TECHNOPHILIA MIND CONTROL

Technophilia Mind Control
The age of mass electronic projection

Waking up spiritually is not only about waking up to our absolute spiritual nature, but also to the relative predicament in which we find ourselves. So, we are to wake up twice!

Wake up!
…and then…
wake up!

It is one thing, being asleep in one’s own make believe dream-world – believing one’s cherished self to be a fixed reality – but it’s another when this is re-enforced by corporations with the purpose of keeping us enslaved in this make believe dream-world for corporate gain. Just see how indebted we are to the corporate dream in this 21st century!

The corporate obsession with making money – and therefore gaining power – is one thing, but here we are talking about deliberately abusing human frailties (adding ‘sweeteners’) – in fact using spirituality and psychology as weapons to enslave people so they are always distracted and numbed to the ethos they are being ‘fed’.

If we realised how precious this life is, and that we are here to realise our ultimate true nature, we would also realise that we don’t need such material wealth, and would have more time to …ponder and practise. That’s the last thing that the corporate ethos wants, and unfortunately we are all part of their working mechanism!

Spiritual and psychological knowledge is neutral: it all depends on the motivation of the user of that knowledge.

Humans, through their ignorance of their true nature, are naturally subject to desire and fear. To control those humans, all one needs to do is increase that desire and fear. Humans are sensitive beings, and are easily distracted and enslaved, when this very sensitivity could have been directed towards spiritual enlightenment.

Unfortunately the more wealth we acquire, the less we want to give it up. The same law applies to corporations, who are also subject to desire and fear, and that makes them dangerous to mankind as they need to maintain their control and power.

Nowadays, we are ambushed everywhere by technology, through systematic neurolinguistic programming. How many times do we hear people say, “I’ve just upgraded!”? Yes, you have just upgraded…to the corporation. You have been incorporated!

Enlightened activity.
There is no end to compassion: it is unconfined.

Demonic activity.
There is no end to the lack of compassion: it is unconfined.

Enlightened activity exhausts karma.
Demonic activity creates karma.

As you sow so you reap.
To a spiritual person that is a warning.
To the corporations, it is an aspiration

History teaches us much, if history is remembered,

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THE INTANGIBLE IN THE TANGIBLE

The Intangible in the Tangible.

 To understand one, we have to understand another.
There was a man who recognised the intangible in the tangible.
He became unstuck in physical reality,
transcending everything just as space.

 He is the intangible Buddha.

 We are also intangible Buddhas,
caught up in the tangible.

 

Intangible: unable to be perceived or grasped by the senses; not having physical presence.
Tangible: perceptible by the senses

 

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SPIRITUAL COMMUNICATION

Spiritual Communication.

You are not alone: we all have similar feelings.

If there is something you wish to say here, please feel free to say it, 
as it may trigger a recognition of  something in others that is bothering them,
and may be an opportunity to clarify and bring about
a sense of relief.

A moment of real communication
is a moment of compassionate oneness.

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MAY CONFUSION DAWN AS WISDOM

May Confusion Dawn As Wisdom

 

When we look into the mind and see it is confused,
that which sees the confusion is wisdom.

 May Confusion Dawn As Wisdom

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“GOD MADE MAN IN HIS OWN IMAGE.”

“God made Man in his own image”

 What is God’s image?

It cannot be this body of flesh and bones, as it does not last long.
It cannot be this mind, as it wanders all over the place.

So what is it?

Is it our spirit? Our essential being? But that doesn’t have an image.
Has anyone seen God’s image?

We are embodied beings: the body is not what we are. We are pure awareness.

 Is there a mistake in the original translation? Perhaps they meant spirit…but why then say “image”? Was that a misdirection for a reason?

 Was this translation, “God made man in his own image” created for simple minds? Something in which to believe, and not actually see for themselves. Or was this to keep people simple minded, and inferior to religious dogma, thereby never to realise their truepotential in actuality…God consciousness. But what is God consciousness?

Was there a moment in infinite timelessness in which God decided to create man? Why that precise moment?

According to the Bible, man started with Adam and Eve.
According to the Vedas, man was here much earlier, within many cycles of Yugas constantly changing over vast periods. Although much physical evidence has disappeared, there are texts from the Upanishads that indicate a time of purity.
According to modern scientists we (these bodies) evolved from single cells.

However these are all about physical bodies, not spirit.

Can spirit be created? If so, it can be uncreated. If something is created, it must have parts – but spirit has no parts. Essence is uncontaminated, intelligent, emptiness: pure sacred space.

If this is so, then we are God, and God is just a word for our true being.
It was never created, and so will never die.

Was the idea of an external God a creation to control people?
Did the few make a separate God in order to control the many, thereby making themselves God? Did someone boldly go where we weren’t supposed to go – into a world of make believe?

Our essential nature is what we can recognise for ourselves, with a little help from our inner teacher.

 

 

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SECOND NATURE, FIRST NATURE

Second Nature, First Nature

 The Oxford English dictionary defines “Second Nature” as:
a tendency or habit that has become characteristic or instinctive: deceit was becoming second nature to him.”

There is a term in English called ‘second nature’: this presupposes that there is a ‘first nature’.
From a Dharma point of view this makes perfect sense. However, it makes one wonder if the dictionary compilers had this in mind! What did they think the first nature was?

Our second nature is something acquired. It’s a mental image of ourselves – an acquired characteristic – our earthly being – a ‘me’.

This is not our first nature. Our first nature is non-human. It is pure being…more or less.

Our second nature has no reality as it is changeable.
Our first nature is reality, as it is unchanging.

When we live in non reality, we live in our dark side
When we live in reality, we live in our light side.

(The word “we” refers to our ego-consciousness. Broken down, there are eight consciousnesses: five are of the senses and three are of the mind. The three of the mind are the sixth (perception), seventh (judgement) and eighth (memories). This is an article in itself, but briefly, consciousness moves around from one to another.)

It’s like this: our consciousness is like a fulcrum ^ which moves back and forth.

SECOND NATURE – RELATIVE                                         FIRST NATURE – ABSOLUTE
                                               Essence and I= dualnon dual =Essence

                                __________________________________________________

                                                                              ^

                                                                     consciousness

We oscillate between the two hardly noticing. Our consciousness is constantly moving outwards and inwards….more or less. However there does come a time (through practice) When our ‘set point’ reaches the point of no return, it has stabilised into abundance, to this:

SECOND NATURE – RELATIVE             FIRST NATURE – ABSOLUTE

 dual—-—————————————————non dual

^

consciousness

What is actually happening is that non-duality is not increasing as it’s there all the time: the obscurations of duality are decreasing.

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WEALTH V KNOWLEDGE

Wealth v Knowledge

If we acquire all the wealth in the world
there is a depletion;
others are denied wealth
and therefore they suffer.

 If we acquire all the knowledge in the world
there is never a depletion;
others are not denied knowledge
and therefore they have no need to suffer
as it can be shared.

 The more wealth we acquire,
the more we are afraid of losing it,
and the more we suspect everyone.

 The more knowledge we acquire,
the more we are confident,
and the more we are compassionate
towards everyone.

 Spending time acquiring wealth,
there is no time for knowledge.
Spending time acquiring knowledge,
there is no need for wealth.

 Wealth leads to more wealth.
Knowledge leads to wisdom.

 When we live in a empire of
surveillance and suspicion,
knowledge tells us that the wealthy
fear everyone.

 When we live in a empire of
knowledge and wisdom,
this tells us that
knowledge and wisdom
are the right of everyone.

 

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DISSATISFIED EGO LOOKING FOR SATISFACTION

Dissatisfied ego looking for satisfaction

 This is a double-edged sword 😉

From one point of view, awareness (consciousness) is trying to hold together the relative picture it has created, and finds that this doesn’t work, as it is not a complete picture. It is therefore constantly dissatisfied and frustrated, which gives rise to all those negative emotions: it’s one of the reasons we get angry with ourselves, and then blame others.

But, on the other hand, we need to be dissatisfied in order to have the motivation to realise the cause of this dissatisfaction…ego clinging!

Of course, what we are talking about is happiness; no one wants to be unhappy. This is always a delicate observation, as the ego (which is consciousness clinging to fixated ideas – that’s all!) even wants to meditate and chant OM MANI PEME HUM in order to feel better.

