MEDITATION IS DEEP RELAXATION

Meditation Is Deep Relaxation
of body and mind.

This is what life is about;
the joy of living.

Through meditation, we notice how tense we are, worrying about the past or future – and it seems to be getting worse! That’s good, as it means we are noticing more. We are becoming lucid*.

This lucidity may be exciting, and so we tense up again. Relax, let go, drop. This is just about being aware – barely being aware – as in a dream. Everything comes to pass. There is always something that will pop up to grab our attention; if it needs immediate attention deal with it. If not, let it be. Having our attention grabbed, and then fixating, is mind-ego which loves to grasp hold and play with ‘everything’.

Our hopes and fears are created by ideas of the past and future, which do not exist in the spontaneous moment now. Only now exists – and in fact, this also cannot be found! We can only rest in the moment now. Resting in the moment now, there are no worries, no hopes, no fears. Whatever appears, we deal with it in a gentle, relaxed, unhurried way according to our capacity and the data that we have.

Modern life has speeded up so much that our system is overloaded Too much stimulation. Of course, we can push ourselves to the limit but that is obsession and blinds us to our reality. We do too much and panic to prove that we are alive. Ego-mind loves to grasp hold and play with ‘things’.

Stay lucid, stay sane, sustain the moment now.

*LUCIDITY: expressed clearly; easy to understand, having the ability to think clearly, especially in intervals between periods of confusion or insanity. Experience like a dreamer feeling awake, aware of dreaming, and able to control events consciously. Bright, luminous light.

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HOW TO BECOME A GOOD ALIEN

How To Become A Good Alien

Alien: ‘belonging to another’, from alius ‘other’.
Other: refers to a person or thing that is different or distinct from one already mentioned or known about.

We are not talking about being ‘alienated’ or ‘isolated’: these states would result from unskillful actions. We’re talking about not belonging to a fixated type. This ‘type’ is the development of a social I, an acquired fantasy.

We, as sentient beings, misunderstand our true qualities of empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion. Because of a veil of obscurations, we constantly take rebirth, lifetime after lifetime, and are born with a certain propensity, a pre-programme, a temperament. This is a residue of karma, which is the result of previous actions. We don’t have to believe in re-incarnation, as we can see this process developing in this life time, through cause and effect = karma. We get stuck in it!

Back to this social I:

This is an identification with the reflection we receive from others about ourselves. Some acquire a big personality, while others may have low self esteem: both are social Is.

Through meditation, we can be released from this not-so-merry-go-round – although, if we’re not careful, this in turn can create an exaggerated social I which alienates others. Once we experience and realise true meditation, we start to see how everything works and is maintained, and how people become a type, a caricature, a stereotype, even to the point of turning into a jobsworth.

Jobsworth: an official who upholds petty rules even at the expense of humanity or common sense.
Stereotype: a person or thing that conforms to a widely held but oversimplified image of the class or type to which they belong.

So, when we drop out of the ‘race’, we become aliens. The trick is to become friendly aliens, wise aliens, helpful aliens. Not the type of alien that lands near the susceptible – those of us easily influenced by feelings or emotions – and makes OM, BEEP BEEP noises in front of us, and off we trot, following this alien Pied Piper.

Pied Piper: a person who entices people to follow them in a particular course of action.

Bad aliens are those who put themselves outside society to control it for their own purposes; they excel at conjuring up BEEP BEEP noises.

Of course, a good alien does belong, and that belonging is to the ancient order of wisdom. Compassionate beings – known as Bodhisattvas – belong among us to help us realise our perfect qualities: empty essence, cognisant nature and unconditional love.

Alien aren’t easy to spot,
until you become one.
🙂 🙂 🙂

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HEALING STARTS WITH MEDITATION

Healing Starts With Meditation
…not with theories or philosophies.

Sit, and watch the breath and mind.
Detachment occurs between watched and watcher.

Realisation; a watcher cannot be found;
there is merely watching.

Once we become familiar with this reality,
it passes into daily life.
Peace begins when expectation ends.

The result:
we are clearer, happier and kinder.

Any grumpiness turns to wisdom.
That’s self-healing.

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EXPELLING DEMONS

Expelling Demons
Abstractions in darkness
Abstraction: something which exists only as an idea rather than an event.

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Our fears might well feel like an event, but that is merely a sense of tension in the mind and body because we believe ideas from the past which we project into the future, and so we suffer now. In reality, it’s all in our imagination, and imagination is a powerful force. It creates heaven or hell.

Our abstracted ideas play havoc with our understanding, experience and realisation, and have no compassion for inner peace. They steal our joy, and hate spiritual progress, as inner peace curtails their occupation of activity and space. When we rest in emptiness (or rather, when emptiness recognises itself), ideas have nothing to get hold of.

So, who controls these demons? We do! The stronger our ideas, the more we identify with them; they become precious to us, and the more we suffer. Maybe we actually cherish our suffering, as it makes us (ego) feel important. And yes, we can become demons – and if we can, so can others. How many do we meet with obsessive ideas who hate anything spiritual? Demons will be in our lives until the moment of enlightenment: they are our own abstract ideas without a face, and to fight against them feeds them. Ignoring them doesn’t help; they have to be acknowledged. We have to recognise and understand them, and in the clarity of understanding, demonic activity loses its grip and drops away. Offering space, acknowledgement and a smile gives them a sense of relief for a moment.

So, what to do?
Through reasoning and a little trust, we realise that awareness – our awareness – is present in all situations. It’s how we know things. Right? The ‘things’ that we know are usually external things. Right? But this awareness can look within, and realise that the awareness itself is pure awareness, uncontaminated consciousness. Right? That uncontaminated clarity is emptiness – and it’s demon-free.

We are hearts of gold, but something stops us from expressing this. Such is the selfishness of demons. Once we become familiar with this inner demonic activity, its very presence inspires wisdom because it is seen as having no reality. When we recognise demons in ourself and others – or even in the atmosphere around us – we can become generous in compassion, giving them space to subside.

As Bob Marley meant to say, “No demons, no cry” 😀

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LET’S BE CLEAR

Let’s Be Clear

There is no set way to express the process of spiritual development because, as we progress, understanding/experience/realisation all change. As experience refines for an individual, so their experience differs from that of others. Progress means CHANGE. It’s a very personal thing; we are not all changing at the same time, to the same degree, and so it’s not helpful to become too fixated and stubborn about what we have learned at any one time. Such fixation can cause upset when we encounter others whose process is different. To one, a teaching is literal; strict, letter-for-letter. To another it is expedient; convenient to their processing.

There is no right or wrong; it’s just a matter of individual process or capacity. Here we have to be very careful! Thinking, “I have a great capacity”, could mean that our heart isn’t one of gold, but of iron 😀 Then again, thinking, “I’m totally confused and worthless” could signify that we are at the verge of having a heart of gold. Who knows? Knowing is in the honest moment of now.

It actually doesn’t matter what we’re experiencing; it’s all about the ability to be aware, to realise pure awareness. A heart of iron could melt at any time, while a heart of gold could remain as a lump of metal! Whatever negativity is experienced, it can be flipped into wisdom: in the first instant of the neurosis of pride, lies the wisdom of equality, where we understand that we are not unique and we realise that everybody will achieve the same understanding at some time. In the first instant of the neurosis of jealousy, there is the recognition of admiration for a quality to which we aspire: this is all-accomplishing wisdom.

With the right view, there is no escaping wisdom.

Incidentally, in the Hindu philosophy, there are three ‘gunas’ – the three states of mind that also relate to the conventional activities of food, music, company etc. These states of mind are ‘tamasic’, ‘rajasic’ and ‘sattvic’. Tamasic mind is sleepy, while rajas is full of energy and sattva is at peace. They are also known as the three robbers; for the first two, the reason is obvious but the sattvic state is more complex because we can become caught in that peaceful state which sends us back to sleep, back to the tamasic state. It’s all a balancing act; we need to understand ‘not too tight, not too loose’ – not too dull and not too excited.

Everyone has a version of the story (karma), to which we add constantly. When we stop contributing, we reach the end of the story, where there is no more story, no more me, no more contamination … and so, know more knowing!

Meditation is understanding, experiencing and realising. Gradually, it all becomes clear. Understanding what is going on in the mind = shamata.

Experiencing the nature of mind itself, which is empty and aware with the clear light of clarity = vipashyana.

Realising that we are that clear light of clarity = Mahamudra/Dzogchen/Maha Ati/Advaita = not two!

Is that clear?

🙂

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I AM DISGUSTED!

I Am Disgusted!
And in my disgust, I have to find compassion.
Tricky.
But is it doable?

In general, humans are governed by desire, which is caused by ignorance of our desire-less nature. Because of this, we dash around, engaging in excessive activity, and getting frustrated and exhausted. The ultimate desire is to realise our true nature, which releases us from these harmful activities.

The other aspect which governs us is aversion to – or disgust for – what the world has become. This can either turn into destructive negativity, or switch us on to the first noble truth, where we admit that we are suffering, and start to look for the cause of that suffering.

Speaking personally, I try my best to accept the status quo but, looking around and seeing a society that is designed to keep everyone preoccupied with meaningless non-sense and thus distracted from the truth, I feel disgusted. Just look at the planet; it’s the same, everywhere we go. Mistrust, violence and a lack of guidance – and that’s just religion! Spiritual violence is subtle; “Conform, don’t rock the boat, and don’t ask why.”

The media feeds us mindless, idiotic rubbish which causes us to be reactive, judgemental and addicted – and therefore, predictive! We are made to believe that we are in the ‘know’ when in fact, we’re just being led by the nose. Vacuous social networking harvests our personal information in exchange for likes that are supposed to give life meaning and promote self-esteem, and we evolve into ‘celebrities’ in our own minds.

Confused, we escape into alcohol, tobacco, drugs, social pretentiousness, religion – and of course, digital heroin! We seek happiness but this always turns out to be empty of any lasting satisfaction. We are in fact striving to keep ourselves dumbed down and numb to everything around us. People cannot help themselves, and need to know that there is a choice.

I’m disgusted with it all. Society; what is it? Collective, mindless conformity.

So where’s the compassion? In the sudden shock of realising that, deep down, everyone else feels the same. And if I condemn them, then I am just part of the collective violence.

How do we rise above all this?

I have spent most of my life practising, and felt that I couldn’t help anyone … until a teacher told me that I had wasted at least 25 years in ‘idiot meditation’. You can imagine how devastating that was, and how angry it made me! That’s when I reviewed everything … everything … which took another 10 years!

Our destiny is beyond our own minds.
It doesn’t need to conform.
It doesn’t need not to conform.

When required, it can conform: if drastic action needs to be taken to protect others, then that action has to be pursued. That is the way of a Bodhisattva, who will accept the consequences of that action. Love is tough!

“Do good.
Do no harm.
Tame the mind.”
The Buddha really did know what he was talking about!

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MIND TALKS – ESSENCE KNOWS

Mind Talks – Essence Knows
(switch off – switch on)

Essence not realised; mind is confused.
Essence realised; mind is clear.

Hostile forces feed off confused mind,
while clear mind starves them.

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TRYING TOO HARD SLOWS PROGRESS

Trying Too Hard Slows Progress

There’s a traditional story of a student who asked his teacher,
“If I try hard, how long will enlightenment take?”
“10 years.”
“What if I try even harder?”
“20 Years.”
And so on…

This is why: You’re already here. Whatever we are doing and whatever spiritual practice we are engaged upon, pure conscious awareness is already spontaneously present. If we think we have to do more and more complex practices, we may miss the point.

All practice is about remembering: once we remember, we recognise, understand, experience and realise. As Alan Watt said, “When you’ve got the message, put the phone down.”

You don’t have to keep holding on to the phone; just remember the message!

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DISCOURAGEMENT IN OUR SPIRITUAL SEARCH

Discouragement In Our Spiritual Search
A loss of confidence or enthusiasm; dispiritedness.

This doesn’t apply either to those at street level or to advanced practitioners; just to those of us in the middle – the half-baked!

