LOSS OF FAITH AND INCREASE IN DOUBT

Loss of faith and Increase in Doubt.

 These are common feelings with which Buddhism deals. Faith and doubt are observable; they are just other names for hope and fear created in the mind. They aren’t you!

 They are temporary appearances
arising in the mind.
The Buddha taught us
how to remain in our true nature
and not get caught up in these appearances.

 The most important thing is to recognise the true nature of our mind, which is pure cognisant essence – pure awareness. Whatever happens externally (which includes concepts in the mind), these are merely the effects of another concept – both ours and others.

 Mud sticks to any thing.
It cannot stick to empty essence,
as there is nothing there to which it can attach.

 Obviously, being in a human body, we become body-obsessed, and there is our dilemma. We can blame others for our environment, but the truth of the matter is (and this always sounds unfair), we chose to to live where we live. This wasn’t really a choice as we are driven by our karma – our chain of reactions! We choose to repeat our karmic patterning, because of a belief in a mistaken self identity. Each one of us has to retrace our own steps.

 It is said that in the period just before taking rebirth, we see out future parents in union. As the sexual desire is so strong, if we are male we will have a strong desire for the female and dislike for the male. If we are female, we will have a strong desire for the male and dislike for the female. And that’s how we start life!

 This can give us an idea of the scale of our problem: the rate of recovery is our responsibility. In general, we are using a contaminated tool to dig up our contamination. That is precisely why we need an open clear mind; this is why we meditate.

We cannot say when this all started, but it is going on right now.

Karma drove us into this incarnation,
which was determined
by last moment of the previous incarnation.

 And that last moment was determined by
how we spent that previous lifetime…
…and so on!

 When a pure heart accepts this,
and stops over reacting,
then everything will work out fine.

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DEALING WITH DEMONS AND SAMAYA BREAKERS

Dealing with Demons and Samaya Breakers.

 Demonic activity is selfish activity. That’s it. Selfishness, self-centredness, self-importance are all demonic activities. We, as sentient beings, are dominated by…’me’ first! However, as sentient beings, we also have the potential for enlightenment, for selflessness – buddha nature, awakened nature.

 There are. however, beings trapped in their demonic selfish state; in Sanskrit they are called Mara. Mara are Samaya breakers – practitioners who know how to practise but have broken their sacred vows. They cling to temporary illusory powers arising from meditation practices, and have stopped their journey to enlightenment to enjoy poisoned fruit. However, they are not happy at all.

 One sees this development on internet forums, with people claiming this and that, and trying to influence others. They contaminate the atmosphere. They feed off negative emotions by winding a situation up, creating further stress to themselves and others.

 Don’t we all at some time cherish our anger and righteously wish to influence others? This is the ego in our mind (consciousness clinging) laying in ambush, clinging to likes and dislikes. That is what keeps Essence trapped, and distracted from recognising its true nature.

 It is important to stay clear of samaya breakers as their contamination is contagious. Like attracts like. Unless we have true compassion and stability in practice, we should be very careful to avoid merely falling in with populist views, especially in this time of the Kali Yuga.

 The other reason why we should take care is because Mara creates trouble for spiritual practitioners. Even feeling discomfort while meditating is Mara activity. These beings hate compassion, although they yearn for peace. This why we encompass them and accept them into our practice.

 There are prayers for protection which are very powerful, but the best method is to rest in emptiness. This not only protects us, by putting us at ease, but relieves demons of the stress in which they exist. An an example: if you have even been very angry and come into the company of someone who is at perfect peace, this can increase your anger, but at the same time there may be a sense of relief. In order for this to happen, the person has to be genuine, and not just trying to be kind.

 Resting in emptiness, we can do much for the dying or deceased…it’s a kind reminder of their true nature…without a lot of words!

 

The Soul or Essence
cannot be captured,
but only distracted.
For that to happen
we merely have to
comply with
the status quo*.

 

 

 

STATUS QUO
The existing state of affairs, esp. regarding social or political issues : they have a vested interest in maintaining the status quo.
ORIGIN Latin, literally ‘the state in which’.

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DZOGCHEN – POINTING OUT INSTRUCTION

This is a rare opportunity to receive the
“Nature of Mind” pointing out instruction.

The course gets filled very quickly.

This opportunity is up to you to connect with synchronicity!

Dzogchen Course 2014 with Tsoknyi Rinpoche, in the UK.

OPEN PRESENCE THE DZOGCHEN WAYPundarika UK Easter Retreat 7 – 13 April 2014

Bruton Girls’ School, Somerset

Booking for this open retreat will start on the 1st December.   We expect a high demand, especially for single rooms, so if interested we suggest you book promptly.   Please read all the information contained below carefully, then click on the link at the bottom to make your booking.

As usual this will be a silent retreat.   A commitment is required to attend the whole retreat.  Tsoknyi Rinpoche will be giving the Pointing Out instructions, traditionally regarded as the highest teachings, a great opportunity for new people and for older students to refresh their understanding.  Rinpoche has given permission for folk to stay offsite if required.

All meals (vegetarian) are included.

Registration will be on the afternoon of the 7th, first teachings that evening.   The retreat will finish on the morning of the 13th.

Cost
Retreat fee £200

Plus accommodation TOTAL
Single room £200 £400
Twin place £180 £380
Shared accommodation £150 £350
Offsite: costs will be retreat fee plus £18 day fee to Bruton. Five full days (including lunch and refreshments) £90 £290

Booking Instructions
A booking form and payment are required to secure your booking.  There may be a delay notifying you of your reservation as many requests will be sent at the start of December, please be patient.

Payment can be made using the following methods.  Please send the full amount (preferred) or £200 deposit with rest payable on arrival at the retreat.

Internet bank transfer (preferable for us) Very easy if you bank online – enter account name, number and sort code:   Pundarika UK,  00585440. 30 96 56

Paypal –  You don’t need a Paypal account to do this.  Once you have filled in the online form, a Paypal button will appear allowing you to select your accommodation and pay the relevant amount. Please note £5 has been added to cover the PP fees.
Cheque made payable to Pundarika UK and sent to Michelle Bernard, 48 St. Barnabas Road,  Cambridge, CB1 2DE.

International Bank Transfer:  – Lloyds Bank, Market House, Penzance, Cornwall.

IBAN :  GB35 LOYD 3096 5600 5854 40.    BIC :  LOYD GB  21293 .

Cancellation Charges

Cancellation before January 31st – £50

Cancellation February 1st – March 1st  £100

Cancellation March 1st – April 7th £200

Booking form

Carole Bishop, 

Director, Pundarika UK.

carole@pundarika.uk.net

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“WHAT IS MY MIND DOING?”

“What is my mind doing?”

 “What is my mind doing?”
Asking
this very question
reveals recognition of awareness,
beyond the mind.

 “What is my mind doing?”
Projecting
the past and future,
creating emotions.

 “What is my mind doing?”
Quietening…
…doing nothing…
allowing essence to express itself.

 

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YOU KNOW

You Know

 Sentient activity:
you know.

 Awakened activity:
you know you know.

 Compassionate activity:
you know they know, but don’t know it.

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THIN LAYERS OF ILLUSION

Thin Layers of Illusion

 

Illusion.
An instance of a wrong or misinterpreted perception of a sensory experience.
A deceptive appearance or impression.
A false idea or belief.

We maintain the thin layers of illusion that surround us. If the layers were thick, there wouldn’t be much we could do about them. We know they’re thin because we have conscience: we know when something feels right, and something feels wrong. Being human makes us very sensitive to this.

We need constant reminders to let go of any mental fabrications (illusions) created about what we see by our minds. It’s necessary to be clear about this, as there are those around us hellbent on preserving these illusions.

 Between essence and object, there is an interpreter in the mind that recreates misperceptions. This interpreter’s name is Mr. Ego 😉

 Ordinarily, when we look out, we see objects and automatically create (or recreate to be more precise) a mental picture, or relationship, with that object. This reaction sustains a continuity of illusion. Our feeling of status maintains this nicely. The mind is naturally clear: having no status, it merely looks, sees and drops, but we have cluttered it with ideas – fixed ideas.

 Object are created by causes and conditions; they have no inherent existence of their own. It is the mind that adds value to the objects. An object can serve as a reminder…or just be another trinket.

 

An instant of clarity cuts through the veil of illusion.
When knowing is present, not knowing vanishes.

 It is habit that recreates the veil of illusion.
This why we need to practice and remember.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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WHY DO WE DENY OUR AWAKENED NATURE?

Why do we deny our awakened nature?

 We assume that we are wake, because we know this and this and that. We count the things we know, and forget that pure knowing is taking place, and so continue to count. Intelligence is not required to know our true nature, but merely awareness.

