KNOWLEDGE OF THE UNIVERSE

Knowledge of the Universe

The Knowledge of the universe is within us all.
That’s how wonderful we are.

 We may not know every alien manifestation
but we can know their nature of enlightened potentiality,
while recognising that all appearances
lack any permanent reality.

 How have we separated ourselves
from this knowledge?
Obscured, pure awareness!

 Our conscious awareness
mistakes impermanent reality for reality,
thereby distracting us from the deepest knowledge.

We are what we have always sought.
That is why we must respect and love all.
That is how wonderful we are.

 

 

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DEALING WITH GOOD KARMA

Dealing with good karma

 We normally think of karma as something bad; as a debt to be repaid, as a store room of reactions to be exhausted. This is true, as karma is the mud that is covering the ‘Jewel’. However, the same applies to good karma.

 If we feel that, when good things happens to us, we somehow deserve it, pride turns good karma into bad karma very quickly! Often, this is picked up by others, causing a reaction which also creates bad karma – in them. So our pride creates a chain reaction.

 This doesn’t mean we do not recognise good karma: we acknowledge it as a feedback of positivity and let it go. This is done by dedicating all our accumulated merit for the benefit of others.

 “May whatever merit I have accumulated be for the benefit of others that they may attain Buddha hood” is the dedication at the end of any practice: compassion is the hallmark of all practices.

 As we proceed, this negative pride becomes increasingly subtle, so we have to be very careful, as this is how demons are created.

 However…and here is an important however!…there is divine pride. This is to do with tears of joy and relief that you are “facing the right direction”. That you are joining the path “following the enlightened ones”, and that there are genuine tendencies of bodhisattva activity.

 This is where one accepts good and bad karma as one taste. Bad karma is seen as joy now, as this experience may be one’s last obstacle!

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EQUANIMITY

Equanimity

 We need to realise that everything that appears in the mind – good or bad – is, in the first instance, merely an appearance of one taste. Before we get caught up in whether we like it or not, there is merely a noting, an awareness. Even before the soup is perceived as salty, plain, tomato-y, thick, thin, there is merely taste. Then comes too salty, plain, tomato-y, thick, thin…

 A yogi just eats what is placed before them, allowing karmic debt to be repaid.

In that first milli-moment there is equanimity, an inner peace that is naturally there. All we have to do is hold off liking or disliking. We may still take action, but not out of like or dislike. One taste is within all the senses and mind.

A yogi just eats, walks, sits…never waits, as waiting implies expectation.

Equanimity implies trust in spontaneous presence.

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WE NEED TO PRACTISE

We need to practise

 Practice is re-minding. Once we remember, we no longer have to practise! We have arrived.

 We spend most of our time either occupied, or in a state of vacancy. We get caught up in the sense consciousnesses or mental consciousness of fabricated thoughts.

 At the time of death, these faculties are of no use. Because we have no body to relate to, we lose these faculties and panic, falling into unconsciousness, just as we do when we fall asleep and forget. When we awaken, we find ourselves reincarnated into a new body (not necessarily human!) and a supply of karmic debt, created by our previous life of unconscious tendencies driven by desires, aversions and ignorance. This is our vicious cycle of existence…after existence…

 When, as ordinary human beings, we say the word “We”, we are referring to the persona we have acquired. This persona is actually pure awareness distracted.

 Even though we may think,
“I have no need for practice”,
we are in fact practising something…
…our beliefs.

 We need constant reminders. We need to catch thoughts before they take hold and create an emotion to which we react. That is practice. We have to practise being free, until we are free. Once we have the clear view – the clarity of empty essence – meditation is merely the continuity. Conduct is mingling this with daily life = View, Meditation and Conduct.

 Gradually the period of recognition expands – or rather, the confusion contracts! Spending our life in this practice, enlightenment is possible.

 Knowing is wisdom
Not knowing is ignorance.
Knowing is our ultimate nature.
Not knowing is our temporary relative nature.
When knowing is present, not knowing dissolves.

Our ultimate nature knows, and therefore has no need to practise.
But, at this moment, this ultimate nature is forgotten in clouds of unknowing.

 

 

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“KNOW THY SELF”…BOTH OF THEM!

“Know thy self”…both of them!

There are two aspect to all of us, relative and absolute.
Our absolute being is our true nature.
Our relative being obscures the recognition of our absolute nature.

Our absolute nature never changes. But what of the relative side? Our relative side, although obscuring our true nature, is our vehicle for recognising our absolute nature. All that is needed is to recognise this relative nature – this ‘self in the mirror’.

Most of the time our relative nature manifests as self-interest. However, it also has qualities that can serve as a reminder of the true nature of the relative, and it will be of benefit to others, especially when the absolute nature is recognised. Although this relative nature has no true existence, its reaction brightens the mind in its own unique way.

 We do not have to act spiritual.
We can still be ourselves,
manifesting compassion.

 Without compassion we are apathetic, and not empathetic. The statement “Know thy self” has two aspects: to know our absolute nature, and to know our relative nature. In knowing our relative nature we can be happy with who we are, and how we are. We are not trying to be like someone else…or better! That would merely exchange one relative state for another.

 As long as we just accept how we are and not remain addicted to this relative ‘dust in the mirror’, the relative is workable. Our lot in life may be high or low, eventful or plain, educated or uneducated – but we can still “Know thy self”…both of them!

We all have unique qualities,
expressing the nature of mind.
The path to enlightenment
is knowing and letting be.

(PS. Sometimes we have to live with traumas from our past, and even from childhood. So although we may understand the Dharma and be compassionate, feelings still arise, but we don’t act on them.
I was once at a meeting with beginners. Even though I knew some Dharma, the beginners were nicer people than me. It’s just something we have to live with.)

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THERE IS NO BAD MEDITATION

There is no bad meditation.

Somedays the mind is wild, sleepy, worried, clear, stuffed up with a cold.
Whatever appears essence is always present, just aware.
Meditation is about awareness, and the awareness of awareness.

Essence has no time for an “I”.

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THOUGHTS ‘R’ US

Thoughts ‘r’ Us

 Where do they come from? Is it mind or essence?
We all have thoughts.
Maybe we think we shouldn’t …wrong!
We merely have to distinguish between clinging reactionary thoughts, and thoughts that translate experience without clinging.

 One set comes from the mind, and the other from essence. Surprised?

 When we habitually react, this comes from the conditioned mind. This is consciousness clinging to concepts stored, judges and reacts. It’s a sort of acquired programming, which we (distracted essence) replay and replay, fixing us as a caricature of conditioned responses. We then join a world full of programmed responses, walking about the planet like emotional robots, some with a low self image and some with an inflated self image. It all depends on into which class you place your self, through pride or inverted pride. It is all the same…this is the lot of a sentient beings.

 However. There are thought responses from essence that are not part of this mechanical mindset. Here, when we say ‘thoughts’, we really mean ‘pre-thoughts’. Before a thought fully blossoms into words and images, there is a recognition, a pre-cognition. This is not necessarily extrasensory perception, but just a knowing. When you see someone from a distance, by just the stance or outline we recognise that person but haven’t given a name to them yet. It’s like that.

 This is similar to having focused vision or panoramic vision. Usually when we look through our eyes, we see this and that in a 3D manner: everything appears solid, and we are hooked. The attention is constantly distracted.

 Here is where we can take a huge leap in meditation. Become aware of your peripheral vision – everything is seen at once. Nothing is identified. Everything is just seen, and the seeing is also seen. That ‘just seeing’, without fabricating or embellishing anything, is essence…pure awareness. Now, if something is needed, we then focus and identify, do what is beneficial and return to panoramic vision.

 To fine tune this, we merely recognise essence as emptiness, and are merely aware of awareness. Perception has refined to pure perception. So thoughts arise out of emptiness for the benefit of others …compassion.

 It is in meditation that we can perceive the difference between thoughts in the mind which distract us, and thoughts arising out of emptiness expressing itself (essence love). This is where our own mind becomes the teacher: it teaches us to recognise the difference, when we are caught and held. Meditation is fine tuning this. Watching videos, reading books, hearing others cannot do this for you…you have to do it. You have to see.

 The mind is for philosopher. Essence is for the Siddhi. Philosophers argue. Siddhis do not.

 Incidentally, when essence is recognised as clarity, mind also has clarity, increasing intelligence. We no longer become bound up in the mundane, but released in the supra-mundane.

 If this is difficult to understand, that’s okay: we just have to sort the subtle body out. This is where mantra, chanting, puja and yogic breathing exercises come to work as they calm the inner wind, settling the subtle body so that we can rest.

 

I forgot to mention about ordinary circling thoughts. These are thoughts and concepts we have picked up over time. In meditation we become like a doorman at a hotel, we acknowledge the guest as they arrive, but don’t follow them in!

 

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YOUR PATH

Your Path.

 This is a tricky subject.

It is said that, in absolute terms, the path does not exist, and nor does meditation or a meditator. However, we are not enlightened yet and so, relatively, they do exist.

 Once we achieve a degree of calmness and are able to focus, concentrate and be mindful, we arrive at awareness. From there, we rest in the awareness of awareness…and emptiness. No path, no meditation, no meditator.

 Until then, we need to recognise the path; our path. Much will depend on our previous associations, education, temperament and capacity. Anyone we talk to about meditation and spirituality will have their own bias. And here, we get involved in the use of language, which can either clarify or confuse.

 Much will depend on synchronicity – what comes up in your life – karma!

 It could be based on the Vedanta, Buddhism, Theism, non-Theism etc. It could be a word, a name an image that attracts you, that leads you onto a path – a system, according to your karmic tendencies. Even then, within those paths, there are divisions or levels. One may call oneself one thing but display tendencies of another. Even when meeting people who are following the same system, after the exchange of a few words, there is a realisation that you are not on the same path.

