PURITY OF INTENTION IN DEITY PRACTICE

Purity of Intention in Deity Practice

A deity is a ‘power’ representing a quality that resembles our true nature. To theists, this would be God; to atheists this would be life itself; to Buddhists this would be past masters with qualities of protection and compassion.

We also have to accept that there are opposites, so there must be those whose deities are, unfortunately, demonic: it’s here that we have to bear in mind the purity of intention, as we can deceive ourselves and turn good into self harm. Again, unfortunately, if we are not instructed properly, we can get the wrong idea: I’ve seen sentimentality turning teachings into a religion – dogma without an understanding of compassion.

Sometimes we might feel, “Well, if all creations are a product of the mind, they are an obstacle to pure awareness….damn!” Not so! Creation can be an expression of love in whatever we do. That is unconditional love…no attachment. There is no holding on to feelings as there is the next situation or moment to deal with. We can even engage in sensual pleasures, but without attachment; there is enjoyment, but the addictive quality is not present, and therefore the pleasure is not controlling us.

We have to first understand the true nature of self and everything. This is not difficult: self and everything are void of any true, permanent existence. Recognising this fact liberates us from making everything a big deal! This has everything to do with intention.

When it comes to deity practice, intention is everything. In Buddhism, deity practice comes under the heading of Vajrayana or Tantra, where one needs to have completed the “Ngondro” (4 x 111,111 of Prostrations, Vajrasattva, Mandala and Guru Yoga) and received the appropriate empowerment.

Still, there are deity practices such as Chenrezi and Tara where the ngondro is not essential – anyone can do them with the correct intention, as they are mainly concerned with the generation of compassion.

I did have mixed feelings about deity practice, wondering “How does it work?” We could say, “It’s in the magic of the mantra”; just doing the prayer enhances our own compassion towards ourselves and others, even though we may do this mechanically…it makes us feel good and the prayer goes out to the universe like prayer flags in the wind.

This is ok, but we can understand at deeper level. Here I’m expressing a personal view of “how it works” for me. Getting instruction on deity practices isn’t easy, as Tibetans believe in magic and ghosts, and so the basic instructions suit them: as a modern westerner we may find this difficult, so we need a pragmatic approach with a touch of trust.

Having a 95% understanding of the Dharma through proof and inference, the extra 5% has to be trust, especially in relation to Guru Yoga, which is the mainstay of Tibetan traditions.

Getting to the point

Everything that is created is created in the mind – deities included. It all comes down to the intention of that creation. Is it for selfless or selfish reasons? We have to be aware of the difference as any practice may be turned from unconditional love to something demonic. It’s easily done – and we are easily turned.

When we do any deity practice, we open ourselves up. That opening up can have a ‘tinge’ to it – a touch of self interest, or indifference. When we do deity practice we take on the embodiment – the qualities – of that deity, and become a conduit for compassion without the tinge! It is all in the purity of intention.

Deity practice is not a sloppy business of fantasy. It’s a refining process. It is Calling The Enlightened From Afar to protect us, and for us to achieve their realisation. If the intention isn’t pure, we could be calling on something else, which will only enhance our “I” fixation.

Purity of intention is merely a pure heart.
A pure heart is merely resting in pure awareness.

We drop the intention
when effort becomes effortless.

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DEMONIC PROGRAMMING

Demonic Programming

If we are an ordinary person who believes that life is about personal entertainment, then our upbringing, culture and news are just part of this process. Depending on what aspect of this ‘programming’ we acquire, our persona – our caricature – will manifest in a certain way. Even though we think we are individuals, we have merely taken on a self image; we want more of the same, going into an act or performance and becoming increasingly addicted to ourselves.

If, on the other hand, we want to break out of this caricature programming which goes round in circles, we then have to re-view our upbringing, culture and news, to see the effect they have. When we look, we find that the effect is huge – we are imprisoned! We are suffocating in zcollective rehearsed programming.

What is holding us back from recognising our true nature? Because of tiny fears, we quickly become attached to a way of life. This may feel like a choice but we are grasping at anything that seems safe because others are doing it; we copy their neurolinguistic programme (I know I did…).

Even though we may receive spiritual teachings, we still have these fears, which express themselves in our habitual behaviour and reactions to others. We may have compassion for those suffering afar, but not for the smelly individual sitting next to us.

It doesn’t matter how much we think we know about the nine yanas, if we don’t recognise the pure nature of compassionate mind then learning is pointless. Theory is merely information/programming, and we have to tread carefully with what we think we know in order to avoid conceit and pride.

Demonic programming is keeping us locked into the same state.

Are you desperate for news?
Are you addicted to the news?

The news is the same as yesterday with different names.
The news is the same as last week with different names.
The news is the same as last year with different names.

There is nothing new.
We seek information,
but don’t review the effect of that information.

The victorious ones only taught one thing…
..the true nature of mind.
They never taught anything beyond this!

Learning is wonderful.
Unlearning is wonderful.
🙂

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BORN TO BE DISTRACTED AND DECEIVED…OR NOT.

Born to be Distracted and Deceived…or Not.

Distracted…preoccupied, diverted, inattentive, vague, absorbed, engrossed, abstracted, distrait, distant, absent, absent-minded, faraway; bemused, confused, bewildered, perplexed, puzzled, agitated, flustered, ruffled, disconcerted, discomposed, nonplussed, befuddled, mystified; troubled, pestered, harassed, worried, tormented,miles away, in a world of one’s own, not with it, fazed, hassled, in a flap.

ANTONYM of distracted…attentiveness, alert, awake, watchful, wide awake, observant, perceptive, percipient, acute, aware, noticing, heeding, mindful, vigilant, on guard, on one’s toes, on the lookout; concentrating, intent, absorbed, engrossed, focused, committed, studious, diligent, scrupulous, rigorous, earnest, interested, beady-eyed, not missing a trick, on the ball.

From the cradle to the grave we are distracted by …rattles…sweets…comics…education that dumbs down…news…conforming…lacking time… mortgages… fashion… music… films…TV… internet… more news…stress….pills…side effects…more pills…illness…death…

…rebirth…and then we do it all again!

It is all a deception.
We’re either dull or excited.
Even when we are not distracted
in our attentiveness,
we are looking the wrong way.

Because of these vacant or occupied states,
we never recognise the true nature of mind…
…enlightened!

Enlightened…understanding, insight, knowingness, awareness, wisdom, illumination, light, edification, awakened, refined, liberated, open-mindedness.

ANTONYMS of enlightened…ignorance, benightedness, ignorant, unenlightened, untutored, illiterate of meaning, unlearned, unscholarly, unread, uninformed, primitive, uncivilized, unsophisticated, unrefined, uncouth, unpolished, uncultured, barbaric, barbarous, savage, crude, coarse, rough, vulgar, gross, yobbish, rude, controlled by emotions.

We have a choice,
if we but knew it!

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RESTING IN WHATEVER OCCURS

Resting in Whatever Occurs

I received an email asking for clarification of the meaning of “Liberation is resting in whatever occurs”.

I’ll have to admit, sometimes terminology goes right over my head 😉 and I have to go back and take the thing apart. A teaching may have a literal meaning and an expedient meaning.

Language can be misleading and confusing. Words are symbolic, to convey an experience. “Resting in whatever occurs” could be said to be “Resting with whatever occurs”, or better still, “Resting within whatever occurs”.

Resting without judgement in whatever occurs, there is a sense of relief and liberation from being caught and held: this is the “Clear Light of Bliss”. “The Clear Light of Bliss” sounds high faluting, but is the same as “Resting within whatever occurs”, which is the same as pure awareness.

We are the “Clear Light of Bliss” – pure sacred space. That is the nature of mind. Within mind – pure sacred space – anything is allowed to occur. There are two potentials here; one where anything is allowed to occur, to come and go, as any occurrence is impermanent and empty of true existence, and the other, where the Clear Light of Bliss forgets itself and nitpicks at occurrences, believing them to have a permanent existence (which is our usual way of life).

So, when there is an occurrence, for a milli moment the Clear Light of Bliss is together with that occurrence. Then, because the Clear Light of Bliss knows the true nature of that occurrence (empty of any real, inherent existence) we merely rest in the emptiness of the Clear Light of Bliss. If the Clear Light of Bliss doesn’t understand the true nature of occurrences, it remains in confusion: there is a constant oscillation between confusion and wisdom which creates an illusory ‘me’.

Resting in is resting in the very nature of the occurrences – emptiness – as they have no fundamental true existence of their own, arising from causes and conditions.

I’m sure I could have said that more simply….! 🙂
True Happiness cannot be disturbed by any outer force

…or…

one pointedness/one taste is bliss!

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THE THREE R’s

The Three R’s

Remember, Recognise, Rest.

Remembering is Mindfulness Shamata
Recognising is Insight Vipassana
Resting is the Clear Light of Bliss of Dzogchen/Mahamudra/Maha Ati

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KNOW HOW THE WORLD IS RUN

Know How the World is Run

We all turn a blind eye, and have lost our integrity when it comes to maintaining a comfy life at the expense of others.