This is okay as far as it goes, as it will definitely make you feel better. It cannot fail!

We simply have to let go. Now, because we observe this ego-clinging, we can identify the cause of our suffering.

Until enlightenment, there will be an ego, although this will gradually soften. In the experience of this softening, we have to be willing to be happy being dissatisfied!

Any discomfort we now feel is Mara demon activity – a subtle feeling of like and dislike that is constantly lying in ambush. To understand Mara, we have to understand our own feelings because Mara are also sentient. Mara demons do not like us to be satisfied and happy: it is possible to empathise with this if we can recognise that we become a little annoyed when others seem happy, and we are not!

We need a teacher to point out the subtleties of this.

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INSIDIOUS ACTIVITY

Insidious Activity

I hesitate in putting this on, but feel that people are being abused all over the world. Although we may be spiritually inclined we cannot ignore material matters…

 It’s important as Dharma students to know the world in which we live. Dharma is not just about sitting on our cushions, feeling nice about ourselves. People suffer through their ignorance of their true nature, but they are also suffer through actions of others that are meant to confuse.

 Of course, there are many who sincerely work for the benefit of others, but just look at history and the world we live in now. Does the world look right to you? Consider this:

 Rules of government.

1. Chaos creates confusion.

2. Confusion creates reaction

3.  Reaction creates control

4.  Control creates power

5.  Power creates money.

6.  Money creates poverty for others.

7. Poverty creates chaos…

Rules governments do not want.

1.  ‘Common’ sense…something that everyone understands.

What if things are not meant to work properly? What if governments are meant to move to the left and right, so that each has someone else to blame? They take turns!

 Of course, governments do not make money…corporations do. Corporations lobby, and as a result, politicians find themselves in lucrative jobs for retirement. Once you have joined this elite club, you get a piece of the action…tax payers’ money.

Governments create something or someone to blame. They use the Hegelian Dialectic: problem, reaction, solution. They create the problem with the help of the media, wait for a reaction, and then produce a solution – which was the original intention. Profit from chaos.

All we have to do is be aware of what could be going on. We have a choice of conclusions: either this is insidious manipulation, or it’s “just life”.

Being spiritually aware does not mean that we ignore what is happening to our brothers and sisters.
Common sense is what we all have in common, kindness, love, empathy and compassion.

 

 

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The Final Step

The final step to the beginning is letting go of recognition.
Holding on to recognition is still duality –
me and the recognition.

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…to be continued… 😉

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AN A.I FOR AN EYE

 

 

An A.I. for an Eye

We are the ‘all seeing eye’ – pure awareness – but have substituted this for an Imagined I.

We have now, however, gone one stage further, and have substituted this Imagined I for an Artificial Intelligence – A.I.

We are in danger of becoming biological robots. En masse, through technology, our switches (the emotions) are constantly being turned off and on. We are being manipulated to react. In just listening to or watching the media, we are self programming.

I turned on the radio on Saturday afternoon, and every station seemed to be reporting football! Everyone was shouting through their voice boxes – emotions on…emotions off.

All programmes are like that – that is why it’s called programming 🙂 Every conversation or speech pattern seems to re-enforce this programming.

 

Watch out!
Your reactions may not be yours.
If you are not in control of your mind…
someone else may be controlling it for you!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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WHAT YOU KNOW IS WHAT YOU KNOW

What you know is what you know.

 The great Tibetan master Marpa, disciple to Naropa who was a disciple of Tilopa (who had visions and was inspired by Dorje Chang) went to India to collect teachings to bring back to Tibet. Part of his return journey was by boat with a fellow student. The fellow student was jealous of Marpa, and threw all his notes into the water. They were all lost.

 Marpa then realised that the only knowledge that was of value to him was what he remembered and had experienced. Notes are merely a acquired collection of information.

 Marpa went on to be the teacher of the great Milarepa, whose student was Gampopa, whose student was the first in the line of seventeen Karmapas. If you are fortunate, you may be a student of one of his students… 🙂 This applies to all the Tibetan traditions.

 

At death,
all that is important
is what you know and remember.
That’s why we practice constantly .

 Milarepa achieved enlightenment in one life time: his final teaching to Rechungpa was to show his calloused buttocks to his disciple…meaning “Just do it”! (this must be taken in context, as there is absolutely nothing to do! But we have to start somewhere and get on with it 🙂 )

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ACCEPTING EVERYONE EXACTLY THE WAY THEY ARE

Accept everyone exactly the way they are

Accepting everyone exactly the way they are
is compassion: we are merely an exaggeration
of our true nature and uniqueness.

Wouldn’t we all liked to be accepted exactly
how we are, with our temporary relative attributes
and ultimate potential of Buddhahood? Of course
this doesn’t mean that we accept ego’s games
as being the whole story.

We come from different places, far and near.
Before Earth, we could have come from anywhere.
Outside the body, there are no limits, but most of
us are unaware while in that state, being driven by our
karmic propensities.

 Because we are sentient beings and not enlightened,
at birth we forget all previous infinite existences.

 And so, we have been educated into one of many
different cultures, believing we are these, when all along
there is something unique under the surface.

If we are honest, we get on with very few people.
In our relative existence, while talking to others
we rarely ever see eye to eye.
In silence, however, we do…interesting, that!

It is said there are 84,000 different types of beings,
which are varying combination of Klesa: these are
the disturbing emotions, which all stem from one
– ignorance of our true nature.

 Because of this ignorance, we create hope and fear.
Through this we cling to others who display similar traits, and
therefore cover up any uneasy feeling about this basic ignorance.
To be honest, we hardly ever find anyone with whom we can communicate.
We just join in!

 All we can do is be ourselves. The absolute in the relative.
We do not have to join a group in order to be where it’s at.
Just be content being you, and you will be where it’s at!

 As C. S. Lewis said, get on with what you are supposed to be doing.
Like attracts like, and maybe a group will form…and maybe not.
It doesn’t matter.
We just have to accept our karma, and karma of others, exactly the way it is.

 In that confidence we can accept everyone else,
exactly the way they are…unconditionally.

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THE VALUE OF PRAYER

The value of prayer

 Sometimes one feels everything is:
Futile, fruitless, vain, pointless; useless, worthless, ineffectual, ineffective, inefficacious, to no effect, of no use, in vain, to no avail, unsuccessful, failed, thwarted; unproductive, barren, unprofitable, abortive; impotent, hollow, empty, forlorn, idle, sterile, nugatory, valueless; hopeless, doomed, lost…..!….empty?….empty!

For some karmic reason, one isn’t connecting.

 This is when the routine of prayers or pujas helps. It is a ‘directional support’. Sometimes we feel at the end of our ability to understand, or we are trying too hard, and find we are a little too tense. That’s when we have to throw everything we know up in the air and just give in!

 Simple prayers or pujas allow one to melt into the practice, merely becoming the practice itself. It’s like bonding between parent and child. This is easier for some than others, but well worth trying, and at the end, you feel happy for no reason.

 

It’s a nice holy-day!

 

 

 

 

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Expectations.

Expectation is bound to make us unhappy in a world where
we are tricked with treats…enjoy!

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BEING TOLD DON’T WORRY BE HAPPY

Being told don’t worry be happy.

 It all depends on context.

 If an enlightened teacher says to you,
Don’t worry, be happy,”
means be aware and let be.

 If the Devil says to you,
Don’t worry, be happy,”
means ignore and be submissive.

 If some else says,
Don’t worry, be happy,”
means they want a quiet life!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE ONLY THING YOU CAN TRUST

The only thing you can trust

 The only thing you can trust
is your own.
Everything else is an impermanent projection.

 If we forget all the teachings, all the detail, we can still be aware of being aware: that is all that matters, especially at death. In merely being aware, we then know that we are not alone, as others are also ‘being aware’.

 

Those who know the purity of this awareness are enlightened beings.
Those who do not know this purity, but are still aware, are sentient beings.
For one we have devotion and for other, compassion.

 We have a deep appreciation for both as we can supplicate one and receive blessings, while practising the expression of those blessing towards the other, in a constant cycle.

 Trusting in pure awareness is wisdom.
Trusting in knowledge is experience.
Trusting in information is dubious until experienced,
recognising wisdom.

