OTHERS

Others

 We live with others, and so we have to interact with them from time to time. Not everyone sees things in exactly the same way, and so it is easy to be drawn into conflict. We want to put them right, and they us. It can feel as if we are being assailed at every moment!

 If we ‘know’, then we remain confident and at peace. If we ‘KNOW’, then we remain arrogant and in conflict with others. To test whether we are confident or arrogant is to ask, “Is there an after taste?”

 Most of the time we want to feel good, and may even practise the Dharma in order to achieve this. Living with others may challenge this feeling. The more we recognise, the more our position changes in regard to others: we acknowledge responsibility. It’s easy to say the word “Compassion,” but it isn’t so easy to achieve that understanding, unless we genuinely rest in empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion.

 It is part of our nature to express, and the expression of this essence is where the six paramitas come into play: generosity, patience, discipline, perseverance, concentration and transcendent knowledge.

 We are all students (sentient beings), but there are times when we become the teacher (enlightened attitude). As such, we only do what is best for the the other person in front of us: we are not trying to out do them!

 They, like ourselves, are buddhas. We just don’t recognise this fact fully, and haven’t let go of all our karmic load yet.

 If we see this world as ‘This is all there is’, then it is a mundane reality. If we see it as full of celestial beings, then it is a supra-mundane reality.

 

In radiant emptiness we remain confident.
Empty essence encompasses every thing.
In compassion there is only other,
and that is oneness.

 Love cannot be 50-50…
it has to be 100%

 It’s a serious business is love! 😉

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE DEVIL IS OUR OWN EGO

The Devil is our own Ego

 Our ego will criticise us, seduce us into feeling good (better than others), and convince us to put practice aside.

Why? Because when we are empty, aware and relaxed (uncontaminated intelligence), ego loses employment…loses existence.

 The ego will always try to make things comfortable for us. Remember; we are not essentially human, but merely take on a human form for a very short while. In our present state of evolution, ego-clinging (which is our consciousness clinging to concepts about its human existence) cannot be totally extinguished. It will always try to lure and distract us away from our true nature…suffocate us! It’s the ego that makes us succumb to negative emotions (and positive emotions about ourselves) – that is the devil within us! The ego is our self-created devil.

 It is for this reason that we have to be mindful and aware. This is why we train the mind. We may achieve a temporary suspension of ego activity, but the little devil lurks in our selfish dark corners, subtly changing our motivation toward self-centred activity.

 That is why compassion is the golden secret.

 To be honest, the devil’s clinging activity is actually our teacher. It keeps us on our toes. When we know the nature of our true being, which is empty essence – cognisant nature and unconfined compassion – then ego activity may be transformed into wisdom. Noticing this is remarkable.

 Ego-fixated people will gravitate towards other ego-fixated people, as they can argue together and never come to a point. Take an ego-fixated person out of their comfort zone and they will want to fill the resulting vacuum – with themselves. This is noticeable in practically every conversation…

 

We need to be carefree and simple,
but not stupid.
Then the mud just falls away,
and are we no longer bound in it.

 Ego fixation is self-perpetuation.
Self-perpetuation is ego fixation.

 The devil ego
has no true existence.
It’s all in the mind!

 

 

 

 

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KNOWING ONE IS KNOWING ALL

Knowing one is knowing all

 Sometimes we may be caught up in a path that does quite suit our temperament. I know I was!

 Different paths have different approaches: the path I was on went through different aspects of the teachings. Its approach was resting in meditation and finally recognising the view, but I never knew where we were going. It was never clear.

 The teacher then said, “You have every right to change paths.” I did!

 We practise the six paramitas as a guide to our conduct and progress: generosity, patience, discipline, perseverance, concentration and transcendent knowledge (it does take effort remembering them all!).

 You might find Dzogchen a relief. I know I have!

 When Rigpa essence – empty cognisance – was pointed out, compassion can naturally and effortlessly express all the paramitas. At the same time, karma is exhausted.

When we know the nature of everything, which is emptiness, we know everything!

 

 

For further information go to… https://buddhainthemud.com/2013/02/15/six-advanced-paramitas/

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MIND TRAINING ENHANCEMENT

Mind Training Enhancement.

Even though we cannot think of two things at once, we can do and think of different activities at the same time – in fact, we can do three things at once, using body, speech and mind.

In morning meditation sessions, I do pujas (prayers). I chant text in Tibetan (speech), and read the English translation and visualise (mind), while my hand counts the beads (body). My mind is only visualising the description in the text, while knowing it all to be a rainbow-like vision in emptiness.

Even then, it is still possible to wander off into a day dream, and everything goes onto auto-pilot. The result would be a pointless practice, so one has to know how to concentrate.

(Incidentally – and this is strangest thing – inspiration to write comes in the middle of this practice every day, and I have to tell it to go away and come back when the prayers are finished! The first thing I do at the end of meditation in the mornings is turn on the computer and type as fast as possible to get it all down…I’m doing this now! 

This is why Shamata practice is so important – concentration trains the mind. Of course, auto-pilot has its uses, when the body and mind goes through their routine, as in driving a car – but this can become mindless and unaware, and the result could be an accident. This lack of concentration can make spiritual practices a waste of time.

The next stage is Shamata without support – effortless concentration.

We become aware of the gap between breaths. This is where we rest. We are aware of the body breathing, but there is a deeper sense of stillness. Being aware in Shamata is a duality – me and stillness, me and breath, me and awareness. It is important to recognise this, as it is the precursor to non-duality. First we have to recognise what it is that is being let go of…and that is the observer, the ‘I am’.

With proper instruction, the observer – the ‘I’ – transforms into merely observing…mere awareness…pure awareness. In Shamata, there is a time element present: “I am aware of being aware” and this takes time – even if that is only milli-moments. In pure awareness, there is no time: in pure being, emptiness and cognition are instantaneous and inseparable, like waves and water.

The point I’d like to make here is that the Buddhist methods are complete. They can take anyone at any stage and any capacity to enlightenment. It has to work for total beginners so at times it may sound too structured, but there are times when the mind needs convincing. This why we do analytical meditation and study. As such we have to have a system that works from the beginning to the end: to jump in with statements such as there being no path is incomprehensible to a beginner. There are two aspects to enlightenment: one is to recognise our true nature of pure awareness, and the other is to exhaust all karma. When the memory bank of reactions – which, in Sanskrit, is called the Alaya Vijnana – is exhausted and collapses, our basic nature – the all ground, known as the Alaya – is revealed.

We may have a partial knowledge from other sources, which may help or hinder our progress. It’s best to know one system inside out!

Now we come to mind training in daily life.

First we have to realise that most of the thoughts in our mind are not ours! We have been bombarded for so long with ideas that we assume they are ours. We learn responses. Have you noticed when someone is surprised, they invariably say, “Oh my God!” and put their hand up to their face? It’s learned – copied. We all acquire gestures, mannerisms and speech patterns. My French daughter says “Ah-choom!” when sneezing, and “Ieeee!” when it hurts: everyone knows it’s, “Ah-choo!” and “Ouch!” 😉

Mind training in daily life is not re-acting: not re-enacting our acquired, copied, programmed responses. In any situation, note the breath, find the stillness. This creates space in the mind. A pause in the programme. Then take a fresh look. Through compassion, the mind will then scan itself for a response from our own relevant experiences (although sometimes we may not have anough data, and so silence is golden).

Compassion is so important in any situation as it counteracts pride and a domineering attitude, which will pervert our own minds.

Training in daily life comes from a compassionate attitude, towards ourselves and others. Maybe our capacity is limited, and so we remain silent, and just listen. Listening to others is of great benefit to them, and stops us smothering a situation.