One may hear people talking about high falluting principles, but they are still actually talking about themselves.

 OK…here’s the tricky part, and I’ll take myself as an example. Whatever system I’ve entered, I’ve experienced aversion to people – “Bonkers, the lot of ’em!” So, my path is aversion. It’s an illusion, but still my path…which exists only in my reactions. The antidote to this is, of course, compassion.

 This is where we go deeper. Applying compassion is only a temporary solution, as I will have to keep re-applying it whenever I meet ‘People’. Better to use the reaction itself!

 Here I am revealing my own bias to Tibetan Dzogchen training. The very moment a reaction of aversion arises in the mind, the mind lights up, creating a luminous space – empty essence! The negative emotion reveals wisdom. If not recognised then – in the second milli-moment – the “I” takes over, creating dislike or even hatred. In the following moment, there is a reaction to that dislike or hatred, and aggression arises. The same principle applies to all the emotions.

 And this is why the basic meditation of clarity is so important, and should not be dismissed: it is this that stops the mental, karmic looping.

 All our illusory emotions are our path: it is said there are 84.000 of them stemming from the main three: desire, aversion and ignorance (which, in turn, stem from not recognising one’s true nature). Even though we can repeat words, will still have work to do…everyone – and every alien – knows this!

 To illustrate (and here I’m using words that are translated from Tibetan and Sanskrit): there is Ground, Path and Fruition.

Ground is our true nature.
Path is our confusion about our true nature.
Fruition is recognising that the Path never existed, and that we were the ground all along.

 

We have to walk before we can run
but we don’t have keep walking
when we can run!

 Between you and me,
I spent twenty five years walking
when I should have been running

According to my teacher,
I was stuck in idiot meditation.

 I was extremely angry.
Then everything changed!

 

 

 

 

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SELF-CONTROLLED?

Self-controlled?

Our-self is controlling us.
Our-self is an academic acquisition that is programmed to react.
Compassion is not an  academic subject.

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DOING BETTER IS IMPOSSIBLE

Doing Better is Impossible

 Doing better is impossible. Doing better is judgemental, and is therefore driven by desire and aversion. In that driven state of mind there is no end to bettering. “I must improve myself, I must improve others.”

If we want to do better,
better to let be.

When recognised, mind and essence are naturally clear. If this was not so, we’d miss our mouth every time to tried to put food into it! We are this clarity – pure awareness. We do not have to do better: pure awareness naturally sees. Then, through compassion, and through this mind and body, pure awareness may act…or not.

When clarity sees the sky it just sees. When it tastes, it just tastes. When it hears, it just hears. It (we) does not have a problem: when clarity is recognised, there is no doubt.

External and inner appearances are the way they are, due to causes and conditions. There is no point in trying to change the world. It’s far too complicated…impossible! We are in a collective confusion.

 Something, however, is obscuring our natural clarity. “ ‘I’ want things better.” In this wanting, we subtly create trouble for ourselves and others around us. We jump in feet first. “Hey ‘I’ can improve this!” when all that is actually needed is space – generous compassionate space. Compassionate communication is a reminder of this space.

 This allows those causes and conditions, which are the obscurations, to be seen clearly. This is meditation. First, we have to recognise what it is that wants to make things better: compassion or ego.

 

Ego says,“I experience stillness.”

Pure awareness says, “ ”

 

 

 

 

 

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MEDITATION PRACTICE

Meditation Practice

 Meditation is merely recognising and maintaining one’s true nature,
so you don’t actually have to meditate.
But let’s be honest,
we forget most of the time,
and so a little effortless discipline is handy!

 Before we can meditate, we have to know why we are meditating. Of course, we can meditate just to relax and feel good, and that is a start. But then meditation can become a life style, too precious and not to be interrupted…we find interruptions make us angry, when the whole point is to loosen up.

 Meditation is familiarisation with one’s true being, which cuts through our conceptual emotional prison.

 Sanskrit words have to be used. This is in order that we all know what we are talking about, as these words have not yet been formalised in English, and there is risk of watering down their meaning. Sanskrit is a spiritual language and carries power: that is why it is used in mantras (interestingly, the Tibetan language is based on Sanskrit).

 There are many approaches to meditation. The main one is meditation called Shamata – calm abiding. Then we progress to Vipashyana – insight meditation – which gradually reveals the “nature of mind”, our true nature. Here we are talking about the basics, but there are finer levels and other forms of meditation: Devotion, Compassion, and Analytical.

 To go further, we have to follow a system or teacher. I know some people hate this idea, but believe me, on our own we will merely get stuck and go round in circles: many think they are already enlightened…big mistake! The path we choose is what helps us clear our confusion…our confusion is our path.

 To proceed, we need to practise, and then the questions refine. Otherwise the search for truth merely stays at a conceptual level, and we cannot break out of this fixed mindset. Gradually, we will connect with the inner teacher – in-tuition -seeing all outer and inner phenomena as the teacher.

 Bum on Cushion

 Before starting, we need to sit up straight (so as not to restrict the channels in the body), and relax. Take three deep breaths and expel as much stale air as possible (there is a practice of breathing through alternate nostrils, but it’s best to see someone actually do this).

 As long as you are relaxed and your back is straight, you can sit on a chair or cushion. Sitting straight helps with natural breathing and flow, and keeps your mind alert. The feet can either be placed on the thighs (if you can), or just one foot on one thigh, or crossed legged in front, one in front of the other, so as not to cause them to go numb. Some kneel with a cushion or seat under the bum (Zen style). Lying down is possible, but one tends to go to sleep 🙂

 Hands on lap or thighs. Eyes slightly open, or open (closed is okay, but we have to focus, or we will tend to drift off). Nothing forced. Everything relaxed. Facial muscles relaxed! The senses are wide open.

 Shamata meditation focuses on the breath. Merely noticing the inhalation and exhalation, thoughts will come – just return to watching the breath. The thoughts may seem to get worse. They are not – you are just noticing more! The point here is that it is your time to relax, rest and be at peace. The body is still, and gradually the mind becomes still…but aware! You can go back to thinking later. This is called Shamata with support.

 Sometimes, we find ourselves in a vacant state, a dreamy state, which can be mistaken for meditation, but it’s not. It is a state of ignorance…not knowing. When we are day dreaming, we are cut off from our senses, and from what is around us.

 Mind training.

 If the mind is wild, we can be more precise.

Take a breath as normal, and breathe out. On the exhalation, count 1. Breath in again, and exhale, counting 2 and so on. This can be repeated 10, 21 or even 108 times -10 is good enough! The main point is that if a thought comes in and we get lost in distraction, then simply return to 1 and start again. Don’t rush this practice: allow a short pause between breaths.

Once we are more or less comfortable with watching the breath, we come to Shamata without support. This is simply noticing that at the end and beginning of each breath, there is a gap. In that gap, we rest naturally. The body then does its own thing…breathing. There is a still ‘nowness’ present, and the senses remain wide open. With the senses wide open and the sense of nowness, one can take the meditation into daily life. One experiences moments of spaciousness.

 It is best to acquire a routine, in the morning and evening, for say twenty minutes. To find the time, you may have to get up a little earlier, just before sunrise.

 Even though we may engage in advanced practices, we shouldn’t forget this vital basic practice. So as not to get too attached to the practice, take a moment’s break, now and again. It is funny that, in those breaks, real meditation takes place!

 The point of meditation practice is that we cannot think of two things at the same time…and this will bring us on to the use of mantra.

This blog has been going for one year today…hooray! I never thought it would last.

 

 

 

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MEDITATION CONTINUED

Meditation continued.

Meditation has no characteristics or special culture. We merely tame the mind, and recognises our true nature. We can learn the basics of meditation to help calm the mind, and then we have a choice to make. Do we stay on our own, or find a teacher and follow a system?

 If we go our own way, there are many traps into which we can fall. In following a system, it will be well trodden and there is much guidance (no, they are not mind controllers…you are!). If one chooses to let go of a system, or change systems, one is free to do so. If we have choices, then we can change!

 Much depends on synchronicity and our own leanings. Remember – our path is our own confusion, which has to be cleared, and only we can do that.

 Systems have a language, a way of describing some thing.. or no thing. They tend to use sanskrit words as there is not an English equivalent. Sanskrit is a spiritual language and is used in mantras. Interestingly, the Tibetan language is based on Sanskrit.

 My leaning is towards Tibetan Buddhism and the Dzogchen tradition, which is similar to Advaita or Zen (one reason to use these words is so that you may look them up on the internet and check them out for yourself).

 As I am Dzogchen, my writing will have that flavour – which is empty compassionate awareness. You must follow your heart: just remember not to argue with another’s path, as they will describe the same thing differently…so be it. At the end it is all the same, but before that, things can get a bit sticky!

 The most important thing is knowing why you meditate. That will sustain you.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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MEDITATION

Meditation

(As it’s the new year we might as well start from scratch.)

Meditation is being ordinary.

If we look at the mind, we find it runs all over the place. The ordinary observer – the awareness – gets distracted, and we are hardly ever in the present moment.

But who are we?

We are that which is aware of these circling thoughts, and is distracted by them. If we don’t calm down, we will merely be caught up in this vicious cycle of existence. So we need to cut through this madness and find our sanity.

This is what meditation is about – calming down, and being more aware at the same time. The highest meditation is simply being aware of awareness.

We simply focus on the breath. Just be aware of the breath – the inhalation and the exhalation. Thoughts will come. Just let them go.
It’s your time to rest in the now (this is known as using the breath as a support).

Gradually, we become aware that at the end of an exhalation and before the next inhalation, there is a gap. We become more aware of the gap. The body is still breathing, but we become aware of just resting in that space. All the senses are open. We merely rest in awareness (this is meditation without support).

This is meditation…more or less!