At street level, there is no consideration of spirituality, and at the advanced level there is nothing but spirituality. Caught in-between, we are still confused, seeking the spiritual but not totally clear about what we ‘supposed’ to be doing, having one foot in the material and one foot in the spiritual.

Being in the middle state – in the muddle state – we feel guilty and critical of others, and so still get upset. “I want to be a good person. I want to be regarded as a good person. What do I do? How can I laugh this off?”

Easy! 😀

Understand, experience and realise that that which recognises the feeling of discouragement (or whatever is experienced) is the goal. JUST SEE IT. The world is not going to change but you are, because there is now detachment from all that floating debris in the emptiness of mind.

Thoughts and emotions are just stuff; bits of programming, drifting in emptiness. “But I want to feel better!” That ‘wanting to feel better’ is merely a memory from the past still judging now – it’s part of the human programming of impure consciousness. Being half-baked will satisfy no one.

When we see it, we can never not see it … well done! 😀

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THE REALITY OF WAR

The Reality of War
by the 14th Dalai Lama

The following is a very powerful statement:
His Holiness obviously knows
what is going on behind the scenes!

“Of course, war and the large military establishments are the greatest sources of violence in the world. Whether their purpose is defensive or offensive, these vast powerful organisations exist solely to kill human beings. We should think carefully about the reality of war. Most of us have been conditioned to regard military combat as exciting and glamorous – an opportunity for men to prove their competence and courage. Since armies are legal, we feel that war is acceptable; in general, nobody feels that war is criminal or that accepting it is criminal attitude. In fact, we have been brainwashed. War is neither glamorous nor attractive. It is monstrous. Its very nature is one of tragedy and suffering.

“War is like a fire in the human community, one whose fuel is living beings. I find this analogy especially appropriate and useful. Modern warfare waged primarily with different forms of fire, but we are so conditioned to see it as thrilling that we talk about this or that marvellous weapon as a remarkable piece of technology without remembering that, if it is actually used, it will burn living people. War also strongly resembles a fire in the way it spreads. If one area gets weak, the commanding officer sends in reinforcements. This is throwing live people onto a fire. But because we have been brainwashed to think this way, we do not consider the suffering of individual soldiers. No soldiers wants to be wounded or die. None of his loved ones want any harm to come to him. If one soldier is killed, or maimed for life, at least another five or ten people – his relatives and friends – suffer as well. We should all be horrified by the extent of this tragedy, but we are too confused.

“Frankly as a child, I too was attracted to the military. Their uniform looked so smart and beautiful. But that is exactly how the seduction begins.  Children starts playing games that will one day lead them in trouble. There are plenty of exciting games to play and costumes to wear other than those based on the killing of human beings. Again, if we as adults were not so fascinated by war, we would clearly see that to allow our children to become habituated to war games is extremely unfortunate. Some former soldiers have told me that when they shot their first person they felt uncomfortable but as they continued to kill it began to feel quite normal. In time, we can get used to anything.

“It is not only during times of war that military establishments are destructive. By their very design, they are the single greatest violators of human rights, and it is the soldiers themselves who suffer most consistently from their abuse. After the officer in charge have given beautiful explanations about the importance of the army, its discipline and the need to conquer the enemy, the rights of the great mass of soldiers are most entirely taken away. They are then compelled to forfeit their individual will, and, in the end, to sacrifice their lives. Moreover, once an army has become a powerful force, there is every risk that it will destroy the happiness of its own country.

“There are people with destructive intentions in every society, and the temptation to gain command over an organisation capable of fulfilling their desires can become overwhelming. But no matter how malevolent or evil are the many murderous dictators who can currently oppress their nations and cause international problems, it is obvious that they cannot harm others or destroy countless human lives if they don’t have a military organisation accepted and condoned by society. As long as there are powerful armies there will always be danger of dictatorship. If we really believe dictatorship to be a despicable and destructive form of government, then we must recognise that the existence of a powerful military establishment is one of its main causes.

“Militarism is also very expensive. Pursuing peace through military strength places a tremendously wasteful burden on society. Governments spend vast sums on increasingly intricate weapons when, in fact, nobody really wants to use them. Not only money but also valuable energy and human intelligence are squandered, while all that increases is fear.

“I want to make it clear, however, that although I am deeply opposed to war, I am not advocating appeasement. It is often necessary to take a strong stand to counter unjust aggression. For instance, it is plain to all of us that the Second World War was entirely justified. It “saved civilisation” from the tyranny of Nazi Germany, as Winston Churchill so aptly put it. In my view, the Korean War was also just, since it gave South Korea the chance of gradually developing democracy. But we can only judge whether or not a conflict was vindicated on moral grounds with hindsight. For example, we can now see that during the Cold War, the principle of nuclear deterrence had a certain value. Nevertheless, it is very difficult to assess all such matters with any degree of accuracy. War is violence and violence is unpredictable. Therefore, it is better to avoid it if possible, and never to presume that we know beforehand whether the outcome of a particular war will be beneficial or not.

“For instance, in the case of the Cold War, though deterrence may have helped promote stability, it did not create genuine peace. The last forty years in Europe have seen merely the absence of war, which has not been real peace but a facsimile founded dear. At best, building arms to maintain peace serves only as a temporary measure. As long as adversaries do not trust each other, any number of factors can upset the balance of power. Lasting peace can be assured secured only on the basis of genuine trust.”

http://www.dalailama.com/messages/world-peace/the-reality-of-war

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WHY SO MANY METHODS?

Why So Many Methods?
We need methods that suit our predisposition

In Tibetan Buddhism, there are said to be 84,000 afflictive emotions, stemming from ignorance, desire and fear. That’s how precise karma is! A ‘predisposition’ is a liability or tendency to suffer from a particular condition, hold a particular attitude, or act in a particular way. The great thing about Tibetan Buddhism is that there are methods to suit every temperament.

We have to be honest with ourselves about what the mind is doing at any one particular moment. Sometimes the mind is dull and sometimes it is wild, so we need to know how to adjust in order to bring a situation back to balance with clarity. It’s important to know how to apply antidotes in troubled times – to know how to cut through our obsessions. Antidotes are necessary, but they are also temporary, because the affliction will come back.

There is one sovereign-sufficient method, and that is Maha Ati – Dzogchen. Direct recognition of pure conscious awareness whenever anything occurs. All we have to do is remember. The length of time it takes to recognise and sustain recognition will depend on our ability, which in turn depends on previous practice. We may know Dzogchen, but there are times when Shamata breath meditation can ease intense emotions … “Take a breather!” … some need a short breather, while others require a longer one.

It’s important to think and study, and to investigate questions, step-by-step, without getting attached to the conclusions as they can become an imprisonment. The following shows why some ‘get it’ immediately, while for some of us, it takes a little longer.

From ‘Essentials of Mahamudra’ by Thrangu Rinpoche

The Three Levels of Practice

“There are three families of practitioners; which family we find ourselves in depends on how much and how well we trained in former life times. The first family of practitioners consists of those who have extremely sharp faculties and for whom the levels of realisation dawn all at once. The second group consists of those who ‘bypass stages’. Although these practitioners may practise a lower level, they realise a higher level. This higher realisation however, is not stable; sometimes it’s clear and sometimes it is vague, sometimes it is present and sometimes it is absent. The third group consists of those who proceed gradually step-by-step, stage-by-stage.

“There are also three levels of knowing the nature of dharmata: these are called understanding, experiencing, and realisation. The first level – understanding dharmata – uses the mental consciousness to investigate, study, and think about how phenomena are empty and how mind has the nature of clarity. Through valid cognition, the meaning of emptiness or the nature of dharmata is known by way of words.

“As our understanding of dharmata becomes clearer, we arrive at the second level, which is experiencing dharmata. At this level we do not just put words together but actually experience the concept in our meditation. Events arise and we experience the deep nature of mind. We do not yet have great familiarity with the nature of mind, and so sometimes it appears clearly and other times not very clearly.

“At the third level – direct realisation – we experience the deep nature of mind clearly and directly. We know the meaning of all dharmatas, or phenomena, without any intermediary, and as a result, out knowledge of dharmata is decisive and does not waver.

“When looking into the nature of mind, it is possible to mistake one level of knowing dharmata for another. For example, we might think that mere understanding is realisation, or that realisation is mere understanding of dharmata. In fact, mere understanding can obstruct realisation. Therefore, we must recognise that understanding is not realisation and move further to the point of actual realisation. We realise the deep nature, not through mere understanding, but by seeing it nakedly and directly.

“The first way to comprehend dharmata is through reasoned understanding. The second way is through experience. Gampopa explained that to experience dharmata is still not to transcend mind.

Rather, it is like experiencing the sun on a day of occasional cloud – at times the sun is bright and clear, while at other times the sun is hazy and obscured by clouds. This is similar to the temporary experiences of bliss, clarity and non-thought, which are sometimes present and sometimes not. If we persist in these passing experiences without becoming attached to them, we can transcend all doubt about the way in which the mind exists and develop a definitive conviction. And that is realisation.”

Note. The Sanskrit word dharmatā, ཆོས་ཉིད་, chö nyi in Tibetan, means the intrinsic nature of everything, the essence of things as they are. Dharmata is the naked, unconditioned truth, the nature of reality, or the true nature of phenomenal existence

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THE MEANING OF THE FOUR YOGAS: PART TWO

The Meaning Of The Four Yogas – Part Two
from “Essentials of Mahamudra” by Thrangu Rinpoche

“…Because our realisation of things as they are has become manifest, at the lower level of one taste, we see that there is no difference between samsara and nirvana. At the middle level, we cut through the root of seeing a difference between the apprehended object and the apprehended subject, so that they no longer appear to be separate. At the great level, we see that all phenomena are truly of one taste. We no longer regard anything as dangerous and thus feel tremendous fearlessness.

“By becoming ever more familiar with the realisation of one taste, the meditator arrives at the point at which she or he does not need to engage in a formal structure of meditation. This is the level of non-meditation. The nature of mind has been resolved, and the meditator does not need to practise any particular meditation to experience this.

“At the lower level of non-meditation, because mind itself and reality have become manifest, we not longer need to meditate. There is no longer the sense of something meditated upon and someone meditating upon it. Striving and effort are required to some extent at the lower level of non-meditation, but at the middle level we achieve spontaneous presence such that striving and effort are no longer necessary.

“It is said that, at the great level, we have arrived at the bodhisattva level where we meet the dharmakaya, which is to say, the dharmakaya has fully manifested. At this point, the clear light of ground and the clear light of the path mix.”

Could that be any more beautiful?
😀

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THE MEANING OF THE FOUR YOGAS

The Meaning Of The Four Yogas

Tashi Namgyal (1512-1587) was a great scholar and meditator in the 16th century. He wrote a detailed explanation of both the fundamental reasons behind Mahamudra meditation and its practice, entitled ‘Moonlight of Mahamudra’.

The following is from the commentary on this text, written by Thrangu Rinpoche and entitled ‘Essentials of Mahamudra’: this section is The Meaning of the Four Yogas.

“The four yogas of one pointedness, freedom of elaboration (simplicity), one taste and non-meditation. Each of these has three internal divisions – lower, middling and great. Thus there is lower one pointed yoga, middle one pointed yoga and the great one pointed yoga and so forth, making a total of twelve internal divisions of the yogas. Moving through these twelve yogas, we arrive at the fruition of complete enlightenment.

“To arrive at one pointed yoga, first we accomplish shamata and then join this with vipashyana. Initially, our shamata is not very stable and the mind will not rest. One pointedness indicates that shamata has become stable – our mind has been brought to rest. Then, through this resting, we see mind clearly; any superimpositions are cut through, and complexity is resolved into simplicity.

“At the lower level of one pointedness, we see the nature of mind; however, we see it in a somewhat coarse manner. Having seen mind’s nature, we become mostly free from anxiety and pain. At the middle level of one pointedness, we achieve power over this meditative stability and begin to have some independence, such that meditation is not difficult or hard work. At the great level of one pointedness, it is said that the experience of meditation surrounds us in every way – meditation is continuous.