In the mind, there are three levels of consciousness: perception, judgement and the storehouse of memories (the Alaya Vijnana). To recap, through the senses (the five sense consciousnesses) we perceive objects in the mind. This information goes immediately to the memory-storehouse for recognition, and then to judgement, to refer to our habitual likes or dislikes. This is our usual programming, and keeps us as sentient beings…sleeping buddhas.

This very same process can serve as a positive expression of essence, when used in conjunction with compassion. The mind consciously scans our experiences for relevant knowledge that could be of benefit to them. This is how we can empathise with others.

All too often, spiritual people only repeat teachings from an absolute point of view, missing how someone on a relative level is feeling. It’s a sort of spiritual arrogance, and lacks compassion: there is a lack of love – zero empathy!

Daily mind training is conduct. Conduct is merely resting in the continuity of compassionate effortless meditation. In actuality this is non-meditation, as we are not doing anything, but merely recognising. We simply allow karma to unfold and wear itself out. Gradually, mindfulness becomes present in everything we do, and this serves as a reminder to be aware. This reminds us of either or both Shamatas, and we rest in the present moment.

We just need a short hop into pure awareness…dropping mindfulness and Shamata, as they are no longer needed, and it’s therefore pointless to hang on…we have arrived…and there we are!

The step between Shamata and Dzogchen may be very short. However, it is easy to become caught or trapped in mindfulness. This results in exaggerated effort, and is a little unnatural and contrived. Being too aware or too mindful, the mind becomes conceptual, and too rigid and solid. Therefore, we rest in barely being aware, dissolving into emptiness…and out again when necessary.

 

 

 

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LIGHT IN DARKNESS

Light in darkness.

 In these dark times we mistake
the dark for light and the light for dark.

 The dark is our confusion.
The light is clarity.

 Ego is our confusion.
Clarity is our essence.

 When we speculate
we do not know.

 When we know
there is no need for speculation.

 The blind lead the blind into darkness.
The light of clarity illumines everything.

 The moment we recognise our confusion
the light dawns.

 Darkness is a heavy heart.
Lightness is a light heart.

 En-lighten up. 🙂

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MIND TRAINING

Mind training.

Philosophy is not enough. We need to train the mind through practice and experience. The mind has to be tamed, quietening all those circling thoughts and worries. Thoughts are not bad in themselves: they have their use, but not when they create stress, and are a constant distraction.

Awareness of the breath is a very precise practice. It clears the mind, relaxes the body and sets a firm foundation for further practices.

Before starting, we need to sit up straight (so as not to restrict the body) and relaxed: take three deep breaths and expel as much stale air out as possible (there is a practice of breathing through alternate nostrils, but it’s best to see someone actually do this).

Mind training.

Take a breath as normal, and breath out. On the exhalation, count 1. Breath in again, and exhale, counting 2 and so on. This can be repeated 10, 21 or even 108 times -10 is good enough! The main point is that if a thought comes in and we get lost in distraction, then simply return to 1 and start again. Don’t rush this practice: allow a short pause between breaths, as this set us up for the meditation practice known as Shamata (for this is what we are doing here) without support. This leads to Vipashana (insight meditation), which in turn leads to Mahamudra/Dzogchen.

Even though we may engage on advanced practices, we shouldn’t forget this vital basic practice.

 

 

NB. The point of this practice is that we do not become occupied or vacant, (we merely note). And, we cannot think of two things at the same time!

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WHAT WE NEED

What we need

 

A clear consciousness
and a clear conscience.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE TWO OBSCURATIONS

The Two Obscurations

 Quite often, we hear teachings that sow seeds, but seem to wash over us. We know they are important and meaningful. but we don’t quite catch them. Actually, I’ve heard teachings being likened to viruses: you either catch them or you don’t!

Hearing phrase frequently, it can start to be become meaningless…maybe this is partly due to ‘technical’ translations…until one day the experience clicks!

The emotional obscurations (nyon-sgrib) – obscurations that are disturbing emotions and attitudes and which prevent liberation.
The cognitive obscurations (shes-sgrib) – obscurations regarding all knowables and which prevent omniscience.
Source: The Berzin Archives

Another way of explaining these two obstacles to enlightenment: ignorance of our true nature and the maintenance of that ignorance (the reverse of this is the recognition of our true nature, and the maintenance of that).

 Tulku Urgyen:
Meditation is simply to sustain the view – pure awareness. It is nothing other than that. Artificially trying to extend the recognition spoils it. You need to know how to allow it to continue. This is why the Dzogchen instructions are incredibly special. The whole point of Dzogchen is to sustain the continuity.”

 NB ‘sustaining’ is recognising and remembering

Tsoknyi Rinpoche:
As a result of the first type of ignorance, we lack wisdom. Lacking an understanding of our true nature, we perceive that which is illusory and spacious to be solid and real.

The second type of ignorance is the inability to clearly understand the laws of karma and interdependence, which then results in an inaccurate relationship to the world.

To counteract this we use the two accumulations.

Rigpa is not something that you can extend. You have to develop a habit of recognition: you have to train in it. In fact, what you are training in is the removal of the obscurations in order to be able to see the rigpa which is always there.

 There are two methods of doing this. One method is to get involved in creating virtue and to set about accumulating a lot of merit.

 The other method is to look directly at rigpa.

 To make an example of this: I have paper and I need to cut it. To cut it I need to have a knife and then to actually cut it. Accumulating merit is like making the knife. Continuing to accumulate merit is like continuing to improve the knife, but not using it to cut the paper.

 Rigpa recognition is like actually cutting the paper. As far as these two methods are concerned, you could put a lot of effort into creating or furthering the tool that you already have by working on the accumulation of merit, but in the end you have to recognise rigpa which is the actual cutting.”

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PROCRASTINATION

Procrastination.
(We all practise something!)

 
Procrastination is the practice of carrying out less urgent tasks in preference to more urgent ones, or doing more pleasurable things in place of less pleasurable ones, and thus putting off impending tasks to a later time.

This life is so short, we’ll never know if our outward breath will be followed by an inward breath again. The habits we create now will be the building blocks for our next incarnation.

If you are reading this, you definitely have a predisposition towards your spiritual side. We cannot waste time filling our mind with speculations of what might happen. Each of us have to undo what we did!

We need the urgency of someone
with their hair on fire…!
Find time
just to be, 
and do it.

Procrastination is enjoying distractions which hamper our progress.

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HEART AND MIND (SECOND ATTEMPT)

 

Heart and Mind
(second attempt!)

 The heart is our essence.
The mind is our translator.

 In our current state
the mind chatters away, ignoring the heart, so everything seems solid.
Or
the heart feels, but the mind cannot translate, so everything seems ethereal.

 With proper knowledge
the mind expresses what the heart feels.
They cannot be separated.
Thoughts become Dharmakaya!

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WAKING UP TO OUR POTENTIALITY

Waking up to our potential.

 This is an individual process for all of us. I thought I’d describe some personal experiences to illustrate what can happen, and maybe it will be of help 😉

After many years of prayer and meditation, I ended up more angry than when I started.

Then, one day, my teacher said,

“To enter the Vajrayana path we need:
Intense emotions
Intense intelligence
Intense compassion

 (you could have knocked me over with a feather!)

 Then, I had a problem with deity devotional practice (the antidote to pride, as pride stops progress.). My teacher said, “OK. You don’t have to do it.” Well, I wasn’t going to be told not to do something! Can you see how it worked?