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THE IMPORTANCE OF IGNORANCE

The Importance of Ignorance

Ignorance may be seen in two ways: ignorance and ignore-ance.
When we say ignorance (nescience), we mean ‘lacking knowing’.
When we say ignore-ance, we mean ‘knowing, but ignoring’.

 Ignorance is not knowing and ignore-ance is knowing…sounds a bit Zen-y 🙂

 If we ‘know’, then we are not ignoring. But what is it that we know?
 Knowing may be seen in two ways: knowing and knowingness.
When we say ‘knowing’, we mean knowing something.
When we say ‘knowingness’, we mean knowing the knowing itself.

 ‘Knowing something’ takes us away from the ‘knowingness’ and is therefore ignorance!

 We may know – as conscience knows – but are not quite clear, or have forgotten what we know. We are confused.

Q. Why would we know but ignore?
A. An habitual overlay of befuddlement. This why we need to study, train and experience what we know – to cut through the befuddlement!

 

Conscience knows.
Omniscience knows all,
knowing the true nature
of all things and beings.

 In the moment of pure knowingness
the empty nature of everything is known.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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WHEN THOUGHTS BECOME AN ECHO

When Thoughts Become an Echo

 When we (pure essence) cling to ideas, this clinging is known as ego – ego-clinging. The pure essence of light has turned into darkness. This ego-centric activity clouds pure essence which forgets its true nature, and that of everyone else. And so we argue about this and that.

 We all know that ego clinging is what keeps us trapped, and that detachment is beneficial. However, we are still trapped! Most of the time we fixate on ideas about ourselves and the world we choose to live in: we are driven by desires. We cling so strongly to these ideas that they become a personality…a jolly good fellow – the life of the party! We become trapped in a social “I”, caught up in the sticky tangle of others’ projections.

 When essence gets attached to ideas, essence becomes ego. Instead of seeing clearly, we “see through a glass darkly”. Essence is still clear, but it is focusing on something other! It’s like dirt in water: the water is clear but muddied … we just have to separate them again…or do we?!

 If we look closely, we find that thoughts are clattering around in the mind all the time…they are echoes from previous experiences…a bit like dreams. A residue, a remnant, an echo. We may mistake thoughts being in the mind as clinging: it is not. Thoughts merely come and go – sometimes not even complete thoughts (there is sometimes an abstract feeling before the thought actually forms). They are a background noise. However, when we talk to another person, see how quickly we (and they) latch on to the half-baked ideas 🙂

 To an enlightened mind, thoughts come and go – they come to pass. With enlightened clarity at essence’s disposal, a thought is appreciated as soon as it arises (or before) and is left to pass on. Gradually, through practice or familiarisation, thoughts become more transparent, not so solid, faint echoes. There are still flare-ups, but that is not a bad thing…that flare-up is light!

 Emotions are now seen as wisdom: they brighten the mind for a moment. The ordinary mind will get carried away, whereas the enlightened mind merely appreciates and re-cognises to return to emptiness. This is spontaneous.

 This bring us to…“or do they?”

 When mind and essence are clear, if thoughts now arise they are inseparable from essence. A dot on this screen . is there by virtue of the empty screen. The two cannot be separated!

 One’s being is not troubled by trivia, and so whatever arises has significance. Every thing is empty essence. From a Dzogchen perspective, empty essence is us, so we are Dzogchen. There is nothing to do but recognise this fact.

 From a Dzogchen point of view, there are three other aspects to essence: expression, display and ornament. Essence becomes essence expression…essence love. Then essence becomes effulgent, radiating joy or goodness…essence display. Finally it (we) become ‘ornament’ – brilliant clarity…the sanskrit word is Dharmakaya – complete emptiness.

 It’s good to know where you are!
The echo is a mere reflection of Dharmakaya, our true nature.

 

 

 

 

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FED UP WITH HEARING ABOUT COMPASSION?

Fed up with hearing about compassion?

If we find ourselves fed up with hearing about compassion, compassion, compassion, then our motivation, motivation, motivation is not pure, and is still ego-dominated.

If we are fed up with hearing about ego, ego, ego – which is merely a mistaken identity, a mental projection we have created – then we are still trapped in an ego-orientated projection.

If we want higher teachings, first we need pure motivation – love for others more than for ourself.

If we think all this talk about compassion is boring, then we will never understand the higher teachings, and they will remain an intellectual mystery.

If we do not try to develop a pure motivation, we might as well give up spiritual endeavours and live an ordinary life, and be kind whenever we fancy it.

The internet is a spiritual supermarket: make sure your digestion is ready for it! Cherry picking will not sustain us. The root of all spiritual teachings is an altruistic motivation. It doesn’t matter how good we think we are, we are still playing the leading role in the play of life.

Confidence comes from pure… knowingness, awareness, perception, consciousness. When ancient text talking about love, they mean unconditional. There is no personal gain, because that has been given up… we know! we know!

These are teachings handed down from my teacher, from his teacher, from his teacher…

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We know

We know.

 Our essence is clear, and our mind is clear. If our mind was not clear, we couldn’t function as a human being! So we have the potential of perfect (subtle) body, speech and mind (many of our feelings arise as a residue in our subtle body – when we are not at ease, we find an energy welling up and get a bit “hot under the collar”. Too much imbalance creates dis-ease.)

When the truth is told to us, it is obvious, we recognise…re-cognise. We know. Our only problem is that we are constantly being distracted by the contents of our mind. We identify with these, and so remain in a fixed view. Letting go is merely allowing clarity and space – which are already there – to occur. We are unfamiliar with this clarity and space because of our obsession with the contents of our mind. And so we doubt everything, creating a coarse energy which rattles around, exaggerating everything. 

Spiritual practice is merely being clear, noting appearances in the mind and letting be – while still functioning as a decent human being. It’s that simple!

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THE ENLIGHTENED EGO

The Enlightened Ego

 It’s easy to forget that a stick has two ends…

 An enlightened ego is a scholarly mind that has learnt the right words and definitions, but is still caught up in a ‘me’. In Tibetan Buddhism there are six psychological profiles of humans: Hell beings, Hungry Ghosts, Animal, Human, Jealous Gods, and Gods, known as the six realms. Each corresponds to a neurotic state of mind, an emotion (see the video at the end for a rough idea).

 Enlightened ego deals with the realms of ‘gods’ or ‘jealous gods’ where pride and jealousy are dominant.

 There are two truths: relative and ultimate truth. One is the truth of our relative, impermanent human existence, known samsara in sanskrit (the vicious cycle of existence that is driven by our emotions). The other, nirvana, is our true, ultimate nature which is non-dual. The vital point is that these are seen as a unity, and not separate. By virtue of one, the other is known. The two ends of the stick!

 With this understanding of the two truths, this impermanent life can be very workable, uncovering our ultimate nature by the removal of layers of neuroses acquired through incalculable incarnations. This work is beyond mere repetition of words, and lies in actual experience.

 Our ultimate being is pure awareness, or we could use the words ‘pure perception’. Pure perception is not the same as perception. All creatures use perception: it’s part of our primitive brain…fight, flight or freeze. Every creature perceives in the mind through the senses. We then refer to memory, judge the situation and react. That is a precise description of samsaric existence, where we are caught up in the vicious cycle of reactions. Because of this, we lack true compassion and empathy.

 We can fall into the trap of separating the two truths, downgrading our relative side (duality) and leaping onto ultimate truth alone (non-duality). When we claim that we are pure awareness, we mistake clarity of mind for clarity of essence. It is true that we are non-duality, but first we have to recognise our dualistic complexity, as there is still work to be done. It’s a little like a professional pianist telling a beginner to “just play” – this merely leaves the beginner feeling guilty and worthless, not knowing where to begin. Or an art teacher telling us to just make marks… These are personal agendas which are spreading throughout all walks of life.

 I have witnessed a video guru just repeat to someone who is in distress, “It is, as it is!”And, to every question she asked, he merely said, “It is, as it is!” Very ‘clever’ and very un-empathetic. Crazy wisdom has to given to the right person, by the right person, at the right time, or bad karma may be the product.

 Our problem is that we believe the stick to be real. The stick is our concepts by the way! We have to set fire to the stick in order to destroy both ends (all fixations) …and it will hurt! In that hurt will be the memory of empathy and compassion for others. We set fire to the stick through recognition…even emptiness.

 “The devil’s best trick is to persuade you that he doesn’t exist”!

The Buddha said, “Test my teachings as you would pure gold. Don’t take my word for it!”
My teachers also said, “Test the teachers too!”

 

 

 

(It’s not a great video, but gives an idea of the psychology we go through throughout the day. Sometimes we get so fixated we become stuck in one realm for life.)

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmwQRe5xrvM

 

 

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YOU DON’T HAVE TO BE ACADEMIC TO KNOW

You don’t have to be academic to know

 Realising the nature of mind is merely recognising that which recognises the reflections. The mind comes in all shapes, sizes and has its own special needs, and so there is a need for information and knowledge to suit different minds.

 We may know the Dharma makes sense, but are not totally convinced. Or, the mind may be sluggish, over-excited, lazy or too keen. Or, you might be in the wrong place at the wrong time, through karma…which means that you are probably in the right place at the right time!

 My wife and I entered a Shedra at Ka Nying Shedrup Ling monastery in Bodhanatha, Nepal. It was a four year course, and we lasted two weeks…it was extremely academic. The abbot, Chokyi Nyima Rinpoche told me, “You don’t have to be a scholar to realise the nature of mind.” I didn’t quite believe him (I had special needs :-))…I do now!

 There is a story about a monk called Shabkar, who waited on the lamas attending a teaching. He overheard these teachings and instantly recognised the nature of mind: he just looked and saw.

He became known as ‘Big Nose’, and went on to write “The Flight of the Garuda” with such clarity: this is an incredible account of realisation (we received a month long intensive teaching on this very text, and it was mind blowing!).

