others. Monkey see, monkey do.
Sharing is seeing the potential of a situation more clearly, more compassionately, by looking at the problem in a new or different light. This can release built-up tension as we gain insight into both ourselves, and the situation that’s causing us a problem. Unfortunately, what actually happens is that, through fear of admitting any doubts about doctrine, people clam up.
Finding out that you’re not alone and that you are able to help others is a fulfilling life.
The Pointing Out And The Realisation
Become aware that, although there are comings and goings in the mind, there is that which never changes. This is the pure observation of consciousness. Our original being is without thought; it is clarity – pure consciousness – the essence of mind. This is what we are, but we’re embroiled in a muddled mind full of memories, information, stuffing. 🙂
Embroiled: deeply involved in an argument, conflict, or difficult situation; from French embrouille ‘to muddle’.
If we see a red car go by, we don’t have to think, “There’s a red car!” We already know it. This is the same as encountering an opinionated person, for example; we know instantly, without thought.
Even before this silent identification, there is just pure consciousness, just awareness. That is what we are.
When we realise what we are, we notice distractions
– the stuffing and the stuffers at work –
and so we don’t get carried away.
Distraction: a thing that prevents someone from concentrating. A diversion or recreation, almost to a state of madness.
There is nothing religious or cultural about this.
Observation is not judgement.
Finding Others In The Light
Finding others in the light of reality is a rare event.
Everyone is the light but they don’t know it as either their interests lie elsewhere, or the light has been formalised, dwelling in dim ideas, concepts and obsessions, all relating to a ‘me’.
Can we recognise the light in others who know that they are the light? Tricky. People may talk or write about the light (I’m doing this now), but actually connecting is an extremely rare event.
This light isn’t something ‘holy’ or special; it’s natural clarity – perception without expectations.
Never Think You Know The Answer
Never think you know the answer.
You are the answer!
Thinking that we know is Mara activity, demonic activity, where we just go round and round in conflicting circles in pointless, polemic, controversial debate or dispute. When we actually realise what we are – pure awareness – there is no debate.
Polemic: from Greek polemikos, from polemos ‘war’.
Some people like conflict; it entertains them.
How can anyone dispute awareness?
Fear And Hope In Spiritual Groups
Adoration is spiritual materialism.
It’s the eternal play of hope and fear
– hoping to be accepted, and fearing rejection.
We fall into acting,
while the essence of the teaching is to know thy self thy self. 🙂
Belief And Awareness
Belief and awareness are not the same.
Belief is an idea in the mind that we accept without empirical experience.
Pure awareness is empirical experience.
Belief is an idea, a fantasy that gives rise to many opinions.
Pure awareness is pure perception, pure consciousness. It’s what we are in common, before ideas and beliefs.
Awareness can easily be mistaken for “I am aware”, which reveals that awareness has already been confused. This is why the term ‘pure’ is used as awareness isn’t contaminated with an I-identity. It is just awareness without any additions.
Still Think You Can Change The World?
Even a Buddha can’t do that. Wanting to change the world is futile diligence. What are you going to put in its place? People will continue to blame and complain, because they don’t know what they truly are.
The world is run by Mara, which wants us to blame and complain as it initiates all the problems born from our ignorance. We are Mara’s children, reacting to everything and creating even more to grumble about.
We can only change the illusion of our self that we are taught to believe in. Change comes from recognition and realisation of our true nature; when we stop reacting, we grow up.
We are original pure consciousness,
which Mara cannot touch.
Realising this, we are always alert and aware,
recognising Mara at work.
In this way, Mara becomes our teacher. 🙂
To Be Hinged Or Unhinged
To be hinged or unhinged; that is the question.
Whether to suffer the unhinged or, by opposing, become hinged.
Whether to assume we are normal or to question this ‘normality’.
We all assume that we are hinged and working properly, when we are actually unhinged by merely conforming to another’s idea of normality.
When we are fully hinged, we are free of obstructions. 🙂
Being Out Of Sync
We read or hear words, but they don’t quite hit the spot. Why not?
We’re all at different stages of evolving/awakening; the words stay the same, but our understanding is out of sync. There is recognition, but there’s no training, no discipline, no experience … yet.
If we are always looking for something new,
it’s because we haven’t started yet.
When we start, we see the world differently,
because we are different.
With the right intention, we will synchronise with the words
when the experience is realised before the words.
What’s Inside Comes Out
If we have wisdom, that’s what comes out.
If we have hatred, that’s what comes out.
If we have indifference, that’s what comes out.
Whatever’s inside comes out.
Awakening Conscience
Conscience is where our morals should come from.
Conscience isn’t personal likes and dislikes; that is one-sided judgement. To awaken conscience, we need to know what is good and what is evil.
Conscience indicates the presence of compassion for those who must endure suffering in the world, until we understand that right conduct culminates in right mindfulness, through right contemplation. The degree of compassion relates directly to the level of our understanding.