This video reveals the awful truth about the world in which we live. John Pilger went to Indonesia – just one of many countries where profit happens as a result of cheap labour – to find out how the products we buy are made and under what conditions.

Slavery is created by the International Monetary Fund (the IMF)/World Bank by giving aid to a country, and thereby controlling it. A greedy despot is put in charge of a poor country so that corruption can be maintained for many years, until those who put him in charge decide to get rid of him! We can see this pattern in every poor country in the world (actually we are all slaves, in debt to mortgage companies and banks, spending our whole lives stressed until we pay off the debt – plus the interest).

In Indonesia, a million of people who did not conform to slavery were murdered. Western governments know this, as do the large corporations: mass murder is collateral damage.

The “Rulers of the World” meet in secret, and carve up the planet between them under the guise of “globalisation”. And you will not read about this in the mainstream press, precisely because the media is owned. The news we receive is usually trivial, sanitised and never the complete story.

The Rulers of the World have zero empathy. The class system exists so that people feel that they working for something better, but all of us turn a blind eye to the suffering of others in pursuit of our own pleasure. The gap between the rich and poor is huge…and increasing. We pay taxes; they don’t. This is not conspiracy – this is evil corruption.

Be aware that you are part of it, but you can wake up.

THIS VIDEO WAS MADE IN 2001.
JUST LOOK AT WHAT HAS HAPPENED IN THE WORLD
SINCE THEN!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uW1qJoWYPg

So. What has this have to do with my spiritual practice?

Unfortunately, many Buddhists dismiss such information is merely conspiracy theory and nothing to do with them: I’ve spoken to many about such matters, and they just feel uncomfortable, and that feeling of being uncomfortable is mara activity, not fearless, spiritual activity.

Compassion is the activity of love.
Liberation is resting in whatever arises.

Precisely because of a liberated mind,
through compassion and skilful means
we can address these obscenities
in our own unique way.

We can start by being open minded
to others’ suffering.
If we hate, or feel uncomfortable,
we merely harm ourselves, and others in the process.

Recognition of truth
– both conventional and ultimate –
is the key.

Recognition makes us wiser.

 

 

 

…Unfortunately there are many distraction in life created by social engineering – we can be made to believe anything. If we rant and rave, this reaction is part of the distraction, as we have lost ourselves in emotions. Our reactions are carefully planned.

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THE TERRIBLE TRUTH ABOUT THE TERRIBLE LIES


The terrible Truth About The Terrible Lies

What is really going on in the world and why?
Until we understand this we will never understand the suffering in the world and  its knock on effects which effect us all. We are being lied to, lied to, lied to.

Former British Ambassador Craig Murray explains how UK and USA send prisoners to Uzbekistan  to be tortured, and why. Video three clarifies who is behind it all, and how our taxes are paying for it!

 

 

 

…and this is only part of the world story!

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GRATITUDE of KNOWLEDGE

Gratitude of Knowledge.
‘Getting it’

Joy is in knowing. This ‘knowing’ is not merely being told something that’s just nice to know: it’s when you really ‘get it’!!! It is actually experienced. How does this happen, and why?

When we hear, see or read something that shows us the way, we may recognise the fact, but perhaps cannot actually apply it. Even though everything takes place in the mind, the brain’s wiring takes time to connect – to change its programme.

The brain wires itself up:
At birth babies have something like 100 billion neurons, give or take a few million. Many of these have already been connected on orders from the 80,000 or so genes we all have. These pre-existing connections help regulate basic physiological processes like heart rate and breathing. But trillions more will be needed to produce a talking/thinking/acting individual who can do things for himself or herself and, in time, show concern for the welfare of others. These interconnections in the brain are called synapses, and they don’t just happen; certain experiences are necessary to enable formation and strengthening of them. Without these critical experiences, the full majesty of the human brain in all its capability and complexity will simply not develop. Although new synapses continue to develop throughout our lives, the most rapid period of emergence is during the first four years of life.”

Stroke victims have to retrain their brain because pathways have been destroyed. The point is that we all learn…and…relearn! To retrain the brain, we first retrain the mind.

Those “eureka” moments:
This is suddenly ‘getting it’. But…we would not have ‘got it’ without previous work or practice. And we only engaged in practice because we were inspired. This is where gratitude comes in, pricking at any puffed-up-ness. We are all part of a very long line of practice, and in that, we can feel proud!

Those ‘eureka moments’ come when we just give up, letting go. The mind opens and allows the brain time to assimilate – it can sometimes feel like…“Oh what’s the point?” but there is still the longing and enquiry present…actually, the love of the subject.

The compassionate ‘universe’ shines:
Then, all of a sudden, the dots join up! On our tabletop of potentials (not accepting or rejecting anything), a connection is seen. Even though we may ‘know’ something, now the synapses have joined up in the brain, and understanding and expression can take place.

The source of ‘getting it’ is our own mind’s essential nature, re-cognising. The teachings are there to remind us of this pure intelligence. Always have gratitude for the past and present masters who try to convey these teachings. We may not agree with everything, but remember that teachings are on many levels at the same time. If they are not satisfying, we have a right to move on. The source of knowledge – and therefore wisdom – is everywhere.

The Buddha said, “Do good”. This simple statement encompasses the wisdom of all the Buddhas; to realise our true nature, express that nature in compassion, and help others … “Do good”.

When we can do that,
we become a Buddha.

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ISOLATION RETREATS

Isolation Retreats

Having periods of quietness with no distractions
settles the mind and recharges the batteries –
the mind, body and subtle body.

Isolation retreats can come in many forms, depending on circumstances.

Traditionally, yogis meditate in a cave or a hut supported by lay people…or they just eat nettles!

Then, there are the monastic retreats supported by the monastery, who in turn are supported by the lay community.

Now we come to us…house holders.
Much depends on our situation in life. If we are unattached, we can save up money and go into retreat, or find a sponsor. Or we can live a simple life which supports our practice, and gives us time and space to meditate at home, without distractions.

If we have a family…that comes first.
Here, compassion and Dzogchen are the key. This is the direct experience of awareness of emptiness in compassion. Families are a challenging and fruitful playground: we merely isolate our reactions for their benefit…and our own sanity! 🙂

Isolation is a state of mind where we are not caught up in the turmoil of life, which allows the mind to truly settle down.

It is good to try retreats, but don’t feel bad if you cannot.
With understanding and refinement
we naturally find and maintain inner peace.

Retreats just give us
more of the same…
… RE-TREATS!

 

 

 

PS Retreats can become obsessive, and be used as an escape – and even puff up pride. On retreat, we have to be honest with ourselves, note our reactions and just relax. Deep relaxation. True happiness mean that no external force can disturb it.

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THE ULTIMATE SOLUTION

The Ultimate Solution
…if you want the real thing.

Decide to follow the masters.
Meditate for many years
in isolation.

You will not arrive at your destination
merely through understanding words.

Until you make that decision,
be happy and compassionate
with whatever arises.

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DO BUDDHISTS HAVE FUN?

Do Buddhists Have Fun?

There is an assumption that Buddhism is all about suffering! It’s true that we have to be aware of not feeling right and why we are not feeling right. It’s precisely because we recognise the not feeling right that we start out on the path of feeling right. Or, we can keep covering up not feeling right by distracting ourselves, which is the usual way!

Once we can recognise the cause of suffering (another name for not feeling right) which is our obsession with the conventional prison of trying to keep up, fit in, be ahead, ‘I must shine’, we realise that we no longer have to conform to this conventional programming…this insane programming.

“Let ‘me’ out!”
When the assumed ‘I’ is out of the picture,
the fun starts, and it’s such a relief.
It’s being one with the moment.

We are in a precious human mind-body, and so we need to care for it in a conventional way, and look after it. Looking after it could mean either seeking pleasure all the time and getting more and more attached, or just having fun in the oneness of the moment, without attachment.

We all know what seeking pleasure is like…but what about just having fun?

By recognising our essential nature – clear compassionate wisdom – when something occurs in this clear compassionate wisdom, it is noted, and not taken too seriously, as everything “comes to pass”. This mind-body will have tendencies or leanings to certain activities: we merely engage with a light touch…of love. Love is oneness with the activity, without self cherishing. Life simplifies.

Seeking pleasure with attachment becomes heavy-handed, as we are desperately trying to hold on. This causes suffering, and it never feels right.

Non-attachment is fun, as there is no lingering of expectation and no fear of disappointment. If it wasn’t right, then we put it right, if we have the capacity. Working within our capacity is fun, and this may be refined in the next moment. When there is relaxed spaciousness, we can become quite efficient and confident. Joy arises and…it’s fun.

If you’re not having fun
then you’re not doing Buddhism right!

🙂 🙂 🙂

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PETUNIAS PART TWO

Petunias
Part two

The point of real confidence is to eliminate fear – or rather, illuminate fear.
We become the “Eliminatti” (that’s for those of a conspiratorial bent 🙂 !)

There are two ways of looking at objective and subjective. Objective is seen as fact and subjective is seen as opinion. Or…objective is seen as fact, and subjective is seen as personal experience of the facts.