We are Buddha nature. We are Dzogchen already! This nature is empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion, but we choose to be distracted by temporary things.

The reason for this is desire. We desire because we forgot our basic nature, which is perfectly happy. But because we desire, judgement takes place and so we create fear, and have done this for so long that it seems normal. As a result, we find we lack compassion.

It’s that simple.

We are only interested in things because we are in a human form. Outside this form, we have no use for them. That is the trap we are in: we are governed by these three robbers of ignorance, desire and aversion.

Things are useful to sustain life, in order that we may recognise and acknowledge our true nature. That’s all. Yes, we need to relax and enjoy life, but not to the extent that the whole of this precious lifetime becomes an entertainment, where we create debt, both materially and karmically (that is what corporations rely upon, and hope we don’t notice). Desire can be a powerful tool…or weapon!

We are already awake,
but desire, aversion and ignorance
turn the wakeful state into a daydream.
Isn’t advertising all about “Living the dream”?

 We need not comply with
desires, aversions and ignorance.

 When we sit, we just sit.
When we work, we just work.
When we dance, we just dance.
Merely expressing our true nature.

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DIFFICULTY IN LOVING OTHERS

Difficulty in Loving Others

 Before we can love others, we have to love ourself – our relative self. Of course, the very statement “We have to love ourself” sounds absurd, but this is where compassion starts. We have to be kind to this pattern of ideas that we have picked up and held onto, believing it is our reality. We have to recognise and accept our ‘surroundings’ before we can dismantle them…gently.

 Absolute reality has to have compassion for its mistaken identity: “Oh, there ‘I’ go again!” This is what we have to work with, respecting it because it’s our vehicle – our personal path to enlightened reality – and it applies to everyone! If we keep fighting with others, they merely retreat into their shadowlands. And this is what makes the world a frustrating and lonely place…

 Everyone is in the same boat. Suddenly, we recognise the responsibility to create space for others’ personal recognition. This is what compassion is really about.

 

We, as enlightened beings,
are caught up in a web of mental activity.
Therefore, we remain sentient.

 We, as sentient beings,
fail to recognise our enlightened nature,
which is free from all mental activity,
and thus we remain sentient.

 We are all in the same boat of confusion.

 If we fail to recognise our relative side,
we will constantly struggle with it,
believing it to be solid, permanent and real.

 If, on the other hand,
we recognise this transitory impermanent state as being no big deal,
we can free ourselves.
As can everyone else.

 

Remembering this is tough and challenging at times, when faced with fixed-minded people.

Remembering compassionate, spacious conduct frees us from smothering others. It allows them space to see and resolve their own issues.

We may think, “They’re being really silly!” but we go beyond that. How much responsibility we take on is the measure of our own development. If we find ourselves saying, “But, I’m not ready for this. Who is going to love me?” this may mean we have just been given the opportunity to step into a larger universe!

 “I’m not ready yet”
shows recognition –
uncomfortable recognition!
No one said it would be easy!

 Being present, without interfering, is a very subtle business; they may, or may not get a sense of the game which they are playing, and we cannot judge this. Our own essence reminds us to step back, let go, step back. This is something that may not be resolved in this lifetime.

 Chanting and meditating on the cushion, all alone, is so easy! The test is when we leave our cushion … 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

 

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“COMPASSIONATE ME”

“Compassionate me.”

 Sound uncomfortable doesn’t it?

 When we think of ourselves
as being compassionate
it is either in the past or future.

 Compassion is only now,
when empty cognisance
is truly present.
Self interest
is no longer the driving force.

 Unconditional compassion
is the highest intelligence
in any universe.

 It’s easy to start.

The first phenomenon to be kind to
is our self.
We no longer have to keep
criticising our self –
it’s pointless,
as the self is a mental construct.

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THE EFFECT OF DHARMA

The Effects of Dharma.

 The effects of practising the Dharma are that the mind clears and the heart feels more warmth. One sees the folly of Samsara (the vicious cycle of existence) more clearly. One is more aware of being present, and not so given to habitual reacting (although aware of a pattern in our expression).

Practice brings more peace, confidence and detachment from the worldly theatre. We see the unconscious plays presenting themselves daily, in us and around us, scripted by pride, fear, desire…

In meditation, we realise that which we studied and analysed. Because of this clarity, compassion naturally arises. One becomes detached and spacious, but not indifferent to others’ suffering. Emotions do not vanish: they are understandable.

We die alone and reincarnate alone, and therefore we need stability in our understanding – something we can rely on. We have to take responsibility for the state of our mind, before we can advise others.

Of course, I’m sticking my neck out, head ready to be chopped off ;-). If we are wise, one day you and I will be enlightened. This is merely a diary of the journey – of how the process feels. The technical stuff we can read in books!

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BUDDHIST TEACHINGS COME FROM THE BUDDHA

Buddhist teachings come from the Buddha

 It is very important to remember the Buddha, in order to keep authenticity alive. This is why we value the precious unbroken lineages. It is so easy to mix these teachings up with philosophies, psychologies and science so that we forget the origin – our buddha nature – which is beyond all physical and mental existence.

 If we rewrite these teachings our own way, become popular, and never mention the Buddha, we degrade the teachings: they will lose genuine authentic power. “Out with the old and in with the new and charismatic!”

 The Buddha’s teachings are so beautifully simple, but our minds are so complex. Words become sound bytes, used to impress others. Names are banded around, but there is a lack of genuine compassion. Still, we all have to start somewhere, but the source is always our own buddha nature, and we have to know what that is.

 There are many approaches to life. We just have to find the one that suits us and stick with it, as there are subtleties within subtleties. Remember – life is short, and everything is impermanent. If we mix up teachings, we will not be able to taste anything: just like eating a soup, with everything thrown into it we’ll end up with indigestion! Mixing teachings pulls us in many directions, and we will feel a subtle doubt, without knowing quite why.

 We can mix systems when discussing philosophy, but when it comes to actual experience, subtleties are beyond words. It depends on what works for you.

 From time to time, it’s good to have a nibble another’s table to appreciate their food, but it is to their taste, and maybe not to ours.

 

The Buddha said:
“Test and weigh my teachings, as you would gold.”

 The Buddha said:
“Your realisation depends on you.”
He did not say,
“Your realisation depends on me.”

 One of my teachers said:
“Once we have recognised the truth,
then a thousand Buddhas saying
we are wrong will not deter us!”

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Phowa Practice by Sogyal Rinpoche

Phowa Practice

 from The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying by Sogyal Rinpoche

 The Essential Phowa Practice

 The most valuable and powerful of all practices I have found in caring for people and animals who are suffering and/or dying is a practice from the Tibetan tradition called phowa (pronounced “po-wa”), which means the transference of consciousness.

 Phowa for animals or people who are suffering and could be close to death this practice has been performed by friends, relatives, or masters, quite simply and naturally, all over the modern world–in Australia, America, and Europe.

 Thousands of people have been given the chance to have serenity at death because of its power. It gives me joy to make the heart of the phowa practice now available to anyone who wishes to use it.

 I want to emphasize that this is a practice that anyone at all can do. It is simple, but it is also the most essential practice we can do to prepare for death, and it is the main practice I teach students for helping friends and relatives, and loved ones.

 

Practice One -Wherever the word “person” is written, insert the word “animal” if you are doing this for an animal.

First make sure you are comfortable, and assume the meditative posture. If you are doing this practice as you are coming close to death, just sit as comfortably as you are able, or practice lying down.

 Then bring your mind home, release, and relax completely.

 In the sky in front of you, invoke the embodiment of whatever truth you believe in, in the form of radiant light. Choose whichever divine being or saint you feel close to. If you are a Buddhist, invoke a buddha with whom you feel an intimate connection. If you are a practicing Christian, feel with all your heart the vivid, immediate presence of God, the Holy Spirit, Jesus, or the Virgin Mary. If you don’t feel linked with any particular spiritual figure, simply imagine a form of pure golden light in the sky before you. The important point is that you consider the being you are visualizing or whose presence you feel is the embodiment of the truth, wisdom, and compassion of all the buddhas, saints, masters, and enlightened beings. Don’t worry if you cannot visualize them very clearly, just fill your heart with their presence and trust that they are there.

Then focus your mind, heart, and soul on the presence you have invoked, and pray:Through your blessing, grace, and guidance, through the power of the light that streams from you: 

May all my negative karma, destructive emotions, obscurations, and blockages be purified and removed, 
May I know myself forgiven for all the harm I may have thought and done, 
May I accomplish this profound practice of phowa, and die a good and peaceful death, 
And through the triumph of my death, may I be able to benefit all other beings, living or dead.

