Three Reasons To Meditate
To be aware of distracting thoughts.
To be aware of the awareness
of distracting thoughts.
To be aware that the awareness
of distracting thoughts
is free from distracting thoughts.
That’s clarity for you!
🙂
Three Reasons To Meditate
To be aware of distracting thoughts.
To be aware of the awareness
of distracting thoughts.
To be aware that the awareness
of distracting thoughts
is free from distracting thoughts.
That’s clarity for you!
🙂
Sentient Beings Are Creatures of Habit
We are creatures of addiction, dependence, craving, compulsion, fixation, enslavement; monkey-see money-do. It’s our weakness. It’s ‘what’s best for me’. We have our routine – orders from our karmic repository. Habit is our personal programme. When we live in our world of ‘me’, compassion for others beyond ‘me and mine’ is rare. It’s a little unpleasant to say the least, as it gives rise to so many negative emotions. We become an imitation, a stereotypical caricature of exaggerated characteristics giving rise to comic, grotesque effects which seem normal.
Loving compassion really does change all this.
We become aware of others more than ourselves
as there is no knowing what may turn up.
One of the causes of suffering is change – we don’t like it!
In genuine confidence, we are open when change occurs.
In compassionate confidence there is nothing to defend
as nothing is expected.
More Interested In The Manifestation Than The Truth
An image is a reflection in the mind.
This image can either awaken us or divert from the truth.
The truth is the pure perception, not the thing perceived.

The funny thing is, perception and reflection
cannot be separated!

How Did The Buddha Become Enlightened?
He became unstuck.
Letting go is not being stuck on any thing or idea – or even a personal identity – and therefore our nature stays pure. Of course, we are not enlightened yet, but we can still appreciate this principle.
‘Ego’ is a fabrication of acquired, fixated ideas and has no reality.
‘Egolessness’ doesn’t mean we cannot do anything. We can be very creative but we just don’t need to cling to self-importance, as it limits experience.
Ego: a person’s clinging to a sense of self-importance, from Latin, literally ‘I’.
Feeling Smothered With Others’ Fixations…
This a feeling of being stifled by collective consciousness. We may feel despondent and in low spirit, and it’s important to acknowledge what is going on. People are governed by their karma of fixated ideas. They want to fit in, and are merely acting to type, becoming caricatures.
Unfortunately – and fortunately –
the more we see,
the more we see!
And that is the answer;
get used to it.
Now There’s a Feeling Of Loneliness…
This a feeling of not being stifled by collective consciousness. We may feel despondent and in low spirit, and it’s important to acknowledge what is going on. We are governed by our karma of fixated ideas. We want to fit in, and act to type, becoming caricatures.
Unfortunately – and fortunately –
the more we see,
the more we see!
And that is the answer;
get used to it.
Light And Its Reflection
The source of light/clarity is more powerful
than the reflection upon which light/clarity shines.
We – the light/clarity – are inseparable
from the en-light-ened state.
So what went wrong?
Light/clarity believed more in its reflection than its true nature,
and so separated from its true nature.
And so this brings us to the question of God…
Eugenics v Enlightenment
Eugenics: the science of improving a population by controlled breeding to increase the occurrence of desirable heritable characteristics.
Enlightenment: the wisdom of spiritual insight attained through awareness which frees a person from ignorance of desirable heritable characteristics.
The Dilemma Of Secrecy
The Dharma teachings are vast, simple and complex, and all centre around one point; pure compassionate awareness.
Some regard the finer aspects of the teachings as secret. In fact, there is a very compassionate reason for this. Some regard the teachings as self secret, as people can only understand what they understand, the rest sounding like gobbledygook.
Here is the dilemma:
If people are introduced to high teachings and ‘don’t get it’ they may switch off from any further progression, thinking it is far too difficult. On the other hand if they think, “I get it”, they may also switch off from progressing to deeper stability, as they remain in a concept of the teachings.
We have to be aware of these possibilities. And – this is very important – when communicating with others we have to be mindful of saying too much or too little. People can become easily upset, and that can turn to hatred. However, we can’t please everyone – even Buddhists!
Compassion is a very skilful activity.
As the Buddha said, “Not too tight and not too loose.”
He really did know what he was talking about!
Gobbledygook: language that is meaningless or is made unintelligible by excessive use of technical terms.
Are We Looking For More?
If so, we have gone too far;
we need to back up and review what we already know.
One of the purposes of this blog is to share experiences of how the mind can work for us, so that we may clarify our own understanding. The mind actually does become our teacher – it reflects what we need to know! That’s the meaning of the unity of the two truths; seeing imbalance, balance is restored.
For the last few days, I’ve been having a problem with the idea of “rainbow body” where, at death, some are said to leave the body in rainbow light. Some leave behind just nails and hair, some a 3cm relic or white pills. Exciting stuff, but my mind just goes blank at such things. How relevant is this to us at this moment? If there are those who can do this, they are highly advanced practitioners: we are not. Like you, I’ve only read of such stories.
Everything must go step by step. This is how we progress. We uncover the true meaning. The simplest sounding teachings are extremely powerful. As our perception changes, so does the value of the very same teachings – same words, exalted meaning. That is what we can miss if we want something outside our present understanding. All we have to do is look, and the dots join up by themselves.
Let’s take again the Buddha’s advice:
Do good
Do no evil
Train the mind.
We could take this as:
Pat the dog
Don’t kick it
Break the habit of kicking!
Or
Share your chocolate.
Don’t keep it all for yourself.
Train in generosity…hoping she’ll give you some of hers!
Or
Remain in non duality.
Don’t move away from non duality.
Remain in purity of non duality.
This last one is relevant if we are in total isolation for a long time, and have proper instruction and understanding; those practitioners could possibly achieve a rainbow body.
Being Happy With Your Self
This is so important!
We are pure awareness.
Your self is ordinary awareness’s confused projection.
It is by virtue of this confused projection
that pure awareness is realised.
Gradually, confusion refines
and dawns as wisdom.
So be happy with your self!
We Are Beings Covered By Words
…!…
Tranquility
Words can have a synchronicity and energy. Suddenly, the synapses wire up and we get it!
Of course, we first we have to have been looking, which means practising of some sort, asking an inner question. This seems to happen when we are no longer satisfied with our present understanding. Our present understanding may be correct, but not complete…for us. This happened to me this morning; I was wondering whether I was trying too hard, or whether I was being lazy. And then I saw the word ‘tranquility’ which was synchronistic at that moment 😉
The nature of mind (our essential nature) is naturally tranquil. In all circumstances, this tranquility is present. When we acknowledge and recognise this, we no longer rush around chasing after some thing.
This is especially relevant in our daily conduct. The more tranquil and clear we are, the more efficient we are. The more we are in charge!
For tranquility, we don’t need tranquillisers. We become depressed because are trying to keep up with expectations, and feel a failure. We blame others or the situation, and spiral down into darkness, with someone there ready to get us a pill to dull our mind and senses.
The most interesting time to test our tranquility
is relating with others
which can be testing
😉
The nature of mind is naturally tranquil and clear,
and has always been so.
In the words of a man released from prison after nearly 30 years on death row in Alabama:
“I am a joyful person. I have a good sense of humour and that’s what kept me sane for the 30 years I was locked up.
“I couldn’t let them steal what I had left which was joy. They had robbed me of my 30s, my 40s and my 50s so if I get mad and hate them I’m letting them steal my joy.”
“I’m taking one step at a time and just want to try to live within my own means, try to bring joy to someone else, live a fruitful life and just be happy”.
Mahamudra of Conduct
(In Karma Kagyu, essence is known as ‘Mahamudra. In Nyingma, it is called ‘Rigpa’)
If we have a feeling of not making progress in meditation training, it is because we are not applying the result of meditation in our daily conduct.
This is an account from Songs of Naropa by the Karma Kagyu teacher, Thrangu Rinpoche.
“ ‘All the good deeds and harmful actions
dissolve by simply knowing this nature.
the emotions are the great wisdoms.
Like a jungle fire, they are the yogi’s helpers.’
“These words are particularly suited to those who have understood the basic view and have realised it in actuality – those who have reached a high level of experience. Since we are beginners, it is not quite appropriate for us to follow these instructions to the letter. In the case of ordinary sentient beings, there is always something that we need to avoid or abandon.
“We may have tremendous interest in spiritual practice, in the Dharma. We may have pursued that interest and succeeded in meeting a qualified teacher, to the point where we have received profound instruction. We may even have put these into practice, and to some extent have had personal experience in the state of samadhi. All that is very well – it’s excellent. But maybe we are not really progressing in meditation training. We may feel, “I have practised meditation all these years and have not got genuine results; I haven’t reached fruition yet. Why is this?”
“It is because of not having ‘made use of the conduct’ in the sense of using every moment in our lives as part of the training.
“The conduct hasn’t taken effect. Remember the quotation from Gampopa: ‘Although our view is as high as the sky, be scrupulously careful in your actions and behaviour.’ Regardless of whether or not we have realised a very high view and experienced the natural state, be careful in what we accept and reject.”
Turning Arrows Into Flowers
On the night that the Buddha attained enlightenment, he sat under a tree. While he was sitting there, the forces of Mara shot arrows at him to distract him from becoming enlightened; he merely turned their arrows into flowers.
It’s a story to illustrate the continuity of pure awareness.
Mara does not exist. The arrows do not exist and the flowers do not exist…and the Buddha does not exist. Instead of fighting these mental obstacles, we can realise their – and our – true nature.