 The Dharma teachings are extensive – very extensive – and cater for all shapes, sizes and special needs. The teachings have to be kept alive through both through word of mouth and practise (experienced).

 The realising of the nature of mind, or rather the nature of essence, is very simple. It is awareness, pure awareness. But the mind may not be convinced so easily, as it has everything to lose! That’s all the things it has ever held onto.

 To function as a human, we need certain information and knowledge, but when we get too involved in the art and science of being human, we can mistake our spiritual connection with ‘something’ else. At the death of the body, art and science are of no use, whereas recognising one’s true nature is.

 When we look, we see, and then drop any concept of what is seen…there is nothing, just see-ing, recognis-ing, realis-ing, know-ing, be-ing*.

 

No words.
No mental images.
No intellectualisation.
Just clear intelligence compassionate wisdom.

 Why change a good thing?

 

 

 

 

 

* ing denotes something taking place.

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DEATH OF THE OLD YEAR, BIRTH OF THE NEW

Death of the old year, birth of the new

We are coming up to the end of the year. How are you?

Is there a looseness in the ego? Is the ego clinging less to fixated ideas.
Do you feel more confident? In the recognition of that which never changes.
Is there more carefree warmth? Confidence allowing carefree generosity to manifest.

 Or

Do you feel more tight? Holding on more firmly to ideas.
Are you not so sure? Doubting.
Does your temper blow hot and cold? Emotionally charged.

Whatever manifests is neither good or bad: it is just a residue. Spit into your hand. Is it disgusting? The same spit is still in your mouth. Is that good or bad? Or is it just spit?

Knowing that awareness is present is wisdom. Wisdom accepts karma and allows it to ripen by non-interference (detachment) and thereby it is exhausted. Wisdom does not create karma: attachment does. Whatever occurs could be that which finally breaks the shell, be it a clucking of desire, the rotten fruit of hatred, a slithering of ignorance…any of these can exposure our true nature and end all suffering (in Tibetan iconography, the symbol of a chicken is hate, a pig is desire and a snake is ignorance).

Our path is our confusion: it is our fixation upon these non-existent obstacles. Whatever arises is playing itself out. All we need to do is recognise and be at peace. Be happy with that, be content, be generous. Of course, the world is confused and in a mess, and the least we can do is not add to it.

We may not know what enlightenment is, but we do know knowing. We are aware of awareness, and that the first instant of all negative emotions is wisdom, which is the recognition of pure essence.

 

 

With a good ending
we may have a good beginning.

 May all sentient beings find happiness
and the cause of happiness.

 

 

 

 

 

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TALKING AND WALKING WITH DEMONS

Talking and Walking with Demons

  This is a tricky subject, and much will depend on our experience and capacity. It is to do with noticing (as they say in the film Star Wars) a “disturbance in the force”! The force is our pure, empty essence.

 These disturbances are our emotions of desires, aversion, pride, jealousy and ignorance. It is said that there are 84.000 disturbing emotions. However, they all originate from these five – and these five originate from just one main disturbing emotion, ignorance. Ignorance of our true nature…pure empty essence.

 These disturbances are our demons. That’s it! That’s all there is. However, these disturbing demons are in every other sentient being as well. So, we are surrounded by demons and demon activity!

 This demon activity is all based around the identity of an “I”. Every sentient being is controlled by their emotions. Everyone is subject to self-righteousness, self-centredness, self-cherishing: a self-obsessed walking talking social “I”. Demon activity can be very charming, but it is still based on how “I am”. The demon wants nothing less than its own way, and this is what keeps us (pure empty essence) asleep. We only have to listen to any conversation to see this clearly: wisdom lies in merely recognising.

 Q: So what is the antidote?

 A: Precision in practice.

 Whether meditating, chanting or visualising, we have to stay focused on the practice. This prevents any ‘me’ or ‘my’ thoughts to interrupt (pure compassion and devotion do the same thing). And of course, resting in empty essence is exactly this.

 In Tibetan Buddhism we even go to the extent of resting in emptiness, while visualising Tibetan mantra letters of light revolving around a seed syllable, while visualising ourselves as six-armed three-headed flaming deities (there are many types) in union with a consort…all symbolic! Sending out light to all all the enlightened ones, receiving blessings, and then radiating those blessings to all sentient beings and again out to the enlightened ones….it’s pretty busy stuff and no room for trivia! At the end, we dissolve it all back into emptiness.

 Our thoughts are not us. Heck! They are not even ours! We are constantly bombarded throughout our lives with ideas, images, songs…and as long as we are distracted there is a demon.

 I strongly suspect there are earthly beings who know this, and use it for their own gains. It’s a dangerous game they play, as unfortunately their karma does not ignore their behaviour and will catch up with them…and us. We are all sneaky psychologists, and our consciences know this.

 Demons are not far away, we walk and talk with them every day…every moment. Unfortunately or fortunately this world is full of people sucked into this delusion, wanting us to be like them. It’s fortunate as in this age, demonic activity is intense and so easy to spot…if you are looking. This is where it gets very subtle, demon activity can spot demon activity and feed off it.

 Know your own mind, tell them, “Not now thank you, I’m busy!” Once our practice is over we can mingle with demons, because we now know where they are coming from, and so there is no need to react. There is nothing to fear. This gives them nothing to latch onto. Humour, compassion and emptiness allows them space, and they move on to feed off some other ‘sucker’. We are all suckers when it comes to being liked!

 Demon activity is mechanical, lacks humour and gets angry easily, so we need to be compassionate, both towards ourselves and others (this is tricky, and much will depend on our experience and capacity).

 If you think that there is something more to demons…well…it’s all in your mind! If we do not comply, the demonic system cannot function.

 

 

 

 

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NOTICING THE DIFFERENCE IN MEDITATION

Noticing the difference in meditation

When sitting in meditation…do it and don’t do it, and notice the difference.
When doing meditation, notice the subtle tensions in the body and mind.
When being the meditation, notice how relaxed and natural it all feels.

Practice alternating to see the difference.

In actuality, this is called “breaking the meditation”.
This releasing of any subtle clinging is so that one doesn’t get attached to the meditation,

(I know how funny this sounds, but sometime we might feel, “Oh I have to go and meditate,” when it is merely the non-practice of being what we are. And the whole point of sitting practice is that it is the basis for our conduct and mingling just being in daily life.)

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MEDITATION IS NOT SOMETHING YOU DO

Meditation is not something you do.
Meditation is something you are.

 If meditation is something we do, it will remain a mystery, like the higher self, soul, god, atman, brahman…it is something ‘out there’. We want to know the mystery of what is out there, when all the time the knowing is in the knowing itself.

 Meditation is merely, barely, purely being. If this becomes distracted, then we have to do something about that, but the object of meditation is resting in what we are, where we are, who you are. That is what we arrive at when we drop everything, even ’emptiness’.

 Pure being is dropping, dropping, dropping everything. “Gate gate, paragate, parasamgate, bodhi soha”. Gone gone gone beyond completely gone. Everything got rid of and so awake.

 There is a mystery and that is in emptiness itself. Within that spontaneous presence, knowledge and expression arises…and I haven’t worked out how it works. If I try to do that, spontaneous presence goes, and I am back in concepts again. Spontaneous presence just has to remain empty!

 

It’s weird and wonderful!

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Self obsessed…who me?

Self obsessed…who me?

As long as we are obsessed with our self
we will remain in a duality of mistaken reality-
that which essence is aware of.

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The fun we can have is equal to
how detached we are to our self image.
Until enlightenment occurs
we can laugh at the residue
of this sticky self.

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THE SOURCE OF HAPPINESS

The source of happiness

 The source of happiness
is recognising our true nature,
and the relief in recognising
that there is nothing else.

 Whatever we do,
this true nature is always there.

 In our relative complexity,
it is the ultimate simplicity.

 It is our natural awareness:
pure, natural awareness.

 The source of compassion

 The source of compassion
is knowing that every sentient being
has this very same nature.
There is nothing else.

 Whatever they do,
this true nature is always there.

 In their relative complexity,
it is the ultimate simplicity.

 It is natural awareness:
pure natural awareness.

 The source of happiness
is confident compassion.

The source of suffering

 The source of suffering
is not recognising our true nature,
and always looking for something else.

 Whatever we do,
we forget our true nature.

 Our relative complexity
has confused ultimate simplicity.

 Our natural awareness
is contaminated.

 The source of suffering
is a lack of compassion.

The answer to the source of suffering

 The answer lies in
recognising our true nature,
and the relief in recognising
that there is nothing else.

 Whatever we do
this true nature is always there.

 In our relative complexity
it is the ultimate simplicity.

 It is our natural awareness:
pure natural awareness.

The source of happiness
is confident compassion.

The source of compassion

 The source of compassion
is knowing that every sentient being
has this very same nature
there is nothing else.

 Whatever they do
this true nature is always there.

 In their relative complexity
it is the ultimate simplicity.

 It is natural awareness
pure natural awareness.

 The source of happiness
is confident compassion.

 There is nothing else!

This is boring to a confused ego,
and joyful to an enlightened mind.

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WE ARE EXPERTS AT NEGATIVITY

We are experts at negativity

 Or rather…the mind is an expert at negativity. We know this. How do we know this? Conscience! We actually feel uncomfortable when the mind expresses negativity. We know this. Why? Because conscience is none other than what we are – pure essence!

 Pure essence is as clear as crystal. When this is recognised, compassion simply arises naturally. Conscience cares. We all know this.

 When the mind is being negative, we know exactly what it is doing. Even if we have zero empathy, we still ‘know’. That is why the more the negative or evil the action, the more the inner conflict, and the more we place ourselves in hell!

 We can never get away from knowing, precisely because that is what we are…knowingness-conscience.

