SPECULATION IS TIRING

Speculation Is Tiring

Speculation, concepts and philosophies are tiring: they are the cause of inner and outer conflicts. But true experience of awareness – or rather, ‘pure awareness’ – is energising, and is the source of inner joy, as contaminations of speculation, concepts and philosophies have dropped away. ‘Pure awareness’ is our true nature, for without this ‘pure awareness’ nothing would be known, would it?

Pure awareness it what we are: it is non-duality.

This is missed by most of us, as we do not recognise this pure nature, and so are only concerned with that of which pure awareness is aware. So we become stuck in a material world, beautiful though it may be, and the outcome is conditional happiness; a happiness that relies on conditions. When these conditions are taken away, we become unhappy, not noticing that unconditional happiness has been present all the time! The same applies to love. And true love is concerned with others’ suffering, and the cause of that suffering.

The place in which we live is a mess. The previous owner – the ‘I’ – has allowed things to run down, so there is much tidying to do in the garden. It’s a labour of love.

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MY ROOT TEACHER

My Root Teacher
is
Tsoknyi Rinpoche

Without his intelligent commentaries on wisdom,
I would not know the essence of awareness,
for which I am deeply grateful.

Practice is having compassion for and letting go of anything
that obscures the recognition of this essence.

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THE DHARMA ISN’T FOR SLEEPWALKERS

The Dharma Isn’t For Sleepwalkers

Tibetan practitioners go to charnel grounds (graveyards) or other inauspicious places to train to bring about realisation, as this strengthens resolve. Energy in the mind after liberation can then be used for the benefit of others. We need energy in order to transmit energy in a beneficial way.

Our everyday life is a charnel ground. If we care to look, we see that we are bombarded psychologically by words, sounds and chemicals that are dulling us or creating anxiety and fear*. If we choose to be unaware, our bodies, speech and minds will be contaminated.

Spirituality is not a delicate thing that has to be protected, as in “I must protect my soul”. There is no soul to capture. ‘Soul’ is just a vague word with many meanings: it’s a concept that creates fear, confusion and control.

Cutting through ignorance requires the strong sword of wisdom. At the beginning of our spiritual journey, we need soft toys to feel comfortable, but when we recognise the energy of the essence of awareness – compassion – we strengthen our resolve to help all sentient beings.

*George Orwell and Aldous Huxley knew all about this.

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WE NEED INTELLIGENT STUBBORNNESS

We Need Intelligent Stubbornness

We need to be determined in order to succeed. Being too open, we can fall into confusion, lose direction and dither. If we feel that karma is something that happens now and again (or that God’s hand is sometimes involved and sometimes not), then we are part timers. Mediocre intelligence comes with problems which are revealed in confusion and vagueness. We lose our way if we choose to practise now and again: we need to be vigilant now, and again now…

The waves of karma are happening at every moment. We are creating those waves now, which bear fruition in either fortunate or unfortunate karma. Every moment is a product of karma and our every reaction is generated by our past. That is why, when we pause and stop reaction in its tracks, we break the chains of reaction! We prevent more of the same.

To get to our destination, we need a firm sense of direction without a clinging residue: if we don’t clean our tools, they will remain dirty. Every moment counts.

Practitioners of the Buddha’s teaching want to achieve liberation for all. We need to be convinced of this and to practise completely and cleanly.

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THE OUTCOME OF ‘KNOWING’ IS COMPASSION

The Outcome of ‘Knowing’ Is Compassion

It doesn’t matter how much we think we know,
if compassion isn’t present,
we are no more than clever, tinkling bells.

Teachings are given so that we become a light for others,
passing on the light rather than our light.
Light is not to dazzle but to illuminate,
so that others may pass on the light.

The light of love is what we are.
There’s no getting away from it.

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ONCE WE KNOW, WE CANNOT NOT KNOW

Once We Know, We Cannot Not Know

Whenever we hear, read, touch, smell or taste something
and understand it,
we get the transmission of pointing out
like a bolt of lightening.

We then cannot say that we don’t know.

As we progress – and we will, through meditation – we become more responsive and less reactive. We see more and react less in accordance with our previous programming, our karmic production. Even if we feel that we are more reactive and less responsive, there is still awareness of that fact, and that conflict is our path. Let’s be honest, old habits do flare up…

Awareness and clarity are auspicious signs: “auspicious: conducive to success, a divine sign.” This beneficial motivation is achieved through the merit of compassionate activity. This is ‘waking up’. Unfortunately, waking up can be annoying to others (make that very annoying), as they are fixed or locked into a matrix – a cultural, social, or political environment.