Everything has the nature of emptiness.
The forces of Mara/demons are obstacles in the mind (desire, aversion and ignorance) that create confusion and doubt about our true nature. This pattern of demonic negative behaviour is familiar to us all, and like the Buddha, it is possible for us to turn these arrows into flowers.
As Christ said, “Turn the other cheek”; in other words, stop reacting to appearances in the mind.
Health and Safety Warning: if a physical arrow is aimed at us, we still duck! 🙂
The Story Of Buddha and The Evil One…it’s a story…to illustrate a point.
The Evil One made blazing rocks and hurled them at the hero. They sped through the air but changed when they came near the tree, and fell, not as rocks, but flowers.
Mara then commanded his army to loose their arrows at his enemy, but the arrows also turned into flowers. The army rushed at the hero, but the light he diffused acted as a shield to protect him; swords were shivered, battle-axes were dented by it, and whenever a weapon fell to the ground, it too at once changed into a flower.
And, suddenly filled with terror at the sight of these prodigies, the soldiers of the Evil One fled.
And Mara wrung his hands in anguish, and he cried:
“What have I done that this man should defeat me? For they are not a few, those whose desires I have granted! I have often been kind and generous! Those cowards who are fleeing could bear witness to that.”
The troops that were still within hearing answered:
“Yes, you have been kind and generous. We will bear witness to that.”
“And he, what proof has he given of his generosity?” continued Mara. “What sacrifices has he made? Who will bear witness to his kindness?”
Whereupon a voice came out of the earth, and it said:
“I will bear witness to his generosity.”
Mara was struck dumb with astonishment. The voice continued:
“Yes, I, the Earth, I, the mother of all beings, will bear witness to his generosity. A hundred times, a thousand times, in the course of his previous existences, his hands, his eyes, his head, his whole body have been at the service of others. And in the course of this existence, which will be the last, he will destroy old age, sickness and death. As he excels you in strength, Mara, even so does he surpass you in generosity.”
And the Evil One saw a woman of great beauty emerge from the earth, up to her waist. She bowed before the hero, and clasping her hands, she said:
“O most holy of men, I bear witness to your generosity.”
Then she disappeared.
And Mara, the Evil One, wept because he had been defeated.
Material Wealth And Spiritual Wealth
We are told that material wealth filters down.
It doesn’t; it filters up!
It is knowledge that filters down.
Unfortunately, knowledge may be used to illuminate or to confuse.
When used to benefit self in a selfish way, it becomes material wealth.
When used to benefit others in a wisdom way, it becomes spiritual wealth.
There are two aspects to the Buddha’s teaching:
realisation of our true nature (empty awareness),
and purifying the confusion obscuring that true nature.
When knowledge filters down as manipulation (mara propaganda),
it destroys the wisdom of our true nature.
It keeps us confused.
When knowledge filters down as wisdom,
it liberates us from this confusion.
Mara confusion comes in the guise of fear, pleasure and ignorance.
Wisdom comes in the guise of realising
that the true nature of fear, pleasure and ignorance
is wisdom itself!
How?
Mara attacks on wisdom are like
flaming arrows turning to flowers.
These flaming arrows merely enlighten the mind.
This is why wisdom wealth
is more powerful than material wealth.
“If You Meet The Buddha On The Road, Kill Him”
This can be so easily misunderstood – and is.
It means that if we meet the Buddha (or any deity) on our path of confusion, drop the idea that reality is ‘out there’. The only Buddha we will find is the nature of our own mind.
Believers and non-believers
believe their minds are reality.
Knowers, in realising the Buddha’s wisdom,
do not believe their minds are reality.
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Be Your Own Teacher
…but don’t make up a teaching.
The following is taken from Rainbow Painting by Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche:
“The great teacher, Atisha, explained four aims:
“ Aim your mind at the Dharma.
Aim your Dharma practice at simple living
Aim at simple living for your entire life.
Aim your death at solitude.”
“He also said, ‘Keep a low seat,’ and ‘Be your own teacher’:
Be your own teacher.
‘Be your own guard.
Do not remain in a situation where you must always take orders from others.
Live in a way that allows you to rely on yourself.
If you live like this, you have the possibility of being a pure practitioner.’
“The great master Atisha himself lived by these principles and achieved great accomplishments. We should try our best to apply as much as we can to his advice.
“Once you decide to practise the Dharma, carry it through to the end, otherwise it as Patrul Rinpoche said, ‘When young we are controlled by others and cannot practise. Usually, until people are about 17 or 18 years of age, they must take orders from their parents or remain stuck in school or at home. They cannot just walk off and practise. In adulthood, we chase after objects of pleasure and cannot practise. When we are old, we lose our physical strength and cannot practise. Alas, alas, what do we do now?’
“So if we want to practise, we should make up our minds how to do so. It is best if we can be perfectly pure, wholehearted practitioners. If not, at least try to embody part of what has just been mentioned, or at the very least, take to heart a single piece of this advice.
“The result of meditation training is that disturbing emotions such as aggression, attachment and dullness steadily decrease. This is a real sign of meditation practice.”
Mundane and Supra-mundane
Try counting your breath (exhalations) for 108 times without following thoughts (if you can’t cope with 108, just try 10!). If you get lost, start at one again. This really does focus the mind, and it can be a shock to realise how easily the mind is distracted. We may have acquired some highfalutin ideas – ‘high Dharma’ – but we need to come down to earth, and be able to concentrate; that is why and when we come to our senses, as they are the tool to pure perception and make us feel more alive.
We will see how often we get distracted by thoughts – ordinary mundane thoughts. We find that we are more interested in these thoughts than being free of them. That is the prison we are in, and all we are being asked to do is… just breathe naturally. You have to breathe anyway!
What is important is seeing the problem – that we prefer the prison.
This is the difference between being ordinary-ordinary and extraordinary-ordinary.
We need constant reminding to see the difference.
This is possibly why teachers, monks and nuns wear ‘unique’ clothing – something that identifies them as not being part of mundane life and is a constant reminder. Western do the same in some ways. Of course, this idea of separation can become mundane
Just a ‘habit’! 🙂
Following thoughts is so easy; we have become used to this pretty chain around our neck-mind.
How do we break this chain? By recognition!
The moment of recognition is the moment of freedom…until we forget again.
It takes effort to become supra-mundane. Then we can breathe naturally without effort.
The more we can recognise that we are imprisoned by our thoughts, the quicker we are free.
A breath of fresh air… just takes practice.
What Is “Emptiness Of Awareness”?
It’s the next step up from “awareness of emptiness”.
Logically, we can arrive at awareness of emptiness; emptiness means unadulterated. But the experience of emptiness is beyond logic and description. We need a glimpse that will ‘pull us through’.
Awareness is normally concerned with events, both outer and inner.
Through meditation, awareness becomes aware of itself.
Through deeper meditation, awareness find nothing to get hold of; it’s empty.
Finally, awareness unites with emptiness.
A glimpse of emptiness may be painful. Why? We realise how imprisoned we have become, by thoughts, concepts, fixations and emotions. They are the walls to our prison. Drop these and we (awareness) are free. The more we try to experience emptiness, the thicker the walls become. Sounds zen-y 😉 !
I still get caught up in the awareness of emptiness and how I am supposed to ‘be’, and feel guilty for it. This guilt comes from a feeling that I should be ritualistic like other students, but my temperament is to think laterally which irritates vertical thinkers; our temperament is something we have to live with – we’re not vegetables! We need to trust that whatever appears within empty awareness is merely playing itself out, exhausting karma. There is no need to ‘better’ ourselves.
Of course, we will get urges, and we can still have fun. It’s just a matter of not fixating, allowing inspiration to manifest in spontaneous joy. In empty awareness, anything is allowed to manifest; confidence arises from not taking it seriously. It’s the humour that dissolves seeming reality.
You don’t have to believe anything you read. Just practise and meditate on the Buddha’s teachings…and find a authentic teacher who can empathise.
Adversity = Empathy = Compassion
…or can do, if we don’t claim to be a victim or blame others.
Of course we are victims and we can blame others,
but that is merely part of path-journey-uncovering.
The difference depends on whether we see ourselves as human beings
or spiritual beings in a human body.
We are suffering, although we may not notice. This is precisely what the nine yanas/levels are all about. Each level is satisfying until suddenly it isn’t, and then we notice that our understanding is incomplete – and there is that, albeit subtle, suffering again…thank goodness!
If things are going well for us and we are well adjusted to our life, then we have probably – definitely – missed the point. We have become probably – definitely – f***ed up! The Buddha’s first noble truth is recognising that we are suffering…and so are others.
I once said to my teacher, “I have empathy for those who suffer, and compassion for those who are happy”, with which he agreed, as he understood that I meant superficial happiness.
When we experience suffering of some sort we can then, as a spiritual beings, empathise with others who are experiencing the same sort of suffering. We are therefore able to be compassionate towards them. We know how it feels. We know, as spiritual beings, that sentient life is one of suffering precisely because, as ordinary beings, we ignore our true nature. We are ordinary beings when we are out of pure awareness; we may know clever things but we are still ordinary.
And so, when someone says they are happy, it’s a bit of a cover up. As sentient beings, we all say all sorts of things 😉
We do not get empathy and compassion from books. Spiritual awareness is born from recognising suffering. Once a problem has been identified then a solution can be found. The Buddha clearly saw this for himself when he stepped outside his palace and came into contact with old age, sickness and death.