This coincides with learning the facts about the Dharma (objective), and the actual experience of the Dharma (subjective). As an example: all Tibetan lamas study and practise the same Dharma teachings. However, they each express or manifest those teachings in different ways. To illustrate: there are four brothers, all tulkus and sons of a highly realised lama. The students of two of these sons may participate in retreats together, but this doesn’t apply to students of the other two brothers. They can if they complete the basic introductory courses, but there is a different emphasis – a different feel – in the teachings of these two sets of brothers. I have had “the pointing out instruction” from both…and there is a difference.

The point I’d like to make is that we can learn facts – and argue about them, as many Buddhist do – but when it comes to genuine experience, there is nothing to argue about. It’s just a pure heart – and not merely the claim to have a pure heart, which takes us back to ‘this and that’, and the objective arena.

A further example: I watched a TV programme where three master chefs each trained a protege who then cooked a meal for their master chefs’ mentors. The dishes were cooked to ‘perfection’ according to the tradition of each master, showing objective understanding. When presented to the three mentors, they each in turn concluded that the food was either over cooked, under cooked or just right, showing subjective experience. No one was wrong!

When we experience subjectively, it is the empirical experience before comment. Then we may express this an an opinion – a personal view – or express experience through wisdom-radiance for the benefit of others.

Expressing subtle distinctions
may not please everyone.
Even petunias can’t do that
😉

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WE ARE MORE THAN A PLEASING BOWL OF PETUNIAS

We Are More Than a Pleasing Bowl of Petunias

Part one

In meditation, we become still and aware, resting in emptiness (in Dzogchen, meditation is merely remembering the continuity of emptiness, and then meditation is dropped 😉 ).

However – and this is a big however – when studying and analysing, we don’t have to be bowls of petunias, eager to please. We need our critical ‘balls’… (a euphemism applicable to all genders!)

There is objective understanding and subjective understanding. Objective is concerned with the facts. Subjective can either be just an opinion, or an experience about those facts – how it actually feels. It’s the experience before an opinion occurs. This is where we realise that there is more to us than just trying to please.

Teachers inform and instruct, but they need feedback – genuine feedback – and not just yes men… (a euphemism applicable to all genders!) Without this feedback, teachers will not be aware of the subjective understanding of their students – and that’s why we remain in the objective arena.

Teachers need to be squeezed, in order for more concentrated juice to emerge! We come from different cultures, and so require more precise answers applicable to our needs and backgrounds. In Tibetan Buddhism, there is much we have to accept without fully understanding and therefore we find it difficult to follow up with probing questions, as we want to appear ‘good’, ‘knowing’ students. On top of that, unfortunately teachers surround themselves with certain types…you know what I mean… the inner group which we have to…revere. This causes a lot of problems in all spiritual centres.

There are two aspects to learning; one is objective, and the other, subjective. To learn, we have to have ears to hear and an open mind, and not be too critical so that we can acquire a good working basis. We can then understand our choices.

We were dissatisfied and critical of life, and that is why we began the search for a path. When offered a path to understand our life, we should be respectful and gracious. This establishes us on objective level – we get the general idea. But then, there comes a time when we have to deal with how it actually feels at a more subtle level – and here, we are dealing with the subjective. If we get bogged down with our opinions, then we haven’t understood the objective principles: once we have understood the objective we then have to deal with how it actually tastes.

Once that happens, it’s time to be critical again. For example, the instruction to visualise the blue syllable HUNG and everything will be OK needs to be explained more fully: it’s vital to know how this works instead of just accepting it (I’m still not sure whether this is a psychological tool or whether it actually has magic… I know it has a psychological effect, and there is a possibility of magic, but I am a work in progress…!)

If we do not ask for better explanations, we will merely remain as infants. It is time for modern people to grow up and stand on their own two feet, to take responsibility for their own progress. Teachers have too many students to deal with an individual in detail. We have to stand tall at some time, so why not now? Of course, we will wobble, but that’s part of the experience. If we remain merely as pretty flowers, desperately trying to please, teachers will teach accordingly. We need to take responsibility for our spiritual welfare – and the welfare of others, including the teacher.

Petunias are part of nature,
but they do not know their true nature.
Petunias can please
but they do not know their true nature

We are not petunias,
so we should not act as if we are.
We must boldly go where many have not gone before!
🙂

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THE ART OF WAR…AND PEACE

The Art of War…and Peace

The art of war is the art of deception: the feint. A sport with two sides is the art of deception: the feint. It is the art of “the old one-two”: the first action is the feint to force a reactive movement. While that movement is in progress, the target is exposed and there is no time to get back to position: the second movement is meant to be the actual kill.

It is precisely because that reactive kinetic movement has not been completed – all the energy has been put into the reaction – and because the movement has not been completed, the target is exposed. The feint maintains confusion because we don’t settle on one point which can then be refined. Combat is the art of control, using the opponent’s reactions and tendencies against them.

I used to fence foil, and we employed this at every stage. The “one two” – or even “the one two three” – took many forms which always depended on how the opponent reacted. The trick is always to make the opponent believe that the feint is the real thing. It is the trick of the illusionist.

We are led to believe that the “one two” is merely hitting with the left and then the right, just slugging it out. Not so; it is the art of deception. It is the hidden trick. In sport, both sides know this and that’s the fun. It’s a short term event. In war, both sides know this and manipulate at every stage, depending on the right time and right place, creating a “chain reaction” – although there are differing degrees of capacity involved. It’s a long term event and not fun at all.

Wars do not just happen. There is much going on behind the scenes. Someone can be placed in ‘power’ decades before that ‘power’ can be used against them. It doesn’t just happen! Nothing does.

Remember cause and effect and the resultant karma. War is never ending, and it is meant to be infinite! To control, one must maintain control for ever, and therefore we forever suffer!

So what has all this to do with spirituality?

The Art of Deception starts in the mind: we believe in something. Our mind – or rather, the contents in our mind – is constantly deceiving us, constantly misdirecting us. And we are all experts in the art of deception; the art of war. We deceive ourselves and try to deceive others, consciously and unconsciously, precisely because we believe the contents of our mind.

We all believe that the thoughts in the mind are “the real thing”. Because of this, we deceive ourselves, and when we try to deceive others, we actually deceive ourselves even more because this deception has to be maintained, and suffer.

The answer is to not react to the feints of films, TV, newspapers, internet, conversations…and our own concepts! These are all feints in the mind. They are all deceptions.

“To thine own self be true
and as day follows night
thou canst not be false to anyone.”
…and thou canst not be deceived…

Self realisation
is recognising the clarity of the nature of mind
that does not comment or react to its contents.

PS. I may be as thick as a short plank, so just think what powerful governments can do.

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DOES BEING BUDDHIST MAKE YOU A NICER PERSON?

Does Being Buddhist Make You A Nicer Person?

Does being Buddhist make you a nicer person?
Not necessarily.
Does being Buddhist make you care about others more than yourself?
Not necessarily.
Does being Buddhist make you understand the two truths?
Not necessarily.

So what does it do?
Well…

It can make you a nicer person.
It can make you care about others more than yourself.
It can make you understand the two truths.

We are all the same, and we all have the same potential.

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THE OPPOSITE OF EMPTINESS…

The Opposite of Emptiness…

The opposite of emptiness is solidity: appearances are reified when the clarity of mind becomes dull, and clings. Emptiness is the clear quality of mind; our true nature. In clinging, we forget this clear quality and make comparisons and judgements. We need to discern what is and is not beneficial, without becoming fixated. The obsession with pleasant and unpleasant creates attachment and aversion – and therefore hope and fear – and this builds the filters of our karma through which we see, and maintain the illusory world in which we live.

When the clarity of essence believes all appearances in this mental and physical world to be real, it becomes lost in a duality. The clarity of essence has hooked on to whatever appears, and is therefore confused about what reality is – that which is constant and that which is temporary.

Darkness, or shadows, can only arise in the presence of the clarity of light, and therefore the shadows have no inherent existence of their own; they are merely concepts about appearances that confuse clarity. When we recognise that the shadows and light are inseparable, there isn’t a problem any more, as we are no longer afraid of the dark: it is merely our temporary relative side. Liberation is recognising clinging, when non duality recognises duality.

There will always be bad things going on, but they will no longer overshadow our pure light.

What can we do about problems?

If we can do something,
then we don’t have to worry.
If we cannot do something,
then we don’t have to worry.

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HUMOUR IN A HEAVY WORLD

Humour in a heavy world

If the world was perfect,
there would be no humour.

Humour is a good mood that can face anything.
Recognising imperfection, we learn.

A sympathetic understanding of others’ problems
allows space and respect
precisely because empty essence brings a sense of light relief.

Humour is a light heart in a heavy world.

And now for a cosmic joke…
Sentient beings merely repeat themselves;
sentient beings merely repeat themselves!

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MANJUSHRI FOR ENHANCED CAPACITY

Manjushri for Enhancing Capacity

There are some things that are worth mentioning, but cannot be definitively proven. You will have to investigate for yourself if you have the right intention.