There may be times when we wish to go back to sleep and have fun like we used to, rather than seeing so much suffering, but that is to live in ignorance in the corporate prison. The corporate ideal is based on fear-and-hope mongering, facilitated by sweet-talking politicians and media personalities convincing us into submission, to send us back to sleep; “Move along; there’s nothing to see here.” Such activity is a bad virus, and we can see one of the outcomes in how hostile people are online.

There is no going back, especially if we care about the next generation, which – if we believe in rebirth – we will be part of. Sometimes, we just have to let go of old ‘friends’. If we feel strong, confident and compassionate, we can mix with all sorts – enjoy sports, watch a film, have a meal out – and not lose our sacred awareness.

Once we see the brutality and corruption that is destroying this world, we cannot turn a blind eye.

We should be joyous now that we see
– painful though it is.
Knowingness is ever present.
It is always with you
because it is you.

Not knowing is a temporary affair.
Knowingness is forever.

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THE DILEMMA OF RECEIVING THE POINTING OUT INSTRUCTION

The Dilemma Of Receiving The Pointing Out Instruction

The dilemma is that we may either expect too much and miss the simplicity, or it may go over our head and we miss the point – but nevertheless, a good seed has been planted. Much depends on the teacher – and probably the translator – and much depends on the student.

I have been given the pointing out instruction alongside people who have come to Buddhism for the very first time (lucky individuals!) and people who have been practising for forty years (slowcoaches like me).

It may just be about being in the right place at the right time. For most, the pointing out instruction is like a good seed, and will give us a sense of direction. Sometimes, after much searching and heart ache, it is seen unexpectedly.

When one of my teachers was young, he crept out from his monastery one night to visit a lama who had a very scary reputation (some teachers are like that – they talk straight, which means that if you ask a question, you cannot ignore the answer, and so you have to be careful what you ask!). This lama did something unexpected – he served tea and said nothing. After they had drunk their tea, the scary lama just said, “It is done!” and my teacher thought, “What did he do? What did he do?” – he couldn’t think of anything. That was transmission by gesture. Years later, when my wife and I were his students and doing some building work for him, he put his arms around us and said, “You are more like friends than students.” We left and went for tea, and just stared at each other: we couldn’t think of anything. Perhaps it was the tea! 😀 (the scary lama was Khenpo Goncha).

It was only years later that I recognised that same feeling when receiving the pointing out instruction formally. The pointing out instruction is a little shock to the mind. We may or may not notice it.

In theory, it is awareness looking at itself and finding nothing – emptiness – but these are just words. The pointing out instruction is an experience. The experience is silence of sacred space. (maybe the sacred space came first!). That sacred space is clarity, and the pointing out instruction is dropped in so that that clarity is recognised: it is a direct transmission, and is clearly seen.

Incidentally, a few years later, the teacher who called me ‘friend’ suddenly – after eleven years – threw me out! That was one crazy shock 😉

There is a difference between ‘knowing’ and ‘pure knowingness’.
Expect the unexpected.

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TOWN YOGI

Town Yogi
who doesn’t want to practise

Some of us can’t practise, won’t practise, or don’t see the point of practising, but we still want to know. Well, we can! All that is needed is for ultimate reality to be pointed out, and then it is our job to remember and sustain it. It’s a back door to practising. 🙂 We are practising remembering and seeing. If we find this too difficult or our mind is still confused, we then use formal practices. I do both.

As individuals, formal practice prepares us with the right motivation and understanding for the moment of recognition of our true nature. Does it work? I’m not sure. However, when the right moment arrives, and the pointing out instruction is given, then that moment can be quite powerful.

Between you and me, my response was, “Is that all?”!

This approach may not work for everyone as the mind still needs convincing, so study and practice are needed.

Usually, the pointing out instruction is given within a special atmosphere so that we take it in…we ‘get it’! This is why it is regarded as secret. The short text used is often, “The Lamp That Dispels Darkness” by Mipham Rinpoche.

It is not understood through intelligence but by direct experience. Throughout this blog, there are expressions of this, without formality. It is merely awareness looking at itself and finding nothing but awareness which is recognised and indescribable.

“Is that all?”
“That is all.”

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WANT SOMETHING NICE TO HAPPEN TODAY?