We experience traumas, from the subtle to the deep, which leave an imprint on the mind. The deeper we understand this, the subtle our ability to deal with it.
Every day we read about the pain and pleasures of others and if we are not mindful, this same pain and pleasure can have an effect on us as well. The cause of our suffering is distraction.
Life is adversity,
Adversity is our path.
Path is our confusion.
May confusion dawn as wisdom!
It’s A Destabilised World
It’s a destabilised world
run by destabilised people
destabilising everyone.
The antidote is recognition.
Knowing destroys not knowing.
A single lamp can illuminate a room
that has been in darkness
for a thousand years.
Is There Injustice In The World?
Yes!
From a Dharma point of view, whatever happens just is, according to our karma – our past actions. This will include actions and reactions from previous incarnations. This concept isn’t easy for everyone to accept, but we can see this in action in our life now. I poke you, so you poke me 😉
However, there is injustice in the world. There are those who callously manipulate situations and those who react. Unfortunately, this is: I poke you, so you poke me, so I can poke you again! Every day we read about injustice; a person in a uniform murders a civilian, protests arise and more killing ensues.
We do have to be aware that blatantly horrific acts are being carried out, often under the guise of being ‘the good of a country’. This doesn’t mean for the good of the people. Why? Because those who think that they own the world want to protect what they think they own – us!
There are more subtle horrific acts as well; fear mongering and pleasure mongering create hope and hatred. The knock-on effect of these can be seen in our every action.
It is a huge experiment on how hard people can be poked without them actually noticing and waking up. Our human nature is to survive; we put up with a situation because we are told it is for the common good. We hear politicians say, “We have to make tough decisions” but those tough decisions do not affect them!
The world is not just, as it is ego driven, but there is still individual kindness.
This is what turning the other cheek is all about; not reacting, not consenting.
This is the best time for spiritual practice.
Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche wrote, in Rainbow Painting:
“During the age of strife, it seems as though people are seldom amiable; rather, they are always trying to outdo one another. This fundamental competitiveness has given rise to the name, “The Age of Strife” but this is exactly the reason that Vajrayana is so applicable to the present era. The stronger and more forceful the disturbing emotions are, the greater the potential for recognising our original wakefulness. In the era of Maitreya, everyone will be loving towards one another and they will not even hear the word ‘Vajrayana’ – there will not be any Vajrayana teachings.
“It is a fact that, at the very moment we are strongly caught up in thought forms or in the surging waves of an emotion – of anger for instance – it is much easier to recognise the naked state of awareness.
“This, of course, is not the case when one has trained in a very tranquil, placid state of meditation, where there are no thoughts or negative emotions. Then, due to what is called ‘the soft pleasure’, it is much more difficult to recognise the true state of non-dual mind.”
Not Forgetting Our True Nature
When pure awareness is forgotten, we are like ordinary people. We forget when awareness relates to ‘something’. When awareness is captured by ‘something’, this is a relating reality; absolute reality relating to something outside itself. A duality.
Pure awareness can relate to ‘something’ when it remains impartial (not captured), remaining in non duality.
Conduct is not forgetting our true nature. Once we recognise our true nature, which is non-meditation in meditation, then the continuity of that is our conduct in daily life. The less distraction in our lives, the easier it is not to be distracted. That’s what monks and nuns are about.
“So, I’m ordinary am I…?!”
Well, humans range in their capacity from very gross to very refined. Most are unaware that pure awareness is even taking place. We will know where we are by how quickly we remember that we are relating to an illusion – relating reality. The moment of recognition is the moment we are back in pure awareness!
By forgetting, we become ordinary.
How do we find our way back?
We relate to the world by pausing
and being impartial.
Pausing is like space.
This is emptiness
permeating everything.
The Dharma Is Not Over There
It is funny how, during practice, some insight may occur, usually as a subtle change in understanding. Take the words Ground, Path and Fruition. They are referred to as:
Ground = our true nature
Path = our confusion about that true nature
Fruition = realising that the confusion about our true nature never existed
Reading this is instructive but it somehow feels ‘over there’, a bit of knowledge to be tucked away for future reference. In fact, any translation contaminates the actual experience. Words are only a rough idea. This is why some prefer the word ‘shunyata’ to ’emptiness’; in using the word ‘shunyata’ there is nothing to get hold of, whereas the word ’emptiness’ can have conceptual connotations. The knowledge of an apple is in the experience of taste, smell and sight and not in the name.
I’ll have to admit to not being totally sure about chanting in our native language, or in Tibetan or Sanskrit. We have to know the meaning of the words, but not be limited by that meaning, or it could feel like a lucky charm. Whether chanting mantras changes the phenomenal world, I do not know, but life does seem to become more ‘fortunate’.
Back to Ground, Path and Fruition.
It suddenly occurred to me that Ground is emptiness, Path is awareness and Fruition is the unity of the two.
Remember: emptiness is absolute reality and awareness is relative reality.
Why is awareness relative reality? Every creature has awareness to survive; they use awareness constantly in order to relate to a situation. This use of awareness to relate to a situation maintains confusion; it is our belief that everything is real, and this makes us fight, fly or freeze. Not many creatures know their true nature of emptiness/shunyata – pure uncontaminated being. As we are humans, we need to be aware, but also be aware of our true nature if we are going to break out of the cycle of The Three F’s of fight, flight and freeze!
The Dharma is never ‘over there’,
a million miles away.
The Dharma is realising
we are pure…awareness.
Ground is emptiness.
Path is awareness and
Fruition is the unity of the two.
That is not ‘over there’.
The mind may not find this change in perception to be very important , and no big deal. Its only important to the individual who realises this; the practicality of the Buddha’s teachings. The teachings are a generalisation until we put them into practice, and then they become very precise.
As previously stated, there are nine levels of understanding (yana), each complete in itself. From Rainbow Painting by Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche:
“Each of these vehicles from the very beginning, feels that it is putting the genuine, authentic view into practice and not a false one. But when viewed from the vehicle above, it appears that the viewpoint of the vehicle below is incomplete; this principle applies all the way up through the eight yanas. Whenever one regards this view from the vantage point of Mahamudra, Dzogchen or the ultimate Madyamika, these views are all seen to possess subtle concepts.”
Same words, superior meaning. A change in perception could indicate a change in yana.
I Am Not Good Enough
In trying to be perfect, we create obstacles to understanding perfection that already exists. We are already perfect.
In ordinary life, this perfection is obscured. Forgotten.
When we engage on a spiritual path, we wish to find perfection, and often feel a failure because perfection has not been explained succinctly in order for us to have experiential understanding (I sometimes wonder whether systems make us feel like failures, keeping us in nappies – see Spiritual Nappy Rash 😉 ).
If we don’t feel good enough, then perfection has not been explained properly. As a result, we become ritualistic, copying everyone else. We go through the act of perfection. This is the system of step-by-step uncovering. However, because of a lack of true understanding of what the ultimate goal of perfection is, we become bound up in trying to perfect each step; this creates an obstacle of believing “I’m not good enough yet!”. Here we can be fixated on perfecting the practice, and find that we are stuck in what my teacher calls “idiot meditation”. I was stuck for twenty five years…and acknowledgement of this was painful.
Of course we are not good enough yet, as we haven’t realised what is meant by ‘perfection’! There is also a sort of spiritual control and competitiveness going on, with projections of “See how good I am!” We then meet the huge obstacle of “Do I have to be like them?”!
We have enough problems
with our own inferiority complex
to have to put up with this crap as well!
There is another path of direct seeing for ourselves.
This direct seeing gives immediate confidence and a sense of relief. This brings unshakeable joy, and true compassion. Nobody can ever pull the wool over our eyes ever again.
Here it is.
Sometimes the mind is clear. Sometimes the mind is dull. Sometimes the mind is full of activity. Sometimes the mind is depressed. Sometimes the mind is loving. Sometimes the mind hates.
Know that whatsoever appears in the mind, awareness is naturally present.
The true nature of awareness is pure emptiness, always remaining uncontaminated. That’s it! Whatsoever is written on the page, know that it is seen only by virtue of the clear, uncontaminated page. That’s it! We don’t need rituals to be aware; it’s forever present. It’s perfect.
There is nothing more. This perfection merely perceives thoughts and memories from the past; the recognition of these is a stirring in space/emptiness which merely brightens awareness. As long as awareness does not follow the memories, trying to create a future, it remains at peace. Losing awareness in concepts and emotions is merely karma at work; this contaminates the process but not perfection itself. Getting lost in thoughts – losing awareness of awareness – merely delays our progress.
Everything is perfect as it is.
Whether recognition is slow or immediate,
it is still perfect.
We are more than good enough.
Do What Is Meaningful To You
Spiritual paths are full of helpful symbolism. However, the symbols must mean something to us. If they do not, then the symbols work as an illusory crutch to which we adhere and become reliant, and they are therefore an obstacle.
Of course, the symbols help us to remember, but we have to know what it is we are being reminded to remember! At death, remembering symbols and mantras is not the real thing. Pure awareness is the real thing. Pure awareness sees everything as a pure projection.
What is symbolic to one
may not be symbolic to another.
Doing something mechanically is ‘being’ fixated.
The mechanics are the support.
When pure awareness is recognised,
the support is no longer needed.
Let go!
A Real Friend
A real friend talks about real things.
A spiritual friend talks about the non-reality of ‘real things’.
A super-duper spiritual friend talks about what is real
within the non-reality of things.
What Is The Magic In Spontaneous Presence?
It’s in trust!