 

Trust you to know!

 

 

 

 

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THE PSYCHOLOGY OF EVIL

The Psychology of Evil

 The dictionary translates Satan as ‘an adversary’, Lucifer as ‘the morning star’, ‘bringer of light’ or ‘fallen angel’, and Devil as ‘evil spirit’.

 From the Buddhist point of view, the Devil/Lucifer/Satan have as much reality as Father Christmas: these terminologies can easily be seen from a buddhist perspective.

 Have you ever met Satan, the Devil or Lucifer? For that matter, have you ever met God?

 The idea of an external evil puts the blame onto something outside ourselves to fear, and therefore we then need intercessors. So, what do we actually know for ourselves?

 We know we have awareness, for without that, nothing would ever be known…even God! So our own awareness is something very precious, as it can recognise the truth. Through meditation we come to recognise that this awareness can have a purity about it…pure, uncontaminated awareness…our essential nature of luminosity…pure being. It’s just there, all the time: “You are that which you seek.”

 So where is the Devil and God in all this? The Devil and God are the dark and the light – our two potentials. Evil is only that which obscures our own light…our clinging to concepts, which creates negative emotions – evil spirits!

 Read up on the devil, lucifer and satan, and come to your own conclusions.
When we give in to evil spirits, we give in to selfishness: we become fallen angels.
These negative obscurations are themselves our adversaries.

 

We can now control our own destiny.
The devil (our ego-clinging) knows we have free will,
but makes us believe we haven’t!

 We are the guardians of hell and heaven.

 There are fallen angels:
practitioners who acquired powers
but never finished their training.
Thus they hate purity,
and try to cause trouble.

 Evil is merely a mistaken view of ourselves.
For protection, all we need is compassion for all.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS

 

Light in the Darkness

 When considering the sun
we cannot ignore the clouds.

 The light is pure awareness.
The darkness is the dungeon of existence: 
the mind that has never noticed the light.


 The switch is recognition, 

found through devotion 

and activated by compassion.

 Recognition is…to know again.
This means something was forgotten
which was previously known.

 Illumination starts when we are dissatisfied:
the first noble truth.

 The light has always been present
and the darkness has never existed.

 We can now identify an identification.
When pure awareness recognises,
all illusory appearances vanish.

 The dungeon was our forgetfulness.
Once we see this for ourselves, we are satisfied
and recognise the second noble truth:
the cause of suffering.

 

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STRESS

Stress

 The scourge (whip) of the Kali Yuga

 We cannot consider this subject enough. Stress affects the mind, body and subtle body. One doesn’t have to be an expert on the subtle body to feel the effects of subtle tension on the physical body. This is due to changes in the subtle body- a residue left from memories. The subtle body consists of winds, channels and energies: the one we are interested here is wind, called ‘lung’ in Tibetan (it’s pronounced loong).

 This tension, coupled with physical external events, creates dis-ease. Worrying never made things better; relaxing does. We have had traumas and subtle traumas throughout our life which has an effect on us now, and if we are not careful, this becomes a resident personality. This residue doesn’t go away, but we can note it and use an antidote to counter the effect.

 We have a mental store house (bank!) of karmic imprints in the mind which work as filters through which we see and react to everything. Surprisingly, the memory – or feelings – of these imprints is also held in our subtle body as well as in the mind.

 Interestingly, as we get older, our facial expressions and mannerisms seem to leave an imprint in the physical body after a lifetime of acquired, exaggerated behaviour.

 

So where does stress come from?

There is a ‘wind’ just below our navel (four fingers width below) that rises when we feel stressed or anxious: we then feel tension somewhere in the upper body. This is very exhausting, and has a detrimental effect on our immune system, so it is very important. We get too tired or exhausted to practise.

 When we take a subject apart, it is easy to see what is going on. In our minds, we are either in the future or past, and set up a picture of expectations of how things should be. When this doesn’t happen, we become stressed. Animals feel this when their routine changes…we all get anxious.

 It sometimes feels that this modern world (the Kali Yuga) is made to keep us distracted and stressed.
Complying to others’ standards is very stressful, and they too are stressed by others’ stress!
So it’s time to not comply, and to thine own self be true.

 We can counter anxiety with simple, gentle lung practice. Simply note where the tension is in the body, take a gentle breath and mentally take it down to below the navel. Hold it there for a few seconds. Then expel the air, leaving about 10% below the navel. Of course, our breath doesn’t actually go down that low, but this exercise has a effect in the subtle body. Just try it and see.

 The next time you meet someone (just meeting people seems to raise the lung), take a couple of these gentle breaths, and feel more relaxed and in the present.

 

Stress isn’t a pill deficiency,
it’s natural in a Samsaric world.

All we need is to recognise.
Recognition self heals.

 

 

 

 

 

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FANCY A TRIP TO DEWACHEN?

Fancy a trip to Dewachen?

 First, we must step out of our chain of cyclic reactions.

 If we wish for higher realms such as Dewachen – the realm of infinite joy and happiness – we must break this vicious cycle of selfish existence, which means that our precious energy is turned towards benefiting others more than ourself. We all have different capacities and difficulties, but however we are, we must always step towards compassion, empathy, kindness and love. Without these, they won’t let you in! And, even if Dewachen was right in front of you, you wouldn’t recognise it!

 We don’t have to be smart to step out of the Kali Yuga’s driving forces, but merely recognise what is driving us, and say, “Not now, thank you.”

 Any reaction we experience is a creation from our past – it’s our story we keep replaying, our own created karma in which we are stuck. The most important thing is not to feel guilty about our innermost reactions and feelings, as these are merely coming from our ignorant past…and the past has gone! The very moment we pause, creating space, we cut through those karmic reactions, and no karma is produced. Then, through this space of clarity, we may act for the benefit of others.

 If we keep doing this, there is no way they can keep us out of Dewachen 😉

 

May whatever merit
we have accumulated
be for the benefit of others.

 May all beings,
not one excluded
be reborn in Dewachen

 Em Ah Ho!

 

 

 

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WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PROBLEMS IN LIFE?

Why are there so many problems in life?

 Well, we are in the Kali Yuga – ‘The Age of Darkness’. There are many accounts illustrating how leaders will/are going astray, and how this filters down into society.

 The four great epochs in Hinduism are:
Satya Yuga or the Age of Truth is said to last for four thousand divine years.
Treta Yuga for three thousand.
Dwapara Yuga for two thousand.
Kali Yuga will last for one thousand divine years, that equals to 432,000 earthly years.

 It is also believed that three of these great ages have already passed away, and we are now living in the fourth one.

The Signs of Kali Yuga
Knowledge has deserted mankind, leaving us only with the awareness of the gross physical body. This explains why we are now more preoccupied with our physical self than anything else.

Due to our preoccupation with our physical bodies, and because of our emphasis on the pursuit of gross materialism, this age has been termed the ‘Age of Darkness’ — an age when we have lost touch with our inner selves, an age of profound ignorance.

Dharma is represented as a bull because a bull ploughs the fields and helps human life for just a little hay. The bull is a most humble servant and good friend of man. He helps us and makes our loads lights.

In Sat Yuga, the bull of dharma stands comfortably on four feet very well, without falling down. Following dharma is normal. Promises are kept and if anybody dares to break his promise, people make a big fuss of it. In Treta Yuga, the bull stands on three feet. When standing on three feet, keeping balance is not difficult. People are a little selfish and it is not problem to break a promise once in a while. In Dwarpar Yuga, the bull has to stand on two feet; that is easy for humans and penguins but not for bulls. So the bull of dharma performs his balancing act like a clown in a circus. Selfishness increases and breaking your promise becomes acceptable. And in Kali Yuga, the bull of dharma stands on one foot.

So it becomes very difficult to follow dharma in Kali Yuga. Only exceptional people follow dharma and are true to their words.

 

We may not believe in these Yugas, but we can see that the world is in darkness at this moment. Corporations and Governments are manipulating the peoples of the world for their own gains. Through this, people are being dumbed down, and the natives are excited with electronic trinkets.

 When we recognise that everything goes in cycles – that nothing lasts, nothing lasts, nothing lasts – we realise that it is just a phase we are going through. There is no end, and all karmic accounts will be reckoned up.