 What has happened is that over time we (pure essence) have so identified with taking a form of body-mind consciousness, that we desire comfort and feel aversion to anyone or anything that disturbs that comfort. This mind-body consciousness spends most of its time defending and attacking…puffing itself up.

 Conscience is none other than our true nature: it is pure and clear.

When this conscience claims a self-identity, we create a personality – something seemingly solid and real, but which lacks an existence of its own. Feeling conflict between conscience and personality, this diverted essence then has to protect what we have created, and this gives rise to aggression and ego activity.

 

When we lack empathy, we separate from others and live in hell.
Zero empathy is absolute separation, and so we live in absolute hell.

 Conscience speaks in silence.
It doesn’t have to say anything.
It knows.

You know it knows.

 

 

 

 

 

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HOW TO RECOGNISE OUR PREVIOUS INCARNATIONS

How to recognise our previous incarnations

 It’s quite simple and logical: all we need to do is read our own tendencies.
We don’t need to feel guilty, as we have been everything, and we have been around for ever!

 If we look closely and objectively, we will see how we are. We might not like what we see, but there again it might be a relief! Either way, it’s a useful tool.

All our reactions come from the past – some from the recent past and some from the distant past. There are two aspects to our tendencies – nature and nurture. Our upbringing has had a great effect on us, but what of nature? Where did that come from?

 Karma is the result of previous actions and reactions, which leave an imprint in the mind: all we have to do is observe our actions and reactions. Whatever we are doing now, we have done it all before, but maybe not in the form in which we are now.

If you cannot make up your mind, and follow others…you could have been part of a herd!
If you are weary of life….you could have been a spiritual practitioner!
If you feel you are in the wrong type of body….you could have been the opposite gender!
If you find you like to eat vegetables…you could have been something furry!
If you like to eat meat…you could have been something with sharp teeth!
If you feel you come from the planet Zog B…you could have a tendency to fantasise…!

 It doesn’t matter what we were – it’s what we are now. And what we are now is merely an expression of ignorance of our true nature.

There are all sorts of tendencies, or feelings. Recognising this, we can develop empathy and compassion for others, because we know how it feels to do something or to be a certain way, without knowing why.

 Unfortunately, we may have beneficial tendencies and destructive tendencies.

We may have tendencies but do not meet the right opportunity for these to develop in this lifetime, maybe because we were half hearted in our previous existence.

Perhaps we have a mixture of tendencies that seemingly contradict one another: perhaps we were good at something, but were mean as well.

 There’s no point in obsessing about any of this. All we can do is stop reacting! Reacting is merely giving in to our own acquired programming. Our karma is programming left over from previous incarnations.

Therefore, we cannot blame anyone else (although this world is full of distractions). Neither can we feel guilty. We make the choices at every moment, but only if we know we have a choice.

 There are excellent opportunities, here and now, to sow seeds for a better incarnation. We cannot assume we will automatically have favourable conditions next time around. The moment of death is very important, as it sows the seeds for the next incarnation, but that moment of death is dependant on how we spent our life…

Our innate natural tendencies are truth and love.
Our acquired tendencies are ‘Me first’ and ‘What I think’.

Deep down, we want to know the truth and to be happy.
We also want this for everyone else.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE SHORTCOMINGS OF NOT TRAINING

The Shortcomings of Not Training.

 The whole point of meditation is to train in becoming familiar with our true nature, which is pure uncontaminated empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion. When we (this pure uncontaminated empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion) created a self image, a mental image, we forgot our true nature, and so we suffer. As Guru Rinpoche Padmasambhava said, “..unless you expel this evil spirit, you will find no happiness.”

 This is a partial excerpt from Padmasambhava’s advice to Lady Tsogyal.

 The defect of not training is that you stray from the nature of selflessness.

For ordinary people whose minds have an incorrect philosophy, the self of the individual is regarded as being that which controls and experiences phenomena as solid. Moreover, regarding this self as being permanent and concrete, they fixate on it as being friend and enemy, self and other.

 Tsogyal, you must pull up this stake of fixation.

 The danger of conceptualisation such as individual self is that by apprehending an ego and a self-entity, objects will appear as “something other.” By apprehending this duality, you will regard that which benefits the “self” as friend and that which harms the “self” as enemy.

 Thus the experiences of attachment and aversion will cause you to commit various unvirtuous actions. Through these actions you will wander in the lower realms and the whole of samsara.

 Tsogyal, unless you expel this evil spirit you will find no happiness…Tsogyal, as long as you are not free from the beliefs of the lower philosophical schools you will not perceive the true meaning.

 The danger of conceptualising the self of phenomena is that by such assertion and fixation you will give rise to disturbing emotions. These will cause you to wander in samsara. That is pointless effort even if you were to exert yourself for aeons.

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I DON’T HAVE TO PRACTISE THE DHARMA

I don’t have to practise the Dharma

 Statement:
I don’t have to practice the Dharma.
I can make up my own mind.

 Question:
What do you think the Dharma is?

 Reply: The Dharma is religious dogma.

 Question:
What makes up your mind?

 Reply: I do.

 Question:
What is this I?

 Reply: I am the accumulations of all my experiences.

 Question:
So ‘you’ identify with the accumulation of all your experiences, and that is you.

 Reply: There is nothing else.

 Question:
What analyses this accumulation?

 Reply: The accumulation.

 Question:
So the accumulation builds a picture of itself?

 Reply: Certainly.

 

Statement:
The Dharma agrees with you:
We are the accumulation of all our experiences.
We make up our own minds.
We create a self.

 Question:
Are you an acquisition?

 Reply:
I evolve.

 Question:
Are these acquisitions a refinement or merely an addition to this self picture?

 Reply: I hope, a refinement.

 Question:
How refined do you think we can go?

 Reply: Until we know everything.

 Statement:
Then you are practicing the Dharma!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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WHY WE MEDITATE

 

 

Why we meditate

 Meditation is a method to break out of this dream world of concepts, by letting be…letting be …letting be. It’s the first step to recognising the confusion and thought patterns in the mind, by creating space. That recognition of space (empty essence) is our true nature.

 Everything we (empty essence) experience must pass through the mind, which then translates and reacts because of our mind’s fixations on past experiences, and so we go round in circles, imprisoned. The key to unlocking this prison is the space created by clarity, which cuts through the concepts that are holding the prison doors tightly shut. Clarity allows these appearances (which are mainly our emotions) to be clearly seen and so they melt away.

 We think we are living in the present (the present is the only reality) but mentally, we live in the past or future. We are pure consciousness (empty essence), but through our obsession with the mind and body, we have built a seemingly solid projection of the outer world, and ourselves.

 Meditation is breaking out of this prison programme, and thus we experience pure reality (empty essence).

 However, there will be a residue of feelings and concepts that will still arise in the mind. Even though we may rest in empty essence, karma – created by our previous reactions that left an imprint in the mind – still arises.

 Just let these feelings and concepts be: gradually, they lessen. That is the continuity of the meditation. And that is the real work!

 

 

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MY TEACHER SAID,

 My teacher said,

 “Simply allow experiences to take place very freely,
so that your open heart is suffused with the
tenderness of true compassion.

Tsoknyi Rinpoche 111

 

On first hearing this, it doesn’t sound like important advice. But on reflection, experiences are going to take place anyway, so accept them with a good heart!

In general, if we try to change the experience, we find that we are merely adding to it, and there lies the foundation for further complexity. However, we can change this – and ourselves – by letting be. If we want to understand something, thinking about it or just reacting will only create a continually revolving event.

 Letting be permits the mind to settle, and opens up the picture. This allows wisdom to take place and the dots to join up. Maybe the universal muses will inspire us!

 An example:
You want to reply to someone. You know what you want to say, but pause a while. A better answer may occur – after all, we can make friends with a situation, or an enemy. Pausing gives us time to see the elements of the situation, to break them down…to simplify. We may then see it in a new light.

 Of course, there is a great danger here, as we get taken out of the picture because of compassion….we get smacked in the face with the responsibility of compassion. All those things we wanted to say now are pointless, because we have to consider the other person. This is where we come into conflict with our own mind (ego). The moment ego sees wisdom, it may complain from a residue of habit, but upon recognising, says, “OK I give up.”

 

The point of compassion;
it leaves no after taste.
No karma.
“Simply allow experiences to take place.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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THE BUDDHA’S GRADUAL TEACHINGS IN THREE STEPS

The Buddha’s gradual teachings in three steps

The first is impermanence and suffering. We have to acknowledge this initially.
The second is emptiness.When we recognise impermanence, emptiness is understood.
The third is wisdom. All phenomena including the mind reflects our innate wakefulness.

Three paths.
Hinayana Path – of benefit to oneself .
Mahayana Path – of benefit to others.
Vajrayana Path – the arousal of Bodhichitta* and the correct view.

Working in logical steps, we receive a firm foundation in understanding. This is especially important when coming into contact with others, as they must see a firm foundation in us. If we cherry pick the teachings, we will wobble in front of them, and they will feel subtly annoyed.

People do know, but may lack clarity, or may not have to words to describe how they feel. They look to practitioners to embody and express that knowing with generosity. That is our responsibility

Buddhism may not seem to help people as much on a physical level. Its value lies in emphasising an understanding of the mind, as that is where our troubles begin.

Bodhichitta*
(caring for others more than oneself).

 There are Two aspects to Bodhchitta: Absolute and Relative.
Absolute bodhichitta corresponds to Emptiness.
Relative bodhichitta corresponds to Compassion.

 Bodhi means our ‘enlightened essence’ and chitta means ‘heart’ or ‘mind’. This translates as ‘the heart of enlightened mind’. Arousing bodhichitta is for the sake of others.

 Relative bodhichitta is the compassionate wish to attain enlightenment for the benefit of all living beings, and to train in the methods to achieve that aim.