Now imagine that the presence of light you have invoked is so moved by your sincere and heartfelt prayer that he or she responds with a loving smile and sends out love and compassion in a stream of rays of light from his or her heart. As these touch and penetrate you, they cleanse and purify all your negative karma, destructive emotions, and obscurations, which are the causes of suffering. You see and feel that you are totally immersed in light.

You are now completely purified and completely healed by the light streaming from the presence. Consider that your very body, itself created by karma, now dissolves completely into light.

The body of light you now are soars up into the sky and merges, inseparably, with the blissful presence of light.

Remain in that state of oneness with the presence for as long as possible.

 

Practice Two

To do this practice even more simply, begin as before by resting quietly, and then invoke the presence of the embodiment of truth.

Imagine your consciousness as a sphere of light at your heart, which flashes out from you like a shooting star, and flies into the heart of the presence in front of you.

It dissolves and merges with the presence. Through this practice you are investing your mind in the wisdom mind of the Buddha or enlightened being, which is the same as surrendering your soul into the nature of God. Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche says this is like casting a pebble into a lake; think of it plummeting down into the water, deeper and deeper. Imagine that through the blessing your mind is transformed into the wisdom mind of this enlightened presence.

 

Practice Three

The most essential way to do the practice is this: Simply merge your mind with the wisdom mind of the pure presence. Consider: “My mind and the mind of the Buddha are one.”

 

Choose whichever one of these version of the phowa feels more comfortable, or has most appeal for you at any particular moment. Sometimes the most powerful practices can be the most simple. But whichever one you choose, remember that it is essential to take the time now to become familiar with this practice. How else will you have the confidence to do it for yourself or others at the moment of death? My master Jamyang Khyentse wrote, “If you meditate and practice in this manner always, at the moment of death it will come easier.”

 

In fact you should be so familiar with the practice of phowa that it becomes a natural reflex, your second nature. If you have seen the film Gandhi, you will know that when he was shot, his immediate response was to call out: “Ram…Ram!” which is, in the Hindu tradition, the sacred name of God.

 

Remember that we never know how we will die, or if we will be given the time to recall any kind of practice at all. What time will we have, for example, if we smash our car into a truck at 100 mph on the freeway? There won’t be a second then to think about how to do phowa, or to check the instructions in this book. Either we are familiar with the phowa or we are not. There is a simple way to gauge this: Just look at your reactions when you are in a critical situation or in a moment of crisis, such as an earthquake, or in a nightmare. Do you respond with the practice or don’t you? And if you do, how stable and confident is your practice?

 

I remember a student of mine in America who went out riding one day. The horse threw her; her foot got stuck in the stirrup, and she was dragged along the ground. Her mind went blank. She tried desperately to recall some practice, but nothing at all would come. She grew terrified. What was good about that terror was that it made her realize that her practice had to become her second nature. This was the lesson she had to learn; it is the lesson, in fact, we all have to learn. Practice phowa as intensively as you can, until you can be sure you will react with it to any unforeseen event. This will make certain that whenever death comes, you will be as ready as you can be.

 

Using the Essential Phowa Practice to Help the Dying

 

How can we use this practice to help someone who is dying?

The principle and the sequence of the practice are exactly the same; the only difference is that you visualize the Buddha or spiritual figure above the head of the dying person.

Imagine that the rays of light pour down onto the dying person, purifying his or her whole being, and then he or she dissolves into light and merges with the spiritual presence.

 

Do this practice throughout your loved one’s illness, and especially (and most important) when the person is breathing their last breath, or as soon as possible after breathing stops and before the body is touched or disturbed in any way. If the dying person knows you are going to do this practice for them, and knows what it is, it can be a great source of inspiration and comfort.

 

Sit quietly with the dying person, and offer a candle or light in front of a picture or statue of Buddha or Christ or the Virgin Mary. Then do the practice for them. You can be doing the practice quietly, and the person need not even know about it; on the other hand, if he or she is open to it, as sometimes dying people are, share the practice and explain how to do it.

 

 

 

 

 

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Dzogchen Course 2014 with Tsoknyi Rinpoche, in the UK.

If you wanted instruction on Dzogchen, here is an opportunity. Rinpoche will give the pointing out instruction, and an excellent authentic explanation.

Booking details for Bruton 2014 retreat with Tsoknyi Rinpoche
 
OPEN PRESENCE THE DZOGCHEN WAY

Pundarika UK Easter Retreat 7 – 13 April 2014

Bruton Girls’ School, Somerset

Booking for this open retreat will start on the 1st December.   We expect a high demand, especially for single rooms, so if interested we suggest you book promptly.   Please read all the information contained below carefully, then click on the link at the bottom to make your booking.  

As usual this will be a silent retreat.   A commitment is required to attend the whole retreat.  Tsoknyi Rinpoche will be giving the Pointing Out instructions, traditionally regarded as the highest teachings, a great opportunity for new people and for older students to refresh their understanding.  Rinpoche has given permission for folk to stay offsite if required.

All meals (vegetarian) are included.

Registration will be on the afternoon of the 7th, first teachings that evening.   The retreat will finish on the morning of the 13th.

Cost
Retreat fee £200

Plus accommodation TOTAL
Single room £200 £400
Twin place £180 £380
Shared accommodation £150 £350
Offsite: costs will be retreat fee plus £18 day fee to Bruton. Five full days (including lunch and refreshments) £90 £290

Booking Instructions
A booking form and payment are required to secure your booking.  There may be a delay notifying you of your reservation as many requests will be sent at the start of December, please be patient.

Payment can be made using the following methods.  Please send the full amount (preferred) or £200 deposit with rest payable on arrival at the retreat.

Internet bank transfer (preferable for us) Very easy if you bank online – enter account name, number and sort code:   Pundarika UK,  00585440. 30 96 56

Paypal –  You don’t need a Paypal account to do this.  Once you have filled in the online form, a Paypal button will appear allowing you to select your accommodation and pay the relevant amount. Please note £5 has been added to cover the PP fees.
Cheque made payable to Pundarika UK and sent to Michelle Bernard, 48 St. Barnabas Road,  Cambridge, CB1 2DE.

International Bank Transfer:  – Lloyds Bank, Market House, Penzance, Cornwall.

IBAN :  GB35 LOYD 3096 5600 5854 40.    BIC :  LOYD GB  21293 .

Cancellation Charges

Cancellation before January 31st – £50

Cancellation February 1st – March 1st  £100

Cancellation March 1st – April 7th £200

Booking form

Carole Bishop, 

Director, Pundarika UK.

carole@pundarika.uk.net

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SO NEAR AND SO FAR

So Near and So Far

 I experience clarity.
I know my higher self.
I see my soul.
I am that.

 Can you see the obscuration?
This a mistaken reality.

 Reality is:
Clarity
Knowing
Cognising
Is-ness.

 Without I.

The word ‘consciousness’ may be used in different contexts. Here, is it referring to areas in the mind. There are many consciousnesses. Here, we are talking about eight consciousnesses – five of the senses, three of the mind*.

We are talking the difference between the 8th consciousness, called ‘alaya’, or all ground, and pure essence, which could be called the 9th consciousness. This 8th consciousness is very close to empty essence, but it is the difference between duality and non duality. This is very subtle, and takes some analysis and experience in meditation.

The 8th consciousness, which is the storehouse of mental imprints of experiences, has two aspects: it is both the hard drive, and the information on the hard drive (the software). Through our practice of letting be, we gradually exhaust the software…Karma (the biased filter through which we see everything, and which contaminates our perception). The hard drive itself (the alaya or all ground) is a thought-free state: once the software is exhausted, the hard drive collapses, and enlightenment dawns.

Unfortunately, the 8th consciousness is similar to empty essence, and can be mistaken for such. However, it is still dualistic because a perceiver remains . There are moments if clarity in the 8th consciousness, and there is essence clarity; the good news is that the recognition of this is near enough!

The 8th consciousness is very close to empty essence. All that is needed is to recognise awareness of awareness of the emptiness of emptiness. Merely drop all doing and maintaining. There is no longer perceiver and perceived, just pure perception.

This is either recognised through the progression of meditation, or through receiving the pointing out instruction.

If you do find yourself saying
“I am that,”
merely say,
“Not this, not this,”
to that.

*The first 5 consciousnesses are the physical senses, the 6th is perception and the 7th is judgement.

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WE ARE MEDITATING WHEN WE STOP MEDITATING

We are meditating when we stop meditating

 Sometimes, when meditating, we try too hard. We are attempting to hold onto a state. We may even be saying to ourselves, “I must stay meditating.” This is doing meditation.