Trust is acceptance of the truth of a statement, without evidence or investigation. Through a thorough understanding of theory and implied inferences, we can freely take the leap into the unknown.
Magic is the spark of clarity
that turns the mundane
into the sublime.
Trust is dropping all expectations and assumptions about the evidence of others, and just trusting in the experience. We are in free fall. Because of dropping preconceived ideas, there is the immediate clarity of spontaneous presence. There is a feeling of ‘knowingness’ in ‘unknowing’.
This is the eureka moment of joy or satisfaction when we discover something saught.
It seems to just happen.
It happened when we gave up looking!
One hears of fantastical stories from the past, but that was the past. Nowadays, if we can just break free from the cycle of habitual fixations – that’s pretty damn magical! If that can include others, then life has become fruitful, and we can die in contentment.
In this day and age, if we have turned an ordinary mundane life into sublime understanding suffused with unconditional love, that is magic. Whether people are able to fly or leave footprints in rock is not relevant today: what is of value now is spontaneous presence.
Gaining Certainty In Spirituality
What is spirituality? It is pure-awareness. Pure-awareness is timeless spontaneous presence. There is nothing else; that is non duality.
When pure awareness turns its attention outward, it is relating to things and ideas; this ‘relating’ is relative reality. It is a duality.
Pure awareness is not a church, temple, monastery, robes, monks or nuns, prayers, text, commentaries. These are representations of pure awareness.
If it wasn’t for pure awareness, none of these would be known.
Spirituality is pure awareness.
That’s it, that’s it, that’s it!
Recognise, have confidence and resolve that there is no other.
Garab Dorje:
Hitting The Essence In Three Words
Recognise, gain Confidence and Resolve.
1 .Decide upon One Thing, and One Thing Only
2. Introducing Directly the Face of Rigpa Itself
3. Confidence Directly in the Liberation of Rising Thoughts
Here is a full explanation by Patrul Rinpoche.
Hitting the Essence in Three Words
“The Special Teaching of the Wise and Glorious King”
The Commentary
Homage to the incomparable lord of compassion, my root master, in all his kindness!
In order to explain, in a few crucial points, how to take to heart the practice of view, meditation and action, first of all, as the lama embodies completely the Buddha, Dharma and Saṅgha simply to pay homage to him alone is to pay homage to all sources of refuge everywhere. And so: “Homage to the master!”
Now for the main subject: If you take the practice to heart, while recognizing that the root and lineage masters are all inseparable from the true nature of your mind, this embodies the actual practice of view, meditation and action. So view, meditation and action are explained here by relating them to the meaning of the root and lineage masters’ names.
First, the View is the realization that all the infinite appearances (rabjam) of saṃsāra and nirvāṇa, in their entirety, are perfectly contained and by nature equal within the all-encompassing space of the vast expanse (longchen) of buddha nature, which is the true nature of reality, free from any elaboration or complexity. And so: “The view is Longchen Rabjam: infinite, vast expanse”.
This view of the freedom from all elaboration is realized conclusively with the wisdom (khyen) that is the insight of vipaśyanā; and to rest evenly and one-pointedly in that state of śūnyatā, without ever separating from the skilful means of the śamatha of loving compassion (tsé), is the meditation that unites emptiness and compassion. So, “Meditation is Khyentse Özer: rays of wisdom and love”.
Action is to be imbued with such a view and meditation and then to practise the six perfections so as to benefit others, in keeping with the ways of the bodhisattvas, “the new shoots of the buddhas”. So, “Action is Gyalwé Nyugu, that of the bodhisattvas”.
To show how fortunate is the person who practises such view, meditation and action, “One who practises in such a way,”
Those who are able to seclude themselves in an isolated retreat, put aside the worldly cares and activities of this life and practise single-mindedly, will gain liberation—in their very lifetime—in the ground of primordial purity. So, “May well attain enlightenment in this very life”.
And in the next life you will go from happiness to happiness. So, “And even if not, what happiness! What joy! A la la!”
In order to explain, step by step, such a beneficial view, meditation and action, first I wish to set out at greater length how to take to heart and practise the view. And “As for the view, Longchen Rabjam,”
The entire meaning of this is imparted in this advice on the three words, for when they hit the essence of the practice, delusion is put to death. So: “Three statements strike the vital point”.
I. Introducing Directly the Face of Rigpa Itself
First is the method of introducing the view that has not yet been revealed. Generally speaking, there are many ways of bringing the view to realization. In the sūtrayāna path of dialectics the method of lung rig is employed; that is, using the scriptural authority of the teaching of Buddha and the great masters, and through logic and reasoning, arriving at the realization of the view.
According to the common approach of Secret Mantrayāna, by means of the wisdom of example in the third empowerment, one is introduced to the real, ultimate wisdom in the fourth empowerment. Here, according to the special approach of the great masters of the practice lineage, the nature of mind, the face of rigpa, is introduced in and upon the very dissolution of conceptual mind.
Amidst the churning waves of delusory thinking, the gross arising thoughts which run after the objects of perception obscure the actual face of mind’s true nature. So even if it were introduced, you would not recognize it. Therefore, in order to allow these gross discursive thoughts to settle and clear, “First, relax and release your mind”,
However, leaving your own mind relaxed and uncontrived is itself the wisdom of clear light. So paths that are contrived can never bring you to the realization of your true nature, and to signify that this uncontrived co-emergent wisdom is there, present within you: “Neither scattered, nor concentrated, without thoughts”.
When you are a beginner, even if you maintain mind’s fundamental state, resting naturally, it will not be possible for you to avoid fixation on the many experiences such as ‘bliss’, ‘clarity’ and ‘non-conceptuality’ that come in the state of calm and stillness: “While resting in this even state, at ease”.
To free yourself from the ‘cocoon’ of attachment-to-experience, lay bare the all-penetrating rigpa and reveal explicitly its true state, “Suddenly let out a mind-shattering phaṭ!”,
Since it is vital to cut through the flow of arising thoughts, and destroy meditation made by the mind, the sound ‘phaṭ!’ should be fierce, forceful and abrupt: “Fierce, forceful, and abrupt. How amazing (emaho)!”
At this moment, you are free from all fixed notions of what mind might be, and liberation itself is actualized: “There is nothing there: transfixed in wonder,”
In that state of dharmakāya, devoid of any reference or reliance whatsoever, all-penetrating, naked awareness dwells, just as it is, as the wisdom that transcends the mind, and so: “Struck by wonder (hedawa), and yet all is transparently clear (zang tal lé)”.
This all-penetrating, unimpeded awareness is the key point of inexpressible and naturally inherent wisdom, beyond all extremes such as rising and ceasing, existing and non-existing, and so beyond words and out of reach of mental enquiry. “Fresh, pure and sudden, so beyond description:”
The crucial point here is that rigpa, which abides as the ground of dharmakāya, is the primordial purity of the path of the yogins, the absolute view of freedom from all elaboration. Until you recognize this one point, then whatever meditation or practice you do, you can never get beyond a fabricated mind-made view and meditation. The difference between this and the approach of the natural Dzogpachenpo is greater than that between earth and sky, as it does not possess the essential point—the unceasing flow of clear light, which is non-meditation. So it is most important, first of all, to recognize this and this alone, and: “Recognize this as the pure awareness of dharmakāya”.
This, then, is the first of the three words which hit the essence. If the view has not been introduced and recognized, there is nothing to maintain in meditation. This is why it is so important, first and foremost, to be introduced to the view.
And since the natural, inherent wisdom is introduced as something natural and inherent in you, it is neither to be sought elsewhere, nor is it something that you did not have before, and that now arises newly in your mind. So: “The first vital point is: introducing directly the face of rigpa in itself”.
II. Decide upon One Thing, and One Thing Only
Now to give a more detailed explanation of how to take the practice of meditation to heart:
In a natural state of rest, all the time and in any situation, let your meditation be like the continuous flow of a river.
Without cultivating stillness or suppressing the movement of thought, simply maintain the recognition that when stillness occurs, it is the dharmakāya’s own face, and when movement arises, it is the inherent power of wisdom. And: “Then, whether in a state of movement or stillness,”
From the energy of mind’s thinking come negative emotions like anger and attachment that constitute the truth of the origin of suffering, as well as feelings like happiness and sorrow, which constitute the truth of suffering itself. Yet whatever experiences arise, if you can realize that the true nature of these thoughts and emotions is the very nature of reality, they will be just the flow of dharmakāya. And so: “Of anger or attachment, happiness or sorrow,”
Furthermore, generally speaking, even though you may have recognized the view, if you do not sustain it in meditation, and you slip into the ordinary proliferation of delusion, the same old patterns of thought will bind you to saṃsāra. As a result, the Dharma and you become divorced, and you end up no different from an ordinary person. That is why you must never be apart from this supreme state of resting naturally in non-meditation, and why: “All the time, in any situation,”
Therefore, whether the mind is still, active or whatever, it is not a question of overcoming each individual negative emotion and thought with its own separate remedy. Instead, the sole remedy for whatever thought or emotion may occur, the one remedy for all, is the recognition of that view which was introduced before, and that alone: “Recognize that dharmakāya you recognized before,”
So, whatever thought or emotion arises, in itself it is no other than the wisdom of dharmakāya, and the true nature of these thoughts and emotions is the actual clear light of the ground of dharmakāya. When you recognize this, that is what is known as ‘the mother clear light present as the ground’.