Absolute bodhichitta is the direct insight into the absolute nature of things.

This may seem strange, but Absolute Bodhichitta has to come before Relative Bodhichitta!

Chogyam Trungpa wrote:
“Compassion automatically invites you to relate with people, because you no longer regard people as a drain on your energy. They recharge your energy, because in the process of relating with them you acknowledge your wealth, your richness. So, if you have difficult tasks to perform, such as dealing with people or life situations, you do not feel you are running out of resources. Each time you are faced with a difficult task, it presents itself as a delightful opportunity to demonstrate your riches, your wealth. There is no feeling of poverty at all in this approach to life.”

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SUBTLE DISTINCTION BETWEEN CLARITY OF MIND AND CLARITY OF ESSENCE

Subtle distinctions between clarity of mind and clarity of essence

 There is meditation with effort, and there is effortless non-meditation.

 We use meditation techniques to arrive at clarity: having arrived, the techniques are dropped. This is a very subtle matter, as clarity of mind may be mistaken for clarity of essence, and we can fall into a subtle trap of “I am that clarity,” instead of ‘clarity’.

 I hope this doesn’t upset anyone, but when we hear, “I am that,” this is mind talking.
The experience of is-ness is beyond identification: there is merely pure recognition.

 One could well say, “I am that,” but we’d have to also say, “Not this, not this,” to that. To say, or be aware of, “I am that” takes milli-moments, but there is still a time element.

Pure awareness is timeless spontaneity.
There can be no I involved.

 Through our practices we can arrive at clarity of mind. Awareness will note this. But there is still an I present. Awareness has merely to drop noting and withdraw into itself, into spontaneous presence. No identification found.

That is essence, empty essence.

 It’s a bit like those old submarine films, where the radar sounds an echo, and there are two blips. This meant there was a distance between the surface ship and the submarine. When the submarine and the surface vessel had connected (one above the other) there is a simultaneous blip…no separation!

 

 

Blip…..blip.

Blip…blip.

Blip.blip.

B l i p!

 

 

 

 

 

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HOW ARE WE DOING?

How are we doing?

Have there been any changes?
Are we more able to free ourselves from the emotions?
Do we no longer fear our emotions?
Do we feel more confident?

 Or…

Have we not changed?
Are we still controlled by our emotions?
Do we fear our emotions?
Are we less confident?

The good news is that, either way, we are aware.
It takes time to change…maybe years!

 Then one day you may find
you still have ‘stuff’ hanging around,
but you are happy.

You may, like me ,be walking up and down the garden
carrying boxes and bits of wood saying,
“Oh, I’ll keep that – it that might come in handy!”
…and be happy for no reason.

 The change is internal, but it might break out in a smile,
now and again…for no reason 🙂

 

 

 

 

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STOPPING THE CAUSE OF SUFFERING

Stopping the cause of suffering.

 

Ignorance is the cause of suffering.
Ignorance of our own pure awareness.

 Pure awareness gets caught up in what it sees.

 This started when desire arose
and pure awareness created
a mental image of itself…
..me!

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TECHNIQUE, NO TECHNIQUE

Technique, No Technique

 

The technique is used to arrive at a result.
Once we arrive the technique is no longer needed.
Meditation techniques are to calm the mind, to see clearly.
Once the mind has clarity, we merely rest in clarity.
We drop all techniques when we arrive at pure awareness.

 However!
That is only half the plot.

 Modern gurus say we don’t need techniques
and we don’t need to meditate,
you don’t have to do anything.

 Let’s be honest…
most of the day and night we forget pure awareness.
So we need reminders, and that is in the turmoil of life itself.
The other half of the plot is our conduct in daily life
recognising the need for
non-clinging, empathy and compassion.

 The technique of recognition
exhausts all karma.
End of plot!

 

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LOSS OF FAITH AND INCREASE IN DOUBT

Loss of faith and Increase in Doubt.

 These are common feelings with which Buddhism deals. Faith and doubt are observable; they are just other names for hope and fear created in the mind. They aren’t you!

 They are temporary appearances
arising in the mind.
The Buddha taught us
how to remain in our true nature
and not get caught up in these appearances.

 The most important thing is to recognise the true nature of our mind, which is pure cognisant essence – pure awareness. Whatever happens externally (which includes concepts in the mind), these are merely the effects of another concept – both ours and others.

 Mud sticks to any thing.
It cannot stick to empty essence,
as there is nothing there to which it can attach.

 Obviously, being in a human body, we become body-obsessed, and there is our dilemma. We can blame others for our environment, but the truth of the matter is (and this always sounds unfair), we chose to to live where we live. This wasn’t really a choice as we are driven by our karma – our chain of reactions! We choose to repeat our karmic patterning, because of a belief in a mistaken self identity. Each one of us has to retrace our own steps.

 It is said that in the period just before taking rebirth, we see out future parents in union. As the sexual desire is so strong, if we are male we will have a strong desire for the female and dislike for the male. If we are female, we will have a strong desire for the male and dislike for the female. And that’s how we start life!

 This can give us an idea of the scale of our problem: the rate of recovery is our responsibility. In general, we are using a contaminated tool to dig up our contamination. That is precisely why we need an open clear mind; this is why we meditate.

We cannot say when this all started, but it is going on right now.

Karma drove us into this incarnation,
which was determined
by last moment of the previous incarnation.

 And that last moment was determined by
how we spent that previous lifetime…
…and so on!

 When a pure heart accepts this,
and stops over reacting,
then everything will work out fine.

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DEALING WITH DEMONS AND SAMAYA BREAKERS

Dealing with Demons and Samaya Breakers.

 Demonic activity is selfish activity. That’s it. Selfishness, self-centredness, self-importance are all demonic activities. We, as sentient beings, are dominated by…’me’ first! However, as sentient beings, we also have the potential for enlightenment, for selflessness – buddha nature, awakened nature.

 There are. however, beings trapped in their demonic selfish state; in Sanskrit they are called Mara. Mara are Samaya breakers – practitioners who know how to practise but have broken their sacred vows. They cling to temporary illusory powers arising from meditation practices, and have stopped their journey to enlightenment to enjoy poisoned fruit. However, they are not happy at all.

 One sees this development on internet forums, with people claiming this and that, and trying to influence others. They contaminate the atmosphere. They feed off negative emotions by winding a situation up, creating further stress to themselves and others.

 Don’t we all at some time cherish our anger and righteously wish to influence others? This is the ego in our mind (consciousness clinging) laying in ambush, clinging to likes and dislikes. That is what keeps Essence trapped, and distracted from recognising its true nature.

 It is important to stay clear of samaya breakers as their contamination is contagious. Like attracts like. Unless we have true compassion and stability in practice, we should be very careful to avoid merely falling in with populist views, especially in this time of the Kali Yuga.

 The other reason why we should take care is because Mara creates trouble for spiritual practitioners. Even feeling discomfort while meditating is Mara activity. These beings hate compassion, although they yearn for peace. This why we encompass them and accept them into our practice.

 There are prayers for protection which are very powerful, but the best method is to rest in emptiness. This not only protects us, by putting us at ease, but relieves demons of the stress in which they exist. An an example: if you have even been very angry and come into the company of someone who is at perfect peace, this can increase your anger, but at the same time there may be a sense of relief. In order for this to happen, the person has to be genuine, and not just trying to be kind.

 Resting in emptiness, we can do much for the dying or deceased…it’s a kind reminder of their true nature…without a lot of words!

 

The Soul or Essence
cannot be captured,
but only distracted.
For that to happen
we merely have to
comply with
the status quo*.

 

 

 

STATUS QUO
The existing state of affairs, esp. regarding social or political issues : they have a vested interest in maintaining the status quo.
ORIGIN Latin, literally ‘the state in which’.

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DZOGCHEN – POINTING OUT INSTRUCTION

This is a rare opportunity to receive the
“Nature of Mind” pointing out instruction.

The course gets filled very quickly.

This opportunity is up to you to connect with synchronicity!

Dzogchen Course 2014 with Tsoknyi Rinpoche, in the UK.

OPEN PRESENCE THE DZOGCHEN WAYPundarika UK Easter Retreat 7 – 13 April 2014

Bruton Girls’ School, Somerset

Booking for this open retreat will start on the 1st December.   We expect a high demand, especially for single rooms, so if interested we suggest you book promptly.   Please read all the information contained below carefully, then click on the link at the bottom to make your booking.

As usual this will be a silent retreat.   A commitment is required to attend the whole retreat.  Tsoknyi Rinpoche will be giving the Pointing Out instructions, traditionally regarded as the highest teachings, a great opportunity for new people and for older students to refresh their understanding.  Rinpoche has given permission for folk to stay offsite if required.

All meals (vegetarian) are included.

Registration will be on the afternoon of the 7th, first teachings that evening.   The retreat will finish on the morning of the 13th.

Cost
Retreat fee £200

Plus accommodation TOTAL
Single room £200 £400
Twin place £180 £380
Shared accommodation £150 £350
Offsite: costs will be retreat fee plus £18 day fee to Bruton. Five full days (including lunch and refreshments) £90 £290

Booking Instructions
A booking form and payment are required to secure your booking.  There may be a delay notifying you of your reservation as many requests will be sent at the start of December, please be patient.

Payment can be made using the following methods.  Please send the full amount (preferred) or £200 deposit with rest payable on arrival at the retreat.

Internet bank transfer (preferable for us) Very easy if you bank online – enter account name, number and sort code:   Pundarika UK,  00585440. 30 96 56

Paypal –  You don’t need a Paypal account to do this.  Once you have filled in the online form, a Paypal button will appear allowing you to select your accommodation and pay the relevant amount. Please note £5 has been added to cover the PP fees.
Cheque made payable to Pundarika UK and sent to Michelle Bernard, 48 St. Barnabas Road,  Cambridge, CB1 2DE.