 Then we come to the end of a session, and there is a sense of relief in not having to meditate…and that is meditation! Or is this just me? 😉

 In meditation, all we are doing is becoming familiar with natural awareness resting in emptiness. And being compassionate to ourselves: ‘ourselves’ is this ego that wants to feel good, so empty awareness is kind to it by merely acknowledging it and letting be. We don’t have to do awareness in emptiness – it’s our natural state.

 We are house holders and not nuns and monk, so we lead busy lives. We have to find time just to be.

 Of course if we don’t want to meditate, we can merely recognise our true nature, and that is Dzogchen. But let’s be honest, we don’t always remember, so sitting meditation – not meditating – is a good battery charger.

 

 

 

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MANIPULATION, LAZINESS AND STUPIDITY

Our world based on manipulation, laziness and stupidity.

 These are individual and collective actions,
which maintain our present world.
Ignorance filters down to everyday life.

 Collectively:
MANIPULATION
controllers driven by zero empathy: ignorance
LAZINESS
controlled by greed: desire
STUPIDITY
conned by fear: aversion

 Every sentient being is controlled through their ignorance of their true nature.
The controllers are the secret societies
The controlled are the wealthy
The conned are the ordinary people

 These three poisons govern this world
and us as individuals:
ignorance, desire and aversion.

 If we engage in these poisons, each one of us
manipulates
is lazy
and stupid

 We cut through these poisons with the sword of wisdom,
when we see what is going on
in our own minds.

The sword of wisdom is clarity and love.

 When we are clear,
this doesn’t mean the world is clear.
But if we play the part of a Bodhisattva,
engendering the altruistic attitude,
we do what we can.

 

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CHECKING YOURSELF

Checking Yourself.

 After all this study and practice, have we changed for the better or worse? Either way it is progress, because if we are aware of a change…we are aware!

 We have to compare with how we felt, say, four years ago. Are our desires less strong? Are we less aggressive? Are we more aware? Do we reach out to others?

 Basically, is there more inner peace?

 If we find things are worse, traditionally they would say, “You are not practising properly.”

But, maybe ‘things’ are just coming to the surface – ‘things’ that we hoped would just go away. We need to recognise the true nature of these ‘things’, and of course that very recognition is wisdom.

 Using antidotes is like that: they are a temporary fix – for anger, apply compassion etc. But our button can still be pressed, and up comes the anger again!

 In following a spiritual path, we read and hear good words, and so we may acquire a good persona…for a while. But that inner anger is still lurking, and it may sometimes result in righteous anger. That’s okay – is long as we are aware of it. This is just the karmic past playing itself out, and we know that we no longer have to play along. Some of us have smooth roads to travel, and some of us have bumpy roads…that’s all 🙂

 Another possibility is that we are fed up with ‘playing’ at being a goody goody! It is holding us back from really feeling a situation. Anger is fine; aggression isn’t.

 Once we are satisfied that there has been a change – ‘things’ just feel different – we should celebrate that. This life has been worthwhile and fruitful. Maybe we are not enlightened yet, but we are facing in the right direction!

 With this confidence, we can reach out to others.

 

 

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ULTIMATE NIFTINESS

Ultimate niftiness.

 Humans have the potential for
omniscience and infinite compassion.
How nifty is that?

 

 

 

Omniscience the capacity to know everything that there is to know! 

 

 

 

 

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DISPARAGING TEACHERS/GURUS

Disparaging Teachers/Gurus

When we denigrate others, especially spiritual teachers, we create heavy karmic load for ourselves. What is happening is that we are fearing our own reactions in the mind. It is this that is causing us problems, and not what is going on outside.

 Every situation has something to offer in the way of spiritual development: a reminder not to just react, and develop genuine confidence. We are putting our reaction to our reactions to the test.

 Teachers come in all sort of shapes and sizes, and express or manifest in different ways (as we all do!) Some fit us, while some do not. If something is not clear, then ask. If the answers are not satisfactory, be at peace and move on, with a clean break and no comment. Then a new door may open. However, the problem may be within our own capacity, and if we hang on to our bias, we will merely find ourselves going through the same door again…again…again

 Our path is to uncover our confusion, and in order to do that, we have see through the emotions, especially pride.

 The Buddha said, “Place no head above your own.” He warned us that the spiritual path has to be travelled by ourselves, and not to rely merely on books and hearsay. We must experience for ourselves the truth of any teaching. Others’ views, though inspiring, have absolutely no value unless we make the journey ourself. But this does not mean we need to make the journey alone.

 “Place no head above your own,” may be misleading when taken out of context. Our problem, in this modern “self-help” world, is that ‘my way’ is what has been preventing spiritual advancement.

 We need to trust in our own awareness. The habitual mind will come up with righteous aggression, causing us to react, and then we become a caricature, a type. Trust in recognising that reaction, and stay sane. This is a Samsaric world, and it is crazy – but it is here that we progress, and even become enlightened!

 

Complaining about a samsaric world
merely reveals our own madness!
Samara is the activity of running around,
looking for our self.

 The samsaric world feeds our desire for comfort.
But a moment of realisation can be devastating.

The world is not all soft and fluffy:
sometimes it is through intense anger and pain that realisation dawns.

 A teacher merely points us in the direction
of our inner teacher.
It it up to us to recognise that.

 

 

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CONNECTING WITH A TEACHER

Connecting with a teacher

 The purpose of blog is merely to point in the direction of an authentic teacher, and to give confidence in what the Dharma is about. If we connect to a qualified human teacher, we get great spiritual blessings and influence. It’s more than merely reading words – we catch the enlightenment virus!

 We have this precious human body, and the ability to listen and ask questions, and it would be a great pity to waste it.

 There is something very special about an authentic teacher, in which even hearing their name can make us sit up! This is due to a karmic connection. I write under the influence of Tibetan Buddhism and its unbroken lineages. These teachings have been handed down by word of mouth. Nothing in them is just made up; it is based on the sound logic of the Buddha’s teachings. The masters who followed, refined and commented on those teachings. The Buddha left it to others to complete and enhance his teachings, and for us to reflect upon them and realise them.

 Every teacher goes through immense training, memorising great texts and receiving blessings from their teachers. The reason they do this is so to be of benefit to all sentient beings – the true altruistic attitude of a bodhisattva.

 Of course there are ‘not so genuine’ teachers (enthusiasts!), and here we have to rely on our own reasoning and discernment. All the glitters is not gold, and all that is muddy isn’t just dirt!

 Life is a bit of a boot camp, if you want to realise the truth. We have to peel away our ego’s protective layers. Even ‘enthusiasts’ can be of help for a while… 😉

 A true teacher is there to help us find our inner teacher, for which we are grateful: that is devotion. Then, we wish to help others: that is compassion. And that’s how the enlightenment virus works, thank goodness!

 

We fear because of our own reactions in the mind.
Once the mind is clear, the mind can teach…
…fearlessly!

 

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PRACTISING SPIRITUALITY AND NOT FEELING BETTER…

Practising spirituality and not feeling better… 🙂

 Do you feel this way? I do too! It’s to do with our past. Our past upbringing, our past education and past environment, which has left a stain on our psyche, like odd songs going round in our head from fifty years ago. That’s all. Don’t worry about it!

There those who have had a brilliant upbringing, brilliant education and brilliant environment. They still have stains, usually arrogance and a lack of warmth.

We could spend years in intense therapy to change this, or just accept it. When I write, it just comes out and I feel free. When it comes to talking, I immediately see the look in people’s eyes, which reflects an inner barrier, and I just stop talking (for years, I tried running after them, but it doesn’t work…). This reaction is generally due to the person’s lack of concentration, disinterest or bias (stain on psyche). And that’s OK.

We have to accept our limited, relative side, but that doesn’t mean we do not understand. It just means that we cannot as effulgent* and humorous as we would like to be.

This is Rigpa display!

*effulgent
shining brightly; radiant.
(of a person or their expression) emanating joy or goodness.

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ONENESS

Oneness.

 It is so easy to say, “We are all one.” Actually, it is easy to repeat anything we’ve heard! But how do we actually see it? Whatever conclusion we come to, it is certain that this it may be refined.

 So, how to see oneness?

 We all have the potential of Buddha nature: awake – empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion. But this hasn’t manifest yet for all of us. When we all achieved Buddhahood, we will all be at one… “All be AT one!” Not all the same.

 When we read about great teachers, every disciple realised what the master had taught, and went on to manifest in their own way. Examples of this are Tilopa, Naropa, Marpa, Milapera, Gampopa, Karmapa, regents, Karmapa, regents…. and that is just the Karma Kagyu lineage.

 It is said also that an enlightened being can manifest 100,000 emanations. Those could possibly be all one!

 There are two other ways to look at this:

There is one, when there is zero: if we rest in emptiness (no ‘me’) then there is only other. And so we are at one with other. We can all do this by just listening!