To recognize your own nature in that view of the clear light of self-knowing rigpa introduced earlier by the master is what is known as ‘the path clear light of practice.’ To remain in the state where these two, the clear light of ground and path, are inseparable is known as ‘the meeting of mother and child clear light’. “And mother and child clear light, already acquainted, will reunite”.
In this way, always remind yourself of the view, which is the clear light recognized in you as your true nature. And as you are resting in that state, you should neither suppress nor indulge, neither accept nor reject, in any way, the thoughts and emotions that are its dynamic energy (tsal). This is a crucial point: “Rest in the aspect of awareness, beyond all description”.
When you maintain that state for a long time, as a beginner you will have experiences of bliss, clarity or non-conceptuality, which will mask the face of your true nature. So if you free it from this shell of attachment-to-experience, and lay bare the actual face of rigpa, then wisdom will shine out from within.
There is a saying:
The more its flow is interrupted,
The better the water in the mountain stream.
The more it is disrupted,
The better the meditation of the yogin.
So: “Stillness, bliss and clarity: disrupt them, again and again,”
“How to disrupt them?” you might ask. Whenever experiences of stillness, bliss or clarity arise, or feelings of joy, glee or delight, you must pulverize the shell of your attachment-to-experience, shattering it as if by a bolt of lightning, with the forceful sound of ‘phaṭ!’ which is the combination of ‘pha’, the syllable of skilful means that concentrates and gathers and ‘ṭa’, the syllable of prajna which cuts through. “Suddenly striking with the syllable of skilful means and wisdom”.
When you do not lose this vital point of personal experience, and you maintain that indescribable, all-penetrating rigpa, all the time and in every situation, formal meditation and post-meditation will no longer be distinct: “With no difference between meditation and post-meditation,”
That is why the meditation in sessions and the meditation when you are active during breaks are not separate: “No division between sessions and breaks,”
In this ‘great meditation with nothing to meditate on’, the continuous river-like yoga of inherent, even and all-pervasive wisdom, there is not even a hair’s breadth of anything to meditate on, nor an instant of distraction.
This is what is meant by the saying:
Neither do I ever meditate, nor am I ever separate from it;
So I have never been separate from the true meaning of ‘non-meditation’.
And that is why: “Always remain in this indivisible state”.
If someone is a suitable and receptive vessel for the unique path of Dzogpachenpo, just as the teachings themselves intend, and he or she belongs to the ‘instantaneous’ type of person who is liberated upon hearing the teaching, then, for such a person, perception and thoughts are the supreme ground for liberation, and anything that happens becomes the flow of dharmakāya.
There is nothing to meditate on, and no one to meditate. Others, however, who are less fortunate and who still fall prey to delusory thinking must find stability in ‘gradual stages’. Until they do so, they must engage in the practice of meditation. Therefore: “But until stability is attained,”
That meditation must be practised when all the conditions favourable for meditative stability are complete; only then will real experience occur. No matter how long you spend meditating in the midst of busyness and distraction, true meditation experience will not arise, and so: “It is vital to meditate, away from all distractions and busyness”.
While meditating too, though there is no difference between practice in formal sessions and post-meditation, if you are not truly grounded in your meditation first, you will be unable to blend the wisdom you experience with your post-meditation. However hard you try to turn your daily life into the path, your vague and generalized understanding makes you prone to slip back into your old negative patterns and habits. Therefore: “Practising in proper meditation sessions”.
You might have the sort of practice which makes you confident that you can keep up this state of meditation in proper sessions. Even so, if you do not understand how to integrate that practice with the activities of post-meditation and how to maintain it continuously, then this practice will not serve as a remedy when difficulties arise. When some discursive thought leads you off, you will sink back into very ordinary things. This is why it is so crucially important to abide in that all-penetrating state of awareness after meditation: “All the time, in any situation,”
At that point, there is no need to seek for anything else on which to meditate. Instead, in a state of meditative equipoise that never parts from this very view of dharmakāya, maintain a carefree nonchalance towards all actions and all thoughts, without suppressing or indulging them, but letting things come and go, one after another, and leaving them be: “Abide by the flow of what is only dharmakāya”.
A practice such as this, which is the indivisible union of śamatha and vipaśyanā, the yoga of the natural state free from elaboration, the uncontrived and innate, the abiding by the face of the intrinsic nature of reality, is the heart of the practice of all the tantras of the Secret Mantra Vajrayāna. It is the ultimate wisdom of the fourth empowerment. It is the speciality, the wish-fulfilling gem, of the practice lineage. It is the flawless wisdom mind of all the accomplished masters and their lineages, of India and Tibet, of both old (nyingma) and new (sarma) traditions.
So decide on this, with absolute conviction, and do not hanker after other pith instructions, your mouth watering with an insatiable appetite and greed. Otherwise it is like keeping your elephant at home and looking for its footprints in the forest.
You walk into the trap of unending mental research, and then liberation will never have a chance. Therefore you must decide on your practice, and: “Decide with absolute conviction that there is nothing other than this—”
Make a decision then that this naked wisdom of dharmakāya, naturally present, is the awakened state, which has never known delusion, and abide by its flow: this is the second secret and vital word. Since it is so crucially important: “The second vital point is: decide upon one thing, and one thing only”.
III. Confidence Directly in the Liberation of Rising Thoughts
Now, at such times as these, if there is not the confidence of the method of liberation, and your meditation is merely relaxing in the stillness of mind, you will only get side-tracked into the samadhi of the gods. Such a meditation will not be able to overcome your attachment or anger. It will not be able to put a stop to the flow of karmic formations. Nor will it be able to bring you the deep confidence of direct certainty. Therefore, this method of liberation is of vital importance.
What is more, when a burning attachment is aroused towards some object of desire, or violent anger towards an object of aversion, when you feel joy about favourable circumstances, material possessions and the like, or you are afflicted by sorrow on account of unfavourable circumstances and things like illness—no matter what happens—at that moment the power of your rigpa is aroused, and so it is vital to recognize the wisdom that is the ground for liberation. “At that point, whether attachment or aversion, happiness or sorrow—”
Besides, if your practice lacks the key point of “liberation upon arising”, whatever subtle thoughts creep unnoticed into your mind will all accumulate more saṃsāric karma.
So, the crucial point is to maintain this simultaneous arising and liberation with every thought that rises, whether gross or subtle, so that they leave no trace behind them. “All momentary thoughts, each and every one,”
Therefore, whatever thoughts arise, you do not allow them to proliferate into a welter of subtle delusion, while at the same time you do not apply some narrow mind-made mindfulness. Instead:
Without ever separating from a natural genuine mindfulness, recognize the true nature of whatever thoughts arise, and sustain this ”liberation upon arising” that leaves no trace, like writing on the surface of water. So: “Upon recognition, leave not a trace behind”.
If, at this point, the arising thoughts are not purified, dissolving as they liberate themselves, the mere recognition of thoughts on its own will not be able to cut the chain of the karma that perpetuates delusion. So at the very same instant as you recognize, by seeing the true nature of the thought nakedly, you will simultaneously identify the wisdom with which you are familiar from before. By resting in that state, thoughts are purified, dissolving so that they leave no trace, and that dissolution is a crucial point. “For recognize the dharmakāya in which they are freed,”
To take an example: writing or drawing on water. The very instant it is written, it dissolves—the writing and its disappearance are simultaneous. Likewise, as soon as thoughts arise, liberation is simultaneous, and so it becomes an unbroken flow of “self-arising and self-liberating”: “And just as writing vanishes on water,”
And so, by not suppressing the risings, but allowing whatever arises to arise, any thoughts that do arise are actually purified into their own fundamental nature. You must hold to this method of integrating everything into the path as the essence of the practice: “Arising and liberation become natural and continuous”.
By applying the ‘exercise of dharmakāya’ to your thoughts in this way, whatever thoughts occur only serve to strengthen the rigpa. And however gross the thoughts of the five poisons are, that much more vivid and sharp is the rigpa in which they are liberated. “And whatever arises is food for the bare rigpa emptiness,”
Whatever thoughts may stir, they all arise from the all-penetrating true face of rigpa itself as its own inner power. Whenever they occur, if you simply abide in this, without accepting or rejecting, then they are liberated at the very instant they arise, and they are never outside the flow of the dharmakāya: “Whatever stirs in the mind is the inner power of the dharmakāya king”.
Thoughts in the mind, the delusory perceptions of ignorance, are pure within the expanse of dharmakāya that is the wisdom of rigpa, and so within that expanse of uninterrupted clear light whatever thoughts stir and arise are by their very nature empty. So: “Leaving no trace, and innately pure. What joy!”
When you have become used to integrating thoughts into your path like this over a long period of time, thoughts arise as meditation, the boundary between stillness and movement falls away, and as a result, nothing that arises ever harms or disturbs your dwelling in awareness: “The way things arise may be the same as before,”
At that juncture, the way that thoughts, the energy [of rigpa], arise as joy and sorrow, hope and fear, may be similar to the way they arise in an ordinary person. Yet with ordinary people, their experience is a very solid one of suppressing or indulging, with the result that they accumulate karmic formations and fall prey to attachment and aggression.
On the other hand, for a Dzogchen yogin, thoughts are liberated the moment they arise:
at the beginning, arising thoughts are liberated upon being recognized, like meeting an old friend;
in the middle, thoughts are liberated by themselves, like a snake uncoiling its own knots;
at the end, arising thoughts are liberated without causing either benefit or harm, like a thief breaking into an empty house.
So, the Dzogchen yogin possesses the vital point of the methods of liberation such as these. Therefore, “But the difference lies in the way they are liberated: that’s the key.”