All Tibetans who practise and study the Dharma recite Manjushri’s prayer and mantra. This is said to enhance and improve one’s capacity to learn, memorise and understand: students use this mantra to help memorise many pages of text.

It has changed my life, but I cannot say for a fact that it was this practice, as so many synchronistic components come into play.

It’s worth looking into: the empowerment, or the reading transmission, can be received from an authorised person. The important point to remember is that we practise for the benefit of all sentient beings, and all practice is dedicated to them. In dedicating, we too receive merit, which in itself enhances our ability to practise.

As you will appreciate, there are many components to dissolving our path of confusion. Purifying obscurations is a major part of our practice, and this is expressed in our conduct (compassion and non reaction), which is the continuity of resting in essential nature.

From a Dzogchen perspective, first is the clear recognition of the nature of mind, which will then have an effect on our conduct in daily life: first we have to understand absolute bodhichitta and then express it through relative bodhichitta.

Rest in the ultimate.
Respect the conventional.

The view descends
and the conduct rises.

manjushri

MANJUSHRI WITH THE SWORD OF WISDOM
AND TEXT IN LOTUS

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“I’M NOT TAKING A VOW!”

I’m not taking a vow!”

“Do you want to know the ultimate truth?”
“Well, yes.”

“How much of it do you want…23% 47% 99.999% or 100%?”
“I’m not going to commit myself to anything, but of course I want to know the truth 100%.”

“Then you have committed yourself 100%: the truth is a complete comprehension of ultimate reality.”

“Well, I’m not committing myself to any ‘funny’ business!”
“You are only making a commitment to yourself to realise your true nature, and in that there can be no half measures.”

“So what’s the point of a vow?”
“It is protection.”

It is a commitment to devotion and compassion – a deep appreciation and empathy.

Once we are committed, there is no feeling of commitment as it’s what we want. We have given up resistance, given up our suspicion, given up fear of whatever phenomena arises in our mind. We are aware of the effect of distractions. We can handle it. We have vowed to not stop until enlightenment. That’s 100%.

We now only have to build up our capacity. Our capacity is down to the amount our emotions are under our control in any situation.

A vow is also a protection. When we are in negative company, or reading or hearing negative views, we need to remember our positive intention for the truth – ultimate truth. That is the protection. We don’t get swayed: even criticising imprisons us into others’ negativity. Unless our capacity is very strong, we should avoid negative influences and let be. We are not ignoring others, but merely creating space.

Truth is indestructible.
The commitment is to ourselves.
When we break this commitment
we break our commitment to realising
our true nature.

When our commitment is strong,
then our commitment is to others,
that they may realise their true nature.

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HOW’S IT WORKING FOR YOU?

How’s It Working For You?

Even though we are pure awareness and unconfined compassion, we still have obstacles, so we need certain methods, understanding, techniques or ways of seeing in order to see through these impediments.

How we address these obstacles will depend on our temperament and attitude. Some of us have a rebellious approach; some are drawn to meticulous detail; some just want the key point, and so there are different techniques for all. That is why the Buddha’s Dharma is so complete.

The trick is to face the obstacles in the mind with the method that suits us; this is how we can best understand and achieve success. We can follow a path, but if we are not careful, the path can turn into a track – and that track becomes a tram line, with deepening grooves.

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If we see things differently from other Dharma students, remember that our path is created by our own confusion. Finding our own path (meaning the clearing away of obstacles that we’ve maintained) is a “blessing” whereas following the path of others (their confusion) could be a curse.

Many students hear the term, “Monkey mind” and so they repeat, “I have a monkey mind”, describing a mind that swings all over the place and cannot settle. The danger with this repetition is becoming stuck in a groove that sounds “cool”, as if there is an understanding of the mind of everyone else.

We are not all the same, thank goodness.
Realising this will be a relief, thank goodness.
Thank goodness we realise our path!

When people use the term “monkey mind”, I don’t see a ‘monkey’ mind: I see a ‘tram line’ mind, as the same things are being repeated. This may work for others, but not for me. I’ve had many chats with lamas, and although I agree with them, I seem to see things slightly differently, perhaps because of being from a different culture.

And, do you know what? That’s ok, thank goodness!

The Buddha’s words are not the truth.
The experience of the Buddha’s words
is beyond the word.

The Buddha’s teaching is a travel brochure:
we have to make the journey ourselves.

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DEMON ACTIVITY IS A SHOCK!

Demon Activity is a Shock!

We receive positive blessings from enlightened beings, and we also receive negative blessings from demons. When you receive blessings from demons, you won’t want to hear about the Dharma: the understanding about the relationship of the two truths – conventional and ultimate.

“You won’t want to hear about the Dharma.”
Makes you think, doesn’t it?
When we realise this, it’s quite a shock.

Shantideva: Whatever harm there is in the world, whatever the fear and suffering, all these arise from ego-clinging. That is the greatest demon. There is nothing to fear with the outer demons in relation to that. Therefore it is through ignorance, attachment and aggression – through these poisons within us – that the demons can appear as outside entities.

It’s quite a shock when we realise that,
when we receive blessings from demons,
“We won’t want to hear about the Dharma.”

“But Mrs. Brown, the nice neighbour, is such a kind person – she’s not demonic!”

Here we have to be very sensitive. Remember: we are controlled by fear (aggression) and pleasure (attachment), by being ignorant of the relationship of the two truths. This is precisely what the Dharma is about – the teachings of the two truths – and not about how to be a nice person and do one’s duty according to convention. This is merely being caught up in conventional reality only.

And to be honest, if we push nice Mrs. Brown into a discussion about the meaning of life, it will be vague, she will feel uncomfortable and even become aggressive. We have just squeezed the mind and the demon shows its face. Remember: we have both potentials of dark and light.

It’s all down to our clinging to a fixed idea about ourselves and life, and wanting to live the dream the advertisers always talk about. The Dharma is about recognising ultimate truth within conventional truth, and not having the wool pulled over our eyes, but seeing the truth for ourselves.

Demonic activity is quite a shock.
When recognised, it helps us
traverse the path
with empathy and compassion.

Our path is merely our own confusion.
Demon activity intensifies our aggression or attachment
so that, when recognised, it is easier to see.

When we recognise demon activity, we can be truly kind!

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VALUING PAST MASTERS

Valuing Past Masters

On our spiritual journey, we need as much help as we can get. We also shouldn’t underestimate the power of the psychological effects of inspiration and aspiration. This needn’t be elaborate: we merely open our minds up to those who have achieved enlightenment and have left directional signs.

As they represent total purity and compassion, we don’t get bogged up in personalities. This is not the same as the idea of God…but it could be if that works for you. Past masters went through what we go through: they were sentient and realised their true nature, as we can.

Devotion (for that is what this is) is a deep appreciation, and stops us from becoming paranoid – irrationally anxious, suspicious, mistrustful, distrustful, fearful, insecure – which is what the “I” is all about.

Authentic present masters
represent past masters.

Our appreciation is a direct connection.

One day present masters
will be representing us!

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MIND CONTROL – INFLICTING FEAR AND INFLICTING PLEASURE

Mind Control – Inflicting Fear and Inflicting Pleasure

It’s interesting that two books from the past – George Orwell’s “1984” and Aldous Huxley’s “Brave New World” warn us of mind control through inflicting fear and inflicting pleasure.*

Funnily enough, someone else from the past warned us of these two mind control mechanisms 2500 years ago…

The Buddha!
😉

There are, in fact, three aspects that create veils in our minds – Desire, Fear and Ignorance. Just look at the world today: parts of the globe are controlled by wars and heavy handed authorities, and other parts are obsessed with their pleasures. It is because demonic forces know about these poisons in our mind that they can be used against us. Like attracts like.

And what of ignorance? While we are so involved with our desires and fears, we become distracted and therefore ignore our true, natural qualities: empty essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion.

Mind control is using the Buddha’s teachings against us:

A superficial understanding of the Buddha’s teaching may indicate that we are controlled by the three poisons, and therefore they can be used against us. However, the controllers do not realise (because they are not practitioners) that the Buddha also revealed the antidote and direct realisation that dissolves the three poisons into wisdoms.

These three poisons are a distortion of our three innate wisdoms – pure essence, cognisant nature and unconfined compassion. Our first nature is wisdom, but because we cling to a strong illusory self identity, these wisdoms turned into selfish poisons. The more we enhance our self created identity, the more we enhance our mental illnesses. The more we react, the more we can be controlled!

Buddha has always known
that the only way to address
the illusory impurities
that control the mind
is to recognise our own Buddha nature
beyond desire, fear and ignorance.

*Their books are still available and the films are available on youtube, although of poor quality.

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UNCERTAINTY IS THE KEY TO RECOGNISING PURE AWARENESS

Uncertainty is the Key to Recognising Pure Awareness

If we think we are pure awareness,
we have just come out of pure awareness.
If there is uncertainty about pure awareness,
merely be aware of that which is aware of that uncertainty.
That’s it!

There is a very subtle distinction
between being in and being out of pure awareness.

The more we recognise,
the more stable is the experience.