“When we develop a genuine, definite conviction and become free from elaboration and complexity, we arrive at the second yoga – freedom from elaborations. This yoga involves recognising luminosity and emptiness, and generating conviction about emptiness.

“At the lower level of freedom from elaboration, we release the unborn nature of phenomena. At the middle level, we understand that phenomena are not only unborn but actually rootless. At the great level, the meditator understands that external appearances are not separate from reality or dharmata, so all projections of external phenomena are completely severed.

“As the experience of the second yoga intensifies, we arrive at the yoga of one taste. Our meditation becomes clearer and we understand that samsara and nirvana are one taste. We understand that which is to be abandoned and that which is to be adopted as one taste.”

To be continued.

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LIFE BECOMES FRUITFUL WHEN…

Life Becomes Fruitful When…
we understand and recognise our true nature.
It stands up to the test,
and we can laugh.

It is rare to understand and recognise that our true nature is just pure conscious awareness. It’s easy to say these words, but to suddenly see this is … “Oh my goodness, is that what they’ve been talking about?!” Seeing this is quite an achievement and makes life worthwhile, because we previously believed what everyone else believed – that we have to conform to a stereotype, holding on to a fixed and oversimplified image or idea of what we should be. A caricature caught up in a plot for life.

Once we know that the true nature of our mind is emptiness (which is also the true nature of all sentient beings), then anything that appears in that emptiness of mind is seen as a diversion and a reminder. Because of that clear seeing, diversions – which develop into emotions – are now heard, loud and clear!

These emotions are natural to a sentient mind. Unfortunately, that which can help us evolve is now seen as an illness; modern medicine wants give us pills to dull the mind when its upset. That’s a cure? The cure for emotions is understanding that they are wisdoms. But then again, science doesn’t understand consciousness, be it pure or impure.

Okay so far. We see all this. Now how stable are we?

This is where practitioners will go to uncomfortable places, exposing themselves to fears and judgements in order to see how neutral they remain in the face of the unpleasant – and actually, the pleasant as well. Eastern practitioners traditionally go to graveyards at night: we might visit a shopping mall, a pub, a spiritual centre 😀 Can we sustain our inner peace? This is easily tested by going to a crowded place, and allowing all judgement to subside … or not. Either way, we are learning something, testing our understanding.

If we are interested in our spiritual side,
then it’s best to go all the way.
We have to do more than merely dip our toe in the water.

Those who see and run away,
live to see another day.

We may, however, not get another chance for a long time.

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BEING SPIRITUALLY CONFUSED FOR YEARS!

Being Spiritually Confused For Years!

It is very important to understand
that there are different approaches.

Different approaches can create conflicts, giving rise to spiritual confusion that can actually turn people off, sending them back to sleep. This needn’t happen if we understand where the text is coming from and how it being used. This is why it is difficult to be eclectic – all-embracing of all traditions – and not mingle them into one, which is a New Age idea. Once we understand however, we can easily see the connections and be all-embracing – and hopefully stop arguing! 😀

Below is a short description by Thrangu Rinpoche explaining that there are differences in meaning; Thrangu Rinpoche is a Karma Kagyu master of the Mahamudra tradition.

Tranquility & Insight Meditation.

When we start to practise meditation, we often doubt the possibility of transcending all of the problems and defects which we experience. And we also doubt the possibility of achieving what seems to be unlimited good qualities.

There are two main aspects to meditation: tranquility (or Shamatha) and insight (or Vipashyana) meditation. These terms are used in several spiritual traditions, but mean different things in each of these traditions.

In fact, we could say that any spiritual tradition that has emerged from India will at some point use these terms to describe their practice of meditation. For example, in the Hindu tradition, the terms Shamatha and Vipashyana are used, but they are different from the meditation techniques which are described in the Mahamudra tradition.

The reason these same terms are used by different traditions is simply that both Hinduism and the Vajrayana tradition of Buddhism arose in India, and therefore both used Sanskrit words for the types of meditation.

Similar terms are also used in both the Buddhist Theravada and Zen traditions, but again, these refer to slightly different techniques or instructions. In the Theravadan tradition, the terms “Shamatha” and “Vipashyana” in Sanskrit mean ‘tranquility’ and ‘insight’. Because of that, we may think that the Theravadan approach, the Zen approach, and the Mahamudra approach are identical.

Nevertheless, the instructions given by each of these traditions, and the methods, are somewhat different. The particular value of the Mahamudra approach to Shamatha and Vipashyana is that it is an approach which is easy to understand, and therefore appropriate to practice in daily life. In essence, the basis of all practice of Buddha-dharma is taking hold of your mind, and by doing so, clearing away the problems which afflict your mind, thereby allowing your good qualities to develop.

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The result of Mahamudra is the same as that of Dzogchen and Maha Ati yoga.
Shamata is concentration to become aware of what is going on in the mind, in which we generally use “watching the breath” meditation to stop circling thoughts.
Vipashyana (Vipassana) is looking at the nature of mind where we realise that it is empty and clear, and has a knowing quality: this is in-sight meditation – looking in!
The result of experience is that we realise that we are this empty, clear, knowing quality.

That is Mahamudra.
We are Mahamudra.
That is Dzogchen.
We are Dzogchen.

It is beyond terminology and description.

This brings us to mindfulness.
In Mahamudra, we use mindfulness – Shamata – which is being aware of what we are doing, and what the mind is doing. We are not aware of awareness itself, which is the next stage of being introduced to Vipashyana – the realisation of the nature of mind itself. In realising Mahamudra, we realise that we are this empty knowingness.

Once Mahamudra is realised, then shamata is not something different.

From a Dzogchen perspective, once we are introduced to the essence of mind – empty knowingness – mindfulness is remembering to be aware. Once we are aware of awareness, then mindfulness is dropped, as this would interfere with the pure experience of emptiness.

Once Dzogchen is realised then shamata is not something different.

The journey between Shamata, Vipashyana, Mahmudra/Dzogchen/Maha Ati/Zen may take years – or it may be instantaneous.

When we join a meditation centre, they don’t always explain these differences, and so we might have the right intention, but be in the wrong place. I was confused for years and had the right intention, but I was in the wrong place because my temperament – my mixture – was more inclined to the Dzogchen approach (even though, at that time, I knew nothing about it) and no one could explain the differences to me. This made me confrontational. It transpired, however, that it was actually the right place because, when I found Dzogchen, I found home, and really understood and appreciated it much more. It was like living in hell, and suddenly finding heaven 🙂

It all depends on our temperament – the mixture that makes us tick until enlightenment.

May confusion dawn as wisdom.

This reply by Thrangu Rinpoche may help to clarify Shamata and Vipashyana:

Student:
Would it be correct to say that the insight known as Vipashyana have to be induced. Does the questioner have to ask the question and look at the mind in the why you spoke of?”

Rinpoche:
No matter how long we persist exclusively in practising Shamata, it will not become Vipashyana. No matter how much we develop the principle Shamata qualities of stability and clarity, it will not bring about Vipashyana. Shamata is very good, important, beneficial, and necessary to do but techniques of Shamata will not bring about Vipashyana.

Vipashyana means ‘the prajna (wisdom) that realises in a very precise way’. In Shamata, we look at mind but not at what mind is. Looking at our mind, we assess the mind’s stability, clarity, wildness, and so forth, but we don’t examine what the mind is – its shape, its colour, whether it has any qualities. That kind of investigation isn’t part of the practice of Shamata.

In the Prajnaparamita sutra, the Buddha said:

‘Form does not exist.
Feelings do not exist.
Discrimination does not exist’…

In this list of things, starting with the second one of ‘feelings’, we are talking about mind. When we look for the mind, we find that these things – feelings, discrimination and so forth – are nearby, and we can look at them. But when we look, we find nothing there. If there is nothing there, does that mean that mind is nothing more than a corpse? No! Because the mind’s emptiness is suffused with luminosity. Sometimes we talk about this as the union of space and wisdom, with space referring to emptiness and wisdom referring to luminosity; that experience is Vipashyana.”

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SHAMATA AND VIPASSANA

Shamata and Vipassana

Shamata looks at the mind.
Vipassana looks at what the mind is.

Mindfulness and Awareness
Mindfulness – Shamata is how we begin
Awareness – Vipassana is how we proceed.

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SAMSARA AND NIRVANA ARE INSEPARABLE

Samsara and Nirvana are Inseparable

Why?
Thoughts are confusion.
And
Thoughts are empty.

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RESTLESSNESS: WINDING OURSELVES UP

Restlessness: Winding Ourselves Up
Then meditate slowly

We may meditate, but we could still be suffering, still restless. Trying to calm down and trying to be peaceful can be exhausting! 😀 Why is this? All our life, our fixated ego clinging has been the centre of our universe, because it likes to feel important. It likes to feel it’s doing something. And so, pure conscious awareness has been captured and occupied for a very, very long time. This causes tensions in the mind and body … and in the subtle body.

We may feel, “Well, I’m just a bit restless today,” but it goes deeper than that.

Restless = ill at ease, tense, agitated, anxious, apprehensive, impatient, stressed, disturbed, troubled, unsettled, uncomfortable. We heat up!

Meditating slowly = calm, peaceful. We cool down!

When we become anxious, tensions arise in the body. These tensions leave a residue in our ‘subtle body’ where our feelings are held. Even when meeting people, this anxiety can arise in the body, triggered by past memories. It’s important to be aware of this ‘subtle body’, especially if we cannot settle in meditation. Stress can cause dis-ease; our health and wellbeing is in our own hands – or rather, minds!

It’s important to realise that certain methods and exercises introduced from the old East were meant to wake up our system, but in the modern world, these methods could have a negative effect because our system has already woken up – it is, in fact, overactive. We therefore need to calm down and rest in what we call ’emptiness’ genuinely doing nothing but being consciously aware. Not looking for anything, but just relaxed in being.

Subtle Body

This is from Tsoknyi Rinpoche’s book, Open Heart, Open Mind: it’s a very short description of what is called ‘the gentle vase breath’.

First, one exhales slowly and completely, collapsing the abdominal muscles as close to the spine as possible. As we slowly breathe in, we imagine we are drawing our breath down to an area about 4 finger widths below the navel. This area is shaped a bit like a vase, which explains why it is called the vase technique.

Of course, we’re not really drawing breath down to that region, but by turning our attention there, we find ourselves inhaling a little more deeply than usual, and experience a bit more expansion in the vase region. As we continue to draw breath in and attention down, our “lung” ( pronounced loong) will gradually travel down there to rest. Hold the breath in the vase region for a few seconds (but don’t wait until the need to exhale becomes urgent), and then slowly breathe out again.

Just breathe slowly in this way, 3-4 times, exhaling completely and inhaling into the vase area. After the 3rd or 4th inhalation, try holding a little bit of the breath (maybe 10%) in the vase area at the end of the exhalation, focusing very lightly and gently on maintaining a bit of lung in its home place. It may be a little uncomfortable, but the practice is worthwhile to calm one down.

Vase breath is practised for 10 or 20 mins a day, and can become a direct means of developing awareness of our feelings, and learning how to work with them, even while we are engaged in daily activities.”

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Tsoknyi Rinpoche:

The channels are the means through which what we might call ‘the spark of life’ moves. In Tibetan, these sparks are called tigle, which may be translated as ;drops’, or ‘droplets’ – an interpretation we are given so that we can form some kind of mental image of what passes through the channels.

Nowadays, of course, we can begin to imagine these drops as neurotransmitters, the body’s ‘chemical messengers’ that affect our physical, mental and emotional states. Some of these neurotransmitters are fairly well known, for example serotonin which is influential in depression, dopamine, a chemical associated with the anticipation of pleasure and epinephrine (adrenaline), a chemical often produced in response to stress, anxiety and fear. Neurotransmitters are extremely small molecules and while their effects on our mental and physical state can be quite noticeable, their passage through various organs of the body could still be called ‘subtle’.”