 This is the spontaneous presence of the teacher (a bit like ‘Karate Kid’… “wax on, wax off”). Suddenly I understood. Everything snapped into place. There was a realisation that the negative emotions were, in the first instant, essence wisdom. And, that demonic activity (human as well as non human) cannot touch pure empty essence, as there is nothing to get hold of, nothing to gain. They simply cannot deal with it.

 Then, the greatest test was dealing with negative people for three years (of course, you don’t see many of them around here 😉 ). This gave me the chance to practise the six paramitas: generosity, discipline, patience, perseverance, meditation and transcendent knowledge. These disciplines cut through one’s own aggression, which has a knock-on effect. Gradually we wake up to the real Dharma.

 Do you see how it can work?

 It wasn’t books that did it. Nor was it my personal efforts (though motivation was present). It was the interaction with a genuine teacher and a genuine path. The teacher made no effort, but just remained in spontaneous presence…making seemingly casual remarks. My reactions did the rest.

 There are four types of teacher: they all reveal the inner teacher, and cut through pride.

One’s main teacher is known as a root teacher, and is the one who shows you the nature of mind, without doubt. Then there is the scriptorial teacher (this could be a person or a text) who supports practice. These two teachers – the scriptorial and the root – together uncover the inner teacher, our own minds – the real teacher. From that point, we then understand the symbolic teacher of all situations – the whole of the phenomenal universe – relative truth which reflects the absolute truth of the insubstantiality of everything – emptiness.

 All that is now needed is to function as a human, noting our reactions while not allowing them to create more karma, and thereby exhausting karma. It’s an ongoing process, moment to moment.

 You can see how non-aggression works. Aggression only hurts us, and builds an ego. A me.

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HEART AND MIND

Heart and Mind

We have a heart and a mind, all they need to be, is open.

Defining the heart isn’t easy, perhaps we can say
the heart is the experience just before the mind experiences.

So an open mind is the messenger of an open heart.
We need both to express love.

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ANGER

Anger.

 As sentient beings, we experience and translate experiences differently. This is due to our previous experiences. We go round in circles, as these previous experiences filter our view. This is why generosity, discipline, patience, perseverance, concentration and transcendent knowledge are so important, as they cut through our habitual patterning.

 This happens especially when we become dogmatic, when we hold onto our concepts. When we meet others, who also have their dogma, we become frustrated and angry. This is normal for sentient beings, who are governed by the emotions.

 When our fixed picture is disturbed, anger – and other emotions – arises. Meeting another’s projections is bound to bring up emotions. This is logical!

 The antidote to this is to recognise the spontaneous presence of mirror essence. This mirror essence merely reflects, and does not get involved. It is the conceptual mind that causes a reaction, and confusion arises. The purpose of mirror essence is to remind us that all reflections are merely temporary appearances.
Mirror essence is absolute reality. The reflections, being temporary events, are relative reality.

 The antidote:
The moment anger arises, there is a recognition of a distraction in the mind, and the mind is illuminated for an instant. This sharp brilliance can either remind us of our true being – pure awareness – or it can create aggression. Anger can therefore express hatred or express love.

 If we were totally confident in our view of our true nature, then anger could never take hold.

 

Subtly, in the very first instant, there is an re-awakening – pure awareness. The following instant, there is a reaction. We invariably miss that first instant. I first noticed this years ago, when my senses were alerted and I didn’t yet know why. There was a shimmer in my peripheral vision, and then a smell. The next moment, I realised my toast was burning! I related this story to one of my teachers, who asked, “What were you doing in the first moment?” I said, “Nothing,” thinking that the moment of noticing was the awareness of essence. He replied, “No. Doing nothing was essence – and not the noticing – because in the noticing, you had moved away from essence. It was the noticing that took you back to essence.”

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WHERE SCIENCE MEETS SPIRITUALITY

Where science meets spirituality.

 

Science is what is seen.
Spirituality is what sees.

 Anything we see has no reality.
The reality is in the seeing,
and not in what is seen.

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OUR PATH, OUR MANIFESTATION

Our Path, Our Manifestation.

 In Tibetan Buddhism there are three aspects to understanding the Path: the Ground, the Path and the Fruition. The Ground is our Buddha nature, the Path is our confusion about that Buddha nature, and the Fruition is recognising that the Path (our confusion) never existed in the first place and that we are the Ground (Buddha nature) all the time (timelessness)!

This is a passage from ‘Re-enlightenment’ by Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche.

 The qualities of an enlightened buddha are not his qualities; they are the qualities of the buddha nature fully manifest. We also posses that same quality, but it is hidden, lying dormant.

 If our buddha nature is beyond delusion and liberation, can’t we also say that we are in essence primordially enlightened? We could succeed in convincing ourselves with such a philosophical trick, but it’s not really true, because we have already strayed onto the path.

 If we had never fallen into confusion, we could rightly claim to be primordially enlightened. But unfortunately it is too late to claim that. Our precious wish-fulfilling jewel has already fallen into the mud.

 Primordial enlightenment means that Ground and Fruition are identical and there is no Path of delusion to be cleared away. This is definitely different from the situation of us who have already strayed onto the Path and therefore need to clear away delusion in order to reach Fruition.

 Take the example of a myriad of jewels: some are covered in mud, some are clean. All of them are jewels, but each is distinctly individual. Sentient beings’ minds cognise individually, so we have to say that they are separate.

 This is quite a good example, to view all beings and buddhas as countless jewels, some covered with dirt, some clean. They are not identical even though they have the same qualities. Iff the minds of all sentient beings were one, then when one individual attains enlightenment, everybody else would be liberated at the same moment.

 But if you attain enlightenment it doesn’t mean I will be enlightened. Understand it this way: although beings have similar qualities, we are not one. We have the same essence, which is empty and cognisant, but our form of manifestation is separate, distinct from that of another sentient being.

 

 

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HOW DEMONS ARE MADE

How Demons are made

 The universe is full of different types of
sentient beings. These have consciousness,
and take on many forms.

To simplify: there are enlightened and
unenlightened beings.The enlightened beings
are selfless, and the unenlightened, selfish –
more or less.

We, as sentient beings, have two potentials:
one is to remain unenlightened and the other is to
become enlightened. In other words, we can be
selfish or selfless.

 However, there is a third option. By becoming
extremely selfish, we enter the lineage of demons.

All it takes for a sentient being to become
a demon is to want powers, to claim to have
powers, and to play God. This happens when
sentient beings obtain a little spiritual knowledge,
but lack wisdom and unconditional compassion.

Although we are conscious, we lack the recognition
of our true nature, and therefore we are governed
by likes and dislikes, hopes and fears, attractions
and repulsions. These emotion control us.

As ordinary beings, we are all subject to these
negative emotional forces, but there are those
who believe that they are special – and it is they
who have the demon potential.

By observing their behaviour, it can be seen that
they create misery for others, and feed off this. They hate
wisdom and happiness in others, because it is something
they cannot achieve.

Negativity brings the body’s immune system down, and
therefore can affect the mind, or rather distract it.

True compassion and humility is our enlightened
potential. A sentient being’s protection against
demonic forces is to realise selfless pure essence
and have compassion for all.

 Demons are we, more or less.
Enlightened are we. more or less.

 

To say, “I don’t believe in demons,” is ignoring
the power of self importance.

 

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Comparative Philosophies and Personal Practice.

It is good to know how others see reality: in this way we may understand them better, and enhance our own practice. When considering philosophy, we can discuss Christianity, Judaism, Buddhism, science – or express an opinion down the pub – but when it comes to personal practice, there are precise, subtle experiences which are beyond discussion. We have to chose that which suits our temperament and stick to it

Garab Dorje said:

 Recognise your own nature
(pure empty essence)

Decide on one point
(through practice, recognise that that is so

Build confidence
(sustain the continuity in daily life)

 NB Italics are my addition

Once we recognise our essence, our true nature, we are able to gain unshakable liberation – and not be taken over by circumstances.