International Bank Transfer:  – Lloyds Bank, Market House, Penzance, Cornwall.

IBAN :  GB35 LOYD 3096 5600 5854 40.    BIC :  LOYD GB  21293 .

Cancellation Charges

Cancellation before January 31st – £50

Cancellation February 1st – March 1st  £100

Cancellation March 1st – April 7th £200

Booking form

Carole Bishop, 

Director, Pundarika UK.

carole@pundarika.uk.net

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“WHAT IS MY MIND DOING?”

“What is my mind doing?”

 “What is my mind doing?”
Asking
this very question
reveals recognition of awareness,
beyond the mind.

 “What is my mind doing?”
Projecting
the past and future,
creating emotions.

 “What is my mind doing?”
Quietening…
…doing nothing…
allowing essence to express itself.

 

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YOU KNOW

You Know

 Sentient activity:
you know.

 Awakened activity:
you know you know.

 Compassionate activity:
you know they know, but don’t know it.

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THIN LAYERS OF ILLUSION

Thin Layers of Illusion

 

Illusion.
An instance of a wrong or misinterpreted perception of a sensory experience.
A deceptive appearance or impression.
A false idea or belief.

We maintain the thin layers of illusion that surround us. If the layers were thick, there wouldn’t be much we could do about them. We know they’re thin because we have conscience: we know when something feels right, and something feels wrong. Being human makes us very sensitive to this.

We need constant reminders to let go of any mental fabrications (illusions) created about what we see by our minds. It’s necessary to be clear about this, as there are those around us hellbent on preserving these illusions.

 Between essence and object, there is an interpreter in the mind that recreates misperceptions. This interpreter’s name is Mr. Ego 😉

 Ordinarily, when we look out, we see objects and automatically create (or recreate to be more precise) a mental picture, or relationship, with that object. This reaction sustains a continuity of illusion. Our feeling of status maintains this nicely. The mind is naturally clear: having no status, it merely looks, sees and drops, but we have cluttered it with ideas – fixed ideas.

 Object are created by causes and conditions; they have no inherent existence of their own. It is the mind that adds value to the objects. An object can serve as a reminder…or just be another trinket.

 

An instant of clarity cuts through the veil of illusion.
When knowing is present, not knowing vanishes.

 It is habit that recreates the veil of illusion.
This why we need to practice and remember.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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WHY DO WE DENY OUR AWAKENED NATURE?

Why do we deny our awakened nature?

 We assume that we are wake, because we know this and this and that. We count the things we know, and forget that pure knowing is taking place, and so continue to count. Intelligence is not required to know our true nature, but merely awareness.

We are Buddha nature. We are Dzogchen already! This nature is empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion, but we choose to be distracted by temporary things.

The reason for this is desire. We desire because we forgot our basic nature, which is perfectly happy. But because we desire, judgement takes place and so we create fear, and have done this for so long that it seems normal. As a result, we find we lack compassion.

It’s that simple.

We are only interested in things because we are in a human form. Outside this form, we have no use for them. That is the trap we are in: we are governed by these three robbers of ignorance, desire and aversion.

Things are useful to sustain life, in order that we may recognise and acknowledge our true nature. That’s all. Yes, we need to relax and enjoy life, but not to the extent that the whole of this precious lifetime becomes an entertainment, where we create debt, both materially and karmically (that is what corporations rely upon, and hope we don’t notice). Desire can be a powerful tool…or weapon!

We are already awake,
but desire, aversion and ignorance
turn the wakeful state into a daydream.
Isn’t advertising all about “Living the dream”?

 We need not comply with
desires, aversions and ignorance.

 When we sit, we just sit.
When we work, we just work.
When we dance, we just dance.
Merely expressing our true nature.

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DIFFICULTY IN LOVING OTHERS

Difficulty in Loving Others

 Before we can love others, we have to love ourself – our relative self. Of course, the very statement “We have to love ourself” sounds absurd, but this is where compassion starts. We have to be kind to this pattern of ideas that we have picked up and held onto, believing it is our reality. We have to recognise and accept our ‘surroundings’ before we can dismantle them…gently.

 Absolute reality has to have compassion for its mistaken identity: “Oh, there ‘I’ go again!” This is what we have to work with, respecting it because it’s our vehicle – our personal path to enlightened reality – and it applies to everyone! If we keep fighting with others, they merely retreat into their shadowlands. And this is what makes the world a frustrating and lonely place…

 Everyone is in the same boat. Suddenly, we recognise the responsibility to create space for others’ personal recognition. This is what compassion is really about.

 

We, as enlightened beings,
are caught up in a web of mental activity.
Therefore, we remain sentient.

 We, as sentient beings,
fail to recognise our enlightened nature,
which is free from all mental activity,
and thus we remain sentient.

 We are all in the same boat of confusion.

 If we fail to recognise our relative side,
we will constantly struggle with it,
believing it to be solid, permanent and real.

 If, on the other hand,
we recognise this transitory impermanent state as being no big deal,
we can free ourselves.
As can everyone else.

 

Remembering this is tough and challenging at times, when faced with fixed-minded people.

Remembering compassionate, spacious conduct frees us from smothering others. It allows them space to see and resolve their own issues.

We may think, “They’re being really silly!” but we go beyond that. How much responsibility we take on is the measure of our own development. If we find ourselves saying, “But, I’m not ready for this. Who is going to love me?” this may mean we have just been given the opportunity to step into a larger universe!

 “I’m not ready yet”
shows recognition –
uncomfortable recognition!
No one said it would be easy!

 Being present, without interfering, is a very subtle business; they may, or may not get a sense of the game which they are playing, and we cannot judge this. Our own essence reminds us to step back, let go, step back. This is something that may not be resolved in this lifetime.

 Chanting and meditating on the cushion, all alone, is so easy! The test is when we leave our cushion … 🙂

 

 

 

 

 

 

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“COMPASSIONATE ME”

“Compassionate me.”

 Sound uncomfortable doesn’t it?

 When we think of ourselves
as being compassionate
it is either in the past or future.

 Compassion is only now,
when empty cognisance
is truly present.
Self interest
is no longer the driving force.

 Unconditional compassion
is the highest intelligence
in any universe.

 It’s easy to start.

The first phenomenon to be kind to
is our self.
We no longer have to keep
criticising our self –
it’s pointless,
as the self is a mental construct.

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THE EFFECT OF DHARMA

The Effects of Dharma.

 The effects of practising the Dharma are that the mind clears and the heart feels more warmth. One sees the folly of Samsara (the vicious cycle of existence) more clearly. One is more aware of being present, and not so given to habitual reacting (although aware of a pattern in our expression).

Practice brings more peace, confidence and detachment from the worldly theatre. We see the unconscious plays presenting themselves daily, in us and around us, scripted by pride, fear, desire…

In meditation, we realise that which we studied and analysed. Because of this clarity, compassion naturally arises. One becomes detached and spacious, but not indifferent to others’ suffering. Emotions do not vanish: they are understandable.

We die alone and reincarnate alone, and therefore we need stability in our understanding – something we can rely on. We have to take responsibility for the state of our mind, before we can advise others.

Of course, I’m sticking my neck out, head ready to be chopped off ;-). If we are wise, one day you and I will be enlightened. This is merely a diary of the journey – of how the process feels. The technical stuff we can read in books!

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BUDDHIST TEACHINGS COME FROM THE BUDDHA

Buddhist teachings come from the Buddha

 It is very important to remember the Buddha, in order to keep authenticity alive. This is why we value the precious unbroken lineages. It is so easy to mix these teachings up with philosophies, psychologies and science so that we forget the origin – our buddha nature – which is beyond all physical and mental existence.

 If we rewrite these teachings our own way, become popular, and never mention the Buddha, we degrade the teachings: they will lose genuine authentic power. “Out with the old and in with the new and charismatic!”

 The Buddha’s teachings are so beautifully simple, but our minds are so complex. Words become sound bytes, used to impress others. Names are banded around, but there is a lack of genuine compassion. Still, we all have to start somewhere, but the source is always our own buddha nature, and we have to know what that is.

 There are many approaches to life. We just have to find the one that suits us and stick with it, as there are subtleties within subtleties. Remember – life is short, and everything is impermanent. If we mix up teachings, we will not be able to taste anything: just like eating a soup, with everything thrown into it we’ll end up with indigestion! Mixing teachings pulls us in many directions, and we will feel a subtle doubt, without knowing quite why.

 We can mix systems when discussing philosophy, but when it comes to actual experience, subtleties are beyond words. It depends on what works for you.

 From time to time, it’s good to have a nibble another’s table to appreciate their food, but it is to their taste, and maybe not to ours.

 

The Buddha said:
“Test and weigh my teachings, as you would gold.”

 The Buddha said:
“Your realisation depends on you.”
He did not say,
“Your realisation depends on me.”

 One of my teachers said:
“Once we have recognised the truth,
then a thousand Buddhas saying
we are wrong will not deter us!”

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Phowa Practice by Sogyal Rinpoche

Phowa Practice

 from The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying by Sogyal Rinpoche

 The Essential Phowa Practice

 The most valuable and powerful of all practices I have found in caring for people and animals who are suffering and/or dying is a practice from the Tibetan tradition called phowa (pronounced “po-wa”), which means the transference of consciousness.

 Phowa for animals or people who are suffering and could be close to death this practice has been performed by friends, relatives, or masters, quite simply and naturally, all over the modern world–in Australia, America, and Europe.

 Thousands of people have been given the chance to have serenity at death because of its power. It gives me joy to make the heart of the phowa practice now available to anyone who wishes to use it.

 I want to emphasize that this is a practice that anyone at all can do. It is simple, but it is also the most essential practice we can do to prepare for death, and it is the main practice I teach students for helping friends and relatives, and loved ones.