 To put it simply; there is great suffering in the world, and the people do not notice. However, this is the best of times to practise compassion to those far and near. If we can practise with a one-footed bull, just think what we can do when the bull can dance on four legs!

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Information about Tsoknyi Rinpoche’s 2014 retreat in the UK.

Information about Tsoknyi Rinpoche’s 2014 retreat in the UK.

 
 

Dear Dharma Friends

Bruton Retreat

Booking for the Easter Retreat opened on December 1st and within 24 hours we’d received 140 applications, many of them for single rooms which number 63!   Apologies to all those who are on the waiting list, if you can find somewhere offsite that would be great.    For those who are offsite this year, you can use the common room in Cumberlege House, next to the car park, to make hot drinks and relax.  Let us know if you would like lunch and supper.   Again, apologies if you don’t have the accommodation requested.   Any financial adjustments can be made at registration, or if you would like a refund now let me know.

I’d be grateful to hear from anyone booked onto the retreat who would be able to help in some way – if you email me I’ll let you know what’s needed.

If you need to arrange a train for the retreat, the nearest mainline station with a link to London is Castle Carey – see www.nationalrail.com to book.  The cheapest deals, advance tickets,  are available up to 3 months before travelling.  Often, 2 singles are cheaper than a return.

A reminder that registration will be on the afternoon of April 7th, there are no facilities to arrive a day early.   We will be finished by 11 am on the 13th.

 

 

Address for payments

If you’re sending cheques, please note from Feb. 1st Michelle’s address will change to the following:

102 Norfolk Street,
Cambridge,
CB1 2LF

With all good wishes for 2014, 

Carole.

Pundarika UK.

carole@pundarika.uk.net

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HALF THE TEACHING

Half the Teaching

Have you experienced being instructed in meditation, and told to focus on an object…a stone, a flower, an image, a dot, the breath…and nothing else? This happened to me when I first became a Buddhist practitioner, but also in the systems I have previously been involved with – the same obscuring instruction was given. I did this for years: it was a sort of mental gymnastics of trying to stay focused – and it was exhausting, and nice when I stopped! I always wondered whether there be more to this, and at a retreat I actually asked the lama, “How do I recognise what I am looking for?” I received no answer. That was the Mahamudra path.

 The Other Half of the Teaching

The whole point of any practice is the awareness of the awareness that is focusing on an object. It is a mere focus. When there is ‘just’ awareness, that is ‘pure’ awareness. One is barely aware. It’s that simple.

This is Shamata practice, stepping directly into Dzogchen/Mahamudra.

The Mahamudra method starts at the beginning of the book: one meditates to find the clear view.

Dzogchen starts at the end of the book: one is directly introduced to the clear view and meditation is the practice of remembering when one has forgotten the clear view.

Incidentally, “Nice when I stopped” was unconsciously relevant in Dzogchen we are told, “Short moments many times”…and it’s not exhausting – one actually rests! This is to ensure that we do not fixate on ‘doing Dzogchen’, instead of being Dzogchen.

These are the two excellent but different methods towards the same end. Much depends on our synchronicity – what comes our way – but it’s good to know what order we are following. This isn’t always explained this, and it can cause inner tensions.

 The Buddha first taught the teachings that are of benefit to oneself: these are called the Hinayana teachings, now known as Theravadan.

He then taught the Mahayana path that emphasised bodhicitta, being of benefit to others.

He then taught the Vajaryana – the path of devotion – where one first needs a firm foundation in the correct view and bodhicitta.

Although Mahamudra and Dzogchen are the golden roof, one always has to check to see if our foundations are solid. If we forget, we need aspiration and mindfulness to remember.

 

View, meditation and conduct.
The view is clarity.
Meditation is remembering.
Conduct is the continuity of the view in daily life.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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HAVE YOU FOUND WHAT YOU ARE LOOKING FOR?

Have you found what you are looking for?

Can’t find anything?
Excellent!

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Just to be clear, and not play word games.

In not finding anything, means that the intelligence
that is looking for something, realises that it is the
intelligence itself is the only reality.

In not finding anything at all that is permanently real,
there is still that which is looking present.

We are that which we seek…that’s it!

You have just realise your true nature.
However, this is not stable yet, as we keep being distracted
and reacting to our karma.

We now merely have to accept the whatever arise, phenomenally
and in the mind, are products from our past,
and no longer have to feel guilty about what we feel.

If we react, we merely add to this karma.
If we note and do not react no karma is produced.

Gradually in this way, we exhaust all karma.

We can enjoy life, but not become attached.
We can smell, taste and enjoy…just don’t cling.

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DOMINANCE IN THE MIND

 Dominance in the Mind

 There is a battle for dominance in the mind between our natural clarity and thought invaders. Either clarity is dominant or thoughts are dominant…and usually it is thoughts!

 The battle is won the moment clarity recognises the ‘thought invaders’. Once knowing is present, not knowing disappears immediately, like switching on a light in a room that has been in darkness for a thousand years. This is easily seen in meditation. In fact, this is all one does…recognise!

 One moment the senses clearly see all appearances through a clear mind, and the next, the senses disappear – everything disappears – as mind’s clarity disappears. Suddenly we are in an imaginary past or future. Pure vision has gone. Panoramic view has gone. We have just been invaded by fantasies…aliens!

 We can watch the mind opening and closing in a slit second…from clarity to occupied/vacant and back to clarity again. This going on all the time, if we didn’t have milli-seconds of clarity, we’d keep walking into walls – which in itself would make us come to our senses! We don’t have to walk around with a blooded nose all the time in order to remember 🙂 We just need mindfulness.

 Just look at a physical object, and see how long it takes for a distraction to occur: this is shamata meditation with support. It’s that simple: recognition doesn’t require anything complicated. We are distracted all day (and night), and unfortunately this adds up to a life time…many life times!

 What we can now realise is that clarity (pure awareness) is present all the time, and that temporary appearances are passing images – illusions – that occupy our mind. We can either recognise these appearances coming and going, or be taken over by them.

 You can see this for yourself. There is no right or wrong: there is just recognition. It is all about that recognition. That recognition is awareness. Then, that awareness has a choice, either to look into its our nature and recognise emptiness, which is our essence at peace, or get dominated again by addictive desire and frustration.

 

“To be or not to be…that is the question!”

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EXPERIENCE AND STILLNESS IS AWARENESS AND EMPTINESS

Experience and Stillness is Awareness and Emptiness

 “Two birds sat in the self-same tree:
one pecked of the fruit
while the other sat and watched.”
(the two truths)

 From the highest point of view, we (as empty essence) use experience/awareness, to enjoy and express our true nature of shunyata/emptiness.

Emptiness is beyond all experiences, but allows experiences to take place.
Therefore, all enlightened activity is an expression of our true nature: Emptiness. We reflect clarity and inner peace in our actions.

 There is beauty
in all walks of life.
The absolute is in the relative.

If we are just aware without understanding emptiness, we – and everything else – seem solid: this is the extreme of eternalism.
If we are just emptiness without understanding awareness, we are in oblivion – the extreme of nilhilism.

These two must go together: this is the Middle Way.
In the middle, we have the clarity of compassionate towards both extremes.

 

The foundation of beauty
is love and compassion.

 The foundation of
love and compassion
is pure empty awareness.

 The foundation of
pure empty awareness
is meeting the teacher.

 The foundation of
meeting the teacher
is your own compassionate awareness.

 The foundation of your own compassionate awareness
is dissatisfaction.

 The foundation of
dissatisfaction
is the recognition of suffering…

 

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ORDINARY PEOPLE CANNOT DEAL WITH ORDINARINESS

 

Ordinary people cannot deal with ordinariness

 Ordinary people are those who do not recognise their spiritual nature, which is ordinariness without embellishments. Ordinary people are totally involved with things, people, places and sometimes ideas. Rarely do they talk about their true nature: it’s a taboo subject. If we do approach it, they quickly change the subject back to people, things, and places. They are so intoxicated by a programmed lifestyle that they have forgotten what they are.

 Strangely, we live in a world where this is fostered, as if we have arrived at a huge shopping mall and that’s it. At one end of this mall are cheap !“’bling-y items’”! and at the other end are expensive !’”bling-y items”’! … but it is still a shopping mall.