The importance of understanding generosity and patient self-control towards all living beings is awakened by empathy, where the mind withdraws from being judgemental and becomes aware of the process inherent in each individual’s evolutionary path. When meeting anyone, we instinctively know how far we can tread into their territory – that is conscience. Evil is ignoring this process, and trampling over others’ minds.
Evil is rooted in ignorance
of our true reality of pure consciousness.
Mysticism
Mysticism: Transcending ordinary human understanding. A sense of spiritual mystery, awe, and fascination concerned with spirit, rather than with material things.
Whether mysticism is a mystery or not
depends on our understanding
When we wake up from our idealistic dream
to our reality of pure consciousness,
life – the mystery – is no longer a mystery.
Why We Don’t Perceive Reality
Reality – which is pure consciousness – has been sidetracked due to education, society and the media to see through a veil of concepts-restrictions. Concepts alter our pure perception. As long as we go along with the state of collective social understanding, we will think exactly the same way as others, and repeat the same everlasting conversations.
This is living in a disguised dictatorship where we have the freedom to choose between ‘this’ or ‘that’ from a pre-written menu.
We learn to love and take pride in our menu.
Menu: from Latin, minutus, ‘very small’.
What Are We Proud Of?
We’re proud of our menu of ideas.
Menu: from Latin, minutus, ‘very small’.
Pride is our personal dungeon of existence.
What are we trying to impress?
Others’ menus.
😀
Terminology Obscures Experience
We become proud of the words we use and that, in itself, is our problem.
We should choose words carefully. Terms such as ‘suffering’, ‘clinging’, ‘grasping’, can suggest something extreme, when the experience and cause is much subtler. The same goes for ‘compassion’; it’s just a word unless we are at one – empathetic – with whatever appears, without sentimentalit or judgement.
Our problem is that our attachment to words becomes worship.
Terminology binds us to our group.
When we are one with whatever appears, all is new and fresh,
before the words and feelings become a projection,
and an exaggeration.
We Are Bound By Words
We are bound or restricted by words,
limiting the thoughts, feelings and actions,
which separate us.
An genuine smile and a genuine ear unite us,
and we are not doing or saying anything.
Unity is effortless.
Emptiness Is The Ultimate In Sophistication
Emptiness is the ultimate in sophistication.
There is nothing more sophisticated than pure awareness.
Like infinite space, it contains everything.
The essence of mind is total openness,
without exaggerations.
There’s Something Wrong, Isn’t There?
There’s something wrong, isn’t there?
Or are things going right?
It all depends on one’s point of view.
If we are evil, things are going right.
And if we understand about cause and effect,
things are going right.
Things are only going wrong when we live in hope.
Buddhism Isn’t Anti-Life
Buddhism is living life to the full,
experiencing everything that comes our way as our teacher.
Life teaches us something when perception is fully open. Buddhism isn’t about suffering; it is the path to alleviatesuffering, dissatisfaction, conflict, confusion …
It is happiness beyond reason
– or it should be.
😀
Have You Ever Met Anyone …
Have you ever met anyone you can truly talk to?
People talk about anything but actual reality.
To truly talk, we have to step outside the cycle of speculation.
Gaining confidence is expanding our horizon – our view.
Our pure view is pure consciousness.
It’s All A Cover-Up
It’s all a cover-up.
“What is?”
Our true reality.
We live in a make-believe world,
where truth is rarely spoken.
We may talk about a cover-up,
but do we know what the cover-up is covering up?
As long as we see through a filter of beliefs,
we will never know our true reality.
My Turning Point
My turning point was when I realised
that the Dharma is within,
and isn’t reliant on anything or anyone external.
The Buddha was right.
The external is a starting point to realising
that corruption and the path are the same thing.
The Vicious Cycle Of Existence?
The vicious cycle of existence … really?
The phrase ‘the vicious cycle of existence’ is an idiom that is trotted out all the time among Buddhists. Do you ever wonder why we say things – or rather repeat things – that sound right, and then think … “Hang on a minute!? I don’t see it as a vicious cycle of existence but rather, a confused cycle of existence.”?
There are many things we hear and just accept, when they were actually written by a translator who saw it to their level of understanding – in this case using the archaic use of the word ‘vicious’ which means ‘imperfect or defective’. In contemporary English, however, ‘vicious’ is defined as ‘deliberately cruel or violent’, and that makes no sense to the modern ear in this context.
We have to see things in the way we experience and understand, and go from there – and so you have every right to disagree with my conclusions. 🙂
It’s a process of refining personal understanding, as there isn’t one answer to suit all. This is why the Buddha saw the Vedanta in a new light, and why he said, “Do not take my words for the truth; test them for yourself.”
Reflections
Inner reflection is like being given advice, not from an external source, but from the mind itself. We are assailed by both pleasant and unpleasant experiences but, in the first instant before we designate the occurrence as nice or not, it’s just experience. However, an impression – a residue – remains.