That is why it is said:
To know how to meditate,
But not how to liberate—
How does that differ from the meditation of the gods?
What this means is that those who put their trust in a meditation which lacks this vital point of the method of liberation, and is merely some state of mental quiescence, will only stray into the meditation states of the higher realms. People who claim that it is sufficient simply to recognize stillness and movement are no different from ordinary people with their deluded thinking.
And as for those who give it all kinds of labels like ‘emptiness’ and ‘dharmakāya’, the basic flaw in their remedy is exposed when it fails to hold up under the first misfortune or difficulty they meet. So: “Without this, meditation is but the path of delusion”.
‘Liberation on arising’, ‘self-liberation’, ‘naked liberation’, whatever name you give it this manner of liberation where thoughts liberate themselves and are purified without a trace is the same crucial point: explicitly to show this self-liberation. It is the extraordinary speciality of the natural Dzogpachenpo,
And so if you possess this key point, then whatever negative emotions or thoughts arise simply turn into dharmakāya. All delusory thoughts are purified as wisdom. All harmful circumstances arise as friends. All negative emotions become the path. saṃsāra is purified in its own natural state, without your having to renounce it, and you are freed from the chains of both conditioned existence, and the state of peace. You have arrived at such a complete and final state, there is no effort, nothing to achieve, and nothing left to do. And: “When you have it, there’s non-meditation, the state of dharmakāya”.
If you do not have the confidence of such a way of liberation, you can claim your view is high and your meditation is deep, but it will not really help your mind and nor will it prove a remedy for your negative emotions. Therefore, this is not the true path.
On the other hand, if you do have the key point of ‘self-arising and self-liberating’, then without even the minutest attitude of a ‘high view’ or notion of a ‘deep meditation’, it is quite impossible for your mind not to be liberated from the bonds of dualistic grasping.
When you go to the fabled Island of Gold, you can never find ordinary earth or stones, however hard you look. In just the same way, stillness, movement and thoughts, all arise now as meditation, and even if you search for real, solid delusions, you will not find any. And this alone is the measure to determine whether your practice has hit the mark or not, so: “The third vital point is: confidence directly in the liberation of rising thoughts”.
IV. The Colophon
These three key points are the unerring essence which brings the view, meditation, action and fruition, of natural Dzogpachenpo all together within the state of the all-penetrating awareness of rigpa. So in fact this constitutes the pith instructions for meditation and action, as well as for the view.
However this is not some abstract concept about which, to use the Dharma terminology of the mainstream textual tradition, a definitive conclusion is reached after evaluating it with scripture, logic and reasoning.
Rather, once you actually realize wisdom itself directly and in all its nakedness, that is the view of the wisdom of rigpa. Since all the many views and meditations have but ‘a single taste’, there is no contradiction in explaining the three vital points as the practice of the view. So: “For the View which has the three vital points,”
A practice such as this is the infallible key point of the path of primordial purity in the natural Dzogpachenpo, the very pinnacle of the nine graduated vehicles. Just as it is impossible for a king to travel without his courtiers, in the same way the key points of all yanas serve as steps and supports for the Dzogchen path. Not only this, but when you see the face of the lamp of naturally arising wisdom—the primordial purity of rigpa—its power will blaze up as the insight that comes from meditation. Then the expanse of your wisdom swells like a rising summer river, while the nature of emptiness dawns as great compassion, so infusing you with a loving compassion without any limit or bias. This is how it is, and: “Meditation, the union of wisdom and love,”
Once this key point on the path, the unity of emptiness and compassion, is directly realized, the ocean-like actions of the bodhisattvas, all included within the path of the six pāramitās, arise as its own natural energy, like the rays shining from the sun.
Since action is related to the accumulation of merit, anything you do will be for the benefit of others, helping you to avoid seeking peace and happiness for yourself alone, and so deviating from the correct view. So it: “Is accompanied by the Action common to all the bodhisattvas”.
This kind of view, meditation and action is the very core of the enlightened vision of all the buddhas who ever came, who are here now or who will ever come, and so: “Were all the buddhas of past, present and future to confer,”
The supreme peak of all the yanas, the key point on the path of the Vajra Heart Essence of the Nyingtik, the quintessence of all fruition—nothing surpasses this. And so: “No instruction would they find greater than this”.
The real meaning of what is expressed in this instruction is the heart-essence of the pith instructions of the lineage, it is certain; yet even the lines that express it, these few words, should arise, too, out of the creative power of rigpa. So: “By the tertön of dharmakāya, the inner power of rigpa,”
I have not the slightest experience of the actual meaning behind these words as a result of ‘the wisdom that comes from meditation’. Yet by hearing the unerring oral transmission of my holy master, I cleared away all doubts completely with ‘the wisdom that comes from listening’, and then came to a conclusive understanding through ‘the wisdom born of contemplation’, whereupon I composed this. And so it was: “Brought out as a treasure from the depth of transcendental insight,”
It is unlike any ordinary kind of worldly treasure, which might simply bring temporary relief from poverty. “Nothing like ordinary treasures of earth and stone,”
These three vital points of the view, known as ‘Hitting the Essence in Three Words’, were given by the nirmanakaya Garab Dorje, from within a cloud of light in the sky as he passed into nirvāṇa, to the great master Mañjuśrīmitra. These are the very pith-instructions through which their realization became inseparable. “For it is the final testament of Garab Dorje,”
It was through penetrating to the essential meaning of this instruction that the omniscient king of Dharma, Longchen Rabjam, during his life-time directly realized the ‘wisdom mind’ of primordial purity, where all phenomena are exhausted and so awakened to complete and perfect buddhahood.
Actually appearing in his wisdom body to the vidyādhara Jikmé Lingpa, he blessed him in the manner of the ‘sign transmission of the vidyādharas’. From him in turn, by means of ‘the transmission from mouth to ear’, our own kind root master, Jikmé Gyalwé Nyugu, received the introduction through this instruction, and encountered the true nature of reality face to face. And this is the instruction I heard from Jikmé Gyalwé Nyugu, while he was present among us as the glorious protector of all beings. That is why it is: “The essence of the wisdom mind of the three transmissions”.
Pith-instructions such as these are like the finest of gold, like the very core of the heart. It would be a pity to teach them to people who would not put them into practice.
But then again it would be a pity, too, not to teach them to a person who would cherish these instructions like his or her own life, put their essential meaning into practice, and attain buddhahood in a single lifetime. So:
“It is entrusted to my heart-disciples, sealed to be secret. It is profound in meaning, my heart’s words. It is the words of my heart, the crucial key point. This crucial point, do not let it go to waste! Never let this instruction slip away from you!”
With this brief commentary, ‘The Special Teaching of the Wise and Glorious King’ is complete at this point. Virtue! Virtue! Virtue!
| Rigpa Translations, 2008.
Thanks to http://www.lotsawahouse.org/tibetan-masters/patrul-rinpoche/tsik-sum-nedek-commentary for this text.
Regret
Something we all experience, all the time 🙂
Regret: sadness, disappointment, dismay, dejection, sorrow, guilt. The opposite to regret is happiness. So, we are talking about unhappiness = suffering. Regret is recognising that we are suffering, which is the first noble truth.
Regret is the result of past actions and reactions; maybe something we did or didn’t do, said or didn’t say. The repercussions were due to our capacity at that moment. Now we can change. If we regret, we can be sure others do too. What they do about this is up to them.
This all stems from a collective confusion of self identity – an explosive mixture! Much of our painful regrets stem from relationships. We might have good intentions, and may even love, but if the recipient of that love is not open, then things get messy. We have to beware of smothering a situation. Love hurts – conventional love that is – until we learn to accept that this is samsara. If we don’t recognise samsara’s influence, we will keep making painful mistakes.
So, what is the answer? What do we do? Nothing!!! The first thing we need is space, and that creates spontaneous presence, which is our true nature.
Regret is good, but we don’t have to keep on regretting.
It’s a indicator to let go of the past.
Spontaneous presence is now; fresh, open and magical.
It’s carefree, with absolutely no expectations or lingerings from the past.
It cuts through hesitation.
It is fearless warrior class.
Spontaneous presence attracts positive blessings.
How do we ‘get’ spontaneous presence?
Regret.
Devotion Is Compassion
On could say that compassion’s an expression of devotion, but it sometimes feels like it is spontaneous.
When we understand, we become confident, and can therefore be compassionate; this understanding and confidence comes from a deep appreciation of the truth about our essential nature. From a spiritual point of view (and by ‘spirituality’, I’m not referring to religious set ups), this deep appreciation is seen as devotion and it is because of this understanding and confidence that compassion naturally arises. The most significant thing, from a spiritual point of view, is that it takes the awareness away from ourselves, and we stop thinking about “me” . Of course, in our temporal life – our conventional life – we can experience devotion and compassion, but this is only to do with me and mine, and is therefore ego-orientated. Once we get an inkling of our spiritual status (which is, in essence, pure awareness) this change of perception offers a compassionate view of our secular ego-fixation because it understands the causes and conditions that give rise to ego – all the ‘me’-orientated junk going on in the mind, maintaining an illusory self image. Spirituality isn’t something high and mighty, but its understanding is superior to that of the secular, which is based on our physical (and mental) survival. Compassion is healing, because we begin to understand how situations came about, and how they are maintained. Evil is selfishness, and selfishness is banal. Once we understand compassion, we can start to put things right; compassion is being able to empathise, and thus understand the suffering of others…and ourselves. In true confidence, there is nothing to defend. We find we are happy for no reason. The present is only an expression of the past. Healing starts when we stop reacting. When we see that others are living in an illusion and are deluded about their true nature, it’s nothing to poke fun of or criticise. It’s a matter of compassionate activity which comes about by true understanding (there are four aspects to compassionate activity which cut through ego’s games: pacifying, enriching, magnetising and destroying). As you can see, there is no ‘belief’ involved here, but merely understanding and, in fact, wisdom. One no longer has a sense of poverty. It all starts by wishing people well, and finding the right language. I remember, when I was four years old, saying prayers before I went to sleep which were along the lines of “may everything be all right” and then I listed the whole family…it’s strange how we are born with a certain nature.