 There are suppliers to the shopping mall and there are wheeler-dealers behind the shopping mall, but they all end up shopping too! There are even those who write about it to entertain us, and they also end up shopping.

So how do we talk to such people?
We cannot.

They wouldn’t know what on earth we were talking about because their lives are based on conditional happiness – a happiness that relies on conditions that they pay for.

All we can do is be happy for no reason…they might or might not catch on.

 

Being happy for no reason is o r d i n a r i n e s s.

 Ordinary people do not recognise their ordinariness.
In striving not to be ordinary, they become ordinary.

 Ordinariness is accepting being ordinary, adding nothing.
This is the meaning of the two truths.

 

 

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WE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO THE DHARMA

We are not supposed to do the Dharma

We are the Dharma!

The Buddha didn’t teach us to follow his teachings: he taught us to recognise our true nature. We may become very learned and scholarly in the Dharma, but we can miss taking the Dharma to heart. We are both the teacher and the student.

If we do not take the Dharma to heart, we will be beggars and feel unworthy, because we are following and not being. We will then project that concept onto others. One of the problems with Dharma centres is that people learn the routines, and become very scholarly in the routines. This is not Dharma.

Dharma is uncontaminated compassionate awareness.
That is exactly what we are.
In our relative side we may not be perfect, but we can have perfect empathy for others, knowing that we are not perfect…yet!

How we treat others says much about ourselves. We may praise this or that Lama, be able to repeat spiritual jargon, look the part, but still steal someone else’s cushion, smother the atmosphere with our need for home comforts, or shut others out with coldness and detachment…I’ve seen all these!

 

If we cannot be Dharma,
at least we can be a decent human being.

 

 

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A SYMPATHETIC UNDERSTANDING

A Sympathetic Understanding

 When we have a sympathetic understanding
of causes and effects (karma),
we become
the lord of compassion.

 Since beginningless time
beings have endured unbearable suffering
due to mis-understanding.

 When we have a sympathetic understanding
of causes and effects (karma),
we evolve,
never to return to mis-understanding.

 May we all have a sympathetic understanding
of the unendurable pain
of the person next to us.

 

 

 

 

 

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TIMELY TEACHING

Timely Teaching

There are certain teachings that happen at precisely the right moment. On a blog, one cannot create that sort of atmosphere as it is a matter of tuning in, so this may not have the same effect!

Once, after a two week retreat, we embarked on an intensive month-long retreat with 10 hours of meditation a day plus 3-4 hours of teaching of a text, and something was said that totally floored all of 120 of us.

The lama merely stated, “Awareness is relative truth.” There was silence…but you could feel our brains ticking away, thinking, “What did he just say?”… and then … “Oh, of course!” None of us had made this connection until that moment, which showed that half our minds were still working on an academic level.

Truth has two aspects: relative and absolute.
Our nature has two aspects: emptiness and awareness.
Emptiness is the still, silent, luminous ingredient.
Awareness is the active ingredient.
Realising this (which is clarity), compassion for one’s relative side and that of everyone else naturally arises … with no exceptions.

To understand the truth, we need to appreciate the unity of our being.
In deep meditation there is only emptiness aware of emptiness…nothing doing. These are inseparable.
This may loosen slightly to awareness, aware of awareness.
Then we become aware of the mind and the world we inhabit, which includes a slight or ‘mere’ I, in order to function and be of benefit to others. This is enlightened activity – or we are inspired towards enlightened activity. Anything else is sentient activity, with a big dollop of I.

When we understand the relative and absolute aspects of all sentient beings, without condemning them, then we just love. However, this love may take many forms, by pacifying, magnetising, enriching or destroying ego’s games. This is a matter of loosening the grip of fear and hope.

Fear is obvious. Hope is not. We may hope to do the right thing – it is our intention – and we may even hope for recognition, but this is still desire. We have to do it – recognise it – for ourselves, and then we know, without anyone else giving us the recognition. It is only then that we have true confidence and are our own teacher, in addition to the whole universe being our symbolic teacher.

Once we know, even if a thousand Buddhas confronted us and told us we were wrong, we would still know – it is that unshakeable, and no longer ego-activity. It is pure recognition, although maybe not totally stable.

The symbolic teacher is impermanent phenomena: everything is a reminder of its true nature of emptiness, illusory in reality and lacking true existence.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE DIFFICULTY IN MEETING OF MINDS

The difficulty in meeting of minds

This is best done in silence!

Words are not the experience. When we use words, we have to use a little ego to communicate. An ego (awareness clinging to concepts) will be around until the moment of enlightenment.

Spiritual communication is a tricky business: it’s like living in the Asura realms …very subtle quarrelling! We may use language differently due to our understanding and backgrounds. Unless we are on the same path, we have to generalise …and even then it is tricky! Even on retreat, people still argue about the word ’emptiness’.

 For some, the use of the terms ‘consciousness’, ‘perception’ and ‘awareness’ are seen as absolutes. Others see these words are still applying to a relative state, unless the word ‘pure’ is put in front of them (‘pure’ means uncontaminated emptiness, which comes from the word Shunyata in Sanskrit meaning emptiness).

From the tradition I follow, the word ‘awareness’ is a relative state. ‘Emptiness’ would be the absolute non-state. They are seen as a unity – the two truths in union – as in, “empty essence and cognisant nature”.

Arising from these two truths is unconfined compassion.

 

That compassion is the meeting of minds!

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THE INDISTINGUISHABILITY OF THE TWO TRUTHS

The Indistinguishability of the Two Truths

 This is the essence of Dharma.
The two truths are Nirvana and Samsara:
Absolute truth and Relative truth
… heaven and hell!

 If we think that hell is a nasty place
and heaven is a lovely place,
we will never understand the truth.
By virtue of one,
the other is known.

 Our body, speech and mind
all have the nature of emptiness.

 As long as we separate the two truths,
we will keep hopping
from one foot to the other…
…never on firm ground

When we separate the two truths
we fall into extremes of
nihilism and eternalism,
believing nothing is rea
or
everything is real.

 First we have to recognise that
everything is impermanent.
Then we recognise that
everything is empty of its own
inherent existence,
as they rely on causes and conditions.

 Appearances, sound and awareness
are indistinguishable from emptiness

Hell is a relative term.

 

 

 

 

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WITH CLARITY COMES RESPONSIBILITY

With clarity comes responsibility

With meditation comes clarity.
With clarity comes responsibility.
Through meditation, we are now able to focus,
feel confident and have less doubt, and are
less given to acting out our emotions.

Here comes the challenging dilemma:
we recognise that others do not have this clarity.
They merely respond from mechanical assumptions.
Our dilemma is whether we become involved
in samsaric activity, or rest in spiritual awareness
in that present moment.

Spiritual awareness creates space
in order to deal with situations with clarity,
rather than just reacting or ignoring.

If we use clarity to our own advantage,
(which is a samsaric activity in itself),
we make illusory occurrences seem real
when they are merely passing appearances,
thereby locking ourselves into the vicious
cycle of reoccurring suffering. However, we
do recognise that these illusory appearances
feel real to others, and we can therefore
empathise and show compassion.

Meditation is spiritual recognition of the true nature,
of ourselves and others. This is the seed of compassion.
Our spiritual progress relies on compassion and devotion.

There is something else!
The recognition of Demonic activity:
the emotional feeding of a situation with our likes
and dislikes, thus setting off a chain of reactions.
It was the recognition of demonic activity
that helped the Buddha to finally become enlightened.

The antidote is recognising empty essence.
Anything arising in empty essence is a contamination
but it is also a direct expression of that emptiness.
The essence of conceptual thought is Dharmakaya.

Misusing pure awareness comes with a heavy karmic load.
Sometimes, situations arise that truly test us, and we feel
we cannot cope, and have to react. In recognising our own
recognition, there is much power, and that can create
space in the situation. This recognition shows we can cope:
it is pushing us beyond.

Pure awareness recognises the inner teacher,
which is the contamination arising in the mind.
This clarifies for essence its true nature,
because you cannot be what you see.
The world may not change, but our view will!
Genuine warmth and compassion shown towards
others is respecting their buddha nature.