First, there are glimpses: Rigpa
When sustained, it is called Dharmakaya.

Sustaining occurs when illusory obscurations are purified.
Uncertainty is refining the tuning:
“Not too tight and not too loose.”

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WE CONSENT TO PLAY IN THE DEVIL’S TEMPLE

We Consent to Play in The Devil’s Temple

Buddhism’s primary aim is to recognise suffering and the cause of suffering, which is ignorance of our true nature of unconditional happiness. However, we must also recognise that there are outside forces who, consciously and deliberately, influence us. This is sometimes difficult to comprehend, as we have been brought up and programmed in this insidious system. When lamas speak of “speedy westerners” as if that is their first nature, they don’t acknowledge that this speediness is the result of social engineering; we are all too ready to conform.

Edward Bernays has been cited as the inventor of the consumerist culture that was designed primarily to target people’s self-image (or lack thereof) in order to turn a ‘want’ into a ‘need’.

Bernays wrote in his 1928 book, Propaganda, that “propaganda is the executive arm of the invisible government”: the power behind the throne to influence the masses.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=st-_31zYFDw

What can we do about this? We need to loosen the grip on the supposed, idealised reality we’ve adopted – the reality of the “the executive arm of the invisible government” – by perceiving its effect on all of us.

Even though our suffering is due to our own ignorance of our true nature, we first have to recognise that we are imprisoned by this external illusory programming which we consent to maintain at every milli-moment: it’s hard to shake off the veil of conformity.

We choose the maintenance of the familiar over the maintenance of recognition of our true nature. This programmed conformity can creep into temples of any kind.

Better the Devil you know,
than the Devil you don’t!

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KILL THE ENEMY

Kill the Enemy

Oh my goodness!
What a misunderstood phrase is that!
Our enemy is OUR own self image.

Scripture has deliberately been misrepresented.

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HOW DO WE KNOW THE TRUTH?

How Do We Know The Truth?

When asked this question, we generally refer to something ‘out there’. We then have to ask the question, “How do we know what is true in our own minds about what is out there?” So we have two dilemmas: that ‘out there’ and that ‘in here’ that thinks about that out there 😉

Jesus said…
The Kingdom of God is inside you, and all around you,
not in mansions of wood and stone.
Split a piece of wood…and I am there.
Lift a stone…and you will find me”.

The way in which words are presented to us is incredibly important. There is a literal meaning and an expedient meaning, which could then be split into generalisations, or misdirections. This is why it’s difficult to know the truth about what’s ‘out there’, but fortunately, we can know the truth ‘in here’…thank goodness! We need to see the complete picture:

The truth is inside you, and all around you,
not in mansions of wood and stone.
Split a piece of wood…and I am there.
Lift a stone…and you will find truth”.

What is within us that recognises the truth? Who splits the wood? Who lifts the stone? More to the point, what is this perception that sees, recognises, and knows? In the quotation from Jesus, truth is inside us and when we look, we find the truth. The truth is in our own recognition, for without that nothing would be known. That is the beginning and the end, the Alpha and Omega.

This recognition, this knowingness is our own pure awareness – our essential nature. Without this, nothing would be known. That is the kingdom of heaven, the centre of wisdom. This is what we already are.

We keep muddling the words – or having the words muddled for us! ‘Someone’ at some time rearranged the words to confuse us, to keep us looking outside ourselves. There is nothing ‘out there’ that has any reality: the reality is within.

We are this pure awareness. That is what is found when we split a piece of wood, or lift a stone – pure open intelligent awareness. It is not that we will find the “Kingdom of God” under a stone: truth is in the looking, in the recognition of one’s pure awareness. That is the wonderful twist. However, instead of resting in this pure awareness – our natural state – we then built mental mansions, embellishing them with concepts with help of the ignorance of the world around us. Why do you think ‘they’ did that?

How do we know the truth? We merely have to recognise that we are the truth! There is no thing else. Within and without is pure awareness – the Alpha and Omega – and an acceptance of this same purity in everyone else.

That is a meeting of minds. That is pure spirituality. That is love. Religion merely separates us.

You already know this.
You are the beginning and the end of your search.

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AM I HAPPY?

Am I Happy?”

As a Dharma student, this blog is an opportunity to share a process; the process of refining experiences. Questions arise during or after meditation that others may also have – “Am I happy?” could one of these.

There is always a philosophical answer – that the “I” can never be happy as the “I” is a mistaken image that essence perceives as real, when essence itself is the reality. Anyone can tell you that! 🙂

But how do I feel? What is this feeling of happiness? This relates to yesterday’s writing – are we gaining something, or is it an absence of something?

“Hmm…I don’t feel happy.” Hmm…wanting to feel happy is gaining something. This is not satisfying, as whatever is gained cannot last. Hmm…this wish to feel happy is just a residue of past expectations.

Happiness cannot be said to exist. Neither can it be said to not exist. All potentials are ‘left on the table’: they are only picked up when necessary, to suit a situation.

I look and see that I am not happy.
I look again and see that I am!
Is this blessings?
Do blessing exist?

Shantideva said, “There are neither blessings, nor blesser, or a being being blessed.”

But, blessing are important.
OH! very ZEN!

Now, the reason for sharing these thoughts…It’s easy to see how confusion develops and everything sounds like gobble-de-gook, to keep us guessing.

If we take pure awareness – which is devoid of an “I” being aware – we cannot say this awareness exists or does not exist as there is, in that moment, literally only pure awareness…no thing else. This pure awareness is the same as that of enlightened masters of the past, and the same can be said for their radiance of love-blessings.

However. We dwell in an illusion: these blessings provide a space to step into, thereby dissolving both the blessings and our ignorance.

Take it from me (poor, ignorant creature that I am) –
you are happy!
You just have to recognise it!

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BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCES

Beautiful Experiences

This may not be what we expect: we may think that a beautiful experience is more than we have right now…but maybe beauty is in less.

To some, beautiful experiences may suggest supernatural meditational experiences such as out of body, walking on water, telepathy, transference of consciousness…

However, these are known as “nyam”: meditational experiences that could become distractions, and something to be dropped. When such experiences held on to, the practitioner could become demonic.

I do have a little ‘beef’ about teachings when they warn about “nyams” but then suggest

there is more…the six doctrines, for example. This keeps us in subtle expectation; “Oh, I must have some of that!” and “If I’m extra good I may get secret teachings”. I did that for years…twit! 🙂

I once attended a retreat when the lama spoke of experiencing bliss, and it was obvious that a lot of students wanted to express that they too experienced bliss. My wife and I didn’t, and we discussed this: our conclusion was that bliss was an absence rather than an addition, which can’t really be described. More a sense of relief.

Beautiful experiences are less… not more.

There are many ways this may be expressed: relief that we no longer have to be controlled by others’ dreams/nightmares, that we no longer just react, that we no longer have to prove ourselves to others, that compassion seems genuine, that we are happy for no reason, the wind in the trees, the changing sky, inner peace with our faults, freedom…every thing is no big deal.

I’m sure you have a few!

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THE ILLUSION OF POTENTIAL

The Illusion of Potential

This is a sensitive subject, but it’s necessary to address it. We have a true potential, and an imagined potential.

We also have to address the purpose of ritual: is this also an illusion? We might think that because Dharma is all about resting in pure awareness that we don’t need ritual, images, chanting, dancing, mudras, music, ornate clothing etc. This applies to Tibetan Buddhism of course, but other traditions also have their own style of ritual. So what is the point of rituals?

There is a ‘modern’ idea that all we need to say is, “I am that: source,” “We are that which we seek”, or “What is..is,” and we are there 😉

The great problem is…this is true

‘Modern’ gurus say such things, and they are true…to a certain extent. There isn’t anything wrong in what they say, but a moment of saying or thinking, “I am that” does not last. Or we have to keep saying it 🙂 because it’s not the real thing…yet.

We have the potential of enlightenment, but we can get stuck in the illusion of this potential – the concept. And therein lies a great danger.

It is true that, in resting in pure awareness – where essence rests in essence – we need no teacher, no path, no meditation, no rituals but to be honest, we are not in that non-state all the time: we are constantly distracted. We remember now and again, and that is the illusion of our potential. We make a huge assumption that, if we hear and then repeat something, that means we experience it. This is why we are still sentient creatures.

The danger is that these assumptions appear to offer a short cut to heaven, but they are merely deep mud.

We need authentic teachers and inspiration to pull us out of this emotional mud. Something more powerful then our present state is required: something that represents absolute enlightenment. That is the purpose of rituals, and of seeing the teacher as the Buddha. This is for our benefit, not the teacher’s.

Ritual doesn’t have to be elaborate, like the colourful Tibetan way: this is the Tibetan way. Our ritual can be quite simple but meaningful to us, as in chanting the names of past masters of the lineage and supplicating them – this is known as Calling the Guru from Afar. Or just remembering the Lord of Love (whatever that means to you).

Our true potential is perfect enlightenment;
never a moment without perfect vision.
That is our potential.
Until then, it is still an illusion.

All we have to do is be honest with ourselves,
and work within our illusion.