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“THE QUESTION OF MAGIC”

The Question of Magic”
To dare to go beyond…or not.

The more we are inspired, the more we open up, the more the blessings, the more the…magic.

Here is Chogyam Trungpa describing the process, from his book Journey Without A Goal, in the chapter entitled, “The Question of Magic”:

The question of magic at this point is completely relevant to our life, to our path, to our actual practice. Magic is real, direct and personal. It is so personal that it becomes excruciating, and it is at that level that we have a glimpse of magic. We find ourselves on the threshold, and at that point, we can, in fact, push ourselves one step further. That threshold occurs when we think we have gone too far in extending ourselves to the world. There is some kind of warning, and at the same time a faint invitation takes place. Quite possibly, we chicken out at that point because it requires so much effort and energy to go further. We feel we have put in enough effort and energy already, and we don’t want to go beyond that. So-called sensible people won’t take such a risk: “Oh no! We have gone far enough. We mustn’t go too far so let’s step back…”.

As you can see, stepping back into the safety of our programming is stepping back into our fears and relying on hopes, which delays our progress. This is our habitual patterning; we turn off! The “I” identification has become so used to a limited view, that this ‘switching off’ seems normal. We ignore and become indifferent, and may not even notice what we’re saying! 😀

This obviously happens at street level where it goes unnoticed, but it’s also very much applicable to the spiritually-inclined. We learn a little something and get stuck there, flinching back from active experience as it’s too shocking and uncomfortable.

I feel that, too often, teachers do not want to push or upset their students as they may lose their audience (and revenue). We need to test the teacher and the teacher needs to test us. Progress is made through conflict. That’s how we walk: the conflict of foot with the ground!

To step forward, we need to be fearless, and face the excruciating – which means giving up ‘our’ illusion of safety. If we do not step into it, the feeling of fear becomes exaggerated. When we do step in fear we find nothing there at all. It’s no longer excruciating. Wow! Freedom! I haven’t been to formal retreats for years, and feel great!

At the moment of the Buddha’s enlightenment, he was attacked by fear and desire in the forms of flaming arrows and seduction. Demonic activity over-stretches itself and becomes weak, and in this way, it is our teacher.

That’s why goodness will always win over badness.

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‘SATAN’

‘Satan’
The wrong end of the religious stick.

Why are religious people so troubled?
Because the closer we get, the more the temptation of pride.

Satan: “Hebrew: ‫שָּׂטָן‬‎‎ satan, meaning “enemy” or “adversary”; Arabic: ‫شيطان‬‎‎ shaitan, meaning; “astray”, “distant”, or sometimes “devil”) is a figure appearing in the texts of the Abrahamic religions who brings evil and temptation, and is known as the deceiver who leads humanity astray. Some religious groups teach that Satan originated as an angel who fell because of excessive pride, seducing humanity into the ways of falsehood and sin, and who has power in the fallen world.”

Satan doesn’t want us to wake up. We’re not referring to an external devil – a fantasy; rather, we are talking about our own mind. From a Buddhist point of view, demonic activity is our own likes and dislikes, reacting to the likes and dislikes of others. We won’t wake up because we don’t want to let go of the pride we have in our dream.

Demonic: “an evil spirit who possesses a person and acts as a tormentor in hell.”

We become demonic when we consider ourselves first. There are no evil spirits. It’s us: we are the fallen angels. We took the teachings to puff ourselves up with excessive pride, and we then try to seduce others.

Not only is it, “Oh my God, I’m God!”
It’s also, “Oh my God, I’m The Devil!”
😀

While we haven’t tamed our mind, we will be in constant torment. It’s easy to see this in the world, where people are either traumatised or seduced, and live in hell. But this hell can be flipped into heaven at any moment. By virtue of one, the other is known.

We have been led to believe that hell is a place where the bad go, and where the devil awaits – but of course, we aren’t bad, so we don’t have to worry 😉 Oh really? Hell is very seductive. It is our own minds that torment us, and that is hell. People even cherish their dislikes. The external demons are merely the hell of others. This hell just a mistaken view of reality: we could call the devil ‘drivel’ because it doesn’t make any sense!

As we clarity our understanding, everything simplifies and becomes more personal, in the way of direct experience. And this can be excruciating – intensely painful and tormenting. The torment is a glaring obstacle on our path; it is a cross road – or even the final step!

Obstacles appear more frequently. Why is this? 1. We notice more; our intensity has increased and we are more aware. 2. We are more prone to attack by others because we seem different.

This is why we need spiritual support, so we do not go astray, self indulgencing in our abilities, which will destroy our progress. “Pride goes before a fall”!

The more we are inspired, the more we supplicate, and the more the blessings, the more the…magic. And that is seductive! We become seduced by siddhis.

Satan – or Mara – is not all bad. It cannot help itself, and it is no longer an enemy. In fact, it is our helper, especially at the final step; just before the Buddha attained enlightenment, he was attacked by fear (torment) and desire (seduction).

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“OH MY GOD, I’M GOD!”

Oh my God, I’m God!”
Put it this way, we’re not separate.

Am I free to say this?
What if that were true?

If we are, in truth, compassionate, omniscient* emptiness, then what else is God?

Some say, “God made Heaven and Earth”.
It is, however, compassionate, omniscient emptiness that makes heaven on earth.
When we do not recognise this compassionate, omniscient emptiness, we make hell on earth.

We all have free will to make a choice about how we see things. But is seeing believing – or is seeing knowing?

The whole point of being here on earth is to realise and know what we are, rather than believing we are something less. If this is true, what have we been led to believe for thousands of years? And … why?

Being sentient means to have the ability to perceive or feel things: so there is the potential to recognise that which is perceiving and feeling, and which is beyond this physical body and thoughts.

Scepticism in an open mind is the sane path of the middle way.
Without an open mind, scepticism turns to cynicism, closing the mind.
Being open minded – without scepticism – means your brain falls out.
Not too tight and not too loose; weigh it all up, and then see.

If it wasn’t for pure awareness – pure consciousness – God would not be known.
Ultimate truth can have no identity, and therefore no name.
But you can call it whatever you want

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*’Omniscient’ is a word that means all-knowing. Whatever occurs in the universe of our mind is recognised by pure, compassionate, conscious awareness. That is what we are. We are not the occurrences, which are observable. Realising that all sentient beings have this very same pure nature, then we know the pure nature of all sentient beings throughout the universe. We also know the same obstacles that, as a result of ignorance, surround that pure nature: hatred, fear, desire, pride, jealousy. It’s very simple, and not at all complicated.

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WE LIVE IN TWO PARALLEL UNIVERSES

We Live In Two Parallel Universes
at the same time.
Scepticism in an open mind

It is interesting that, when one takes a step into the mind, another step presents itself; this is how one evolves. It is we who take the step, and the teachings become alive.

This is also why questioning is so important – it is scepticism in an open mind: “So … the mind is empty, is it? Oh! It’s empty…it really is empty, clear and knowable!” Actually, it is not only clear and knowable: it has marvellous, inspirational workings.

Being told that the essence of mind is emptiness throws up scepticism – or it should. We need to question what this means: to repeat, the Buddha said, “Don’t take my word for it.”

If our life is about questioning, there is the frustration of no answer, and in that instant of giving up, space can arise: there are empty moments of clarity when we suddenly say, “Why didn’t I see that before?” These are the little eurekas! We didn’t see it before because we didn’t step back. The same words may be being used but are seen slightly differently – although this may not be understood by others because they may not have asked the same questions.

So how do we live in two parallel universes at the same time?

Our mind is not our own: rather, it is a product of our environment. We do not have any original thoughts; our mind just acquires and reacts. “But the universe is one of love!” Only could be – there is a great difference between love and my love … ‘my love’ is sold to us every day.

Here is what happens:

The physical and mental universe is created from the three principles of attraction, repulsion and inertia, which are equivalent to the emotions of desire, aversion and ignorance. These principles control the thinking mind; to be more accurate, it’s the primitive, reptilian brain that is governing us, giving rise to emotions and driving us mad. Notice that, when we walk into a room full of people, we are attracted to some and averse to others, while we ignore the rest. We are picky, and so there is a lack of true love.

Parallel to this manifestation is another universe – one of true love – and it’s not picky! When it walks into a room full of people, it just walks into a room, and addresses anything that comes to pass. This love is pure, aware and compassionate, and it understand the true nature of all sentient beings.

…When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man/woman, I put away childish things. For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known. And now abideth faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.” Corinthians

Through understanding Dzogchen, these two universes are inseparable. Chaos is wisdom. Confusion is wisdom. Because we now know, we are “seeing through a glass darkly…”

Dzogchen = “Confusion dawning as wisdom.”

Here is the correlation:

Desire = Emptiness.
Our being is Empty: desire fills that space with concepts.­

Aversion = Awareness.
Our being is Aware: aversion arises when an “I” is created and starts judging.

Ignorance = Compassion.
Our being is Compassionate: ignorance arises when empty awareness forgets
the middle way of the unity of emptiness and awareness,
which is our true nature and that of others.

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BUDDHA OR TEACHER OR TEACHINGS?

Buddha or Teacher or Teachings?

Which is the most important?
It’s an vital question.

In Tibetan Buddhism, the human teacher is all important as it’s an oral tradition*; without the teacher, the teachings of the Buddha would not be available or known. The root teacher offers oral instruction in the nature of mind, and then the scriptorial teacher (in the form of text) will be more easily understood; this leads to the inner teacher and the teacher of all phenomena. If we forget the teachings, remembering the human teacher helps us to melt into the essence of the teachings. It’s a good system, a sound support, creating a community to encourage others. The basis of Tibetan Buddhism is Guru Yoga/Vajrayana/Tantra = devotion – not devotion to a person, but to a quality within us.

Now for the ‘however’!
Guru Yoga/Vajrayana/Tantra is a means to an end, and that end is resting in pure conscious awareness. For some, guru devotion does not come easily. For others it may come too easily; we may relinquish realising the inner teacher and become too reliant on the outer teacher, instead of solving problems ourselves.

So we have a choice: Tibetan Buddhism … just Buddhism … don’t call it anything. I still like the word Dzogchen as it lifts me out of street level 😀

Dzogchen or “Great Perfection”, also called Ati Yoga, is a tradition of teachings in Tibetan Buddhism aimed at attaining and maintaining the natural primordial state or natural condition. It is a central teaching of the Nyingma school of Tibetan Buddhism and of Bon. In these traditions, Dzogchen is the highest and most definitive path of the nine vehicles to liberation. According to the Nyingma tradition, the primordial Buddha Samantabhadra taught Dzogchen to the Buddha Vajrasattva, who transmitted it to the first human lineage holder, the Indian Garab Dorje. According to tradition, the Dzogchen teachings were brought to Tibet by Padmasambhava in the late 8th and early 9th centuries.”

Dzogchen was realised by the Indian master, Garab Dorje, and adopted by Tibetan Buddhism.

The mind – mind essence – is extremely powerful. Our bodies may be broken, the brain may be altered and the mind full of distractions, but pure conscious awareness remains untouched. It is not a thing to be killed! If you have ever been drunk, the body and brain don’t function very well but awareness is still present…until we pass out! 😉

A teacher is there to help us stand on our own two feet so that we can solve problems and deal with day-to-day situations. They show us the inner teacher of all phenomena – both outer and inner – where we can investigate and test for ourselves. The way I see it is that the student is the empty essence of mind, and the teacher is the appearances and reactions in that mind. Although empty essence has a knowing quality, it is constantly distracted by the mind, rather like a child who is wide open but whose perception is all over the place!

When we recognise this, arisings become our teacher,
rather than our controller.

When the student understands and realises, there is
no more learning,
no teacher,
no student.
Just experience.

But for now we have to accept
that we are running around in the kindergarden,
looking for toys.