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FOUNDATION- THE FOUR MIND CHANGES

Foundations – The Four Mind Changes.

 It is difficult to keep one’s mind focused on spiritual practices because of all the distraction that are both around us and in our minds. Also, we have been caught up in distractions for so long, this has become a habit. And so the mind has to be convinced, by considering and remembering the four mind changes.

 The Four Mind Changes
1 Appreciating the precious human life: how rare and short it is.

2 Considering death and impermanence: that the opportunities that we have now with this precious existence are not going to last.

3 Recognising the laws of karma and cause and effect: in other words how our behaviour affects what we experience.

4 Understanding the disadvantages of samsara, of uncontrollably recurring rebirth.

The following is taken from a talk given by Tsoknyi Rinpoche:

Question:
With regard to appreciation: Patrul Rinpoche speaks of the 4 mind changes and disgust at samsara…how can this be reconciled?

Reply by Tsoknyi Rinpoche:
You have to start from the standpoint of being a healthy human being – develop that sense of appreciation and faith. Then, from there, you can start to proceed, to understand the true nature of all things, and their lack of reality.

Thus, you are approaching understanding from a healthy perspective, and not from the point of view of the habitual patterning you have in the subtle body.

You look into samsara: although it is very beautiful, it is insubstantial and it is from that point of view that you experience disgust (and not from your woundedness which makes the ego even more tight).

Once you have developed a healthy interest in and respect for the Dharma, then you can appreciate the beauty of the world while knowing it is transient. It is the defect of samsara that makes us disgusted, rather than the individual hurt that we have experienced.

Nihilism can be a cause for depression. The more you see the futility, the more confidence you will have to walk towards renunciation. Is the view of futility coming from our habitual patterning (sceptical, nihilistic, wounded) or from our understanding of the true nature of reality?

 

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THE GAZE

The Gaze

In shamata and vipashyana practice, the eyes are either closed or slightly open (slightly open is better, because then we don’t drift off into a doze!). We look straight ahead.

In Dzogchen Mahamudra pure awareness, the eyes are open. Not staring – just to the extent of being aware of peripheral vision all at once. As with all the other the senses, one’s awareness is wide open. 

This is a prelude to mingling meditation (or non-meditation) in daily life: there is no separation between practice session and moving around. If one’s eyes feel a little strained or dry, it could mean that one needs to do a little loong practice (subtle body practice of taking the breath down to below the navel – there more information about thismedt on the blog ). In that case, one can close the eyes for a while.  

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SHAMATA AND VIPASHYANA

Shamata and Vipashyana

 Taking refuge may sound like a huge commitment, but it is merely appreciating what is being taught.
That very appreciation can take us all the way, by sustaining us.

Shamatha and Vipashyana – Definitions and context.

Shamata
Shamatha is meditation practice to calm the mind, resting free from disturbing thoughts.

Shamata with support is the practice of calming the mind while concentrating on a mental or material object, or simply using the breath.

Shamata without support is resting undistractedly without an object to meditate upon.

Simply put: in with support we use the breath, and without support we use the gap between the breaths which expands…although we are still breathing!

This practice serves as a prelude for Mahamudra and Dzogchen, and should not be mistaken for Mahamudra and Dzogchen, as there is still an ‘I’ present. This is a duality but a perfect beginning. Before we can drop something, we have to recognise the thing we are dropping.

Vipashyana (insight into emptiness)

Vipashyana at the shravaka level means insight into impermanence, suffering and egolessness. At the Mahayana level, it means insight into the emptiness of all phenomena, the perceiver as well as the perceived. At the inner Vajrayana level, this insight is equal to thought-free wakefulness that is the direct remedy against basic ignorance and the root of samsara.

Shamata and vipashyana are the foundations to Dzogchen.

 

 

 

 

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DZOGCHEN FOUNDATIONS

Dzogchen Foundations

 By now you should have an understanding of ‘where we are going’. Now we have to look at the preliminary and protection practices, which are the ‘how to get there’.

Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche said:

Do not grab at the higher teachings of Trekcho (cutting through) and Togal (spontaneous presence).

They are like the impressive wolfskin hats worn in Kham; they look very good but what keeps your ears warm in the winter is the unimpressive collar of a plain sheepskin! It’s much more important to emphasise the preliminaries and lay a solid foundation: then whatever is built on top of that afterwards will make sense. Otherwise, it will be empty talk.

Most important of all, more crucial than the extraordinary practices of trekcho and togal are the general and specific preliminaries. Without having taken to heart these mind changings, whatever practice we do will never lead anywhere. Nothing can be built when there is no foundation to build on. You may already know this very well; it may not be the first time you have heard this. My words may be like trying to give the reading transmission of OM MANE PEME HUNG to Avaloketishvara. Nonetheless, I want to say this to refresh your memory.”

from The True Foundation

Padmasambhava said:

“The essential meaning of taking refuge is to accept the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha as your companions for practising the path, and then to pledge that they are the fruition you will attain. Thus, taking refuge means a pledge, or acceptance. Why is such an acceptance called taking refuge? It is because of accepting the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha as support, refuge and prtector – or rescuer – from being freed from the great fear of suffering and obscurations. That is the essential meaning of taking refuge.

The definition of taking refuge is to seek protection from the terrors of the three lower realms, and from the inferior view of believing in a self within the transitory collection as it held by non-Buddhist philosophers. There are three tyres: the outer way of taking refuge, the inner way of taking refuge and the inner way of taking refuge.

from Dakini Teachings

(both these quotations are taken from The Dzogchen Primer, compiled by Marcia Binder Schmidt)

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SPIRITUAL COMPANY ON RETREAT

 

Spiritual company on retreat.

 People will annoy us:
People being too helpful
People not helpful enough.
People smiling too much.
People not smiling enough.
People who sit in the front.
People who sit at the back.
People who are late.
People who are early…
…..people being people!

 Retreats are intense
and challenge Compassion,
leaving you nowhere to run :-)!

 

 

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SPIRITUAL COMPANY

Spiritual Company

 Genuine spiritual friends are important as a support for our practices. Hopefully, they act as an inspiration to help maintain discipline, through which trust will grow. There will always be a bit of doubt in our minds: my teacher – my spiritual friend – said that 75% is provable, 20% is infered and 5% is trust. This is especially important when engaged in devotional practice.

From another point of view, our spiritual friends, can be a little annoying – but on a spiritual path, they act as a mirror to our own mind and so work as a catalyst to refining our behaviour while challenging our ideas of compassion. We also have to remember that we may be a little annoying to them…I speak from experience 😉

It’s good to find a group to sit with: as well as them supporting you, you will support them.

 

 

 

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YOU DON’T HAVE TO CHANGE

You don’t have to change

If you try to change you,
you just end up with another you!

Through practice,
the view naturally changes…
It clarifies,
from duality (an artificial you) to non duality (pure perception).

It’s a tricky business, finding yourself. Although you may be on the same spiritual path as others, it does not mean you have to act like them. You don’t know where they’ve been, or what they may have trodden in…meaning the culture in which they were either brought up, or acquired.

Be ordinary, be yourself – ‘warts and all’. Through recognising our own ‘warts and all’, we gradually dissolve them, as they are our warts! The ‘warts and all’ are our confusion: they are our path!

By acquiring others’ mannerisms, we are acquiring yet more warts.

Be happy to be you
– just not too exaggerated.
You will be you,
right up until enlightenment.