 

Practice One -Wherever the word “person” is written, insert the word “animal” if you are doing this for an animal.

First make sure you are comfortable, and assume the meditative posture. If you are doing this practice as you are coming close to death, just sit as comfortably as you are able, or practice lying down.

 Then bring your mind home, release, and relax completely.

 In the sky in front of you, invoke the embodiment of whatever truth you believe in, in the form of radiant light. Choose whichever divine being or saint you feel close to. If you are a Buddhist, invoke a buddha with whom you feel an intimate connection. If you are a practicing Christian, feel with all your heart the vivid, immediate presence of God, the Holy Spirit, Jesus, or the Virgin Mary. If you don’t feel linked with any particular spiritual figure, simply imagine a form of pure golden light in the sky before you. The important point is that you consider the being you are visualizing or whose presence you feel is the embodiment of the truth, wisdom, and compassion of all the buddhas, saints, masters, and enlightened beings. Don’t worry if you cannot visualize them very clearly, just fill your heart with their presence and trust that they are there.

Then focus your mind, heart, and soul on the presence you have invoked, and pray:Through your blessing, grace, and guidance, through the power of the light that streams from you: 

May all my negative karma, destructive emotions, obscurations, and blockages be purified and removed, 
May I know myself forgiven for all the harm I may have thought and done, 
May I accomplish this profound practice of phowa, and die a good and peaceful death, 
And through the triumph of my death, may I be able to benefit all other beings, living or dead.

Now imagine that the presence of light you have invoked is so moved by your sincere and heartfelt prayer that he or she responds with a loving smile and sends out love and compassion in a stream of rays of light from his or her heart. As these touch and penetrate you, they cleanse and purify all your negative karma, destructive emotions, and obscurations, which are the causes of suffering. You see and feel that you are totally immersed in light.

You are now completely purified and completely healed by the light streaming from the presence. Consider that your very body, itself created by karma, now dissolves completely into light.

The body of light you now are soars up into the sky and merges, inseparably, with the blissful presence of light.

Remain in that state of oneness with the presence for as long as possible.

 

Practice Two

To do this practice even more simply, begin as before by resting quietly, and then invoke the presence of the embodiment of truth.

Imagine your consciousness as a sphere of light at your heart, which flashes out from you like a shooting star, and flies into the heart of the presence in front of you.

It dissolves and merges with the presence. Through this practice you are investing your mind in the wisdom mind of the Buddha or enlightened being, which is the same as surrendering your soul into the nature of God. Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche says this is like casting a pebble into a lake; think of it plummeting down into the water, deeper and deeper. Imagine that through the blessing your mind is transformed into the wisdom mind of this enlightened presence.

 

Practice Three

The most essential way to do the practice is this: Simply merge your mind with the wisdom mind of the pure presence. Consider: “My mind and the mind of the Buddha are one.”

 

Choose whichever one of these version of the phowa feels more comfortable, or has most appeal for you at any particular moment. Sometimes the most powerful practices can be the most simple. But whichever one you choose, remember that it is essential to take the time now to become familiar with this practice. How else will you have the confidence to do it for yourself or others at the moment of death? My master Jamyang Khyentse wrote, “If you meditate and practice in this manner always, at the moment of death it will come easier.”

 

In fact you should be so familiar with the practice of phowa that it becomes a natural reflex, your second nature. If you have seen the film Gandhi, you will know that when he was shot, his immediate response was to call out: “Ram…Ram!” which is, in the Hindu tradition, the sacred name of God.

 

Remember that we never know how we will die, or if we will be given the time to recall any kind of practice at all. What time will we have, for example, if we smash our car into a truck at 100 mph on the freeway? There won’t be a second then to think about how to do phowa, or to check the instructions in this book. Either we are familiar with the phowa or we are not. There is a simple way to gauge this: Just look at your reactions when you are in a critical situation or in a moment of crisis, such as an earthquake, or in a nightmare. Do you respond with the practice or don’t you? And if you do, how stable and confident is your practice?

 

I remember a student of mine in America who went out riding one day. The horse threw her; her foot got stuck in the stirrup, and she was dragged along the ground. Her mind went blank. She tried desperately to recall some practice, but nothing at all would come. She grew terrified. What was good about that terror was that it made her realize that her practice had to become her second nature. This was the lesson she had to learn; it is the lesson, in fact, we all have to learn. Practice phowa as intensively as you can, until you can be sure you will react with it to any unforeseen event. This will make certain that whenever death comes, you will be as ready as you can be.

 

Using the Essential Phowa Practice to Help the Dying

 

How can we use this practice to help someone who is dying?

The principle and the sequence of the practice are exactly the same; the only difference is that you visualize the Buddha or spiritual figure above the head of the dying person.

Imagine that the rays of light pour down onto the dying person, purifying his or her whole being, and then he or she dissolves into light and merges with the spiritual presence.

 

Do this practice throughout your loved one’s illness, and especially (and most important) when the person is breathing their last breath, or as soon as possible after breathing stops and before the body is touched or disturbed in any way. If the dying person knows you are going to do this practice for them, and knows what it is, it can be a great source of inspiration and comfort.

 

Sit quietly with the dying person, and offer a candle or light in front of a picture or statue of Buddha or Christ or the Virgin Mary. Then do the practice for them. You can be doing the practice quietly, and the person need not even know about it; on the other hand, if he or she is open to it, as sometimes dying people are, share the practice and explain how to do it.

 

 

 

 

 

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Dzogchen Course 2014 with Tsoknyi Rinpoche, in the UK.

If you wanted instruction on Dzogchen, here is an opportunity. Rinpoche will give the pointing out instruction, and an excellent authentic explanation.

Booking details for Bruton 2014 retreat with Tsoknyi Rinpoche
 
OPEN PRESENCE THE DZOGCHEN WAY

Pundarika UK Easter Retreat 7 – 13 April 2014

Bruton Girls’ School, Somerset

Booking for this open retreat will start on the 1st December.   We expect a high demand, especially for single rooms, so if interested we suggest you book promptly.   Please read all the information contained below carefully, then click on the link at the bottom to make your booking.  

As usual this will be a silent retreat.   A commitment is required to attend the whole retreat.  Tsoknyi Rinpoche will be giving the Pointing Out instructions, traditionally regarded as the highest teachings, a great opportunity for new people and for older students to refresh their understanding.  Rinpoche has given permission for folk to stay offsite if required.

All meals (vegetarian) are included.

Registration will be on the afternoon of the 7th, first teachings that evening.   The retreat will finish on the morning of the 13th.

Cost
Retreat fee £200

Plus accommodation TOTAL
Single room £200 £400
Twin place £180 £380
Shared accommodation £150 £350
Offsite: costs will be retreat fee plus £18 day fee to Bruton. Five full days (including lunch and refreshments) £90 £290

Booking Instructions
A booking form and payment are required to secure your booking.  There may be a delay notifying you of your reservation as many requests will be sent at the start of December, please be patient.

Payment can be made using the following methods.  Please send the full amount (preferred) or £200 deposit with rest payable on arrival at the retreat.

Internet bank transfer (preferable for us) Very easy if you bank online – enter account name, number and sort code:   Pundarika UK,  00585440. 30 96 56

Paypal –  You don’t need a Paypal account to do this.  Once you have filled in the online form, a Paypal button will appear allowing you to select your accommodation and pay the relevant amount. Please note £5 has been added to cover the PP fees.
Cheque made payable to Pundarika UK and sent to Michelle Bernard, 48 St. Barnabas Road,  Cambridge, CB1 2DE.

International Bank Transfer:  – Lloyds Bank, Market House, Penzance, Cornwall.

IBAN :  GB35 LOYD 3096 5600 5854 40.    BIC :  LOYD GB  21293 .

Cancellation Charges

Cancellation before January 31st – £50

Cancellation February 1st – March 1st  £100

Cancellation March 1st – April 7th £200

Booking form

Carole Bishop, 

Director, Pundarika UK.

carole@pundarika.uk.net

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SO NEAR AND SO FAR

So Near and So Far

 I experience clarity.
I know my higher self.
I see my soul.
I am that.

 Can you see the obscuration?
This a mistaken reality.

 Reality is:
Clarity
Knowing
Cognising
Is-ness.

 Without I.

The word ‘consciousness’ may be used in different contexts. Here, is it referring to areas in the mind. There are many consciousnesses. Here, we are talking about eight consciousnesses – five of the senses, three of the mind*.

We are talking the difference between the 8th consciousness, called ‘alaya’, or all ground, and pure essence, which could be called the 9th consciousness. This 8th consciousness is very close to empty essence, but it is the difference between duality and non duality. This is very subtle, and takes some analysis and experience in meditation.

The 8th consciousness, which is the storehouse of mental imprints of experiences, has two aspects: it is both the hard drive, and the information on the hard drive (the software). Through our practice of letting be, we gradually exhaust the software…Karma (the biased filter through which we see everything, and which contaminates our perception). The hard drive itself (the alaya or all ground) is a thought-free state: once the software is exhausted, the hard drive collapses, and enlightenment dawns.

Unfortunately, the 8th consciousness is similar to empty essence, and can be mistaken for such. However, it is still dualistic because a perceiver remains . There are moments if clarity in the 8th consciousness, and there is essence clarity; the good news is that the recognition of this is near enough!

The 8th consciousness is very close to empty essence. All that is needed is to recognise awareness of awareness of the emptiness of emptiness. Merely drop all doing and maintaining. There is no longer perceiver and perceived, just pure perception.

This is either recognised through the progression of meditation, or through receiving the pointing out instruction.

If you do find yourself saying
“I am that,”
merely say,
“Not this, not this,”
to that.

*The first 5 consciousnesses are the physical senses, the 6th is perception and the 7th is judgement.

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