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* Oral Transmission from Wikipedia:

There is a long history of oral transmission of teachings in Tibetan Buddhism. Oral transmissions by lineage holders traditionally can take place in small groups or mass gatherings of listeners and may last for seconds (in the case of a mantra, for example) or months (as in the case of a section of the Tibetan Buddhist canon). It is held that a transmission can even occur without actually hearing, as in Asanga’s visions of Maitreya.

An emphasis on oral transmission as more important than the printed word derives from the earliest period of Indian Buddhism, when it allowed teachings to be kept from those who should not hear them. Hearing a teaching (transmission) readies the hearer for realization based on it. The person from whom one hears the teaching should have heard it as one link in a succession of listeners going back to the original speaker: the Buddha in the case of a sutra or the author in the case of a book. Then the hearing constitutes an authentic lineage of transmission. Authenticity of the oral lineage is a prerequisite for realization, hence the importance of lineages.”

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THE BUDDHA WAS NOT A ‘KLINGON’

The Buddha Was Not A ‘Klingon’

The Buddha went boldly beyond.
Boldly beyond what?
Beyond clinging to fantasies.

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PEOPLE ARE CASH COWS

People Are Cash Cows
… herded in body and mind, from cradle to grave.

Create chaos and confusion; the result is control.
Create knowledge and wisdom; the result is control.

Spot the difference.
Lose it or gain it.

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WILL MEDITATION MAKE ME HAPPY?

Will Meditation Make Me Happy?
…and have a better life?
No … yes … depends … yes!

No … because you (pure consciousness) are already happy.

Yes … because meditation is a way of recognising that which is obscuring this naturally existing happiness.

Depends … on what you call ‘a better life’; is it one where we just accept that we have enough?

Yes … because, having realised that pure consciousness is already unconditionally happy, this influences and maintains our daily life in the contented way we conduct ourselves. It is the continuity of unconditional happiness.

But what is happiness?
It is resting in natural, pure, conscious awareness that no outside force can disturb – because pure, conscious awareness doesn’t need conditions. Pure, conscious awareness is clarity. It is seeing everything simply; that’s how it works. Everything is seen as a reflection of pure, conscious awareness. What is aware of this computer screen? Pure, conscious awareness is something never to be forgotten or lost.

But how do I lead a better life?
By remembering what we are.
Our present moment was created by our past, so we have to reap what we have sown. If we continue to react in our usual way, the future will be the same as now. As we sow, so we reap. If we stop reacting in our habitual way – by allowing the mind and heart to be open – the clarity that results from that changes the future. (As spiritual practitioners, we may feel that our reactions have become more intense than they were. This may lead to feelings of guilt, frustration and anger: you can be sure that this is merely the subtlety of clarity seeing what’s going on, and this is why we need compassion for our own past reactions. It’s vital to remember that any reaction is a product of the past.)

Pure conscious awareness is clarity, which has no fear or hope. That’s how it works. Unfortunately, not everyone is aware of this and that can create problems which, in turn, are challenges for compassionate activity.

When we see and others do not, then we are alone. That’s how it is. Trying to communicate is frustrating; it is then that we have to learn to be skilful and responsive to others’ needs. That is love. No one said this is easy 😀

If we want happiness, then we have to accept sadness.
Resting in unlimited compassion
allows space for healing to take place.
We just cannot expect anything in return.
Now, that is love.
And love is happiness.

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BUDDHISM: BEYOND BELIEF

Buddhism: Beyond Belief

To find that which is beyond belief,
we have to turn everything – everything – on its head.

A belief is our viewpoint; it’s our way of thinking , and how we judge. We all believe in something, and it started at a very early age with ‘mine’. Our strongest memories and influences are from when we were young, and we accepted the programming from our parents and environment, both of which were also programmed. TV and the media is all about ‘programming’, and it’s happening faster and at an even younger age because of technology … our modern life consists of pushing programmed buttons and becoming part of the programming. It’s the early stages of transhumanism.

To say, “I have no beliefs” is incorrect. To believe that we have something is a belief, to the extent of claiming, “I have consciousness” as this separates us from the consciousness itself: it is a belief in consciousness, and a point of view rather than the clear view itself. If we judge things to be real and permanent, we are locked into our programme of beliefs – permanently! – and we don’t see that change is possible. We haven’t reached the age of reasoning yet, and are still stuck in ‘mine’.

So, how do we turn everything on its head?

When we step back and honestly observe our way of judging and thinking – which is our point of view – there is merely seeing, smelling, touching, hearing, tasting – without concepts. Merely perceiving. Merely aware. Mere consciousness. Mere means ‘no more than’; that is pure, conscious awareness. This is not a belief as it is knowable now.

Without that pure, conscious awareness, the beliefs we hold on to would not be known. Pure consciousness is like a mirror, reflecting everything. The mirror never changes, whereas the reflections come and go. Pure, conscious awareness comes first, but goes unnoticed.

Some get this, and some do not. Everything depends on what we believe. When we no longer believe, we are not limited and space expands. The space is clarity, and clarity is light.

It is the light that is beyond belief, beyond the darkness. First we have to recognise that it’s dark, which means it could be lighter! 😀

All we have to do is look, and then we know.
This is difficult because the world keeps showing us another toy.

As long as we believe, we are locked in.
The moment we stop believing, the door opens.

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SPIRITUAL CORRECTNESS

Spiritual Correctness

If we want to find the truth – as opposed to being told the theory of truth – we have to retrace our steps authentically, from confusion-ignorance to confusion-wisdom.

CURIOSITY AND NON-CONFORMITY
ARE THE TWO WINGS OF SPIRITUAL FREEDOM

Curiosity and non-conformity come about because we are no longer satisfied with our present state; it doesn’t add up, it’s confusing, we feel ill at ease, and we realise that we live in a world of suffering. We look for answers because what we are being told does not satisfy.

It’s vital to remember this, particularly when we join a spiritual group 🙂

Without curiosity, we become mechanical, unreasoning, dumb conformists, interested only our precious microscopic world, obsessing with immediate gratification and status, and oblivious about how mindless – and a little creepy – we have become. We can have as many teachings as we can afford, and still remain ignorant because, without individual curiosity, we will be closed off to finding timeless truth while we memorise textbooks and institutionalise ourselves. In this way, we are adopting “spiritual correctness”.

Like political correctness, spiritual correctness wants to us to be ‘one’, to be the same. This is a Marxist ideal of conformity; spiritual organisations don’t like awkward customers 😀 “Ah! That’s ego!” proclaim the righteous, who expect us to conform to group-think through micro-fear and micro-aggression … such conformity is spiritual correctness. (Incidentally, it is the group that has this Marxist ideal, while one could say that the teacher is the dictator; this is fair enough because they do have a system which they have to maintain, and we have the choice to subscribe solely to that one group or take our information from many sources. Spiritual correctness is imposed (perhaps unconsciously) by the students, rather than the teacher.)

Has political correctness become spiritual correctness? Or did spiritual correctness come first? “In the beginning was the word” and words can have many meanings. The ‘New Age Thinkers’ want us to be all equal and all one: to suggest otherwise seriously risks offending them, and so we lose our ability to discriminate. We may ask questions, but accept generalisations as answers: I found I never asked follow-up questions in case it embarrassed the teacher. It seems that we have to learn the ‘right’ questions, and this denies the various levels of understanding. This might not even be clear to the questioner, as they may be in the midst of a transition between levels, and the teacher should be able to pick this up, as the teachings contain many levels within them.

I have been involved in something termed “spiritual harvesting”, where small groups talked together about their feelings about and appreciation for the teachings, and then came together to feedback to the main group, in the presence of the teacher.

Sounds great! But my wife and I were amazed at the conformity. It quickly became clear that people said what they thought others wanted them to say. They adhered to cliches, and there was no individual, heartfelt honesty. I actually mentioned neurolinguistic programming, as we were expected to agree with everything. That didn’t go down well at all; spiritual people shun very quickly ;-).

Shun:persistently avoid, ignore, or reject through antipathy or caution. ORIGIN Old English shrink back with fear, seek safety from an enemy

The Buddha said, “Do not take my word for it; find out for yourself.” Through this process, we uncover all! He certainly did not want us to repeat a load of rehearsed questions and answers in order to look good.

In the beginning, we learn from working in a group, but we gradually find that the members of that group have subtly different views, different intensities, different energies, different capacities, different backgrounds, which can result in communication problems and lead to potential disagreements. And so one has to tread very carefully: on silent retreat, all we do is smile, nod and walk on.

Political and spiritual correctness both want us to conform, when the whole point is to break out of restrictions and slavery. As in every walk of life, politics plays a part in spiritual centres; there are hierarchies and inner groups.

Politics: activities aimed at improving someone’s status or increasing power within an organisation.

Those who don’t want you to be curious want you to believe that conforming is what makes a person safe and decent; again, this is spiritual correctness in action.

In our fast-paced world, the majority of people don’t feel they have the time to engage in spiritual exploration or a personal search. It’s much easier to hold prepackaged beliefs about ourselves and life. Prepackaged answers are so very convenient … until we realise that, although we are very learned, we lack compassion to those close to us.

We must take care of our spiritual welfare by realising what we truly are, and, through understanding, we do the same for everyone else. We are all pure, compassionate awareness, but we are not all ‘one’ at the same time. If we were all ‘one’, we’d all decide to stand in the same place! 😀

There are a lot of questions to be asked, and in every question there is an answer, until there are no more questions, no more learning. It is all about freedom, and that is our birthright.

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WE LIKE DOING THINGS

We Like Doing Things

We want things to do.
In pure awareness, pure consciousness,
there is nothing to do.
That is Rigpa.

Tsoknyi Rinpoche:

Rigpa: the king that is the single most sufficient factor”. When you are resting in rigpa, no matter what thought arises, it arises and is liberated naturally. It is purification that does not involve purifying. If it is effortless purification, that is rigpa.

No antidote is needed”: it is very subtle. By our nature, we like things to do; we like using antidotes. We feel that has a chance of working. It has an aspect of satisfaction and we hold on to it as there is a sense of relief, satisfaction. In rigpa, there is no relief as part of the package.

Do use antidotes if you need them – be honest with yourself, and use them if there are times when things aren’t naturally arising and liberating. Use whatever works. Then drop and return to the main practice of non-practice, non-doing.

If thoughts and emotions arise and liberate naturally, you don’t need to use any other method to liberate – stay with the boring rigpa! When you can trust in the practice as being sufficient, don’t use antidotes as that would downgrade rigpa.”

Doing something that is pleasing may be beneficial to our practice as it inspires, gives us something to focus on, and steadies the mind: “Use whatever works.”

The moment we stop, we fall into non-doing = rigpa: “Then drop and return to the main practice of non-practice”.

If we obsess about our practice, we may become addicted to the placebo effect which may be of psychological benefit, but lacks deep rest and realisation.

Placebo: procedure prescribed for the psychological benefit to the patient rather than for any physiological effect.
ORIGIN late 18th cent.: from Latin,‘being acceptable or pleasing’, from placere ‘to please’.

The effect of a placebo is to offer reassurance and confidence, but it’s not the actual experience: speaking personally, when I have had private interview with teachers, I always left feeling that everything was OK just the way it was – until the doubts arose again and I had to go back 😀

The antidotal effect of a placebo is a temporary measure.
The recognition of rigpa is the real thing that heals everything:
“The single most sufficient factor.”

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LOOKING FOR CONSCIOUSNESS

Looking For Consciousness

When we stop looking, we start to see.
When we drop what is seen,
we realise that seeing/awareness/consciousness
is already present in its pure natural state;
we are that realisation.

As we perfect our practice, there is less room to manoeuvre; because of our understanding and realisation, we are less attracted to distractions, and therefore we do not lose our inner peace. The demons are tamed. At street level, however, we are manoeuvred by demons into looking for this and that.

Just being aware,
just being conscious,
is where we are.
There is nothing else to look for.
Then, whatever occurs,
is brought back to balance.

What are you looking for?
Why are you looking?
You’re already here.

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OMNISCIENCE – THIS WILL BLOW YOUR MIND!