Beautiful Words can Obscure Beautiful Experience

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DIFFICULTY IN EXPRESSING OURSELF

Difficulty in Expressing Ourself

This is a double-edged problem: the self that is the identity with the stuff-in-the-mind, and the nature of mind itself. Which ‘self’ are we talking about? Usually we express ourselves through programmed, cultural responses – the stuff-in-our-minds. But it’s different when expressing from the nature of the mind itself.

Intuitively we may know, but cannot express. Actually, the nature of mind – essence – cannot be expressed, but it can shine light onto the stuff in the mind and therefore discern what is and is not beneficial. The light of essence neither accepts nor rejects; it is purely aware.

So what are we wanting to express? Well, the light of essence is clarity. It is clarity that essence brings to the stuff-in-the-mind.

When we are on our own and we need to do things, we see what is needs to be done and do it….or put it off! Most of the time we’re busy – too busy. Or we’re vacant – too vacant. But there are times when we can stand back and take a fresh look, without comment. That ‘standing back’, pausing into emptiness, allows essence – clarity – to express itself because it has just broken out of the programming. The ‘robot’ wakes up!

That IS expressing yourself!

When we are in company, others’ needs come to the fore: this waking-up-clarity shines on another’s problem, not by being clever, but by not reacting to the stuff-in-the-mind. We are connecting to the nature of mind itself. A meeting of minds.

Learning lots of words and phrases and repeating them is merely ‘robot’ talk, even if it’s dharma talk. We express ourselves by allowing space to be, for self and other. This space allows inspiration to occur. This space allows a meeting of essence of minds, not a meeting of stuff-in-the-minds.

This inspiration is blessing. When space occurs, one is open and (here I’m going to sound weird) receptive. I shall say no more 😉

Sometimes we just feel – different.
Everything is an expression of emptiness.
Everything is connected by cause and effect.
Everything has no permanent existence.

Everything having no permanent reality
is an expression of emptiness – reality.

We truly express ourselves in silence
I shall say no more 😉

…but I can’t keep this to myself…absolute expression is love.

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BEING SATISFIED AT THE MOMENT OF DEATH

Being Satisfied at the Moment of Death

Although dissatisfaction leads us to the path of self discovery – the true self – once we have found the path, we need to recognise that it is right, decide that it is right and sustain this rightness.

We’ve all made mistakes. We’ve all wasted time. We’ve all been selfish, so don’t feel bad or guilty. Recognise that these are a spur to correct mistaken beliefs. This is a positive energy.

The only thing that is important in life is to recognise our own awareness – pure and simple. Awareness is pure and simple when awareness is recognised as being empty of contaminates; it is pure awareness, our essential nature…simple!

Anything arising within this emptiness is merely a mental projection from the past, and has no reality, as in a dream. The only reality is pure awareness.

At so-called death, when the elements of the body cease, we are no longer encumbered by the relative ‘physical reality’, and so, resting in pure awareness sustains us through all appearances, whatever then occurs (however, for those who have not practised, the hurricane of karma takes over). It is said that when we go through the death period, all sorts of visions of light arise. How we recognise and relate to these manifestations will depend on the spiritual practices we had engaged upon during embodiment in our last form (our present form).

Merely remembering one small aspect of the teachings will help us, especially the Lord of Love: this may mean different things to different people. In Tibetan Buddhism it means “compassion in emptiness”, which is unconditional love: love that does not rely on any conditions.

Everything we then see is a manifestation of the Lord of Love. This is especially important in the Bardo of becoming, where we take on a new incarnation. How do we know all this? Well…we don’t…but it’s good to bear in mind anyway.

When we are in love, nothing matters. But then we want to help others realise their true nature of love – unconditional love that is!

Making a huge change in one’s life time is too much to expect. If we only change 1%, then in a hundred life times we will become enlightened…hurray! 😉

Who knows? This could be your first time around…or your last time!

All we have to do is recognise pure awareness and sustain it throughout our daily life…more or less, depending on our capacity. It is so satisfying to realise that we are facing in the right direction. When life is simple, it feels so right. Get used to it.

“Something So Right”
by Paul Simon

You’ve got the cool water
When the fever runs high
You’ve got the look of love light
in your eyes
And I was in crazy motion
Til you calmed me down
It took a little time
But you calmed me down

When something goes wrong
I’m the first to admit it
I’m the first to admit it
But the last one to know

When something goes right
Well it’s likely to lose me
It’s apt to confuse me
It’s such an unusual sight
I can’t get used to something so right
Something so right

They’ve got a wall in China
It’s a thousand miles long
To keep out the foreigners
They made it strong
I’ve got a wall around me
You can’t even see
It took a little time
To get next to me

Some people never say the words
I love you
It’s not their style
to be so bold
Some people never say those words
I love you
But like a child they’re longing
to be told

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HAVING DIFFICULTY IN BEING YOURSELF?

Having Difficulty in Being Yourself?

Do you find it difficult being yourself…in company? We are expected to play a part; there are films that portray humans beings taken over by aliens and, to be safe, you have to act like them…so they don’t getcha!

Of course, we have to understand what the ‘self’ in the title actually is. ‘Self’ is a mental, created identity that obscures our essential pure nature, and is mistaken for reality.

However – this is what we have to work with!!!
🙂
(This is so important I just had to put it in red)

This is so…so…important…OUR path is OUR confusion – not someones else’s. We have to experience whatever WE experience, and therefore trying to look better in the eyes of others is merely playing with madness. There are ‘aliens’ everywhere! Be happy being you, warts and all.

There is insanity in the world…there is even evil. How do we find our own sanity within this insanity?

For a start, we don’t join in! Before we can deal with global insanity, we must first secure our own sanity. Without this, we are just part of the madness. We cannot fight thoughts with thoughts, as the result will merely be another thought. We need to be able to step outside the activity area, which means going beyond, into the realm of clarity – into clear light – pure perception.

We are born with certain karmic tendencies. Accept them! Experience them! Enjoy them! All too often, we want to be taken more seriously: we want to be recognised for our good qualities – which are merely cultural ideas in the heads of others on the maintenance of madness 😉 This obsessive fixation will only cause us suffering.

Some paths are filled with flowers and glorious views. Some just have a bit dust and not much to look at. You know who will linger on their path, and whose path may be coming to an end. 🙂

Be happy with the way you are.
Be of benefit to others
and cause no harm.

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THE DARK SIDE OF ENLIGHTENMENT…

The Dark Side of Enlightenment…

This was the heading of an article in the “The Guardian” newspaper on 26 August 2014, where it is stated that psychiatrists suggest mindfulness meditation can have troubling side effects of ‘depersonalisation’ and can, on rare occasions, throw up extremely distressing experiences.

It seems the ‘establishment’ wants us to be fixed in a neurotic identity, so that they can ‘fix’ us 😉

Meditation is about relaxation; stopping the mind wandering into fantasies, and seeing our neurotic tendencies clearly for ourselves. We are all natural scientists and psychologists, with skills to survive and evolve in life. The outcome of this training is compassion for all.

Meditation can become a lifestyle activity, employed to feel better about ourselves; having said that, it’s a good start on the road to enlightenment, from where we can move on to awareness meditation and an experience of the true nature of mind.

Enlightenment has no dark side.
Enlightenment is coming out of the darkness.

PS I believe there should be no charge for mediation as it is a natural activity rather than a business. That is the object of this blog. Or perhaps paying may make the method more valued…who knows? Do psychiatrists have the same values?

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TRAUMA IN THE SUBTLE BODY

Trauma in the Subtle Body
(Feeling good, feeling bad)

Our feelings are stored in our subtle body:the subtle body is an energy body with channels, winds and energies. These may become blocked and energies displaced and as a result, we don’t feel so good. Because of the way we live, we can pretty well guarantee that we have subtle body problem in one way or another. To unblock these displaced energies, we can use many methods: Loong practice (gentle vase breath), chanting (has similar effect as gentle breathe) certain physical exercises, and of course, resting in emptiness.

This is why the Dharma is all about letting be, relaxing, gentleness, enthusiasm without force…not ‘driven’. The problem with investigating the subtle body is that we can cause more damage if we have a mistaken attitude towards it; this is probably why it is only taught within the Six Doctrines. However, it is important to be aware of how and why suddenly we feel good or not so good.

Memories of trauma come from the subtle body, and when a similar situation reoccurs, up comes the feeling again, and we react.

Sudden trauma will have an effect in a channel.
Gradual trauma affects the wind and energies.

The important point is to recognise what is going on, and the effect it is having. Constant spiritual practice brings about a change is us, the effect being one of inner peace. But sometimes we may still be having trouble with experiencing inner peace, and this is due to inner wind problem – rising loong.

To the ordinary mind, the idea of inner peace is very annoying, as it wants to get up and do something: “I can’t sit around here, I have things to do!” “I have to save the world!” Don’t we sometimes hate peaceful people and their holiness? That is mara (demon) activity in action.

Causing trouble.

Demons (mara) cause trouble for ordinary people and practitioners. These demons are activated by our giving expression to our own emotions, and (sorry to say) they cause trouble particularly for pure practitioners (so I’ve been told).