Not Reinforcing Karma = Purification
Actions and reactions stem from a karmic seed bank in the mind. ‘Karma’ is a word used to indicate the result of causes and effects, which germinate under pre-programmed conditions. We just have to hear a name and off we go!
Because of an action or reaction, an imprint is left in the mind. This imprint becomes a tinted filter through which awareness sees. It is because of this filter that everything is now contaminated with this tint. As we have been engaged with our view for a very long time, this tint is quite heavy.
And so, every time we react, we add to this tint; we add to the karmic effect.
These reactions are perceived in the mind,
and so it is in the mind that change can take place.
By not reacting to whatever appears in the mind,
karma is not reinforced.
That is the act of purification.
It’s that simple.
In breaking this programming, we stop going around in circles chasing our tails. It is because of the resulting clarity that we experience pacification and enrichment; we magnetise good qualities and destroy our ego clinging. And that is being truly happy…it is that simple.
Devotional Influences
This is a thorny subject for modern people, and must be understood on an individual basis. Many of us find it difficult to trust, and there are spiritual teachers who expect us to trust them because they call themselves ‘teachers’. Also, much is suggested but not thoroughly explained. Some readily accept this acquisition from another culture – and some of us need a bit more convincing!
Although we have to do the work of realising and purifying our minds, we need a stronger inspiration than our own capacity at this moment. Something that keeps us on track. Left to our own devices, we might tend to wander all over the place, hanging onto our own cultural ideas.
We need a refuge, a sanctuary, an anchor in our stormy minds; something upon which we can rely. A group of Rinpoches (reincarnated teachers) held a conference some years ago, and it was noted that students who followed paths that emphasised devotion had more ‘success’ (this applies to the past five hundred years).
Whether anyone has become enlightened in the past five hundred years, I have no idea. It’s possible. But just recognising a little more clarity in understanding is truly astonishing; being able join up the dots is a real bonus in this confused world.
Devotion is a psychological matter. It’s not a matter of saying words and hoping. It’s not sentimentality. It is a literal opening up to our heart’s desire, in order to purify the obstacles in the mind. This is “calling on the teacher from afar”, and may be a lineage, a teacher, an representation from the past. A divine inspiration.
Devotion is heartfelt and personal. That which is utilised for devotion gets nothing out of it at all. That to which we are devoted also has a deep appreciation of a lineage.
Can one have devotion to an object? Here we come back to the influence of culture: there are stories that make sense to one culture, but not another. For example, there is a tale of a son who gave his mother a dog’s tooth, telling her it was the Buddha’s tooth. She was devoted to this object, and it was said to have had a positive effect on her. This may not have the same effect on us.
Inspiration is found in all walks of life. Someone, somewhere, displays integrity which we recognise and remember all our life. They may not be perfect, but their intentions point the way.
Our very intentions are part of this lineage.
From Shamata to Shunyata
Mind-full-ness to Mind-emptiness
A psychiatrist will scream, “You are stripping personality!”
…No more fees…
A yogi will whisper, “Gone, gone, gone beyond.”
…It’s free…
Meditation – The Path To Sanity
We cannot know everything in the universe, but we can know the true nature of every thing in the universe. Every thing is made out of parts, causes and conditions: they are created, dwell for a while and then dissolve, giving rise to conditions for other things to be created, dwell and dissolve. This is the impermanent nature of the universe: it only has a ‘seeming’ reality.
The human mind works the same way, but the ‘things’ are thoughts, ideas, concepts. Unfortunately we get caught up in the dwelling aspect, which drives us…insane. The human mind is driven by desire; we want so we run after, and having caught, must maintain. This excessive activity creates frustration, and this frustration is addiction. One creates the other. This is insatiable activity, and therefore insane.
The only thing in the universe that has any sanity is awareness. We are awareness, but it has become contaminated by a mistaken self image; this insanity obscures the pure nature of awareness. We have to be aware of this insanity in order to become sane! The Buddha’s first noble truth was to recognise suffering – only then we can do something about it.
Before we – awareness – can recognise this awareness, we must be mindful of that which is cluttering, and so obscuring, that awareness. Thoughts and fixations. At this moment awareness is contaminated with addictions – subtle, insane addictions which drive us…insane 😉
So firstly we meditate to recognise these cluttering thoughts, and create some space in the mind in order to become aware of awareness.
Meditation Practice
Bum on Cushion
Before starting, we need to sit up straight and relax (this is what we do when we’re on our own, or with a meditation group; when we are in mixed company, we can just sit in a relaxed way so as not to bring attention to ourselves).
Take three deep breaths and expel as much stale air as possible.
As long as we are relaxed and the back is straight, we can sit on a chair or cushion. Sitting straight helps with natural breathing and flow, and keeps the mind alert and less sleepy. The feet can either be placed on the thighs, or just one foot on one thigh, or crossed legged, one in front of the other, so as not to cause the legs to go numb. Some kneel with a cushion or seat under the bum, Zen style. Lying down is possible, but one tends to go to sleep 🙂
Hands on lap or thighs. Eyes slightly open, or open; closed is okay, but we may tend to drift off. Nothing forced. Everything relaxed – including facial muscles. The senses are wide open.
Shamata meditation focuses on the breath. Merely noticing the inhalation and exhalation, thoughts will come – just return to awareness of the breath. The thoughts may seem to get worse. They’re not – you’re just noticing more. The point here is that it is your time to relax, rest and be at peace. The body is still, and gradually the mind becomes still…but aware. You can go back to thinking later.
Sometimes, we find ourselves in a vacant state, a dreamy state, which can be mistaken for meditation, but it’s not. It’s a state of ignorance…of not knowing. When we are day dreaming, we are cut off from our senses and surroundings, or the mind becomes wild. This is where we can be more precise by counting the breath. Take a breath as normal, and breathe out. On the exhalation, count 1. Allow the breathe to inhale again, pause and exhale, counting 2 and so on. The main point is that if a thought comes and we get lost in distraction, simply return to 1 and start again. Don’t rush this practice: allow a short pause between breaths.
The point is not to achieve getting to 10: it’s a matter of being aware of thoughts, allowing them to arise and dissolve. This is called Shamata with support.
Once we are more or less comfortable with focusing on the breath, we come to Shamata without support. This is simply noticing that, at the end and beginning of each breath, there is a gap. In that gap, we rest naturally. The body then does its own thing…breathing. There is a still ‘nowness’ present, and the senses remain wide open.
With the senses wide open and the presence of nowness, we can take the meditation into daily life. With this practice, we find we are no longer fixated by, and running after thoughts; they come and are allowed to go, and this maintains clarity – and, more importantly, frees us from stress and anxiety. The more we are aware, the less we are controlled by thoughts and emotions. There are moments of spaciousness. This the the basis for being aware of awareness itself, and the realisation that there is nothing more than awareness; that that awareness is uncontaminated and empty of any limitations.
It is best to acquire a routine, in the morning and evening, for perhaps twenty minutes. To find the time, you may have to get up a little earlier.
Even though we may engage in advanced practices, we shouldn’t forget this vital basic practice. So as not to become too attached to the practice, take a moment’s break, now and again. It is funny that, in those breaks, real meditation can take place!
This is all about the experience of the clarity of awareness.
Sanity.
This foundation is the path to enlightenment.
Positive Feelings
The depth of our experience depends on honesty, and that can be very challenging. Sometimes, texts are written in a beautifully poetical ways and so we have beautiful, positive feelings, or the teacher has beautiful charisma, and we melt into that. But the essence of the teachings could actually be going straight over our head. We need time to assimilate the teachings; to test them out under all circumstances.
“But I like my positive feelings!”
Sorry. In naked awareness, everything goes.
It may sound as if we are being told to be insensitive, but even these nice feelings are still superficial, and can cloud the clarity of compassion. The good news is that when everything has gone in naked awareness, genuine compassion without expectations arises. We feel, but nothing sticks. Traditionally, this is illustrated as a naked person having clothes thrown at them: they feel the garments touching them, but they fall off.
The bonus is
that we feel right
in all circumstances.
Feelings are like a cheap meal
that fills you up.
Naked awareness
is nourishment that satisfies.
Understanding Outer Demons
We can misunderstand, and be confused about the concept of outer demons within our culture, and therefore either dismiss it, or move into a realm of fantasy.
Tibetans call demons, Mara. They believe in outer mara as well as inner mara. However, it is very important to understand this properly. Demonic activity is merely selfish activity – both inner and outer.
We all have three inner demons – desire, fear and ignorance – created by our own mind, because awareness (this sense of self) constantly defends its created identity. Outer demons are anyone who utilises this weakness in us, against us.
THEY CAN ONLY UTILISE THIS WEAKNESS
IF WE ALLOW IT,
BY AWARENESS FALLING UNDER
THE INNER DEMON’S SPELL.