In this insane world, we want to poke everyone,
but if we act on that wish we are part of the insanity.
Every situation is a chance to recognise our true nature,
even though it may be uncomfortable: that uncomfortable-ness
is demon activity, but we do not have to comply.

Our dilemma is always seeing the light in the dark.

 

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THE SIX REALMS

The six realms.

In Tibetan Buddhism there are six psychological profiles of sentient beings. Because of our karma (our propensities), we drift – or are driven – into these states throughout the day. Our whole lives may be dominated by one or other of these realms. It is said that there 84,000 types of disorders, but they may be broken down into these six disturbing emotions: hatred, aversion, ignorance, desire, jealousy and pride.

This is part of the Chenrezi puja (a prayer to the lord of compassion) wishing all sentient beings to be reborn into higher psychological realms.

From the power of bad karma accumulated from beginningless time, beings experience, as a result of the force of hatred, the suffering of hot and cold by being born into a (psychological) hell realm.

From the power of bad karma accumulated from beginningless time, beings experience, as a result of the force of miserliness, the suffering of hunger and thirst by being born into a (psychological) hungry ghost realm.

From the power of bad karma accumulated from beginningless time, beings experience, as a result of the force of ignorance, the suffering of stupidity by being born into a (psychological) animal realm.

From the power of bad karma accumulated from beginningless time, beings experience, as a result of the force of desire, the suffering of excessive activity and frustration by being born into a (psychological) human realm.

From the power of bad karma accumulated from beginningless time, beings experience, as a result of the force of jealousy, the suffering of dispute and quarrelling by being born a (psychological) jealous god realm.

From the power of bad karma accumulated from beginningless time, beings experience, as a result of the force of pride, the suffering of decline and fall by being born into a (psychological) god realm. 

Sorting Your Self Out

There six neurotic psychological realms that we live in as sentient being. During a day we may pass in and out of them without noticing. We may also find that we get stuck in one for a lifetime.
Let’s use ‘acquiring knowledge’ as an example: this may reveal what type of person we are.

Hell realms: It’s never right.
Hungry ghosts: Want it desperately but cannot digest it.
Animal realm: They acquire it and store it, but never look at it.
Human realm: They indulge in it, but get frustrated because it never quite satisfies.
Jealous gods: They collect it and use it as a weapon.
Gods: They have knowledge and enjoy it, but it will not last and there will be the pain of loss.

Not to worry! In the stillness and silence of meditation, these realms cease…for a while.
When wisdom is gained, and emptiness is recognised, these realms reveal their true nature which is the five Buddha families represented by:

All encompassing space…Ignorance
Mirror-like wisdom…Anger
Wisdom of equanimity…Pride
Discriminating wisdom….Desire
All accomplish wisdom…jealousy

These Buddha families are different attributes of the same emptiness. As we have a leaning towards one of the six realms, we also have a leaning towards one of the five Buddha families (to find out which, we would have to be able to see our true inclinations – or go and ask an authentic teacher!)

The point is that if we can identify someone’s patterning, we can understand where they are coming from…and understand why communication is difficult. The six realms, the nine different vehicles and the range of traditions all mean that a meeting of minds is rare. Sometimes silence is golden, and a nod and a smile are good enough!

 

THE FIVE BUDDHA FAMLIES.

Family and Wisdom.
Buddha………….all encompassing.
Varjra…………….mirror.
Ratna……………..equanimity.
Padma……………discriminating.
Karma…………….all accomplishing .

Enlightened style.
Buddha……………spacious, accommodation.
Varjra………………clarity, precision.
Ratna……………….generosity, richness.
Padma……………..selfless appreciation, love.
Karma……………..efficiency without ambition.

Neurotic style.
Buddha…………..spaced-out, stupid.
Varjra……………..aggressive, irritable.
Ratna………………territorial, suffocating.
Padma…………….clinging, grasping, poverty stricken.
Karma……………..competitive, pugnacious.

 

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PURE AWARENESS CANNOT BE USED FOR PERSONAL GAIN

Pure awareness cannot be used for personal gain

 This would be pulling in two opposite directions at the same time, thus contaminating emptiness …and screwing ourselves up! We can work purely for its own sake, creating a beautiful piece of music or making people laugh or designing weapons or making lots of money, but this would come under the heading of the eight worldly concerns.

 The Eight Worldly Concerns
Attachment… to gain, pleasure, praise and fame.
Aversion… to loss, pain, blame and bad reputation.

 In a relative world, we want to do the right thing, be successful, use our intelligence, and be a decent human being. This is fair enough: we certainly don’t want to cause harm to others, or to ourselves.

 But this is samsara, and we become too involved. In fact, the human realm is described as the realm of desire – excessive activity and frustration. From a spiritual point of view, this involvement gives rise to attachment and aversion based on ignorance. We have to decide what is truly beneficial. This is a very subtle business, and a personal dilemma.

 

All that glitters is not gold.
We may find ourselves imprisoned in one of the six realms.

 When attachment and aversion are present,
everything gets sticky…sticky…sticky…!?

 

 

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KNOWLEDGE OF THE UNIVERSE

Knowledge of the Universe

The Knowledge of the universe is within us all.
That’s how wonderful we are.

 We may not know every alien manifestation
but we can know their nature of enlightened potentiality,
while recognising that all appearances
lack any permanent reality.

 How have we separated ourselves
from this knowledge?
Obscured, pure awareness!

 Our conscious awareness
mistakes impermanent reality for reality,
thereby distracting us from the deepest knowledge.

We are what we have always sought.
That is why we must respect and love all.
That is how wonderful we are.

 

 

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DEALING WITH GOOD KARMA

Dealing with good karma

 We normally think of karma as something bad; as a debt to be repaid, as a store room of reactions to be exhausted. This is true, as karma is the mud that is covering the ‘Jewel’. However, the same applies to good karma.

 If we feel that, when good things happens to us, we somehow deserve it, pride turns good karma into bad karma very quickly! Often, this is picked up by others, causing a reaction which also creates bad karma – in them. So our pride creates a chain reaction.

 This doesn’t mean we do not recognise good karma: we acknowledge it as a feedback of positivity and let it go. This is done by dedicating all our accumulated merit for the benefit of others.

 “May whatever merit I have accumulated be for the benefit of others that they may attain Buddha hood” is the dedication at the end of any practice: compassion is the hallmark of all practices.

 As we proceed, this negative pride becomes increasingly subtle, so we have to be very careful, as this is how demons are created.

 However…and here is an important however!…there is divine pride. This is to do with tears of joy and relief that you are “facing the right direction”. That you are joining the path “following the enlightened ones”, and that there are genuine tendencies of bodhisattva activity.

 This is where one accepts good and bad karma as one taste. Bad karma is seen as joy now, as this experience may be one’s last obstacle!

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EQUANIMITY

Equanimity

 We need to realise that everything that appears in the mind – good or bad – is, in the first instance, merely an appearance of one taste. Before we get caught up in whether we like it or not, there is merely a noting, an awareness. Even before the soup is perceived as salty, plain, tomato-y, thick, thin, there is merely taste. Then comes too salty, plain, tomato-y, thick, thin…

 A yogi just eats what is placed before them, allowing karmic debt to be repaid.

In that first milli-moment there is equanimity, an inner peace that is naturally there. All we have to do is hold off liking or disliking. We may still take action, but not out of like or dislike. One taste is within all the senses and mind.

A yogi just eats, walks, sits…never waits, as waiting implies expectation.

Equanimity implies trust in spontaneous presence.

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WE NEED TO PRACTISE

We need to practise

 Practice is re-minding. Once we remember, we no longer have to practise! We have arrived.

 We spend most of our time either occupied, or in a state of vacancy. We get caught up in the sense consciousnesses or mental consciousness of fabricated thoughts.

 At the time of death, these faculties are of no use. Because we have no body to relate to, we lose these faculties and panic, falling into unconsciousness, just as we do when we fall asleep and forget. When we awaken, we find ourselves reincarnated into a new body (not necessarily human!) and a supply of karmic debt, created by our previous life of unconscious tendencies driven by desires, aversions and ignorance. This is our vicious cycle of existence…after existence…

 When, as ordinary human beings, we say the word “We”, we are referring to the persona we have acquired. This persona is actually pure awareness distracted.