Omniscience – This Will Blow Your Mind!

Omniscience: having complete or unlimited knowledge, awareness, or understanding; perceiving all things.

Theists believe that God is omniscient. Buddhists believe that a Buddha is omniscient. This is presented as The Great Mystery, way beyond our current capacity to understand. What I am about to say is not meant to disturb any mind or belittle teachings: it is just something to consider.

If omniscience is thought of as a great mystery, then it separates us from the reality of now. When we think of omniscience, we may see it as meaning the unchanging knowledge of everything in the universe, beyond time of past, present and future.

What if omniscience merely means knowing the omniscience of the universe – within our own mind?

We have a choice: we can see omniscience either as an unknowable, unachievable, distant state or as pervading wisdom awareness that we can access within us right now.

In essence, our mind is empty and pure, and therefore has no boundaries. It is also cognisant, having a knowing quality. Because of this realisation, unconditional compassion arises for all one’s mistaken views and those of others. Understand that everything appearing within emptiness (our universe) – including thoughts and matter – is made up of parts. When something relies on other parts for its existence, and comes about through causes and conditions, it cannot be said to have any reality of its own – despite the fact that we believe it to be real. It is merely a series of temporary events, of creating, dwelling and dissolving, the energy of which is the spark for the next creation, be it an idea or a solar system.

Once we understand how things arise, dwell and cease, we understand the essence and nature of every sentient being in the universe. We won’t know the details, but we will understand the general principle of ‘existence’ (and if there are ‘aliens’, they will have the same potentials and misconceptions as us … more or less).

If we take into consideration the possibility of rebirth, and the fact that we have had infinite incarnations, then every sentient being has been our mother, father, enemy, friend. We know what it’s like to live in a world dominated by hatred, greed, stupidity, desire, jealousy and pride – and we also know that there is a realm of wisdom and love which is impartial and manifests the unconditional compassion that is our essence force. As Yoda meant to say, “May you be with the force”. 😀

The point is to consider which of these omnisciences is more beneficial to our practice. Is it the one that is, for now, out of reach? Or is it the one that is within our own recognition and experience, right now?

Likewise, if we are reviewing definitions, when the texts speak of a realised person manifesting 100,000 emanations, is this literal, or does it simply mean that a wise person who expounds the truth influences many, who in turn, echo this truth to others. Perhaps 100,000 just means ‘lots’: we are all emanations of something!

By taking another look at what we mean by ‘omniscience’, we may bring the teaching right into our own back yard where we can evolve and live, solving all problems by utilising whatever manure is available – as manure is the source of all fruit.

This approach, without a focus on the unattainable and supernatural, makes the Buddha’s teaching easier to access and realise – although applying it may be challenging, moment by moment. Now, we are not relying on a belief, but on actual recognition and understanding.

Can it really be that simple? That’s for each to consider for themselves. Don’t we all have a deep longing for an omniscient universe of love that includes everyone? This is the positive emotion deep within every sentient being (which turns negative when self importance arises).

The Buddha’s teaching could be described as ‘ordinary’, without elaboration or confusion.

Of course this does bring up other questions, such as …why all the ceremony, rituals, observance, service, sacrament, liturgy, worship; holiness, eminence celebration, performance, act, practice, order, custom, tradition, convention, institution, formality, procedure, protocols?

Universal knowledge is within us all.
We are that omniscience.
We’re just a bit busy at the moment 😀

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SOMETIMES, WE FEEL WE ARE WRONG

Sometimes, We Feel We Are Wrong

Sometimes, we experience doubt, worry and anxiety taking place in our mind. We might equally experience joy, happiness and confidence. Either way, we might feel wrong, confused, or even guilty.
How wonderful!
How wonderful?
How wonderful to wake up and find the pillow is clean and fresh – or very smelly. It doesn’t matter which, as long as we wake up!

The very fact that these experiences are taking place in the mind and being observed reveals awareness of all these doings.

We don’t have to wait until we are Buddhas to recognise wakefulness, as it is happening now.

At the end of a meditation session, some say the dedication prayer of merit by Nagajuna:
By this merit may we obtain omniscience.
Having defeated the enemies, wrongdoings,
May we liberate all beings from the ocean of existence,
With its stormy waves of birth, old age, sickness and death.

Sounds quite high falutin’, doesn’t it? Some future event that’s not taking place now.

But consider:
If we exchange the words ‘omniscience’ for ’empty essence’ and ‘wrongdoings’ for ‘an identification with anything arising within empty essence’ – and if we understand ‘liberate all beings’ as ‘clarify for all beings the difference between the thinking mind and the empty essence of mind’ (including the unity of these two), then we experience the cessation of suffering. Birth, old age, sickness and death are merely the body moving through its natural stages while the mind remains clear.

We don’t have to live in hope of benefitting others: we can do something right now. We can even be positive about the negative, and in doing this, we transcend suffering.
That’s why we are here … to learn.

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WHEN DO WE WAKE UP?

When Do We Wake Up?

The very moment we (pure awareness/pure consciousness) disengage from identifying with the dreaming of the chattering mind. When we are distracted and occupied by thinking, or spaced out and vacant, the moment ‘now’ is obscured by a dream state and we lose the clarity of wakefulness.

The moment ‘now’ can easily be misunderstood – and likewise, too easily understood – and we miss the point. Wakefulness is sustained experience without an ‘I’ and without effort. Wakefulness is naturalness – which reveals how unnatural we have become. As it is ordinary, we might think, “Is that all? Has my life changed?” It has changed, but we need to become familiar with this separation, this detachment of seeing and experiencing, stepping back from situations. This stepping back, this pause, is the non-reaction of clarity…being awake instead of habitually diving in with “the same old, same old”. It is an enriching experience of personal investigation. When we become proficient in recognising the arising of thoughts, thought and pure awareness are simultaneous; the two truths are a unity.

The phrase, ‘too easily understood’ appertains to the fact that we need to be aware of mere intellectual understanding – “heard that, know that”. There is a danger that the truth, when pointed out, is so obvious that we feel we’ve known it all along. This is actually true, but even so, we can still be in confusion, because words are so simple to say, but not so easily understood. We hear, and think we know, but we are unaware of eternal knowingness; knowingness without knowing something!

Take mindfulness meditation: this can be confused with awareness meditation which, in certain contexts, may be seen as the same – but it’s not. We use mindfulness as a reminder to be aware. When we are aware, we do not have to keep being mindful, as this works against itself and we become too ‘self’ aware. Upon waking up, we don’t have to doubt whether we are actually awake.

Another example relates to the use of the word ‘consciousness’: we may ask someone, “Are you conscious?” and they will reply, “Of course I am!” But is this consciousness (perception) impure consciousness (involving judgement and memory) or pure consciousness (complete detachment without indifference)?

If consciousness is merely sensory perception, judgement and memory, then this is the mechanical, sentient nature of all creatures; it is impure consciousness because it involves an ‘I’ – a personal identity as opposed to pure consciousness. “I am” as opposed to am/is/pure being.

Has waking up changed my life?
It has changed because life is now different. We find situations the same with all their mess, but now we can clean it up, by addressing our karmic reactions. Waking up is the first step towards enlightenment; it’s being half a buddha. Having purified our habitual reactions, exhausting karma is the other half of the equation – full Buddha!

The Buddha was logical.

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THE NATURAL LIBERATION OF DISTURBING EMOTIONS

The Natural Liberation of Disturbing Emotions

…In the undistracted state, there are no poisons.
The three poisons arise as a fault of distraction.
Look undistractedly into the essence of the three poisons.
Look and meditate without being distracted.
The three poisons disappear and turn into empty wakefulness.
Rest undistractedly in this empty and awake state.
That is the total purification of the three poisons.
It is called The Wisdom of the Three Kayas”

from Self Liberated Mind
by Patrul Rinpoche

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Note.
The three poisons are desire, aversion and ignorance.
The three kayas are empty essence, cognisant nature, and unconfined compassion.

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LIVING IN A WORLD OF FEAR

Living In A World Of Fear

from Wikipedia:
The fear response arises from the perception of danger leading to confrontation with or escape from the threat (also known as the fight-or-flight response) which, in extreme cases of fear (horror and terror), can be a freeze response or paralysis.”
(note there are three elements to our primitive responses).

Fear is connected to hope: they are two sides of the same coin.
We fear that something will happen, or we fear that it will not happen.
We hope that something will happen, or we hope that something will not happen.

Because of our confusion, we become paralysed, and fall into not-knowing. This comes about because we ignore what is taking place, and so we need instruction to clarity our situation.

What is taking place?

We, as sentient beings, are governed and controlled by three factors; desire, fear and ignorance. Attraction, repulsion and inertia. It is because of this formula that we are not enlightened, being imprisoned in darkness and in danger of being abused.

In Buddhism, desire, fear and ignorance are the three negative emotions in which we become caught and held. Desire and fear stem from ignorance of our true nature, which is pure awareness, pure consciousness without identification. Identification creates a duality – something identifying something else – whereas in pure consciousness there is nothing but pure consciousness. This is a very subtle experience and can only be recognised within inner peace, and not in intellectual discussion.

So what do we do about living in a world of fear and hope/desire, which is manipulated and enacted in the media day in and day out, at the request of those who know how these things work. Understand that those who think they know how these things work…do not! The very same three negative emotions – the formula for our confusion – can be turned on their heads, because they are actually the three pure wisdoms of liberation. How’s that for spiritual defence against those captors of fear, desire and ignorance? 😀

These three wisdoms (or liberations) are emptiness, awareness and compassion, and are known in Sanskrit as ‘the three kayas’. They are the essential elements of our true nature.

When we have realised our true essence as these three wisdoms, the very first instant of the negative emotion appearing – before the “I” goes into its act – is inseparable from our true essence! It is within the space of mind and cannot be separated from that, in the way that water is indivisible from wetness. While resting in emptiness, whatever occurs within that space cannot be separated from the emptiness within which it arose, because whatever arises is an illusion and is therefore empty of any true existence. To repeat: this is only understood within the stillness of practice.

This is why it is so important to work with the emotions. The three poisons are the three wisdoms: one always reflects the other. Result = no fear! Wisdom is liberation from suffering!

How does it work?

The three kayas – the qualities of our enlightened being – are not a ‘belief’ as they are observable; to be more precise, they are to be realised. We are the unity of the three kayas.

Dharmakaya = empty essence (absolute truth)
Sambhogakaya = cognisant nature (relative truth
Nirmanakaya = unconfined compassionate energy (the unity of the two truths)

The three negative emotions and the three wisdoms correlate in this way:
Desire = Emptiness
Aversion = Awareness
Ignorance = Compassion

Our ‘being’ is Empty; it is pure sacred space.
Desire fills that sacred space with concepts when an “I” is present.

Our ‘being’ is Awareness; it has a knowing quality.
Aversion arises when the “I” starts judging.

Our ‘being’ is Compassion; it is confident joy.
Ignorance arises when empty awareness forgets its true nature, and that of others.

This is an extremely subtle matter that should really be attended to and reflected upon over a period of time as there is much to assimilate.

How wonderful is this? You never, ever, need to be afraid of your emotions again – or anyone else’s. When this is realised, true, unshakeable confidence can arise.

Awaken the warrior, awakening real love.

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DON’T BECOME A BUDDHIST!

Don’t Become A Buddhist!
😀

I didn’t become a Buddhist to become a Buddhist.
I became a Buddhist to find out about the nature of reality.
I didn’t come here to be a Buddhist and add to my charade.
I follow the Buddha’s teachings.

Buddhism is a series of methods and principles aimed at training our minds, and dropping the attitude that limits our potential. It is the path to end suffering, and the realisation of our enlightened nature. These teachings help us to understand how we are, and recognise the mistaken ‘I’ that pure consciousness clings to.

In reality, we are all Buddhas – but at the moment, we are sleeping Buddhas.
As long as we are Buddhists, we will remain asleep: we have to become constant practitioners.