 

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FINDING NOW…IS THEN!

Finding now…is then!

 We can never find now. Show me now?
However, it may be experienced.

 This is the difference between philosophy and non-meditation.

 In trying to find something, there will always be a separation – me and the thing I’m looking at.
In pure perception (non meditation) there is neither a finder, nor something to find:
there is merely pure awareness of awareness, which is empty.

 Until we perceive all appearances as mind,
we will never know the meaning of emptiness.
Timeless now.

 Where do all appearances come from?
Where are they now?
Where do they go?

 They arise in the mind,
dwell in the mind,
and vanish back into the mind.
That all takes time!

 All appearances are like optical illusions.
Now you see it, now you don’t.

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Merit, Bodhichitta and the Bodhisattva Vow

There are eight videos in this series on youtube.

Public Lecture with Lobpon Tsering Samdup based on the Tibetan classic text, The Jewel of Ornament of Liberation by Gampopa, the famous 12th century Tibetan master and founder of the Dhagpo Kagyu Tradition.

 

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ABANDONING NEGATIVE PLACES

Abandoning negative places.

 This is the advice given to Bodhisattvas, and may be understood in many ways.

 In the ‘Thirty Seven Practices of a Bodhisattva’ it says:
Abandoning negative places, disturbing emotions subside.
Being free from distraction, the practice of virtue spontaneously increases;
With brightened awareness one feels confidence in the Dharma;
To adhere to solitude is the practice of the bodhisattva.

 We are ‘house holders’ so we have to be skilful in this practice. The mind is a very sensitive instrument, and is subject to being ambushed by likes and dislikes at every moment – Mara activity! Negative places – or rather, people – can arouse those negative emotions in us.

 Abandoning negative places simply means dropping attachments and expectations. As the Buddha said:

Do good
Do no evil
Train the mind.

 If one is stable in practice, then mingling meditation experience in daily life becomes part of this practice, but we have to be aware of exchanging a light heart for a heavy heart. We do need space just to be, and replenish energy. The world is will always be in turmoil. We do what we can, depending on our capacity. Compassion, empathy and intelligence are our tools.

 To those who are ‘happy’ we need compassion
(happiness being a temporary state).
To those who are ‘unhappy’ we need empathy
(unhappiness being a temporary state).
For intelligence to work, we need to be unbiased.

 

 

NB. This is excellent advice and to be trusted. The Dharma may be understood in many ways and levels depending on our capacity. From the Dzogchen perspective, the negative emotions are seen as wisdoms, so there is nothing to abandon in the first place! This illustrates the Dharma working for all, and also shows how Dharma practitioners can argue at cross purposes…it does happen! 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

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TOO MUCH TALK ABOUT PURE AWARENESS!

Too much talk about pure awareness!

 This is because pure awareness is all there is!

 Precisely because we become more and more familiar with pure awareness, we experience in a different way, as our obscurations naturally drop away. We become less greedy, less angry etc. The reflections change. We are not doing anything in particular to change them, but our habits are refining. We are not re-investing in situations through grasping.

 Eventually, everything is completely purified.

 Thoughts become the dynamic expression of awareness. As long as we are resting in rigpa/shunyata/pure awareness, if we have thoughts, that’s fine. If we don’t have thoughts, that’s fine too.

 

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WHY WOULD GOD CREATE AN ILLUSION?

Why would God create an illusion?

 Everything created has no reality.
If it were real, it would be constant,
but is not.

 This seeming reality, created by causes and conditions,
is a mistaken perception
that we perceive as reality.

Why would God create an illusion?
We are the illusionists.
We make believe.

Pure awareness is the audience.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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NOTHING LASTS, EMPTINESS LASTS

Nothing lasts, Emptiness lasts.

Nothing lasts.
All creations being impermanent, have no true existence:
they have a beginning, a middle and an end.

Emptiness lasts.
Our primordial purity and wisdom, free from elaborations, is luminous awareness,
is never born and never dies.

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NOTICING SUBTLE MOVEMENT IN THE MIND

Noticing subtle movement in the mind.

 Whenever we react, there is an artificiality that is being forced on a situation…we have just moved away from reality. We might be resting in pure awareness, and experience a thought arising – if recognition of pure awareness is not stable, we will have a reaction on a unconscious level: we become involved in hope and fear, on a very subtle level. That is why the understanding of emptiness is so important: in emptiness, there can be no grasping, and at which to nothing to grasp.

 However, in pure awareness, there is no “I”, and in order to express this pure awareness, a ‘mere i’ has to be present…a playful i. Being sentient, we still have to function and work for the benefit of others, while remembering to let go – to return to pure awareness. There is a continuous subtle movement in and out.

 Of course, there are times when we are right out, and have totally forgotten everything! That’s when the emotions come and smack us in the face as a juicy reminder! And that is also the moment the emotion turns into wisdom, and we rest in pure awareness. When we don’t react, no karma is produced, but the mere i can still function.

We need to arrive at a point of real certainty about this.
All that happens is that we gain confidence in what we already know: “Yes, it’s like that.”
We may feel disappointed: “Is that all?”
Or we may have a sense of relief:“Yes, that is all.”

 And that’s ok.

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UPGRADING CAPACITY

Upgrading Capacity.

I have done my best,” is a sign of a meaningful life. However, that refers the capacity we had at that time, and we couldn’t have done anything else at that time. It’s like playing chess: there are many possible moves, but we chose one, and live by it.

Maybe it would be better to ask the question, “Have I done my best?” This is not meant to make us feel guilty, but merely to refine our future actions. We need an upgrade in our confidence and capacity for our journey.

One.
Capacity of Fearlessness.

If we are sure of our essence (pure awareness), then there is no fear, because we realise that that very essence is the continuity in every situation, past present or future. It is timeless, beyond life and death, and beyond death to life again.

Two.
Capacity of Aspiration.

Once we conquer the fear of death by knowing what death is, and what happens after death (according to the tradition we follow), death itself is nothing. It’s no big deal, and nothing that we should be scared of. If we have tried our best without expectations, wishing to attain Buddhahood for the benefit of all sentient beings that they may also attain Buddhahood (this is called bodhichitta aspiration, which is the way of a Bodhisattva), that aspiration will create a good rebirth.

(Of course the opposite will also happen if we are doing the wrong things and living the wrong kind of life: then we should be afraid to die as the consequences are left for karma to ripen.)

Three
Capacity of Power

This is the power to overcome anything. For example, perception that can overcome all perceivable shortcomings, in the sense that nothing is a big deal. The relative truth is that everything is interdependent with everything else: nothing would be here if not for everything else. That is simple, and easy to understand. If we have clear understanding of emptiness (uncontaminated awareness), unpleasant things will not be unbearable. They will not drive us crazy or destroy us. Rather, they can actually make us even stronger, better and more clear, and might help us become more mature.

Four
Capacity of determination

This is the motivation to reach the destination. No matter what we are doing, the outcome (the destination) will be determine by our dedication. If we begin something wholeheartedly, continue and finish it, the result will be really good if it is a good thing, and if it is a bad thing the result will be really bad.

Five
Capacity of practice

The strength of continuous effort. This is based on diligence, patience, generosity, perseverance, concentration and transcendent knowledge (see Six advanced paramitas.) The main practice is mindfulness and awareness: these are very simple, but very important. Mindful means always remembering not to be distracted. Awareness is the result of mindfulness. We remember our motivation, our basic inspiration and aspiration all the time so that whatever we do is blessed by it.

Capacity depends on how accommodating we are.
That means compassion.
That means awareness of emptiness.

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THE BUDDHA SAID,

The Buddha said,

 Success is not the key to happiness.
Happiness is the key to success.