 Even though we may think,
“I have no need for practice”,
we are in fact practising something…
…our beliefs.

 We need constant reminders. We need to catch thoughts before they take hold and create an emotion to which we react. That is practice. We have to practise being free, until we are free. Once we have the clear view – the clarity of empty essence – meditation is merely the continuity. Conduct is mingling this with daily life = View, Meditation and Conduct.

 Gradually the period of recognition expands – or rather, the confusion contracts! Spending our life in this practice, enlightenment is possible.

 Knowing is wisdom
Not knowing is ignorance.
Knowing is our ultimate nature.
Not knowing is our temporary relative nature.
When knowing is present, not knowing dissolves.

Our ultimate nature knows, and therefore has no need to practise.
But, at this moment, this ultimate nature is forgotten in clouds of unknowing.

 

 

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“KNOW THY SELF”…BOTH OF THEM!

“Know thy self”…both of them!

There are two aspect to all of us, relative and absolute.
Our absolute being is our true nature.
Our relative being obscures the recognition of our absolute nature.

Our absolute nature never changes. But what of the relative side? Our relative side, although obscuring our true nature, is our vehicle for recognising our absolute nature. All that is needed is to recognise this relative nature – this ‘self in the mirror’.

Most of the time our relative nature manifests as self-interest. However, it also has qualities that can serve as a reminder of the true nature of the relative, and it will be of benefit to others, especially when the absolute nature is recognised. Although this relative nature has no true existence, its reaction brightens the mind in its own unique way.

 We do not have to act spiritual.
We can still be ourselves,
manifesting compassion.

 Without compassion we are apathetic, and not empathetic. The statement “Know thy self” has two aspects: to know our absolute nature, and to know our relative nature. In knowing our relative nature we can be happy with who we are, and how we are. We are not trying to be like someone else…or better! That would merely exchange one relative state for another.

 As long as we just accept how we are and not remain addicted to this relative ‘dust in the mirror’, the relative is workable. Our lot in life may be high or low, eventful or plain, educated or uneducated – but we can still “Know thy self”…both of them!

We all have unique qualities,
expressing the nature of mind.
The path to enlightenment
is knowing and letting be.

(PS. Sometimes we have to live with traumas from our past, and even from childhood. So although we may understand the Dharma and be compassionate, feelings still arise, but we don’t act on them.
I was once at a meeting with beginners. Even though I knew some Dharma, the beginners were nicer people than me. It’s just something we have to live with.)

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THERE IS NO BAD MEDITATION

There is no bad meditation.

Somedays the mind is wild, sleepy, worried, clear, stuffed up with a cold.
Whatever appears essence is always present, just aware.
Meditation is about awareness, and the awareness of awareness.

Essence has no time for an “I”.

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THOUGHTS ‘R’ US

Thoughts ‘r’ Us

 Where do they come from? Is it mind or essence?
We all have thoughts.
Maybe we think we shouldn’t …wrong!
We merely have to distinguish between clinging reactionary thoughts, and thoughts that translate experience without clinging.

 One set comes from the mind, and the other from essence. Surprised?

 When we habitually react, this comes from the conditioned mind. This is consciousness clinging to concepts stored, judges and reacts. It’s a sort of acquired programming, which we (distracted essence) replay and replay, fixing us as a caricature of conditioned responses. We then join a world full of programmed responses, walking about the planet like emotional robots, some with a low self image and some with an inflated self image. It all depends on into which class you place your self, through pride or inverted pride. It is all the same…this is the lot of a sentient beings.

 However. There are thought responses from essence that are not part of this mechanical mindset. Here, when we say ‘thoughts’, we really mean ‘pre-thoughts’. Before a thought fully blossoms into words and images, there is a recognition, a pre-cognition. This is not necessarily extrasensory perception, but just a knowing. When you see someone from a distance, by just the stance or outline we recognise that person but haven’t given a name to them yet. It’s like that.

 This is similar to having focused vision or panoramic vision. Usually when we look through our eyes, we see this and that in a 3D manner: everything appears solid, and we are hooked. The attention is constantly distracted.

 Here is where we can take a huge leap in meditation. Become aware of your peripheral vision – everything is seen at once. Nothing is identified. Everything is just seen, and the seeing is also seen. That ‘just seeing’, without fabricating or embellishing anything, is essence…pure awareness. Now, if something is needed, we then focus and identify, do what is beneficial and return to panoramic vision.

 To fine tune this, we merely recognise essence as emptiness, and are merely aware of awareness. Perception has refined to pure perception. So thoughts arise out of emptiness for the benefit of others …compassion.

 It is in meditation that we can perceive the difference between thoughts in the mind which distract us, and thoughts arising out of emptiness expressing itself (essence love). This is where our own mind becomes the teacher: it teaches us to recognise the difference, when we are caught and held. Meditation is fine tuning this. Watching videos, reading books, hearing others cannot do this for you…you have to do it. You have to see.

 The mind is for philosopher. Essence is for the Siddhi. Philosophers argue. Siddhis do not.

 Incidentally, when essence is recognised as clarity, mind also has clarity, increasing intelligence. We no longer become bound up in the mundane, but released in the supra-mundane.

 If this is difficult to understand, that’s okay: we just have to sort the subtle body out. This is where mantra, chanting, puja and yogic breathing exercises come to work as they calm the inner wind, settling the subtle body so that we can rest.

 

I forgot to mention about ordinary circling thoughts. These are thoughts and concepts we have picked up over time. In meditation we become like a doorman at a hotel, we acknowledge the guest as they arrive, but don’t follow them in!

 

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YOUR PATH

Your Path.

 This is a tricky subject.

It is said that, in absolute terms, the path does not exist, and nor does meditation or a meditator. However, we are not enlightened yet and so, relatively, they do exist.

 Once we achieve a degree of calmness and are able to focus, concentrate and be mindful, we arrive at awareness. From there, we rest in the awareness of awareness…and emptiness. No path, no meditation, no meditator.

 Until then, we need to recognise the path; our path. Much will depend on our previous associations, education, temperament and capacity. Anyone we talk to about meditation and spirituality will have their own bias. And here, we get involved in the use of language, which can either clarify or confuse.

 Much will depend on synchronicity – what comes up in your life – karma!

 It could be based on the Vedanta, Buddhism, Theism, non-Theism etc. It could be a word, a name an image that attracts you, that leads you onto a path – a system, according to your karmic tendencies. Even then, within those paths, there are divisions or levels. One may call oneself one thing but display tendencies of another. Even when meeting people who are following the same system, after the exchange of a few words, there is a realisation that you are not on the same path.

One may hear people talking about high falluting principles, but they are still actually talking about themselves.

 OK…here’s the tricky part, and I’ll take myself as an example. Whatever system I’ve entered, I’ve experienced aversion to people – “Bonkers, the lot of ’em!” So, my path is aversion. It’s an illusion, but still my path…which exists only in my reactions. The antidote to this is, of course, compassion.

 This is where we go deeper. Applying compassion is only a temporary solution, as I will have to keep re-applying it whenever I meet ‘People’. Better to use the reaction itself!

 Here I am revealing my own bias to Tibetan Dzogchen training. The very moment a reaction of aversion arises in the mind, the mind lights up, creating a luminous space – empty essence! The negative emotion reveals wisdom. If not recognised then – in the second milli-moment – the “I” takes over, creating dislike or even hatred. In the following moment, there is a reaction to that dislike or hatred, and aggression arises. The same principle applies to all the emotions.

 And this is why the basic meditation of clarity is so important, and should not be dismissed: it is this that stops the mental, karmic looping.

 All our illusory emotions are our path: it is said there are 84.000 of them stemming from the main three: desire, aversion and ignorance (which, in turn, stem from not recognising one’s true nature). Even though we can repeat words, will still have work to do…everyone – and every alien – knows this!

 To illustrate (and here I’m using words that are translated from Tibetan and Sanskrit): there is Ground, Path and Fruition.

Ground is our true nature.
Path is our confusion about our true nature.
Fruition is recognising that the Path never existed, and that we were the ground all along.

 

We have to walk before we can run
but we don’t have keep walking
when we can run!