Every encounter is an opportunity to drop the ‘I’ attitude – although we do need a little social ‘i’, a little ego, to function. We just have to know the difference. In this way, we can communicate without smothering. We don’t think that, because we are Buddhist, we should be or act in a certain way. There is just perception, which can be transformed into pure perception, pure consciousness. This is love in action.

Conventionally, we might say, “I am Buddhist” so that the other person has an idea about where we are coming from – but if the ‘I’ becomes ‘Buddhist’, this is just another charade.

When we become spiritually aware, we become decent human beings.
Without a label.
Labels divide us.

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JUST CHATTING

Just Chatting

This blog is created in gratitude to past teachers and teachings. Spiritual commentary is spontaneously inspired as a constant reminder of our true nature as opposed to the persona we have adopted. Truth may be expressed in many different ways.

Hopefully, there are phrases here that connect with the reader, explaining how we are and feel, so that, when chatting to others, we can clarify our view in a reasonable way.

Chatting is a way of passing ‘it’ on.
Just chatting? Not at all; there is purpose to everything, and that purpose is love.

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WHY AM I NOT HAPPY?

Why Am I Not Happy?

This is such an interesting question 😀

Knowing that we are not happy presupposes that we already know what happiness is, and we assume that we don’t have it.

So what is happiness? Contentment? Being trouble-free? Loving, and being loved? Having everything we desire? Or does it lie in the desire itself?

As long as we have a body, we are vulnerable. It will have problems from time to time; it deteriorates, and will get sick and die. It’s true that when we are young, our bodies are everything and this is exciting, but it doesn’t last! To ignore this is to limit our understanding. Body consciousness cannot be where happiness lies, as true happiness never changes.

Happiness – true happiness – is therefore not of the body: rather, it is of the mind. Is it in our thoughts then? Well, thoughts are changeable. We can have nice thoughts, but that doesn’t make us happy because they don’t last. So what is happiness?

It’s just being now.

“That doesn’t sound like much fun!”
Oh, on the contrary, it is constant fun – and a constant relief from constantly chasing after everything.

Happiness is letting go. In understanding change, we are free to just enjoy the moment now, without holding on to it.

The I can never find happiness, but you can.
When you’ve found your true self, you can enjoy your heart’s desires.

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THE SECRET CODE OF THE UNIVERSE

The Secret Code Of The Universe

Attraction, repulsion, and inertia.
All planets and minds obey
desire, aversion and inertia*.
These are the laws of the universe.

But there is a deeper, secret code.
This may sound sweet-talking, but it is love.
How on earth is love the deeper secret?
Love is more than caring; it is understanding.

Once we are free – or even semi-free – of these laws of the universe,
we notice that others are not.
We can then empathise, have compassion,
and express love by understanding.

Unconditional love counters the three imprisoning laws of the universe.
We are no longer pulled or pushed around,
because we now know.

Is there an even deeper secret; the deepest secret?
Yes.
Emptiness.
One simply cannot go beyond emptiness.

*Inert: unmoving, motionless, immobile, still, stock-still, stationary, static, dormant, sleeping; unconscious, out cold, comatose, lifeless, inanimate, insensible, senseless, insensate, insentient; inactive, idle, indolent, slack, lazy, loafing, slothful, dull, sluggish, lethargic, stagnant, languid, listless, torpid; unconcerned, apathetic, indifferent;

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BALANCING MIND AND HEART

Balancing Mind and Heart
The hard stuff and the soft stuff!

This is truly a difficult subject to talk about, and get the right balance. Essence, the emptiness of being – known as Rigpa in the Nyingma tradition – could be called
the atmosphere of being’ – the soft heart in the hard world of mind.

To survive in this physical form, we need a strong mind, clear and practical, to get it ‘right’, otherwise we don’t eat or have shelter.

However, getting it ‘right’ isn’t without beauty and joy.

If we only consider beauty and joy in our life, the peas and broccoli may not come to fruition. And without a sense of beauty and joy, the peas and broccoli may not feel happy! Everyone wants to feel loved, don’t they? That is the magical stuff of growth. If we just stuff seeds in the ground without care, the only things that will take hold are weeds that choke everything.

It’s the same when dealing with people. We need to pacify them, enrich them and magnetise them, destroying any friction so that this beauty and joy may be shared. The mind judges and criticises; the heart want to put things right. Putting things ‘right’ needs the balance of both mind and heart – we are relative and absolute creatures after all.

Too often, comments made in ‘social’ media are harsh, cruel and judgmental. This is the one-sided, chattering mind. The heart wants to be included, to bring about balance and be of benefit, but doesn’t know how, and so it becomes clumsy. The heart and mind need clarity – a recognition of our inner balance – and a willingness to support others.

All we need is to loosen up, soften up, and remember that everyone wants love, beauty and joy in their lives. They just cannot admit this, because they are usually too busy with ‘me’ and ‘my ideas’. Of course, if we are too soft, we might not make sense. 😀 😀 😀

Perhaps the words ‘love’, ‘beauty’ and ‘joy’ have lost their meaning in this modern world: they’ve been downgraded to ‘my’ love, ‘my’ beauty and ‘my’ joy, arising from a sense of selfishness in a ‘my mind’ world.

Deep down, we all want a heart of gold, but are afraid or lack confidence, which can make us seem aggressive, as we fear we will be brought down.

Love, empathy and compassion are nicer worlds than this harsh mind world, in which to live. But we do live in a harsh world, and life requires courage: courage comes from a firm foundation of confident understanding. It is then that we can practise the six perfections of generosity, etc.

Don’t let anyone steal
your love, empathy or compassion.
Just give it!
It is always being replenished.

Mind always wants to be perfect: the heart is already perfect. In balance, a heart of gold knows how to express itself with clarity. Not having to be perfect is such a relief. That sense of relief is perfection. Life is magic. Magic is uplifting, inspiring…singing.

The complex Dharma (and there’s a lot of it!) is all about us. About being naturally what we are. We are not trying to squeeze ourselves into a complex system; rather, the system is merely explaining how we are. And all we have to do is simply look!

What the Buddha meant was,
“Not too hard and not too soft.”

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THE ADAPTABLE ADEPT

The Adaptable Adept

As humans, we are highly adaptable. This is a double-edged sword: we have both the potential of becoming an adept in enlightened activity and the ability to remain ingenious adepts at staying unenlightened.

There are thus two aspects, and these appertain to both our physical world, and the world of knowledge:

  • We accept that we have enough, know our motivation, and enjoy adapting to situations. This offers freedom to live in peace within our circumstances.

  • The alternative is that we constantly feel we don’t have enough and crave more. In this way, we become addicted to living a life of bondage through temporary enjoyments, lacking any sense of inner peace.

We already know but don’t recognise that we know.

Adept: an individual who is skilled or proficient

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BARELY AWARE, SLOWLY AWARE…

Barely Aware, Slowly Aware…
is more aware;
the experience of timelessness.
Try it.

Timeless awareness is more relaxed, more spacious, less stressed and happier.

Everything we do is speeded up in our modern world. Information is immediate and gets us going, doing and exhausted. We fill up time and the days flash by; life blurs and we become hardly aware, instead of barely aware.

Slowly slowly catchee monkey mind.

There is a breathing exercise to count the outgoing breath from 1 to 10; if we become lost in thought, we return to 1. It can become tight, as if there is something to achieve, and therefore it’s easy to feel we’ve failed. If we slow down and relax, taking each breath as each moment passes, it is deeply relaxing: it’s actually a practice of always being at 1!

Are you relaxed? Now try 108… 😀

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“SOME DAYS, I JUST CANNOT MEDITATE”

Some Days, I Just Cannot Meditate”

What nonsense.

You are aware of not being able to meditate, right?
“Yes.”

That is meditation. Meditation is so natural; it’s being aware. Being aware is mind training.

Mind training is noting thoughts but not following and fixating upon them. Gradually, we may find that the attitude of habitual clinging to our ideas isn’t there any more; it’s gone, and we are aware of many possibilities at once. Our horizon expands. This is rather like, when talking someone who is giving out a lot of information and we’re picking up attitudes and body language, we note that our minds are registering all this and then we merely listen: we suspend judgement, but discernment may help to bring about a balance. The person may becoming flustered: in our non-reaction, they have the opportunity to calm down.

“But I’m aware that my mind is full of rubbish all the time!”

If that is true, then you are naturally in meditation all the time. If you were not aware of the rubbish, you would be the rubbish. Meditation is not something we do: it’s what we are. When we are aware of what is taking place in the mind, then there is no fear, and nothing defeats us. We join the lineage of the victorious ones.

Those who are not aware of the meditation process live in the ideas placed in their mind by their environment, and have no control. Whether things are going well or otherwise, all we are is awareness of one taste. Spirituality is recognising this, and gradually, clinging and purity switch places.

Then we may reach a point of, “Some days, I just cannot stop meditating; I feel that I see too much.” That is when our sense of responsibility changes, and our level of understanding upgrades. We are not a fixed entity.

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GETTING INSIDE THE DEVIL

Getting Inside The Devil

‘Getting Inside The Devil’ is merely getting inside and investigating our own minds. Is there an external devil? Only in the sense that the devil is in everyone else’s minds as well. The devil is our own clinging to likes and dislikes that creates reactions. Others feed on these reactions, and we do the same. It’s that simple; it’s a psychological event in our minds. We are only controlled by external events if we consent, and this is why we need to be honest about what’s going on in our minds and not cover it up. Then we can have compassionate empathy for the frailty of others, rather than using it against them: righteous judgement spreads like a virus. If we are superficial in our understanding, we become easily caught up in hysteria and sentimentality.

We are only controlled by external sources if we consent. Most of the time, we are unconscious of what is taking place, but there are instances when we know exactly what we’re doing; we’re wanting to elicit a reaction from others. The ‘media’ (all forms of media) is used precisely to get a reaction of like and dislike.

When we read comments to articles, there is often a button for like and dislike. Need I say more? It doesn’t matter whether you like or dislike – they have the reaction. That is what it is all about; keeping confusion circulating, under the guise of reporting. We become addicted to the news in the hope of hearing something worthwhile, but it’s only more of the same, decade after decade, hypnosis upon hypnosis.

As human ‘scientists’, we discern whether something is beneficial to our physical and mental health in order to survive. But the devil in us puts an extra impulse of righteousness judgement into our reactions to justify them: good/bad, right/wrong, like/dislike.

There are some terrible acts of violence splashed across the media: this definitely gets a reaction. When we look for a cause, we see that there is a deliberate motivation behind it. Division creates control, and with modern technology, mass division is instantaneous.

We have to look deeper.

The devil is in the detail’ refers to a catch or mysterious element hidden in the details that will arise to cause trouble later: it derives from the earlier phrase God is in the detail’, expressing the idea that whatever one does should be done thoroughly i.e. details are important. This observance of detail comes from looking, which comes from awareness, pure awareness, pure consciousness.

In clarity, there is no devil.
The devil lies in confusion,
and confusion never existed.

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THE HEART SUTRA

The Heart Sutra
is a beautiful poem.

But if we only accept its beauty, we may miss the beauty of the pure nature of our own mind. Beauty attracts. Like attracts like. It is in our own seeing and recognition that beauty lies: “Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.”

If we rely on ‘spiritual correctness’ by merely adopting an attitude or sentiment (the same as ‘political correctness’ which hinders our own reasoning), we may perform, chant and repeat beautiful words, but miss the origin of beauty – the experience. The actual recognition!

All forms appear within the emptiness of mind.
Because of the emptiness of mind, all forms are seen.
By virtue of one, the other is known and cannot be separated.
This is the meaning of the unity of the two truths.

So? So we remain in non-attachment, allowing all this to pass – as all things must pass – resting in emptiness, while dissolving karma. This is the enlightened, altruistic perfection of a Bodhisattva.

The Heart Sutra

Translation by E. Conze

Om Homage to the Perfection of Wisdom the Lovely, the Holy !

Avalokita, the Holy Lord and Bodhisattva, was moving in the deep course of the Wisdom which has gone beyond.