 (We get fooled every day.)

 

Pain is inevitable.
Suffering is optional.

 (Be happy being sad.)

 

You more than anybody
in the entire universe
deserves your love and affection.

 (Start with what you know.)

 

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REPTILIANS FROM DRACO

Reptilians from Draco.

 There are some who believe this planet is ruled by reptilians that mated with humans to create a bloodline of rulers. Whether this is true or not, there are aspects of reality to consider. The universe is infinite, and so there are infinite possibilities… However…!

From a spiritual point of view, there are only two realities – enlightened and unenlightened – absolute truth and relative truth.

The unenlightened are sentient beings (having a mind) who do not realise their true nature. This includes humans, animals, insects, reptiles, birds and any creature in any dimension anywhere in the universe. Not realising our true nature or have purified our karma, we suffer. Therefore, we believe everything that we experience is a reality, because we are self obsessed.

The enlightened were sentient beings who have realised their true nature and have purified all karma. Therefore, everything is experienced as an illusion, although seemingly real to the unenlightened. This is the basis for unconditional compassion.

The only true reality is our absolute nature – pure awareness. That is enlightened, but we do not realise it. It is easy to say these words, but genuine realisation is not the same!

If there are reptilians, then they too are sentient, and are therefore just as confused about their true nature as a bug would be – meaning being governed by a primitive brain (referred to say reptilian brain of flight, fight and freeze). This does not mean the unenlightened are stupid: we may be very technologically advanced, but we aren’t happy in the true sense of the word…unconditionally happy.

The other thing to consider is that reptilians – like our own self image – do not truly exist. These bodies and minds are only temporary experiences. The mind, being full of these temporary experiences, can be made to believe anything.

On conspiracy forums, reptilians are much discussed as a force of reality. It is strange that, at the same time as not believing in religions (and even hating them), people believe in reptilians and aliens as a reality. Their belief is so strong, it has become a religion: this is not to say that there are no aliens…we are all aliens!

Just to clarify, religion is symbolic of spirituality. Unfortunately, these symbols of spirituality are mistaken for reality and develop into dogma. The true spirituality is forgotten, or misunderstood. So yes, religions do separate people…but needn’t.

We have all had infinite incarnations, driven by what is foremost in our minds. If we obsess about reptilians, we may become the very thing we hate!

Become your true reality:
Uncontrived compassionate awareness.
It all amounts to inner happiness
that no outside force can disturb.

 (However, I believe that there are human rulers who know the workings and spiritual aspirations of the human mind, that try to distract us. As they only work from theory, they only understand to a certain level. They lack pure awareness (emptiness) and compassion, therefore lack empathy. This indicates that they are driven by self centred-ness, this then indicates Mara intervention. Mara are unenlightened beings (practitioners that acquire certain powers and stopped their practices), that hate practitioners of spiritual truth, basically because they haven’t gone that far themselves and so do not understand emptiness. They like us being emotionally upset, and feed off of it.)

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DISTRACTION CREATES STRESS

Distraction creates stress.

If we want to change the world,
we just have to change our view of it.
All appearances are merely temporary illusory events.

If we have had countless incarnations,
then every sentient being has been our mother!

The next thing to understand is that,
if we have so much reaction to the evil in this world,
and if this is foremost in our minds,
then in the next incarnation we could become one of them!

The evil in the world only exists by our compliance.
Hatred feeds off hatred.
We are beings of love and wisdom
and that is what we have to realise.
In that, there is tremendous power.

Everything else is a distraction.
If we are distracted, we merely comply to the standards of others.

We have the power, and that power is compassion.
Compassion comes from confidence in knowing essence,
and how it was distracted.
That is wisdom:
when we know that, we know the nature of everything.

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SELF SERVING ATTITUDE v ALTRUISTIC ATTITUDE

Self Serving Attitude v Altruistic Attitude.

 Enlightenment is logical.

 Recognise pure awareness,
and lose the attitude.

 The cause of suffering
is not recognising pure awareness
and having a lot of attitude.

 The key to enlightenment
is the altruistic attitude
for the welfare of others.

 When we are self serving,
we are reacting to protect our ideas.

 When there is an altruistic attitude,
spontaneous presence immediately
regards the welfare of others.

 

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THE BUDDHA WITHIN ‘ME’

The Buddha within ‘me’.

 I am a Dharma student, who wishes to share experiences as they come along. At each step on the path, perception changes: we may use the same words, but the meaning refines. It is an ongoing process. The purpose of analysing an experience is so it is assimilated and clarified, and confidence is gained beyond doubt or beliefs. To say, “I rest in what is,” is merely a concept.

A few years ago, while on an intensive retreat, I realised that the three kayas (the three qualities of our being – Emptiness, Awareness and Compassion) were none other than the three so-called Negative emotions (Desire, Aversion and Ignorance) in their pure form. This was a incredible breakthrough.

 It was one of ‘those’ moments…after much frustration.

 I find writing clarifies the experience of external and internal events. Nothing and no one can affect our true being – the three kayas. However, our mind – or consciousness – is confused, so it is useful to take the confusion apart, in order to see exactly what is going on…and so alleviate suffering.

 Once we have had a glimpse of our true nature, then when an emotion arises (because there is some level of “I” still present), the mind brightens. At that moment we clearly see the movement or disturbance that clouds our true nature, and simply return to stillness by not re-acting. If we do react, we allow the emotions to take control and the world turns into darkness…again!

 The negative emotions do not truly exist. They are a manifestation of an essence identifying with an embellished self image.

 To find the Buddha within oneself, means to come out of the illusory-embellished-self-imagined-dream: all one needs is to recognise awareness. Awareness is the key to looking either outwards or inwards.

 When awareness looks outwards, it is caught and held by phenomena. When awareness looks inwards, it finds only awareness. That ‘only awareness’ means there is nothing else: it is empty of other. That is called Emptiness, or Essence, or non duality, or Shunyata, or Dharmakaya…or anything you wish!

 

The Buddha within me is me –
Pure Compassionate Awareness
– nothing else!

 

 

 

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THE CHALLENGE OF THE ILLUSION

The challenge of the illusion.

 We live in a personal illusion.
This illusion is that our pure essence
believes a mental image of itself to be real.

 We are surrounded by others
believing in their personal images.
Even when we know, we still react,
thereby maintaining the illusion.

 Challenging isn’t it?

 It doesn’t matter how often we are told,
if we have not recognised our habitual patterning for ourselves,
we remain in the illusion.

 In meditation, we merely note thoughts
and do not cling, remaining neutral.
The same goes for daily life.

 Do we engage with others or not?
The question to ask is:
Am I making it better or worse?

 Is this ‘help’ coming from
self aggrandisement
or empathetic compassion?

 If you are still wondering
what you are,
it is reading this with
absolutely
no comment.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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YOU CAN’T FIND ANYTHING NOW!

You can’t find anything now!

 When you see it – it’s gone
When you taste it – it’s gone
When you smell it – it’s gone
When you touch it – it’s gone
When you hear it – it’s gone.

The moment we experience any thing, it is a memory. We never actually experience any thing now. Whilst holding onto what is seen, in milli-moments the thing has moved on. This happens so quickly that we do not notice the illusion in front of us. It’s like watching a film.

Phenomena is experienced through the senses, then goes through the wiring in the brain, is perceived by the mind, goes to memory for identification, judged for good bad or neutral, then reacted to. Everything takes place in the mind. The real experience is in awareness itself, not the thing it is aware of.

 The only reality is aware of awareness,
and in that nothing is found.
That is pure awareness.
That is essence…it’s not that far away!