Although the mind is usually confused because it dwells on the past and ignores what’s happening right now in front of us, it’s telling us much. In fact, its reaction to both pleasant and unpleasant events (karma) is beneficial if seen in the right light.
Our mind is full of memories, and this is what we work with, to remind us that we’re living in an illusion of past ideas that we grew up with. The purpose of meditation is to acknowledge how much thoughts carry us away.
Sharing these reflections is the reason why I write.
We can all do this.
If We All Come From One Source …
If we all come from one source,
what source would that be?
What qualities is this source projecting?
Are people a representation of that source?
We’re in constant conflict with one another.
Does this represent a compassionate source?
Belief in a source is belief in the magical power
to apparently influence minds and events.
Source: a point of origin.
Pure consciousness has no origin, and so it has no source,
and it has no desire to influence.
It is the corrupted mind that influences consciousness/people.
What a strange world we live in.
We Are Closer Than We Think
How many people are stuck in their minds, in memories and illusions obscuring the present? This is the sad world we live in but, at the same time, it’s also enlightening because we see that it’s only memories which obscure our enlightened reality.
In dropping memories,
we are spontaneously present.
Unfortunately, we want something more ‘interesting’,
so reality stays closed.
Reality isn’t in front of us;
it’s where we are.
It couldn’t be simpler
It Takes A Contemplative Life To Realise The Truth
We cannot realise our true essence or compassion from a book or a chat.
Realisation is difficult to talk about as people usually want an immediate answer. Much depends on the quality of personal experience; it takes time to contemplate what is real, and what isn’t.
A contemplative life is beneficial to be able to realise and rest in pure awareness where life is no longer frantic, panicked, or intellectual. A contemplative life is one where everything goes at a natural pace, and we’re no longer excited by gossip, personal theories or intellectualisations – the creators of illusion.
Everything in the world is exaggerated, so there’s no time or space to truly reflect. We get lost in the acquisition of groupthink. Spiritual communities are just the start of our journey, but then we must go alone before we become caught up in conformity and cannot change – and probably don’t want to, as we feel safer in a group.
Spontaneity is a matter of trusting in the moment for inspiration; if there is none, it’s probably not needed. Everything is okay within world madness. It’s all cause and effect. We know why things happen and how, and we cannot change this – even a Buddha can’t do that.
In a contemplative life, there isn’t much talking.
The disappointing aspect of talking is that the other person has usually switched off halfway through a sentence as their mind’s gone into referral mode and they’ve stopped listening. Talking to others is like talking to a memory box. 🙂
The contemplative aspect of writing
is that people have to take time to consider whether they agree or not.
😀
Consciousness Is Superior To Thought
We meditate to realise our true reality beyond words.
Realisation allows consciousness to sparkle.
Words about consciousness are vulgar intellectual repetitions; whether these are speculative theories or beautiful poetry, words create emotions. Words take us away from our actual reality, and we become – and remain – mere simulations. It’s what evil manufactures daily.
This simulation is only observed by
… consciousness. 🙂
Vulgar: Latin vulgaris, from vulgus ‘common people’.
Why Are Things Going Wrong?
Have you considered the fifth column(s)?
The means behind the scenes.
Whatever is happening will happen anyway; it always has.
“A fifth column is a group of people who undermine a larger group or nation from within, usually in favour of an enemy group or another nation.
“Their activities can be overt or clandestine, and can involve acts of sabotage, disinformation, espionage or terrorism, while secret sympathisers can mobilise openly to assist an external attack.”
What can we do?
Recognise that this is Mara at work.
Be aware of whatever is going on in our mind, and why.
We used to say, ‘Sticks and stones can break my bones but names will never hurt me.’ Now, names seem to hurt people, but they never noticed this change in events. That is the illusion that we live in.
George Orwell wrote about this in ‘Animal Farm’, when the pigs who were in charge stated, “Two legs bad, four legs good’ which later changed to “Four legs good, two legs better.” Once people are taught to believe, they will continue to believe.
We can tell people about a fifth column,
but they won’t see it as they’re living it.
The Esoteric And The Exoteric
Eso = within.
Exo = without
The esoteric:
No words.
Just silent experience.
The exoteric:
Words are splintered,
causing confusion and conflict.
Truth is never out there.
We Miss The Formless
Our essence is formless, without features.
Form comes from words and rituals.
In sticking to the form,
we ignore the formless.
Essence is silent awareness.
Its qualities are clarity and compassion.
Free Will
Free will means free consciousness.
It’s not a matter of being free to choose,
as that is determined by our minds’ judgements, based on preconceived ideas.
Free will is being free of everything.
Evil Takes Naturally Occurring Events …
Evil takes a naturally occurring event
and exaggerates it to manipulate,
which will cause conflict.
The natural occurring event is compassion
which becomes my compassion, my caring.