He looked down from on high, He beheld but five heaps, and He saw that in their own-being they were empty.

Here, O Sariputra,

form is emptiness and the very emptiness is form ;

emptiness does not differ from form, form does not differ from emptiness, whatever is emptiness, that is form,

the same is true of feelings, perceptions, impulses, and consciousness.

Here, O Sariputra,

all dharmas are marked with emptiness ;

they are not produced or stopped, not defiled or immaculate, not deficient or complete.

Therefore, O Sariputra,

in emptiness there is no form nor feeling, nor perception, nor impulse, nor consciousness ;

No eye, ear, nose, tongue, body, mind ; No forms, sounds, smells, tastes, touchables or objects of mind ; No sight-organ element, and so forth, until we come to :

No mind-consciousness element ; There is no ignorance, no extinction of ignorance, and so forth, until we come to : There is no decay and death, no extinction of decay and death. There is no suffering, no origination, no stopping, no path.

There is no cognition, no attainment and no non-attainment.

Therefore, O Sariputra,

it is because of his non-attainmentness that a Bodhisattva, through having relied on the Perfection of Wisdom, dwells without thought-coverings. In the absence of thought-coverings he has not been made to tremble,

he has overcome what can upset, and in the end he attains to Nirvana.

All those who appear as Buddhas in the three periods of time fully awake to the utmost, right and perfect Enlightenment because they have relied on the Perfection of Wisdom.

Therefore one should know the prajnaparamita as the great spell, the spell of great knowledge, the utmost spell, the unequalled spell, allayer of all suffering, in truth — for what could go wrong ? By the prajnaparamita has this spell been delivered. It runs like this :

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha.

( Gone, gone, gone beyond, gone altogether beyond, O what an awakening, all-hail ! — )

This completes the Heart of perfect Wisdom.

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BUDDHISM DOES NOT EXIST

Buddhism Does Not Exist

In the reality of meditation,
no thing can be said to truly exist,
except pure consciousness that is aware
that nothing truly exists.

Buddhism is just a suggestion of a path to take.
As the heart sutra says, “Gone, gone, gone, gone beyond.”
There’s nothing to get hold of.

If we are well adjusted to ‘group think’ – we are crazy.
If we are not well adjusted to ‘group think’ – we are crazy.

When we know we are crazy, wisdom begins.
That’s crazy wisdom!
May confusion dawn as skilful wisdom.”

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CONFUSING TRADITIONS

Confusing Traditions
Confusing metaphors
Confusing confusion

It isn’t easy to find a tradition that supports one’s temperament. Neither it is easy to find a teacher with whom one can connect, or find a teaching that will clarify one’s confusion, and not add to it.

Your experience may be different, but I started off in Buddhism within the Karma Kagyu tradition: the fruition is Mahamudra, and we sat for many years watching the breath and enjoying good company. Some rang bells and waved dorjes. For me, this wasn’t totally satisfying, and I didn’t know why. Wanting to know what Mahamudra was was referred to as “wanting the golden roof before the foundations were established”.

At the end of one particular retreat, the lama asked what teachings we would like next: I was fascinated by the word ‘Dzogchen’ but didn’t know what it meant, so I said, “Dzogchen!”. Other students accused me of being arrogant in requesting such a teaching, as it was considered to be the golden roof. We duly received the teaching – and I didn’t understand a word of it, and said so. It was obvious that I wasn’t fitting in (and maybe that’s the obvious reason that I was kicked out after 11 years).

My wife and I went to Nepal, and discovered the Nyingma tradition, the main emphasis being Dzogchen. In Dzogchen, you receive the pointing out instruction of the direct nature of mind – the golden roof. Having received this, it seemed to me that it was the foundation of practice, as one couldn’t even start one’s journey without knowing where one was going.

My confusion lay in how Dzogchen could be considered to be the golden roof and the foundation at the same time. How could I explain this to anyone else? And then I received the teaching of the ground, path and fruition: the ground is our true nature, the path is our confusion about that true nature and the fruition is the realisation that the path never existed and we were the ground all along. That is how the golden roof and the foundation are exactly the same.

It’s clear how confusing things may be if we do not have the complete picture. This reminds me of the story of several blind people each touching a different part of an elephant and trying describe the whole creature from their partial, limited viewpoint.

Our spiritual journey starts with dissatisfaction. We can all find that which we are looking for as long as we ask – and continue to ask – questions.

There are those who don’t ask questions and just join in, finding everything wonderful. It may be that we cannot talk to such people because they do not empathise with our dissatisfaction and confusion; their ready acceptance can be off-putting because their personal belief prevents them from investigating the nitty gritty of dissatisfaction. It is this dissatisfaction that is the motivation to refine our understanding and resolve that longing (even though we may not be able to put words to it) for clarity, happiness and satisfaction beyond doubt.

Once we understand the nature of confusion, this is the point of no more meditation.

Beyond thoughts, there is a knowingness that has to be clarified, and that is where empathetic support is necessary. In truth, there aren’t many teachers out there. There are those who read texts and make commentaries on these, but a teacher is one who checks whether people understand what has been taught. If a student does not understand, it is the teacher’s responsibility to clarify.

We have enough confusion of our own without adopting others’ confusing confusion…

Understanding clearly is realisation.
Realisation is being real.

It’s not an act of knowing;
it is the act of knowing.

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THE TRUTH IS EVERYWHERE WE LOOK

The Truth Is Everywhere We Look

If we tell people that we know the truth, they usually run away. This is because they either prefer a vague idea, as understanding means ‘change’, or they have their own belief – or they think you’re crazy!

When looking for the truth, we may look here and there, at this and that, but there is a common denominator and that is in the awareness of the looking itself – in the seeing, which is conscious awareness. Seeing never changes; interpretation does! We are beings that are aware and conscious, and perceive. There is no language needed, nor any intellectualisation, and neither are we required to adopt a foreign culture. Pure consciousness is happening now.

I love Tibetan Buddhism, with its detailed analysis and logic, but there is no need to carry around this information. Information shows us the ways in which to look, but we have to look – and see. We’re not acquiring a philosophy about ourselves, thus developing a ‘spiritual’ attitude to impose on to every situation. We are just being ordinary – in an unusual way. We don’t need to learn Tibetan, Sanskrit or Pali. Years ago, we needed translations, but now we get the message. Of course, language is need to express experience, but we can express this experience in our own language – even with a limited education – when we gain compassionate confidence in seeing, and are mindful of generosity, patience and discipline.

It comes down to looking, seeing and dropping any comment about what is seen, and remaining in silent awareness, beyond language or culture. There is no need to impose text we have studied onto a situation, merely repeating without empathy. As we were saying yesterday, in the first instant of sitting down to drink tea, there is just pure perception. That’s it. It’s everywhere, at every moment. All we have to do is remember, without doing anything with that. “Short moments, many times” safeguards against trying to hold on the experience, trying to make it special.

It’s just being normal in an unusual way – in natural knowingness, rather than in knowing something!

Everything we see is a psychological inspiration, a reminder; all we are doing is seeing. Just being aware. It’s uncommon, unusual, spontaneous.

But it can’t be that simple…can it?
That’s for you to look, and see, and gain confidence.

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MEDITATING IS EASIER THAN NOT MEDITATING

Meditating Is Easier Than Not Meditating
Non-Meditation is Easier Than Meditation

When we sit down with a cup of tea, in that first instant, we are totally relaxed. We have given up everything; no worries, no tensions. We just are. That is non-meditation.

Then we might think, “I should be mindful of what I am doing”, and we become self conscious. We become aware of our thoughts and feelings. That is meditation.

Gradually, we forget, and either fall into a careless vacancy, or start to think about things we have to do. We worry, and our anxiety rises. That is when we are not meditating.

Meditation is a method or technique for calming the mind until we can recognise pure awareness/pure consciousness; then, we no longer need to meditate. That is resting in non-meditation.

When we start to investigate the nature of mind and the nature of reality, we become aware of the philosophy and workings of relative and ultimate truth. This brings up experiences we hadn’t previously noticed: we come to realise that we spend most of our lives in complex tensions, and have become so accustomed to this that we think such behaviour is normal. When we become aware of these tensions, they appear to get worse; we are merely noticing more, and this can have the effect of making our actions self conscious, exaggerated, and perhaps a little wooden.

There’s a great saying: “First there is a mountain. Then there is no mountain. Then there is.” Mountains are just mountains. Mountains do not exist. Mountains are just mountains.

A fuller explanation:
At the level of ordinary, street mentality, mountains, trees and flowers are just mountains, just trees and just flowers. We dismiss the joy in pure seeing as we have better things to do.

When we become more aware and analyse, we say that mountains, trees and flowers are empty of any true existence, and therefore cannot be said to have any reality. This is our philosophical self-conscious stage.

When we realise the nature of reality, we can appreciate the beauty of a mountain, a tree and a flower. The mountain just is. The tree just is. The flower just is. The experience just is. There is joy in merely seeing, and we can rest there. That is non-meditation.

I once tried to paint a sunset, interpreting what I was seeing. Being engaged on this interpretation, I was missing the experience. So I dropped my brush, and just watched. The original is always better that the interpretation.

The joy of seeing a sunset is marred by announcing how beautiful the sunset is.
The exclamation of how beautiful the sunset is, is marred by not even noticing the sunset.

Meditating is better than not meditating
Non-meditation is better than meditation

When we sit to practise meditation, in that moment of just sitting, we are totally relaxed – and then we feel we have to meditate. That interferes with the first instant of just sitting: we only use meditation techniques when we forget to rest in the clarity of emptiness – which is non-meditation/non-duality.

We could say that too much method interferes with natural being, but it’s vital to be honest about this, because sometimes we need discipline and inspiration to sit down in the first place and apply techniques when necessary. The danger lies in re-applying the technique when it is no longer needed, which sends us round in circles and subtly confuses us. It is easy to become stuck in the technique, which interferes with pure experience. The completion stage of any practice is dropping the method and resting in the clarity of emptiness, rather then continually stirring it up.

It is here where religious practice can interfere with spirituality; it’s possible that this could be the element that destroys the teachings from within.

We are not supposed to fall into a vacant state. We are resting in the clarity of emptiness. It is imperative to remember the Buddha’s statement, “Not too tight and not too loose.”

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THE ILL-EFFECTS OF CORPORATE MINDFULNESS

The Ill-Effects of Corporate Mindfulness

Mindfulness: a mental state achieved by focusing one’s awareness on the present moment, while calmly acknowledging and accepting one’s feelings, thoughts, and bodily sensations; used as a therapeutic technique.

Corporate: a large company involved in loss and gain*.

Mindfulness is the ability to remember to be in the moment, the now. If this is used to improve ‘business’, then we are cherry-picking from ancient traditions, and missing the vital point of understanding the reality of our true nature. We become more and more enmeshed in samsara, and manifest as samsaric gods. That is the path of more confusion and suffering. What we think of as ‘mindfulness meditation’ is not meditation. Mindfulness prepares us for meditation. It’s easy to acquire a level of understanding, and still misunderstand.

The moment, now, brings many challenges – and, if not viewed correctly, creates more of the same problems.

The moment, now, is what we are.
In the moment, now, there is no I.
The moment, now, is pure consciousness without other: without an I enjoy it.
There is joy – pure joy – but no audience.
Pure joy is non duality.
“I enjoy” is duality.

Once pure consciousness – which is empty essence – is realised, then, and only then, can whatever arises be transformed and serve as a reminder of our essential nature. That is the point of meditation.

Only now does it become applicable to be “grateful for the moment, the now” because, through non-reaction (which doesn’t mean ignoring), no karma is produced, and karma that has already been accumulated is gradually exhausted, and therefore purified. This is why we are here. From beginningless time we have been searching for this moment.

We are here to be mindful of the eight worldly concerns that cause suffering:
*Hope for gain and fear of loss.
Hope for happiness and fear of suffering,
Hope for fame and fear of insignificance,
Hope for praise and fear of blame.

 

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