We can now get a glimpse into the psychology – whether conscious or unconscious – behind the those that have a vested interest in using people for their own gains. Controlling people is about controlling their subtle body memories. They want you to react, in order to get a rise out of you, to get you to be emotional. This reaction traumatises the subtle body, and also our physical bodies and mind.

We need to take steps to counter this: just saying “Relax!” doesn’t work. We have to understand the whole process: energies need to be controlled, and that is done by training the mind…

…kind, relaxing, gentle, loosened, soft, laid back – the result of meditation is non meditation.

When we are in balance, we just feel right.
That’s why we are happy for no reason
and we love for no reason.

We are just happy
and we just love.

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EMPATHETIC COMPASSION

Empathetic Compassion

Try not to correct the person.
Clarify the point,
allowing recognition to take place
in its own good time.

There is absolutely no point in arguing.
People have to see for themselves.

At the art academy, teachers came round twice a day to give us a ‘crit’. They looked at the drawing or painting and said, “This is too long” or “This is too short” or “That is warmer” or “That is cooler”. They never said, “You are wrong.” This is something we can appreciate. Teachers went through this same clarification from their teachers: a lineage clears the luggage! Empathetic compassion would certainly make this a better world: it would make us all responsible.

We all have to learn to be teachers.

 

 

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RESPECTING OUR LINEAGE

Respecting Our Lineage

If we have a karmic connection with the Dharma or any spiritual tradition, meaning that we have an attraction to understanding relative truth and absolute truth (ultimate reality), then we have engaged in this process before!!!

This means you have your own lineage: our previous lives are your own ancestors. These ancestors would have had associations with other like-minded people, so that group may also have had a lineage.

We know that traditions are a lineage, and that lamas have lineages…and so have you.

Be true to your ancestors!
You never know who you were.

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DO YOU REALISE HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE?

Do You Realise How Special You Are?

At this very moment, all over the world, humans are busy being involved in an illusion of reality. Sit in any cafe, and you will hear the same conversation at the next table – what happened in their dream world!

People complain about going home for Christmas, because all the family talks about is the turkey: what on earth do you think they talk about the rest of the year? The dream! The dream is believing events in daily life, and concepts and images in the mind, to be real – because that’s all they ever talk about. This is a total waste of a precious human life;

It is as rare to take the form of a human being
as it is for a blind turtle to come up
from the bottom of the ocean to the surface
and put its head through a rubber ring
once every hundred years.”

It’s even rarer for a human to practise the Dharma
as rare as the number of stars shining in the day time!”

That’s how special you are!
Have you come to terms with this yet?

Students should bow to their teachers.
Teachers should bow to their students.
We should ever take one another for granted.

Respect is the art of learning and teaching.
The next Yuga is founded on this Yuga.

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FINDING OUR SPIRITUAL CENTRE

Finding Our Spiritual Centre

Our funny problem….

If we say we found it, it cannot be it…
but we cannot deny that we have one.

We have two realities – ultimate and conventional.
The conventional looks for the ultimate and finds nothing.
In that ‘finding nothing’ is the ultimate.

Frustrating isn’t it?
🙂

Mums are always right; “Stop picking it – it’ll never get better!”
We need to relax,
which creates patience,
which creates a “lack of interest”,
which creates cool boredom,
which reveals spaciousness.

Just being, just perceiving, just being aware is pure being, pure perception, pure awareness…
Nothing else. There is nothing to do but recognise and rest.
We only find it when we come out of it, and look back.
We only need to come out of it slightly in order to love.

Pure being is our essential nature – essence – but it is dry. Once established however, we have the link. We can then come out into conventional reality out of compassion. This is juicy essence love – a mere I, mere ego. It is because of the link that anything other than emptiness is merely a reminder.

Life is frustrating because we naturally love, and want to put things right. All we can do is radiate welcoming space.

Essence is our spiritual centre.
Because of this essence, love can manifest, giving rise to essence love.
Because of this essence love, we radiate essence display.
Finally, we are adorned with emptiness: Dharmakaya.

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SPIRITUAL CENTRES

 Spiritual Centres

Spiritual centres are support groups where teachings can take place. They are good places and good company, with like-minded people. More or less.

However…

They are full of beings from the six neurotic realms from Hell being to Gods, out to project onto you, just like everywhere else, and you may feel that you don’t belong there.

However…

You’re one of these too. Spiritual centres are intense catalysts for change: very annoying. The best part of a retreat is going for tea outside when it’s finished!

However…

The commentary on a text by the teacher is invaluable: the next six months will be spent studying your notes. The purpose of teaching is putting it into practice, and connecting with that which already knows. Practice allows information to become knowledge through experience; knowledge then becomes wisdom, seeing ultimate truth within relative truth. When we reach this stage, our demons are useful as there, recognition has no permanent existence. In fact, the neurotic realms become the Buddha realms. The demons come to cause trouble, but receive only compassion and so move on to bug someone else – the universe is full of emotional beings!

However…

There is a certain dynamic within centres and that is to do with the yanas (vehicles). A group will have a particular attitude, and so will the teacher. Remember, a teacher can only deal with the type of people he or she attracts. All too often, if the centre is Tibetan Buddhism for example, people try to become Tibetan…this doesn’t work. Changing cultures does not change attitudes, and creates jargon barriers.

So sometimes, it is time to move on. If you have a genuine Dzogchen temperament, it will go crazy within a Hinayana set up – and the same applies in reverse. You have every right to chose what suits, and change if necessary.

Hinayana does not like demons and so stays away from them. Dzogchen practitioners welcome demons. In old Tibet, practitioners would go to graveyards at night to face their fears, because they believed in that sort of demon. This will not work for westerners: we don’t have that sort of fear. All we need to do is go to spiritual centres – there are enough demons there, which are reflected within!

However…

Saying all this, I’ve taken a break from spiritual centres for a while….too much sugar for my taste! And I’ve learnt so much, for which I am grateful. I’ve found my spiritual centre!

However…
Nothing lasts!

🙂

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EMAIL ADDRESS

This is just a reminder that my name is Tony Barrs and the email address is 

buddhainthemud@hotmail.com

If you would like to say “Hello”

🙂

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WE CANNOT BECOME ENLIGHTENED

We Cannot Become Enlightened

We already are enlightened.
We just have to dissolve an obscuration
that doesn’t exist.

That obscuration is a limiting, fabricated self identity.

This simple mistaken concept has clapped us in emotional chains,
lacking any reality whatsoever.
We are trapped by these ‘demonic’ activities.

Every sentient being on this planet is enlightened, but trapped in an avatar* – a biological form governed by emotions. When we understand this, our relationship with others changes. We, as ‘realisers’, can then show compassion; unfortunately we can also abuse others with this knowledge.

There are two subtle emotions that drive us subconsciously – pride and jealousy. These are not so easy to identify, and may, or may not be gender orientated. Although ignorance of our true nature is our main disturbing emotion spawning our feeling of like and dislike, pride and jealousy are more insidious.

Identifying them is difficult because they are an undercurrent to our daily lives. One of the main problems with ‘feeling’ spiritual is that we can easily feel superior – and even conceited – with what we think we know.

All these feelings/obscurations (which do not actually exist) make us forget our enlightened nature. This happens at every moment, due to one moment of consciousness dictating the next moment of consciousness. This is how the “continuity of ignorance” works.

This is what is happening in the world today. Each ‘realiser’ creates a set of reactions in those around them. The media is particularly active in this area: the news makes us either angry, or fills us with sentimentality. If we fall into the trap of feeling superior, we merely activate our own neurotic avatar tendencies. We are being played, and we are playing ourselves and others, inflaming the continuity of ignorance.

When we can have empathy for our own and other’s predicament, we can discuss and communicate. Without this empathy, it’s just a constant battle of pride and jealousy.

The Light of Wisdom is staring us in the face. That Light of Wisdom is en-lightenment – our true nature. Non-existent self identity inhibits recognition of this.

Because of pride and jealousy, we seek to control, thereby binding ourselves in a web of conceit and deceit. Alternatively, we can recognise the situation, thereby freeing ourselves and maybe… maybe…freeing others.

 

 

 

*avatar: A manifestation of a deity or released soul in bodily form on earth. An incarnation, embodiment or manifestation of a person or idea.

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RE-INVENTING THE DHARMA WHEEL

Re-inventing the Dharma Wheel

The Buddha’s teaching are complete.
But how do you know?
Just by being told they are the truth
isn’t knowing the truth.

We have to deconstruct the Buddha’s teachings
and re-build them.
We have to re-invent the teachings
to recognise, understand and live them for ourselves.

Then we know!

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SPIRITUALITY IS NOT A PACKAGE

Spirituality is not a Package

When we talk,
we say much about our self.
When we listen without comment or reaction,
our self is out of the picture.

That is emptiness.
That is love.
It’s that simple.

You don’t need
a special name,
a special attitude,
special clothing,
or to be a spiritual package.

Just be ordinary.
Pure intelligent awareness.