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DEALING WITH NEGATIVITY

Dealing with negativity.

 There are two aspects to this negativity: against ourselves, and against others. We oscillate between openness and closedness – clarity and confusion. Most of the time we are closed, and therefore we find fault with others: that’s why we are unenlightened!

 There seems to be two of us in this mind-body setup: pure being, and a created, obscuring personality. The very recognition of this obscuring personality frees us, and we are no longer mind controlled!

 Throughout history, demons are mentioned: are they real or not? We attract both positive and negative energies. We…do…this. Just observe, when finding fault, how it encourages others to do likewise. The law of attraction works both ways, both on negative energies – Demons/Mara/Archons, and positive energies – Enlightened Beings.

I asked my teacher, “What can I do about mara?” He reply was, “Remain in emptiness.”
I asked my teacher, “What can I do about death?” He reply was, “Remain in emptiness.”

 

 In emptiness there is nothing to touch.
Inner peace is emptiness-clarity.
It includes everything and everyone
and is therefore compassionate.

 

 Experiments were done at Berkeley University, showing how power and wealth corrupts people, and how they maintain their corruption: “I deserve it.” That’s how demons work! If we wish to hit the wealthy and powerful, we merely contribute to Demon/Archon/Mara activity.

 It is in recognition that liberation is possible –
negative energy loses its grip.
In the moment of seeing, awareness is self liberated.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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CAPACITY

Capacity

 The maximum amount something can contain.
Our capacity will depend on how full of concepts
or how empty we are.

 The more we are open,
the more knowledge we receive,
and the more knowledge flows.

 The tap of compassion
keeps knowledge flowing,
automatically refilling
with more knowledge.

 A tap turned off:
knowledge becomes concepts.
A tap turned on:
nothing held onto.

 

 

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BEFORE AND AFTER PRACTICE

Before and After practice.

 The word ‘merit’ is used quite often in Buddhism. It is a word that represents meritous actions… which create good karma…which creates fortunate circumstances in which to practise…which deepens our practice. However, one cannot hold onto this merit, as that very holding creates bad karma.

Before any practice, it is beneficial to remember to appreciate the precious teachings on the nature of mind, the author of those teachings, and the community that upholds the teachings. These are known as the “three jewels”. Without them, one’s true nature would not be known: it would remain hidden. This inspire us to be part of these awakened lineages.

Then after the practice, we dedicate all merit acquired to the benefit of all sentient beings, reminding us of compassion for those who are suffering.

(By doing this, one is appreciating the Dharma, and wishing that all beings find liberation from their suffering. However, when it comes to using formal words…it can sound like a religion, and this may feel uncomfortable for some. Word are only symbolic of what the heart feels. Some may take ritual as their main support, and there can be an inner conflict when you encounter this. This is merely their way.)

Different traditions use different words. What is important is the right intention. For years, I just wished people well. Whatever practices we do, we never forget compassion – that is the safe guard to personal pride.

Here is a simple example of an aspirational prayer:

We commence with:
In the Buddha, the Dharma and Sangha
I take refuge until enlightenment.
By the merit of practising the paramitas (the six perfections)
May I attain buddhahood for the benefit of all beings.

And end with a dedication:
By this merit may we obtain omniscience.
Having defeated the enemy, wrongdoings,
May we liberated all beings from the ocean of existence,
With its stormy waves of birth, old age, sickness and death.

NB. At the back of our mind we may think, “Well, if I give all my merit away, what does that leave me with?!” A. Compassion!

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BEING DISSATISFIED IS THE CAUSE FOR LIBERATION

Being dissatisfied is the cause for liberation!

 This is the first noble truth: recognising suffering.

It’s possible that being ‘over-enthusiastic’ with positivity, which inflates itself and make everything sugary. We then come across a negative situations and find it difficult to handle. I meet many people like this. This type of positivity is fear-based, and a cover-up – but those people are at the stage they’re at, and one can’t criticise it: one can just accept it with compassion. We are all following our own path through our confusion, and at some time, we will arrive at our destination….sooner or later!

True positivity is clarity. With this clarity comes confidence. With confidence comes a sense of relief and joy (bliss even!). Once this has a firm foundation, there is no longer any conflict. Everything is seen as one taste, as there is just awareness of awareness. Whether the experience is rough or smooth – awareness is just aware. That is empty essence, and from this expression manifests as essence-love.

From a Buddhist perspective, there are two aspects to enlightenment: one is to recognise one’s true nature and attain stability in that, and the other is the exhaustion of all karma, whether good or bad (just to clarify: the exhaustion of good karma means that when pleasant things happen to us, we are in danger of complacency, this too has to be dissolved). But here we are talking about a very refined state of being, and not the normal, everyday human existence.

From this point of view, compassion is dynamic. In Buddhism, there are four enlightened activities: pacifying, magnetising, enriching and destroying – these are all deal with ego (just to clarify: ego is just our consciousness clinging to an idea. It doesn’t actually exist – our biggest problem is attachment).

Being in stillness does not require us to become vegetables. It’s OK to experience anger – it is aggression that is destructive. In Buddhist terms, anger is mirror-like wisdom …something is seen that is not correct – that is a pure reflection in the mirror-mind. However in ordinary life that quickly turns to arguing and anger (all the negative emotions have a wisdom aspect). As you can see, the emotions have a secret life.

Being dissatisfied is the cause for liberation!

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TWO ILLUSIONS MAKE A DELUSION

Two illusions make a delusion.

 We mistakenly believe our thoughts and emotions to be ‘me’.
Others make us believe that they have power over us,
but are only using our mistaken belief
in our self identity against us.
We are complying to our own standards of reality.

 

There are two truths:
pure awareness, non-duality
and
pure awareness believing that what it is aware of as being real, duality.

 

 

 

 NB. We all get caught up in seeing phenomena as being real, but no thing lasts, so how can they be real? They only seem real. It doesn’t matter in what dimension things appear to exist, the only reality is pure awareness. Those who use this knowledge to deceive others also live in this delusion!

 

 

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CLARITY

Clarity
…continuing from yesterday.

 Because of stillness, clarity comes to the fore, or rather, our mental contaminations drop away. This clarity illumines questions with which our mind is concerned. Clarity answers its own questions: it scans the mind for data – sometimes we might not have enough specific data, and so it returns to stillness.

 Buddhism strips down a question into its components, and uses what could be termed ‘lateral thinking’, where one asks the basic question, “What do the elements consist of?” An example might be asking the question, “What is my purpose in life?”: one would break down what was meant by “my”, “purpose” and “life”.

 Once empty essence is recognised, everything else is understood. This does not mean we can change the world. However, our view changes, and by seeing nothing as permanent, we are less attached. In this way, we do not add to the karmic theatre, but give it space to run itself out, thereby not creating fresh karma.

 Quite often, silence is golden, as anything said may not even be heard.

 Many a time, I’ve gone to see a Lama with questions, and he didn’t really say anything, but I came away feeling…everything is alright…what a relief! That is the power of clarity’s presence.

 That non-reaction is the enlightened compassionate activity of: Pacifying, Magnetising, Enriching and Destroying…it can happen all at once!

 

Uncontaminated clarity which is empty essence,
creates compassion.
Every action done out of selfless compassion
has tremendous power,
because it comes from clarity.

 

 

NB. We all have this clarity, but don’t notice its significance because we become involved in our physical and mental states.  

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SAME THEME – DIFFERENT APPROACH

Same theme – different approach.

 A Bhakti Yoga teacher (the way of devotion) once said:

 “When I pray, I speak and God listens.
When I meditate, God speaks and I listen.”