PROTECTION FROM OUTER DEMONS
IS ALWAYS IN OUR OWN HANDS.
Tibetans traditionally placate mara with prayers and offerings of coloured dough images (torma), tossing them out of the monastery daily, and also during empowerment ceremonies. They don’t instruct us to do this all the time at home; it’s just their way. It is a compassionate, symbolic, psychological gesture.
Outer demons are anyone who utilises our weaknesses against us, as we might against others. We’re talking here about the world around us, which includes ourselves. One could say it’s a demonic world!
Are there out of body demons? Why not? However, we only attract them when we submit to our own inner demons. What we say and do may be used against us…
When resting in Rigpa
– pure awareness –
we cannot be ‘got at’
…as there’s nothing there to gain! :-
However, there are those who hate practitioners because of their inner peace (it happens through jealousy) so we can expect subtle attacks. Our protection is merely resting in Rigpa, and compassion. It really does work. Of course, karma can produce some nasties, but we merely deal with them in the same way.
It is all spiritual psychology, based upon reason. In the modern world, we need reasonable, liberating, spiritual psychology.
Stillness Of Mind And Stillness Of Rigpa
Stillness in the mind is a temporary event. In shamata practice, we block thoughts coming out of our memory storehouse in order to remain in stillness; to be in the now*. But this is a holding back process, and there is also a time element present in now…now…now.
However, shamata practice (awareness of the breath and not allowing thoughts to enter) helps us note the thoughts, and letting go brings about a temporary stillness. This is essential for the next step of realising Rigpa – pure awareness of empty essence.
In Rigpa stillness, the three times of past, now and future are not present. There is natural timelessness – a continuous, spontaneous presence. This isn’t something to philosophise about, as it is only recognised in effortless practice: actually, we can’t even call it a practice, as there is absolutely nothing going on, except deep, relaxed awareness.
The hop from Shamata to Rigpa
could take a moment
or a life time…
or several.
*This is being a little simplistic as there is shamata with support (breath) and shamata without support (awareness) leading to vipassana – insight – which leads on to mahamudra/dzogchen.
Satisfaction In A Unsatisfactory World
Is ignorance bliss? 🙂
Satisfaction can describe either a state of ignorance or of wakefulness. ‘Ignorance’ is not knowing (a lack of awareness or knowledge): it is confusion about reality (confusion: to mingle together).
In an ignorant state, “ignorance is bliss”. This is because we see things in the same old way, do and say the same old things, and keep life in the same old “I know, I know” pattern. We fear to step outside this pattern because it’s scary: “It’s my life and it’s great, so don’t tell me anything different!” This is loving our servitude – knowing our place.
I was going to write an article about being a Buddhist versus being a practitioner, which is relevant here. There are two aspects to the Dharma; the teaching, and the practice of that teaching. One is the theory and the other the experience, and we truly have to know the difference and not merely assume that we know. Going to teachings and retreats can be blissful; we can experience bliss. This is because it’s nice being there, and we are receiving information, but we don’t actually know it yet because we haven’t practised it. Without having practised, this bliss is ignorance; we feel good but it may not last. When we genuinely practise resting in pure awareness, that is pure bliss.
Traditionally, once we have the instruction and ‘get it’, we then go away in isolation and practise. Isolation is not necessarily a cave; one is merely detached in daily life. Compassionate without expectation. Genuinely facing challenging obstacles, and recognising the spacious dance steps that we didn’t realise we already knew, that allow us to move with the situation rather than imposing upon it, gives a sense of true inner joy and inspiration.
Now we come to how, in the awakened state, ignorance is bliss.
It’s merely the awareness of our ignorance, our lack of clarity, our confusion
– in their totality –
that is knowingness, that is awareness, that is liberation.
The very recognition that these states have no inherent existence
produces a eureka moment,
and confidence, joy and bliss itself arise.
This is a mingling of relative and absolute truths.
“Don’t leave home without wakeful, total confusion today!”
Letting go..?
We use this phrase quite a lot, but in Dzogchen there is no ‘letting go’ of thoughts. In recognition, thoughts naturally dissolve. We don’t have to do anything. When rigpa is present, grasping isn’t. When grasping is present, rigpa isn’t.
I sometimes worry that I need to be doing more when just sitting. I find myself constantly returning to the awareness of awareness and wondering what to do with it – and there is the trap 😉 There is nothing to do. There is nothing to let go of. There is merely spacious awareness.
The cat knows. Be cat-like.
Rigpa: The All Sufficient King
In Rigpa – which is pure awareness/emptiness – thoughts will still arise, because the alaya (the karmic bank) is not empty yet. We do not block thoughts, as that would be doing something to something that doesn’t truly exist. In fact, doing anything at all would be giving this non-existent thought a boost, re-investing in the karmic bank. Even applying vajrayana/tantric transforming antidotes in the presence of Rigpa, down grades Rigpa.
There are many methods to arrive at Rigpa. Having arrived, drop the practice. Methods are complex to Rigpa’s simplicity.
Never forget the goal.
Actually, it’s a journey without a goal
…or a journey!
By Not Practising, We Are Practising
Once we ‘get’ pure awareness,
there is nothing upon which to meditate.
The only thing we do is maintain that clarity,
by noting when awareness drifts away from emptiness.
If the mind is sleepy or wild, then there is something to do.
Doing nothing may be disappointing;
this is awareness wanting to play with the mind.
Merely drop practising for practice to occur.
The Mind Interprets Everything
…while empty essence merely notes experience with one taste
Depending on how the mind is set-up (programmed), it will interpret things in a certain way, which will then be seen as its norm. By this, it will judge everything else.
Every conversation is about what we think of as normal and abnormal ‘out there’, and never about our biased view. Psychologists and psychiatrists are only concerned with getting us back to functioning in ‘our normal’ way.
I once asked a psychologist, “What is normal?” She said, “That which is normal for that person.” But by the time we get to ask this question about someone, the mind has already been ‘got at’.
Even knowing this, we still experience a residue of contaminated brain-washing or indoctrination – not forgetting the feelings in our subtle body. I just have to hear a name and my heart either melts or goes YUCK! (mostly Yuck 🙂 ) Yuck is a conventional reaction, and because of awareness it transforms into compassion.
In pure awareness, whatever appears in the mind or through the senses is appreciated in one taste – it’s just an appearance, be it pleasant or unpleasant. Of course, as we have human bodies, so we must discern and make a decision whether something is beneficial or poisonous; we are not vegetables.
The problem nowadays is “news-speak”, “spin” and “self-aggrandisement” – it’s all about enhancing our reputation. As we are not enlightened, our ideas are mainly Yuck! Yuck is just conventional truth and if we are aware, it can serve as a reminder of ultimate truth.
The more the Yuck, the more it is obviously Yuck!
The one taste of Yuck!
It’s all one:
samsara is mistaken reality,
be it pleasant or unpleasant.
What Do I Do, Spiritually?
The whole point is whether your practice clarifies your understanding.
All spiritual activities are about remembering to recognise awareness – the awareness of awareness – the emptiness of awareness – resting in that pure awareness. This empty essence is our essential nature.
In short,
we recognise what we are;
this also means recognising what we are not.
What do we do?
Anything that we find enhances our understanding in this matter. This may be study, meditation, joining a group, enjoying being, chanting mantras and prayers, devotional supplications, compassionate actions, putting up prayer flags, dinging bells, waving a dorje, configuring our fingers into mudras – anything that awakens us to our true nature.
Just remember, spirituality (our true nature) is beyond the ‘right’ conditions. Running after the ‘right’ conditions could become the very cause of unhappiness. The ‘right’ conditions can become conditional happiness, and therefore something we rely upon. The ‘right’ conditions could be an enhancement or an obstacle: in truth, every appearance and condition is the right condition.
The ‘right’ conditions are like thoughts. Nyoshul Khen Rinpoche said of our conventional thought patterns:
“Thoughts can increase bondage to samsara or aid liberation from samsara”.
In general, our thoughts are an expression of ignorance.
Ultimately, our thoughts are expressions of dharmakaya.
In knowing what we are
is knowing what we are not.
This is the unity of the two truths.
The Reason We Are Not Enlightened
– we miss the obvious
When awareness is obsessed,
the view of pure awareness is clouded.
It misses the obvious – its self.
This pure awareness is empty essence.
When awareness relaxes,
so does obsession,
which dissolves into empty essence.
Of course, there will be a residue of obsession, as it created a trauma in the subtle body; we just have to learn to live with that. Gradually, with the practice of relaxing, a grounded feeling ensues.
The reason I am not enlightened is that I have strong memories of traumas in my subtle body. For some reason, I always feel in the wrong – a karmic feeling left over from being told, “You’re very naughty boy!” when I was young; in those days, one had to behave oneself in front of company to satisfy other people’s expectations (which I never understood – and still don’t…!). I always thought, “Who are we trying to impress?” 😉
Now and again, for no apparent reason, it all drops away…thank goodness!
Standing Back From One’s Reactions = Wisdom!!!
If we can stand back from our (the mind’s) reactions, then we deserve a slice of divine pride 😉 We have just stepped out of karma’s programming; ours and everyone else’s. If anger arises and we just hold back and recognise, that is “Mirror-like Wisdom” – emptiness merely reflecting …Wow!
There is wisdom in every emotion. This wisdom is an expression of emptiness – clear, pure, uncontaminated, perfect. Our essential nature.
Wisdom is right under our nose.