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FOLLOWER, SEEKER, FINDER, ACCEPTER, SUPPORTER

Follower, Seeker, Finder, Accepter, Supporter.

At death, we forget and have to re-remember at birth.

However, in each of us, there is a residue left from the past; a tendency, which may be good, bad or indifferent. Most of us ignore these tendencies, even though they may be having an effect on our lives. If a tendency is strong, it can cause a conflict within us; it could even give rise to depression, as we may feel something but cannot express it in unsympathetic company.

If we are fortunate, we find a supportive path that matches our tendencies (our decent human tendencies rather than our cruel ones), and we become a follower.

Once we have an understanding of the language of this path, we become a seeker and are a little more independent.

Through experience we become a finder; we have understood the language.

Having found – or realised – what we were looking for, we can rest and become an accepter; we allow life to play itself out. And, in our next incarnation, maybe this residue will be stronger and we will not have to waste so much time in conflict.

If our understanding is unshakeable and we are full of joyous confidence, the tendency of love will arise. We become a supporter, going back down the path to see who might need help. Then, we become a follower again, obeying others’ needs – but this time, there is a unbreakable, diamond quality to our actions.

It’s what we all want…and what we all need.

Do you follow?

😉

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ARE YOU ANGRY ENOUGH?

Are You Angry Enough?

Oh! I shouldn’t be angry, I’m a Buddhist!”
That is correct for the lower vehicles, and incorrect for the higher vehicles.
The quality of emotion reveals the quality of wisdom.

Do not read on if you want a cosy life

(but if you get to the end, you may understand the value of emotions.)

As seekers of truth, we should be angry at suffering.

The world is in its darkest hour and could get darker; much darker. We are easily tricked! These are tribal, medieval dark ages, driven by technology, and nothing is learnt from the past…or is it? From the point of view of control, much is learned.

There are wars, killing, cultural divides and breakdown due to open borders; corporations and governments manipulate public opinion (the only time they are not lying is when their lips are not moving); food industries are allowed to put toxic chemicals into food; pharmaceuticals profit from suffering arising from the actions of the food companies and health ‘experts’; video games churn out violence, preparing people for zero empathy; loss of skilled careers creates low self worth; religion is polluted with soporific ‘sweeteners’; education has become left brain orientated, lacking creative thinking; councils make money by tricking people with speeding and parking fines in the name of safety; high streets are dying because of tax-avoiding corporations; the sense of family and friendship has broken down…

We are all consenting and conforming to the old boy network of self-serving controlling agenda.

Are you angry yet?!

Worse still is that all of this is having a traumatising effect on children – the next generation – which is the pathway to middle-aged depression. In our youth, we were affected by the confusion between right and wrong, and left it to the politicians to tell us who the enemy was, when in fact, they act not for the people, but to further their own politic agenda; as a result of this, we are the enemy. We then traumatise our own children with entertainment, sugars, neglect, TV, processed food and lack of discipline. Political correctness puts doubt in our minds, banishing common sense and creating fear.

This was all predicted in the Mahabarata.

Are you angry yet?!

We have been cheated, scammed, lied to, made too speedy, made too dozy, kept busy and taxed to pay for killing ‘the enemy’ in manipulated, corporate wars. We have been divided to hate and

fear those who are brothers and sisters in our spiritual family.

Are you angry yet?!

You are here on Earth to realise your true nature, and not to feed ignorance and indifference.

If you’re not angry, then you are not ready for higher spirituality. You have little empathy or compassion for others. You give money when you’re told to. You sit on your meditation nest to feel good. But remember…you may return to earth as a human in the next incarnation and have to face the consequences of this indifference.

Are you angry now?!

If there is no strength in our passion, then everything becomes subdued into tones of grey. The opposite emotion – wisdom – will also be feeble, lacking vibrant wisdom. In order to develop love, we need to experience anger and hatred – but not act them out! Love can only happen in those conditions. Smiling at one another could be recognition, or it could be fear.

When the negative poisons are strong, this gives the impetus and energy to work in a positive way to counter them.

In these terrible, turbulent times of strong desires, the emotions are alive and in your face, blasting reality at you. A delicious energy arises from them, not to destroy but to illuminate. Experiencing these strong emotions is the fastest route towards enlightenment. Playing with fire can keep you warm or burn you: it’s your choice.

It is said that the stronger the passion, the more effective the Vajrayana teachings.

If you choose to live in the god realm, progress is very slow – and may even put you in reverse!

If you let others pull the wool over your eyes

…you let them!

Are you angry?
I am!
🙂

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GIVE YOUR BRAIN A REST

Give your brain a rest

Give your brain a rest
Give your heart a rest
Give your guts a rest
Give your senses a rest
Give judgement a rest
Give referencing a rest

Rest as if being scanned and nothing is registering.

No activity, but awake.
Perception is wide open but not active
The senses are wide open but not active

All clear?

A teacher is anything that causes you to realise something
that you hadn’t realised before.
That teacher is clarity.

All clear!

When clarity is present,
ignorance isn’t.

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THIS PRESENT MOMENT OF CONSCIOUSNESS

This Present Moment of Consciousness

This present moment of consciousness was created by the previous moment of consciousness. This seems reasonable enough, until we realise that this is precisely how we keep our very limited programming running. This is precisely how essence is distracted. We have consciousness; we are not consciousness itself.

The problem I had in the past with the idea of consciousness was due to the way in which the word ‘consciousness’ was being used. In the west, we use this word to mean awareness; “I was conscious of the fact”. This, to us, means the same as, “I was aware of the fact”. I have even heard the expression, “a ‘conscious’ work of art”.

In Buddhism, the word consciousness means facilities in the mind. There are eight levels of consciousness – five of the senses and three of the mind: perception, judgment and reference. It is how we perceive, or how perception takes place, and so we believe that because of this, there must be a perceiver. In fact, that so-called perceiver is still mind consciousness. Ultimately, pure perception has no perceiver as that would be a duality. In pure perception there is merely pure perception – no time for reference. The idea of a perceiver arises a moment after we come out of pure perception.

So how does knowing that this present moment of consciousness was created by the previous moment of consciousness help us? Remember that ‘us’ is pure awareness that mistakes appearances as being reality, when pure awareness is the reality itself.

In knowing how the present moment was created, we can break through this programming cycle. Just by recognising that moment, pausing and allowing space, a fresh approach will present itself.

There is a faculty in the mind which is the messenger called manas or manas-vijnana http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manas-vijnana We could call this the messenger of the mind, the same as Hermes and Mercury – messengers of the gods.

Here is a personal observation.

When I need to write or respond to someone, falling silent and allowing space – emptiness – the mind stops producing habitual reactions; their residue is still there but one leaves this alone. This allows the mind – the messenger – to scan itself for a response. If the response is not satisfactory, one just says, “Please go back and try again.” What is strange is that it scans for short term memory, but also deeper memories…I’m not sure where they come from! It seems to work. There is no effort involved – it is spontaneous. If nothing comes, then nothing comes. We all have this facility, but are too used to jumping in ‘head’ first!

This cuts through the present moment of consciousness. Then everything is brighter, fresher, inspiring. We have just walked out of prison – the prison of consciousness.

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EISTEIN DIDN’T LOOK BUDDHIST

Einstein didn’t look Buddhist

😉

Was Einstein a Buddhist?
No. He was just a human who made perfect sense.

Albert Einstein:
Insanity; to do the same thing over and over again and expect a different result.”

*Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.”

Peace cannot be kept by force; it can only be achieved by understanding.”

*Any man who reads too much and uses his own brain too little falls into lazy habits of thinking.”

*Of you can’t explain it simply, you don’t understand it well enough.”

*The only source of knowledge is experience.”

*Whoever is careless with the truth in small matters cannot be trusted with important matters.”

*The world is a dangerous place in which to live, not because of people who are evil,
but because of people who don’t do anything about it.”

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IS YOUR YOU IN THE DRIVING SEAT?

Is your You in the driving seat?

Your driver is your karma, taking over and driving you all over the place. Some days it’s interesting, some days it’s boring and some days it’s just routine as usual. And, who’s in the back seat?

How do we change this arrangement?

Well, actually we don’t. We merely recognise it. Karma still drive us, but it is just playing itself out…of a job! The closer we look, the more we recognise that the driver is less and less important. It’s now a mere driver, a mere I.

Our route was set up by our past actions and reactions, causes and conditions. If these do not change, then the driver keeps following the sat nav (GPS). When we recognise – meaning that we are aware – from there we can look, see, drop, rest. We remember that we are on a journey to no where…now here!

We lose a sense of direction when our driver goes through the same old routines. Sometimes, our practice feels a little jaded, and we might even want to give up. But that will only invite more suffering. It’s foolish to stop, and we also feel foolish being on the journey to nowhere.

However, being now here allows everything to drop away, and space occurs. It’s not familiar so we are not sure what we are supposed to do in this space. It may sound trite to say, “Just be happy”, but that is your natural state…get used to it! Our karma – our programmed sat nav – has to play itself out while we are not adding to it.

Must go…my driver’s waiting…. 🙂

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