 The other aspect is the unity of the two truths, relative truth and ultimate truth. One is recognised by virtue of the other. The ultimate nature of everything is emptiness.

 Many mention the word ‘oneness’ – “We are all one!” – and then proceed to take lumps out of one another 😉

 

Perhaps we could say, “We are all Zero!”

 

 

 

NB. Saying we are all the same, may blunt our aspiration when our natural temperament is not like others. Or it can put us under pressure to achieve something that isn’t possible, and thereby keeping us feel inadequate and guilty.

Conclusion: being at one, is being at peace with one’s self – one’s relative side.

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This will make you smile!

Milarepa said, “Any movement you do is Yantra.”

Chögyal Namkhai Norbu , the Master of the Dzogchen Community,
explains the cultural value of these songs and dances.

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His Holiness the Dalai Lama speaks on Nyingma Dzogchen (Nature of the Mind)

His Holiness isn’t just a monk that just smiles, he teaches and explains profoundly well.

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THE SECRET IS DEVOTION

The Secret is Devotion

 It takes us out of the ordinary
into the extraordinary.

 It has been said that no one has become enlightened without a sense of devotion.

Devotion is not an easy subject for us westerners. It can make us feel uncomfortable, as it has connotations of religion, which isn’t to everyone’s taste nowadays. We may feel religion is too dogmatic and doesn’t offer proper explanations. From a Buddhist perspective, devotion is not a belief in something we cannot see; we just devote ourselves to understanding and realisation.

In understanding the Dharma
and realising the point of the teachings,
a deep appreciation grows.
That is devotion.

 A deeper sense of devotion
is an appreciation
for the genuine teacher*
who revealed the Dharma to us.

 What is the advantage of experiencing devotion? If there is enlightenment, then there are those who are enlightened. They have realised their spiritual essence, and wish every sentient being to realise their true spiritual essence as well. I would, wouldn’t you?! How can one stand by and watch others suffer?

 But, what can they do? It is said that they send out blessings, and all we have to do is receive them…and not ignore!

 Through supplication, we can receive blessings (spiritual influence) in our subtle body and basic consciousness. All we need is an open heart and open mind. We have a lot of bonds that bind us such as hope and fear: devotion melts away this bondage and opens up our subtle body. We feel at ease and at peace.

Devotion goes hand in hand with compassion, vanquishing pride. As we receive, so we give. It’s part of our nature to express. Devotion and compassion release us, but have to be accompanied by intelligence and knowledge.Within us, there is a longing, but we lack trust: nowadays, that is understandable.

How do we deal with this?

We need to shake off our bias and use our natural intelligence in order to understand the process of devotion, and based on this we can develop trust. Devotion cannot be taught. We can prove something to a certain degree, and then we have to use inference. Only then can we trust. It is said that only through devotion that we may become enlightened. It has a tremendous power and keeps us on track… to pull us through!

We have a longing for goodness. However, because of past experiences, maybe of betrayal, we are wary and suspicious. There is an inclination to find like-minded people, but maybe we don’t meet them. Maybe they don’t exist, or maybe the problem is within us.

To knock on the door
means the heart is already open.

* see, four types of teacher.
https://buddhainthemud.com/2013/07/21/the-four-types-of-spiritual-teachers/

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EMPTINESS AND APPEARANCES

Emptiness and Appearances

 Emptiness and appearances are indivisible.

Because mind is naturally empty, appearances arise.
Appearances do not obstruct the mind.
Although they manifest, their nature is empty.

Like this text on an empty screen:
The empty screen allows anything to manifest.
The manifestations are created by virtue of
impermanent causes and conditions.
They have no inherent existence of their own.
They come and go, but the screen remain clear.

 Text and screen cannot be separated.
Appearances and emptiness cannot be separated.
Waves and ocean cannot be separated.

To an ordinary mind, there are only appearances.
To a yogin, appearances are emptiness.

 An ordinary mind gets involved in this and that,
creating more of this and that – appearances.
A yogin merely watches this and that play itself out,
gradually exhausting karma – non-reaction to appearances.

Through understanding appearances as being empty,
compassion arises for others’ appearances,
which they must too resolve, in their own time.

 We need to see this for ourselves.
If we doubt, we need inference.
If we still doubt, we need trust.

 To have trust, we need devotion.

 The Secret of Devotion to follow…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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OTHERS

Others

 We live with others, and so we have to interact with them from time to time. Not everyone sees things in exactly the same way, and so it is easy to be drawn into conflict. We want to put them right, and they us. It can feel as if we are being assailed at every moment!

 If we ‘know’, then we remain confident and at peace. If we ‘KNOW’, then we remain arrogant and in conflict with others. To test whether we are confident or arrogant is to ask, “Is there an after taste?”

 Most of the time we want to feel good, and may even practise the Dharma in order to achieve this. Living with others may challenge this feeling. The more we recognise, the more our position changes in regard to others: we acknowledge responsibility. It’s easy to say the word “Compassion,” but it isn’t so easy to achieve that understanding, unless we genuinely rest in empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion.

 It is part of our nature to express, and the expression of this essence is where the six paramitas come into play: generosity, patience, discipline, perseverance, concentration and transcendent knowledge.

 We are all students (sentient beings), but there are times when we become the teacher (enlightened attitude). As such, we only do what is best for the the other person in front of us: we are not trying to out do them!

 They, like ourselves, are buddhas. We just don’t recognise this fact fully, and haven’t let go of all our karmic load yet.

 If we see this world as ‘This is all there is’, then it is a mundane reality. If we see it as full of celestial beings, then it is a supra-mundane reality.

 

In radiant emptiness we remain confident.
Empty essence encompasses every thing.
In compassion there is only other,
and that is oneness.

 Love cannot be 50-50…
it has to be 100%

 It’s a serious business is love! 😉

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE DEVIL IS OUR OWN EGO

The Devil is our own Ego

 Our ego will criticise us, seduce us into feeling good (better than others), and convince us to put practice aside.

Why? Because when we are empty, aware and relaxed (uncontaminated intelligence), ego loses employment…loses existence.

 The ego will always try to make things comfortable for us. Remember; we are not essentially human, but merely take on a human form for a very short while. In our present state of evolution, ego-clinging (which is our consciousness clinging to concepts about its human existence) cannot be totally extinguished. It will always try to lure and distract us away from our true nature…suffocate us! It’s the ego that makes us succumb to negative emotions (and positive emotions about ourselves) – that is the devil within us! The ego is our self-created devil.

 It is for this reason that we have to be mindful and aware. This is why we train the mind. We may achieve a temporary suspension of ego activity, but the little devil lurks in our selfish dark corners, subtly changing our motivation toward self-centred activity.

 That is why compassion is the golden secret.

 To be honest, the devil’s clinging activity is actually our teacher. It keeps us on our toes. When we know the nature of our true being, which is empty essence – cognisant nature and unconfined compassion – then ego activity may be transformed into wisdom. Noticing this is remarkable.

 Ego-fixated people will gravitate towards other ego-fixated people, as they can argue together and never come to a point. Take an ego-fixated person out of their comfort zone and they will want to fill the resulting vacuum – with themselves. This is noticeable in practically every conversation…

 

We need to be carefree and simple,
but not stupid.
Then the mud just falls away,
and are we no longer bound in it.

 Ego fixation is self-perpetuation.
Self-perpetuation is ego fixation.

 The devil ego
has no true existence.
It’s all in the mind!

 

 

 

 

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KNOWING ONE IS KNOWING ALL

Knowing one is knowing all

 Sometimes we may be caught up in a path that does quite suit our temperament. I know I was!

 Different paths have different approaches: the path I was on went through different aspects of the teachings. Its approach was resting in meditation and finally recognising the view, but I never knew where we were going. It was never clear.

 The teacher then said, “You have every right to change paths.” I did!

 We practise the six paramitas as a guide to our conduct and progress: generosity, patience, discipline, perseverance, concentration and transcendent knowledge (it does take effort remembering them all!).

 You might find Dzogchen a relief. I know I have!

 When Rigpa essence – empty cognisance – was pointed out, compassion can naturally and effortlessly express all the paramitas. At the same time, karma is exhausted.

When we know the nature of everything, which is emptiness, we know everything!

 

 

For further information go to… https://buddhainthemud.com/2013/02/15/six-advanced-paramitas/

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MIND TRAINING ENHANCEMENT

Mind Training Enhancement.

Even though we cannot think of two things at once, we can do and think of different activities at the same time – in fact, we can do three things at once, using body, speech and mind.