 A Buddhist teacher (the way of knowledge) might say:

 “Mind questions, essence is aware.
Mind become still, essence expresses.”

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TEACHER/GURU

Teacher/Guru

 A teacher/guru gives guidance and inspires. They cannot make the journey for us…we have to do that once we understand what to look for.

The concept of teacher is not easy for the modern mind to accept or understand. From an authentic, qualified teacher/guru, one can receive blessings. It is not just a matter of receiving the spoken word from text and commentaries: it is a matter of presence – word of mouth. It’s a listening transmission. Of course, one has to find a teacher who suits one’s temperament.

The Buddha said, “Place no head above your own.” He warned us that the spiritual path has to be travelled by ourselves and not to merely rely on books and hearsay. We must experience for ourselves the truth of any teaching. Others’ views, though inspiring, have absolutely no value, unless we make the journey ourself. But this does not mean we need to make the journey alone.

“Place no head above your own,” may be misleading when taken out of context. Our problem, in this modern “self-help” world, is that ‘my way’ is what has been preventing spiritual advancement.

We have to remember that pride and conceit (thinking we know better rather than “the wisdom of enlightened beings”) are negative karmic driving forces. A spiritual guide constantly reminds us of egocentric activity.

There are four demonic activities which pervert the four enlightened activities:

THE FOUR ENLIGHTENED ACTIVITIES

The enlightened activity of pacifying accommodates everything. It reveals that there are no problems, and that aggression from the ego is unnecessary.

The enlightened activity of enriching brings to light the process of growth, and allows wisdom through knowledge.

The enlightened activity of magnetising bypasses conventional reality. In conventional reality, we continually try to draw desired situations towards ourselves and fend off undesirable ones. A realised person simply remains as he or she is, without this ego intervention, attracting naturally.

The enlightened activity of destroying is connected to compassion, aimed at ego’s manipulations.

THE FOUR SELFISH ACTIVITIES

We fall into selfish activity of:

Selfish pacifying
This attempts to make peace by using pleasure and security, to eliminate what is unpleasant. It is an imitation of genuine pacifying, which is beyond any self-serving strategy (… “There, there – it will be all right. Trust me.”).

Selfish enriching
Ego takes natural growth and turns it into its own ground. It takes the richness, and claims it, turning it into my wealth (… “See how clever I am.”).

Selfish magnetising
One attempts to attract in order to feed one’s ego with what is desirable, based on the possessive emotions (…“I enjoy praying for others.” ).

Selfish destroying
Instead of destroying what needs to be destroyed – ego’s manipulations – we dismiss everything. Trungpa Rinpoche wrote, “It begins to get inspired in the wrong way, and uproots the whole tree…and that is the karmic quality of destruction gone wild, unnecessarily” (… “You are talking total rubbish!”).

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DON’T WORRY – BE HAPPY – BE CONTENT

Don’t worry – Be happy – Be content.

 Of course this is easier said than done, but on analysis the answer is right under our nose. We have a difficult-to-achieve human body with faculties, and we are sitting by a computer, able to read and understand. We have a roof over our head, clothing and food. And, in small ways, we are able to help others. Above all, we are aware of awareness, when it is pointed out. This means we know how it feels to be caught up in the world, and can know our true nature. In our heart of hearts, we have empathy and compassion …although it is not always easy to manifest 😉

 We are facing in the right direction. Be happy, be content with that. Enlightenment takes time and familiarisation.

 Of course, unfortunate things do happen: the body becomes ill, the computer isn’t fast enough, we need more time, corporations keep mucking about with the food, but through all this, we still have that unchanging awareness. Sentient beings are suffering throughout the universes because of the choices they made – we all make mistakes. This is the lot of every sentient creature in samsara.

Of course things are not perfect. Things never will be – they are impermanent. One could say, “Things are perfect in their impermanence, as nothing lasts.” The beauty of a flower is seeing its various stages! If it stayed fixed, we probably would not notice it.

Our spiritual journey is realising happiness within suffering – absolute reality in relative reality. Then, we start to realise that everything is perfect, although it may not be to our taste. It is precisely because things are not to our taste that we suffer. If we hit our finger with a hammer it will hurt…the finger, not the awareness! We want it perfect, when it is perfect already, in realising one taste – pure unconditional awareness.

Some days are smooth, some days are rough. Sometimes the mind is agitated, and sometimes it’s dull – one taste is recognising throughout all this, pure uncontaminated awareness. It is always perfect…in an imperfect world.

Not everyone will agree with us.
Be happy and content in your own understanding.
The more we see, the more we see.
The more we experience, the more we experience.

Due to different capacities
not everyone will see what you see
and experience what you experience.

 Non aggression is recognising
happiness and contentment.
We are not going to change the world.
All we can do is recognise our perfect selves
in our imperfect selves –
and that’s perfect.

This is the unity of the two truths.

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WE LIVE IN A DREAM

We live in a dream

 

We live in a dream,
and the dream doesn’t even exist.
So how do we end this non-existent dream?

 In a dream, all things can appear to happen: the trick is to recognise that all appearances come and go. If we hold onto the appearances, the dream is maintains.

The law of karma is unfailing. If we react, it only serves to make the dream seem real. Our reactions leave an imprint in the mind, creating our view of the world and our personality within it.

 The concepts we hold dear about ourselves and the world around us are trapped in what is called, in Sanskrit, the alaya – the eighth consciousness. The contents of the alaya are known as the alaya-vijnana (the imprints of karmic reactions).

 The alaya-vijnana weaves the fabric of the dream-state. When the alaya-vijnana is exhausted, the alaya itself collapses. The result: enlightenment – we wake up – end of the dream.

 Until then,
we smile and bear it.
The karmic show we created
has to play itself out.
A karmic coil to be unwound.

 

 

 

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Advice from Padmasambhava – cutting through good and evil karma

Advice from Padmasambhava –
cutting through good and evil karma.

 Master Padma said: When practicing the Dharma, it is necessary to cut through the complexity of virtuous and evil deeds. ( NB Surprisingly all karma good and evil have to be exhausted).

 When conceptual thoughts that hold the notion of an ego are exhausted, there is no Dharma, no evil deeds, no karma, and no ripening of karma. Then you have cut through the complexity of virtue and evil deed. (NB. Ego is consciousness clinging to concepts, therefore attached to ideas.)

 This being so, until you bring an end to the thoughts that hold the notion of an ego, unvirtuous actions will accumulate karma and yield results. Virtuous actions will also accumulate karma and bring results.

 When conceptual thoughts are exhausted, there will be no accumulation of good or evil deeds and no results whatsoever will be brought about. This is called “The exhaustion of causes and conditions,” it is also called “Ultimate truth.”

 In the future, during the 500 years of degeneration, some people will indulge in coarse negative emotions, because of not recognising ego-clinging and fail to diminish their conceptual thoughts.

 Professing to hold the ultimate view, they will claim that being careful about the effects of virtuous and evil actions is a low view.

 Belittling the law of karma, they will claim that their minds are enlightened.

 There will be some people who act in a frivolous and unrestricted manner.

 Their conduct is perverted and will lead both themselves and others in the wrong direction.

 Do not follow their example for an instant!

 

 

(NB. We have three aspects to our being: empty essence and cognisant nature being the first two. They must work together. If we were just empty – then we would be ‘spaced out’ nothing would matter. The effect would be nihilism. If we were just cognisant/aware then we would see everything as solid and real. The effect would be eternalism. The middle way is seeing them as a unity. From these two our third aspect arises…compassion!

Pure perception has no clinging ego. It is fully aware and efficient, it just does not attach itself to anything…well, maybe other’s well being!)

 

 

 

 

 

 

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