 Between you and me,
I spent twenty five years walking
when I should have been running

According to my teacher,
I was stuck in idiot meditation.

 I was extremely angry.
Then everything changed!

 

 

 

 

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SELF-CONTROLLED?

Self-controlled?

Our-self is controlling us.
Our-self is an academic acquisition that is programmed to react.
Compassion is not an  academic subject.

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DOING BETTER IS IMPOSSIBLE

Doing Better is Impossible

 Doing better is impossible. Doing better is judgemental, and is therefore driven by desire and aversion. In that driven state of mind there is no end to bettering. “I must improve myself, I must improve others.”

If we want to do better,
better to let be.

When recognised, mind and essence are naturally clear. If this was not so, we’d miss our mouth every time to tried to put food into it! We are this clarity – pure awareness. We do not have to do better: pure awareness naturally sees. Then, through compassion, and through this mind and body, pure awareness may act…or not.

When clarity sees the sky it just sees. When it tastes, it just tastes. When it hears, it just hears. It (we) does not have a problem: when clarity is recognised, there is no doubt.

External and inner appearances are the way they are, due to causes and conditions. There is no point in trying to change the world. It’s far too complicated…impossible! We are in a collective confusion.

 Something, however, is obscuring our natural clarity. “ ‘I’ want things better.” In this wanting, we subtly create trouble for ourselves and others around us. We jump in feet first. “Hey ‘I’ can improve this!” when all that is actually needed is space – generous compassionate space. Compassionate communication is a reminder of this space.

 This allows those causes and conditions, which are the obscurations, to be seen clearly. This is meditation. First, we have to recognise what it is that wants to make things better: compassion or ego.

 

Ego says,“I experience stillness.”

Pure awareness says, “ ”

 

 

 

 

 

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MEDITATION PRACTICE

Meditation Practice

 Meditation is merely recognising and maintaining one’s true nature,
so you don’t actually have to meditate.
But let’s be honest,
we forget most of the time,
and so a little effortless discipline is handy!

 Before we can meditate, we have to know why we are meditating. Of course, we can meditate just to relax and feel good, and that is a start. But then meditation can become a life style, too precious and not to be interrupted…we find interruptions make us angry, when the whole point is to loosen up.

 Meditation is familiarisation with one’s true being, which cuts through our conceptual emotional prison.

 Sanskrit words have to be used. This is in order that we all know what we are talking about, as these words have not yet been formalised in English, and there is risk of watering down their meaning. Sanskrit is a spiritual language and carries power: that is why it is used in mantras (interestingly, the Tibetan language is based on Sanskrit).

 There are many approaches to meditation. The main one is meditation called Shamata – calm abiding. Then we progress to Vipashyana – insight meditation – which gradually reveals the “nature of mind”, our true nature. Here we are talking about the basics, but there are finer levels and other forms of meditation: Devotion, Compassion, and Analytical.

 To go further, we have to follow a system or teacher. I know some people hate this idea, but believe me, on our own we will merely get stuck and go round in circles: many think they are already enlightened…big mistake! The path we choose is what helps us clear our confusion…our confusion is our path.

 To proceed, we need to practise, and then the questions refine. Otherwise the search for truth merely stays at a conceptual level, and we cannot break out of this fixed mindset. Gradually, we will connect with the inner teacher – in-tuition -seeing all outer and inner phenomena as the teacher.

 Bum on Cushion

 Before starting, we need to sit up straight (so as not to restrict the channels in the body), and relax. Take three deep breaths and expel as much stale air as possible (there is a practice of breathing through alternate nostrils, but it’s best to see someone actually do this).

 As long as you are relaxed and your back is straight, you can sit on a chair or cushion. Sitting straight helps with natural breathing and flow, and keeps your mind alert. The feet can either be placed on the thighs (if you can), or just one foot on one thigh, or crossed legged in front, one in front of the other, so as not to cause them to go numb. Some kneel with a cushion or seat under the bum (Zen style). Lying down is possible, but one tends to go to sleep 🙂

 Hands on lap or thighs. Eyes slightly open, or open (closed is okay, but we have to focus, or we will tend to drift off). Nothing forced. Everything relaxed. Facial muscles relaxed! The senses are wide open.

 Shamata meditation focuses on the breath. Merely noticing the inhalation and exhalation, thoughts will come – just return to watching the breath. The thoughts may seem to get worse. They are not – you are just noticing more! The point here is that it is your time to relax, rest and be at peace. The body is still, and gradually the mind becomes still…but aware! You can go back to thinking later. This is called Shamata with support.

 Sometimes, we find ourselves in a vacant state, a dreamy state, which can be mistaken for meditation, but it’s not. It is a state of ignorance…not knowing. When we are day dreaming, we are cut off from our senses, and from what is around us.

 Mind training.

 If the mind is wild, we can be more precise.

Take a breath as normal, and breathe out. On the exhalation, count 1. Breath in again, and exhale, counting 2 and so on. This can be repeated 10, 21 or even 108 times -10 is good enough! The main point is that if a thought comes in and we get lost in distraction, then simply return to 1 and start again. Don’t rush this practice: allow a short pause between breaths.

Once we are more or less comfortable with watching the breath, we come to Shamata without support. This is simply noticing that at the end and beginning of each breath, there is a gap. In that gap, we rest naturally. The body then does its own thing…breathing. There is a still ‘nowness’ present, and the senses remain wide open. With the senses wide open and the sense of nowness, one can take the meditation into daily life. One experiences moments of spaciousness.

 It is best to acquire a routine, in the morning and evening, for say twenty minutes. To find the time, you may have to get up a little earlier, just before sunrise.

 Even though we may engage in advanced practices, we shouldn’t forget this vital basic practice. So as not to get too attached to the practice, take a moment’s break, now and again. It is funny that, in those breaks, real meditation takes place!

 The point of meditation practice is that we cannot think of two things at the same time…and this will bring us on to the use of mantra.

This blog has been going for one year today…hooray! I never thought it would last.

 

 

 

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MEDITATION CONTINUED

Meditation continued.

Meditation has no characteristics or special culture. We merely tame the mind, and recognises our true nature. We can learn the basics of meditation to help calm the mind, and then we have a choice to make. Do we stay on our own, or find a teacher and follow a system?

 If we go our own way, there are many traps into which we can fall. In following a system, it will be well trodden and there is much guidance (no, they are not mind controllers…you are!). If one chooses to let go of a system, or change systems, one is free to do so. If we have choices, then we can change!

 Much depends on synchronicity and our own leanings. Remember – our path is our own confusion, which has to be cleared, and only we can do that.

 Systems have a language, a way of describing some thing.. or no thing. They tend to use sanskrit words as there is not an English equivalent. Sanskrit is a spiritual language and is used in mantras. Interestingly, the Tibetan language is based on Sanskrit.

 My leaning is towards Tibetan Buddhism and the Dzogchen tradition, which is similar to Advaita or Zen (one reason to use these words is so that you may look them up on the internet and check them out for yourself).

 As I am Dzogchen, my writing will have that flavour – which is empty compassionate awareness. You must follow your heart: just remember not to argue with another’s path, as they will describe the same thing differently…so be it. At the end it is all the same, but before that, things can get a bit sticky!

 The most important thing is knowing why you meditate. That will sustain you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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MEDITATION

Meditation

(As it’s the new year we might as well start from scratch.)

Meditation is being ordinary.

If we look at the mind, we find it runs all over the place. The ordinary observer – the awareness – gets distracted, and we are hardly ever in the present moment.

But who are we?

We are that which is aware of these circling thoughts, and is distracted by them. If we don’t calm down, we will merely be caught up in this vicious cycle of existence. So we need to cut through this madness and find our sanity.

This is what meditation is about – calming down, and being more aware at the same time. The highest meditation is simply being aware of awareness.

We simply focus on the breath. Just be aware of the breath – the inhalation and the exhalation. Thoughts will come. Just let them go.
It’s your time to rest in the now (this is known as using the breath as a support).

Gradually, we become aware that at the end of an exhalation and before the next inhalation, there is a gap. We become more aware of the gap. The body is still breathing, but we become aware of just resting in that space. All the senses are open. We merely rest in awareness (this is meditation without support).

This is meditation…more or less!

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