In morning meditation sessions, I do pujas (prayers). I chant text in Tibetan (speech), and read the English translation and visualise (mind), while my hand counts the beads (body). My mind is only visualising the description in the text, while knowing it all to be a rainbow-like vision in emptiness.

Even then, it is still possible to wander off into a day dream, and everything goes onto auto-pilot. The result would be a pointless practice, so one has to know how to concentrate.

(Incidentally – and this is strangest thing – inspiration to write comes in the middle of this practice every day, and I have to tell it to go away and come back when the prayers are finished! The first thing I do at the end of meditation in the mornings is turn on the computer and type as fast as possible to get it all down…I’m doing this now! 

This is why Shamata practice is so important – concentration trains the mind. Of course, auto-pilot has its uses, when the body and mind goes through their routine, as in driving a car – but this can become mindless and unaware, and the result could be an accident. This lack of concentration can make spiritual practices a waste of time.

The next stage is Shamata without support – effortless concentration.

We become aware of the gap between breaths. This is where we rest. We are aware of the body breathing, but there is a deeper sense of stillness. Being aware in Shamata is a duality – me and stillness, me and breath, me and awareness. It is important to recognise this, as it is the precursor to non-duality. First we have to recognise what it is that is being let go of…and that is the observer, the ‘I am’.

With proper instruction, the observer – the ‘I’ – transforms into merely observing…mere awareness…pure awareness. In Shamata, there is a time element present: “I am aware of being aware” and this takes time – even if that is only milli-moments. In pure awareness, there is no time: in pure being, emptiness and cognition are instantaneous and inseparable, like waves and water.

The point I’d like to make here is that the Buddhist methods are complete. They can take anyone at any stage and any capacity to enlightenment. It has to work for total beginners so at times it may sound too structured, but there are times when the mind needs convincing. This why we do analytical meditation and study. As such we have to have a system that works from the beginning to the end: to jump in with statements such as there being no path is incomprehensible to a beginner. There are two aspects to enlightenment: one is to recognise our true nature of pure awareness, and the other is to exhaust all karma. When the memory bank of reactions – which, in Sanskrit, is called the Alaya Vijnana – is exhausted and collapses, our basic nature – the all ground, known as the Alaya – is revealed.

We may have a partial knowledge from other sources, which may help or hinder our progress. It’s best to know one system inside out!

Now we come to mind training in daily life.

First we have to realise that most of the thoughts in our mind are not ours! We have been bombarded for so long with ideas that we assume they are ours. We learn responses. Have you noticed when someone is surprised, they invariably say, “Oh my God!” and put their hand up to their face? It’s learned – copied. We all acquire gestures, mannerisms and speech patterns. My French daughter says “Ah-choom!” when sneezing, and “Ieeee!” when it hurts: everyone knows it’s, “Ah-choo!” and “Ouch!” 😉

Mind training in daily life is not re-acting: not re-enacting our acquired, copied, programmed responses. In any situation, note the breath, find the stillness. This creates space in the mind. A pause in the programme. Then take a fresh look. Through compassion, the mind will then scan itself for a response from our own relevant experiences (although sometimes we may not have anough data, and so silence is golden).

Compassion is so important in any situation as it counteracts pride and a domineering attitude, which will pervert our own minds.

Training in daily life comes from a compassionate attitude, towards ourselves and others. Maybe our capacity is limited, and so we remain silent, and just listen. Listening to others is of great benefit to them, and stops us smothering a situation.

In the mind, there are three levels of consciousness: perception, judgement and the storehouse of memories (the Alaya Vijnana). To recap, through the senses (the five sense consciousnesses) we perceive objects in the mind. This information goes immediately to the memory-storehouse for recognition, and then to judgement, to refer to our habitual likes or dislikes. This is our usual programming, and keeps us as sentient beings…sleeping buddhas.

This very same process can serve as a positive expression of essence, when used in conjunction with compassion. The mind consciously scans our experiences for relevant knowledge that could be of benefit to them. This is how we can empathise with others.

All too often, spiritual people only repeat teachings from an absolute point of view, missing how someone on a relative level is feeling. It’s a sort of spiritual arrogance, and lacks compassion: there is a lack of love – zero empathy!

Daily mind training is conduct. Conduct is merely resting in the continuity of compassionate effortless meditation. In actuality this is non-meditation, as we are not doing anything, but merely recognising. We simply allow karma to unfold and wear itself out. Gradually, mindfulness becomes present in everything we do, and this serves as a reminder to be aware. This reminds us of either or both Shamatas, and we rest in the present moment.

We just need a short hop into pure awareness…dropping mindfulness and Shamata, as they are no longer needed, and it’s therefore pointless to hang on…we have arrived…and there we are!

The step between Shamata and Dzogchen may be very short. However, it is easy to become caught or trapped in mindfulness. This results in exaggerated effort, and is a little unnatural and contrived. Being too aware or too mindful, the mind becomes conceptual, and too rigid and solid. Therefore, we rest in barely being aware, dissolving into emptiness…and out again when necessary.

 

 

 

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LIGHT IN DARKNESS

Light in darkness.

 In these dark times we mistake
the dark for light and the light for dark.

 The dark is our confusion.
The light is clarity.

 Ego is our confusion.
Clarity is our essence.

 When we speculate
we do not know.

 When we know
there is no need for speculation.

 The blind lead the blind into darkness.
The light of clarity illumines everything.

 The moment we recognise our confusion
the light dawns.

 Darkness is a heavy heart.
Lightness is a light heart.

 En-lighten up. 🙂

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MIND TRAINING

Mind training.

Philosophy is not enough. We need to train the mind through practice and experience. The mind has to be tamed, quietening all those circling thoughts and worries. Thoughts are not bad in themselves: they have their use, but not when they create stress, and are a constant distraction.

Awareness of the breath is a very precise practice. It clears the mind, relaxes the body and sets a firm foundation for further practices.

Before starting, we need to sit up straight (so as not to restrict the body) and relaxed: take three deep breaths and expel as much stale air out as possible (there is a practice of breathing through alternate nostrils, but it’s best to see someone actually do this).

Mind training.

Take a breath as normal, and breath out. On the exhalation, count 1. Breath in again, and exhale, counting 2 and so on. This can be repeated 10, 21 or even 108 times -10 is good enough! The main point is that if a thought comes in and we get lost in distraction, then simply return to 1 and start again. Don’t rush this practice: allow a short pause between breaths, as this set us up for the meditation practice known as Shamata (for this is what we are doing here) without support. This leads to Vipashana (insight meditation), which in turn leads to Mahamudra/Dzogchen.

Even though we may engage on advanced practices, we shouldn’t forget this vital basic practice.

 

 

NB. The point of this practice is that we do not become occupied or vacant, (we merely note). And, we cannot think of two things at the same time!

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WHAT WE NEED

What we need

 

A clear consciousness
and a clear conscience.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE TWO OBSCURATIONS

The Two Obscurations

 Quite often, we hear teachings that sow seeds, but seem to wash over us. We know they are important and meaningful. but we don’t quite catch them. Actually, I’ve heard teachings being likened to viruses: you either catch them or you don’t!

Hearing phrase frequently, it can start to be become meaningless…maybe this is partly due to ‘technical’ translations…until one day the experience clicks!

The emotional obscurations (nyon-sgrib) – obscurations that are disturbing emotions and attitudes and which prevent liberation.
The cognitive obscurations (shes-sgrib) – obscurations regarding all knowables and which prevent omniscience.
Source: The Berzin Archives

Another way of explaining these two obstacles to enlightenment: ignorance of our true nature and the maintenance of that ignorance (the reverse of this is the recognition of our true nature, and the maintenance of that).

 Tulku Urgyen:
Meditation is simply to sustain the view – pure awareness. It is nothing other than that. Artificially trying to extend the recognition spoils it. You need to know how to allow it to continue. This is why the Dzogchen instructions are incredibly special. The whole point of Dzogchen is to sustain the continuity.”

 NB ‘sustaining’ is recognising and remembering

Tsoknyi Rinpoche:
As a result of the first type of ignorance, we lack wisdom. Lacking an understanding of our true nature, we perceive that which is illusory and spacious to be solid and real.

The second type of ignorance is the inability to clearly understand the laws of karma and interdependence, which then results in an inaccurate relationship to the world.

To counteract this we use the two accumulations.

Rigpa is not something that you can extend. You have to develop a habit of recognition: you have to train in it. In fact, what you are training in is the removal of the obscurations in order to be able to see the rigpa which is always there.

 There are two methods of doing this. One method is to get involved in creating virtue and to set about accumulating a lot of merit.

 The other method is to look directly at rigpa.

 To make an example of this: I have paper and I need to cut it. To cut it I need to have a knife and then to actually cut it. Accumulating merit is like making the knife. Continuing to accumulate merit is like continuing to improve the knife, but not using it to cut the paper.

 Rigpa recognition is like actually cutting the paper. As far as these two methods are concerned, you could put a lot of effort into creating or furthering the tool that you already have by working on the accumulation of merit, but in the end you have to recognise rigpa which is the actual cutting.”

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PROCRASTINATION

Procrastination.
(We all practise something!)

 
Procrastination is the practice of carrying out less urgent tasks in preference to more urgent ones, or doing more pleasurable things in place of less pleasurable ones, and thus putting off impending tasks to a later time.

This life is so short, we’ll never know if our outward breath will be followed by an inward breath again. The habits we create now will be the building blocks for our next incarnation.

If you are reading this, you definitely have a predisposition towards your spiritual side. We cannot waste time filling our mind with speculations of what might happen. Each of us have to undo what we did!

We need the urgency of someone
with their hair on fire…!
Find time
just to be, 
and do it.

Procrastination is enjoying distractions which hamper our progress.

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HEART AND MIND (SECOND ATTEMPT)

 

Heart and Mind
(second attempt!)

 The heart is our essence.
The mind is our translator.

 In our current state
the mind chatters away, ignoring the heart, so everything seems solid.
Or
the heart feels, but the mind cannot translate, so everything seems ethereal.

 With proper knowledge
the mind expresses what the heart feels.
They cannot be separated.
Thoughts become Dharmakaya!

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WAKING UP TO OUR POTENTIALITY

Waking up to our potential.

 This is an individual process for all of us. I thought I’d describe some personal experiences to illustrate what can happen, and maybe it will be of help 😉

After many years of prayer and meditation, I ended up more angry than when I started.

Then, one day, my teacher said,

“To enter the Vajrayana path we need:
Intense emotions
Intense intelligence
Intense compassion

 (you could have knocked me over with a feather!)

 Then, I had a problem with deity devotional practice (the antidote to pride, as pride stops progress.). My teacher said, “OK. You don’t have to do it.” Well, I wasn’t going to be told not to do something! Can you see how it worked?

 This is the spontaneous presence of the teacher (a bit like ‘Karate Kid’… “wax on, wax off”). Suddenly I understood. Everything snapped into place. There was a realisation that the negative emotions were, in the first instant, essence wisdom. And, that demonic activity (human as well as non human) cannot touch pure empty essence, as there is nothing to get hold of, nothing to gain. They simply cannot deal with it.

 Then, the greatest test was dealing with negative people for three years (of course, you don’t see many of them around here 😉 ). This gave me the chance to practise the six paramitas: generosity, discipline, patience, perseverance, meditation and transcendent knowledge. These disciplines cut through one’s own aggression, which has a knock-on effect. Gradually we wake up to the real Dharma.

 Do you see how it can work?

 It wasn’t books that did it. Nor was it my personal efforts (though motivation was present). It was the interaction with a genuine teacher and a genuine path. The teacher made no effort, but just remained in spontaneous presence…making seemingly casual remarks. My reactions did the rest.

 There are four types of teacher: they all reveal the inner teacher, and cut through pride.

One’s main teacher is known as a root teacher, and is the one who shows you the nature of mind, without doubt. Then there is the scriptorial teacher (this could be a person or a text) who supports practice. These two teachers – the scriptorial and the root – together uncover the inner teacher, our own minds – the real teacher. From that point, we then understand the symbolic teacher of all situations – the whole of the phenomenal universe – relative truth which reflects the absolute truth of the insubstantiality of everything – emptiness.

 All that is now needed is to function as a human, noting our reactions while not allowing them to create more karma, and thereby exhausting karma. It’s an ongoing process, moment to moment.

 You can see how non-aggression works. Aggression only hurts us, and builds an ego. A me.

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HEART AND MIND

Heart and Mind

We have a heart and a mind, all they need to be, is open.

Defining the heart isn’t easy, perhaps we can say
the heart is the experience just before the mind experiences.

So an open mind is the messenger of an open heart.
We need both to express love.

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ANGER

Anger.

 As sentient beings, we experience and translate experiences differently. This is due to our previous experiences. We go round in circles, as these previous experiences filter our view. This is why generosity, discipline, patience, perseverance, concentration and transcendent knowledge are so important, as they cut through our habitual patterning.

 This happens especially when we become dogmatic, when we hold onto our concepts. When we meet others, who also have their dogma, we become frustrated and angry. This is normal for sentient beings, who are governed by the emotions.

 When our fixed picture is disturbed, anger – and other emotions – arises. Meeting another’s projections is bound to bring up emotions. This is logical!

 The antidote to this is to recognise the spontaneous presence of mirror essence. This mirror essence merely reflects, and does not get involved. It is the conceptual mind that causes a reaction, and confusion arises. The purpose of mirror essence is to remind us that all reflections are merely temporary appearances.
Mirror essence is absolute reality. The reflections, being temporary events, are relative reality.

 The antidote:
The moment anger arises, there is a recognition of a distraction in the mind, and the mind is illuminated for an instant. This sharp brilliance can either remind us of our true being – pure awareness – or it can create aggression. Anger can therefore express hatred or express love.

 If we were totally confident in our view of our true nature, then anger could never take hold.

 

Subtly, in the very first instant, there is an re-awakening – pure awareness. The following instant, there is a reaction. We invariably miss that first instant. I first noticed this years ago, when my senses were alerted and I didn’t yet know why. There was a shimmer in my peripheral vision, and then a smell. The next moment, I realised my toast was burning! I related this story to one of my teachers, who asked, “What were you doing in the first moment?” I said, “Nothing,” thinking that the moment of noticing was the awareness of essence. He replied, “No. Doing nothing was essence – and not the noticing – because in the noticing, you had moved away from essence. It was the noticing that took you back to essence.”

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WHERE SCIENCE MEETS SPIRITUALITY

Where science meets spirituality.

 

Science is what is seen.
Spirituality is what sees.

 Anything we see has no reality.
The reality is in the seeing,
and not in what is seen.

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OUR PATH, OUR MANIFESTATION

Our Path, Our Manifestation.

 In Tibetan Buddhism there are three aspects to understanding the Path: the Ground, the Path and the Fruition. The Ground is our Buddha nature, the Path is our confusion about that Buddha nature, and the Fruition is recognising that the Path (our confusion) never existed in the first place and that we are the Ground (Buddha nature) all the time (timelessness)!

This is a passage from ‘Re-enlightenment’ by Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche.

 The qualities of an enlightened buddha are not his qualities; they are the qualities of the buddha nature fully manifest. We also posses that same quality, but it is hidden, lying dormant.

 If our buddha nature is beyond delusion and liberation, can’t we also say that we are in essence primordially enlightened? We could succeed in convincing ourselves with such a philosophical trick, but it’s not really true, because we have already strayed onto the path.

 If we had never fallen into confusion, we could rightly claim to be primordially enlightened. But unfortunately it is too late to claim that. Our precious wish-fulfilling jewel has already fallen into the mud.

 Primordial enlightenment means that Ground and Fruition are identical and there is no Path of delusion to be cleared away. This is definitely different from the situation of us who have already strayed onto the Path and therefore need to clear away delusion in order to reach Fruition.

 Take the example of a myriad of jewels: some are covered in mud, some are clean. All of them are jewels, but each is distinctly individual. Sentient beings’ minds cognise individually, so we have to say that they are separate.

 This is quite a good example, to view all beings and buddhas as countless jewels, some covered with dirt, some clean. They are not identical even though they have the same qualities. Iff the minds of all sentient beings were one, then when one individual attains enlightenment, everybody else would be liberated at the same moment.

 But if you attain enlightenment it doesn’t mean I will be enlightened. Understand it this way: although beings have similar qualities, we are not one. We have the same essence, which is empty and cognisant, but our form of manifestation is separate, distinct from that of another sentient being.

 

 

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HOW DEMONS ARE MADE

How Demons are made

 The universe is full of different types of
sentient beings. These have consciousness,
and take on many forms.

To simplify: there are enlightened and
unenlightened beings.The enlightened beings
are selfless, and the unenlightened, selfish –
more or less.

We, as sentient beings, have two potentials:
one is to remain unenlightened and the other is to
become enlightened. In other words, we can be
selfish or selfless.

 However, there is a third option. By becoming
extremely selfish, we enter the lineage of demons.

All it takes for a sentient being to become
a demon is to want powers, to claim to have
powers, and to play God. This happens when
sentient beings obtain a little spiritual knowledge,
but lack wisdom and unconditional compassion.

Although we are conscious, we lack the recognition
of our true nature, and therefore we are governed
by likes and dislikes, hopes and fears, attractions
and repulsions. These emotion control us.

As ordinary beings, we are all subject to these
negative emotional forces, but there are those
who believe that they are special – and it is they
who have the demon potential.

By observing their behaviour, it can be seen that
they create misery for others, and feed off this. They hate
wisdom and happiness in others, because it is something
they cannot achieve.

Negativity brings the body’s immune system down, and
therefore can affect the mind, or rather distract it.

True compassion and humility is our enlightened
potential. A sentient being’s protection against
demonic forces is to realise selfless pure essence
and have compassion for all.

 Demons are we, more or less.
Enlightened are we. more or less.

 

To say, “I don’t believe in demons,” is ignoring
the power of self importance.

 

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Comparative Philosophies and Personal Practice.

It is good to know how others see reality: in this way we may understand them better, and enhance our own practice. When considering philosophy, we can discuss Christianity, Judaism, Buddhism, science – or express an opinion down the pub – but when it comes to personal practice, there are precise, subtle experiences which are beyond discussion. We have to chose that which suits our temperament and stick to it

Garab Dorje said:

 Recognise your own nature
(pure empty essence)

Decide on one point
(through practice, recognise that that is so

Build confidence
(sustain the continuity in daily life)

 NB Italics are my addition

Once we recognise our essence, our true nature, we are able to gain unshakable liberation – and not be taken over by circumstances.

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FOUNDATION- THE FOUR MIND CHANGES

Foundations – The Four Mind Changes.

 It is difficult to keep one’s mind focused on spiritual practices because of all the distraction that are both around us and in our minds. Also, we have been caught up in distractions for so long, this has become a habit. And so the mind has to be convinced, by considering and remembering the four mind changes.

 The Four Mind Changes
1 Appreciating the precious human life: how rare and short it is.

2 Considering death and impermanence: that the opportunities that we have now with this precious existence are not going to last.

3 Recognising the laws of karma and cause and effect: in other words how our behaviour affects what we experience.

4 Understanding the disadvantages of samsara, of uncontrollably recurring rebirth.

The following is taken from a talk given by Tsoknyi Rinpoche:

Question:
With regard to appreciation: Patrul Rinpoche speaks of the 4 mind changes and disgust at samsara…how can this be reconciled?

Reply by Tsoknyi Rinpoche:
You have to start from the standpoint of being a healthy human being – develop that sense of appreciation and faith. Then, from there, you can start to proceed, to understand the true nature of all things, and their lack of reality.

Thus, you are approaching understanding from a healthy perspective, and not from the point of view of the habitual patterning you have in the subtle body.

You look into samsara: although it is very beautiful, it is insubstantial and it is from that point of view that you experience disgust (and not from your woundedness which makes the ego even more tight).

Once you have developed a healthy interest in and respect for the Dharma, then you can appreciate the beauty of the world while knowing it is transient. It is the defect of samsara that makes us disgusted, rather than the individual hurt that we have experienced.

Nihilism can be a cause for depression. The more you see the futility, the more confidence you will have to walk towards renunciation. Is the view of futility coming from our habitual patterning (sceptical, nihilistic, wounded) or from our understanding of the true nature of reality?

 

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THE GAZE

The Gaze

In shamata and vipashyana practice, the eyes are either closed or slightly open (slightly open is better, because then we don’t drift off into a doze!). We look straight ahead.

In Dzogchen Mahamudra pure awareness, the eyes are open. Not staring – just to the extent of being aware of peripheral vision all at once. As with all the other the senses, one’s awareness is wide open. 

This is a prelude to mingling meditation (or non-meditation) in daily life: there is no separation between practice session and moving around. If one’s eyes feel a little strained or dry, it could mean that one needs to do a little loong practice (subtle body practice of taking the breath down to below the navel – there more information about thismedt on the blog ). In that case, one can close the eyes for a while.  

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SHAMATA AND VIPASHYANA

Shamata and Vipashyana

 Taking refuge may sound like a huge commitment, but it is merely appreciating what is being taught.
That very appreciation can take us all the way, by sustaining us.

Shamatha and Vipashyana – Definitions and context.

Shamata
Shamatha is meditation practice to calm the mind, resting free from disturbing thoughts.

Shamata with support is the practice of calming the mind while concentrating on a mental or material object, or simply using the breath.

Shamata without support is resting undistractedly without an object to meditate upon.

Simply put: in with support we use the breath, and without support we use the gap between the breaths which expands…although we are still breathing!

This practice serves as a prelude for Mahamudra and Dzogchen, and should not be mistaken for Mahamudra and Dzogchen, as there is still an ‘I’ present. This is a duality but a perfect beginning. Before we can drop something, we have to recognise the thing we are dropping.

Vipashyana (insight into emptiness)

Vipashyana at the shravaka level means insight into impermanence, suffering and egolessness. At the Mahayana level, it means insight into the emptiness of all phenomena, the perceiver as well as the perceived. At the inner Vajrayana level, this insight is equal to thought-free wakefulness that is the direct remedy against basic ignorance and the root of samsara.

Shamata and vipashyana are the foundations to Dzogchen.

 

 

 

 

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DZOGCHEN FOUNDATIONS

Dzogchen Foundations

 By now you should have an understanding of ‘where we are going’. Now we have to look at the preliminary and protection practices, which are the ‘how to get there’.

Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche said:

Do not grab at the higher teachings of Trekcho (cutting through) and Togal (spontaneous presence).

They are like the impressive wolfskin hats worn in Kham; they look very good but what keeps your ears warm in the winter is the unimpressive collar of a plain sheepskin! It’s much more important to emphasise the preliminaries and lay a solid foundation: then whatever is built on top of that afterwards will make sense. Otherwise, it will be empty talk.

Most important of all, more crucial than the extraordinary practices of trekcho and togal are the general and specific preliminaries. Without having taken to heart these mind changings, whatever practice we do will never lead anywhere. Nothing can be built when there is no foundation to build on. You may already know this very well; it may not be the first time you have heard this. My words may be like trying to give the reading transmission of OM MANE PEME HUNG to Avaloketishvara. Nonetheless, I want to say this to refresh your memory.”

from The True Foundation

Padmasambhava said:

“The essential meaning of taking refuge is to accept the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha as your companions for practising the path, and then to pledge that they are the fruition you will attain. Thus, taking refuge means a pledge, or acceptance. Why is such an acceptance called taking refuge? It is because of accepting the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha as support, refuge and prtector – or rescuer – from being freed from the great fear of suffering and obscurations. That is the essential meaning of taking refuge.

The definition of taking refuge is to seek protection from the terrors of the three lower realms, and from the inferior view of believing in a self within the transitory collection as it held by non-Buddhist philosophers. There are three tyres: the outer way of taking refuge, the inner way of taking refuge and the inner way of taking refuge.

from Dakini Teachings

(both these quotations are taken from The Dzogchen Primer, compiled by Marcia Binder Schmidt)

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SPIRITUAL COMPANY ON RETREAT

 

Spiritual company on retreat.

 People will annoy us:
People being too helpful
People not helpful enough.
People smiling too much.
People not smiling enough.
People who sit in the front.
People who sit at the back.
People who are late.
People who are early…
…..people being people!

 Retreats are intense
and challenge Compassion,
leaving you nowhere to run :-)!

 

 

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SPIRITUAL COMPANY

Spiritual Company

 Genuine spiritual friends are important as a support for our practices. Hopefully, they act as an inspiration to help maintain discipline, through which trust will grow. There will always be a bit of doubt in our minds: my teacher – my spiritual friend – said that 75% is provable, 20% is infered and 5% is trust. This is especially important when engaged in devotional practice.

From another point of view, our spiritual friends, can be a little annoying – but on a spiritual path, they act as a mirror to our own mind and so work as a catalyst to refining our behaviour while challenging our ideas of compassion. We also have to remember that we may be a little annoying to them…I speak from experience 😉

It’s good to find a group to sit with: as well as them supporting you, you will support them.

 

 

 

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YOU DON’T HAVE TO CHANGE

You don’t have to change

If you try to change you,
you just end up with another you!

Through practice,
the view naturally changes…
It clarifies,
from duality (an artificial you) to non duality (pure perception).

It’s a tricky business, finding yourself. Although you may be on the same spiritual path as others, it does not mean you have to act like them. You don’t know where they’ve been, or what they may have trodden in…meaning the culture in which they were either brought up, or acquired.

Be ordinary, be yourself – ‘warts and all’. Through recognising our own ‘warts and all’, we gradually dissolve them, as they are our warts! The ‘warts and all’ are our confusion: they are our path!

By acquiring others’ mannerisms, we are acquiring yet more warts.

Be happy to be you
– just not too exaggerated.
You will be you,
right up until enlightenment.

 

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