Want Something Nice To Happen Today?

Then do something nice for someone else!

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STRESS INFLAMES THE BRAIN

Stress Inflames the Brain

Longterm stress erodes memory,
which means we neither function properly nor think straight –
and we live in a world of stress!

Being aware of stress and the causes of stress, and finding a solution to relieve that stress, is a psychological – and ultimately, a spiritual – matter, culminating in the cessation of stress.

Acknowledging this stress is the first of the four noble truths taught by the Buddha.
This is why we rest the mind and body in meditation.

Meditation – going where no pill has gone before! 😀

Notes from https://news.osu.edu/news/2016/03/01/long-term-stress-erodes-memory/ :

Recent research by Ohio State University has shown that sustained stress erodes memory and that the immune system plays a key role in the ensuing cognitive impairment. It has established the relationship between short-term memory and prolonged stress as a result of inflammation caused by the immune system’s response to outside pressure.

Long term psychosocial stress continued to have an effect on the development of new neurons for a period of 28 days after the stress had ended.

The inflammation and memory loss did disappear when anti-inflammatories were administered, but the depressive-like behaviour and social avoidance remained, showing that post-stress memory loss is linked to the immune system.

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INTENSE CONFIDENCE & INTENSE DOUBT

Intense Confidence & Intense Doubt

Writing is talking to oneself,
mulling over experiences and possibilities:

“It can’t possibly be that simple!”
“Why so much religious elaboration on emptiness?”
“It costs nothing to be what we naturally are.”
“Why do I keep meditating when there is no meditator?”
“I know I am mistaken.”
“Compassion for ignorance.”
“I can do no more than give up.”
“Joy in depression.”
“Knowing dispels not knowing.”
“We cannot say we are not aware!”
“The miracle of waking up is enough.”

Intense doubt & intense confidence put us in tune,
by being not too tight and not too loose.

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WHAT IS SO SPECIAL ABOUT US?

What Is So Special About Us?

It is hard to believe that everyone is a potential Buddha,
an enlightened being.
So what on earth are we doing with our lives?

The Buddha taught the path to enlightenment:
Look into awareness, finding nothing but emptiness,
and stay there.

The hallmark of this decadent age of deception is intensity.
Intense negativity and intense, painful emotions –
but also, intense wisdom!

If we are able to practise the Dharma,
we can use this intensity to strengthen and gain accomplishment faster.
Human means and capacity have increased.

The problem is,
Who are you going to believe?

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OUR INTENTION IS TO BE HAPPIER

Our Intention Is To Be Happier
But how?

Doing spiritual practices to be happier is good. But first we need to be clear about the obstacles to realising the happiness that is already present, but goes unnoticed. If our intention to be happy overrides our clarity, then these obstructions will remain, obscuring recognition of genuine happiness. To be genuinely happy, we have first to clear the obstacles, the klesha.

Klesha is a Sanskrit word for the mental states that cloud the mind – such as anxiety, fear, anger, jealousy, desire, depression, afflictions, defilements, destructive emotions, disturbing emotions, negative emotions, mind poisons – and manifest in unwholesome actions. These are, in fact, the root of our problems, and all derive from the three basic poisons of ignorance, attachment, and aversion, the main root being ignorance of our true nature.

Happiness is not realised by gaining anything: we arrive there by losing attachment to everything. We become happier by getting rid of our attitude – our stored-up preconceived ideas that create reactions which we then maintain, through ignorance. These reactions come from forgetting, or not applying, the six perfections: these are not an imposition on us or a set of rules to obey. They are our natural manner of expressing wisdom. We are happier by expressing compassion – happiness in caring. When I sharpen a tool, I am happy that it cuts better, and the tools sounds happier as well!

We are happier when we let go.

The six perfections – giving of oneself, morality, patience, diligence, concentration and wisdom insight – are the six elements of compassion. Compassion is realised through acknowledging empty awareness within all beings. Empty awareness is our absolute nature which is naturally and unconditionally happy, as it does not rely on conditions in order to be happy. Happiness is uncontaminated pure awareness.

When we become empty of any attitude, we are in happiness. We are in love.

As we progress (if we progress 😉 ) the knife-edged path we walk gets sharper and sharper, and so we have to become more and more careful of our conduct. Assimilating the teachings takes time, and we gradually upgrade and begin to see more clearly. Meditation in the method to achieve this, and our conduct is the continuity of the meditation. This is being mindful. Gradually, we reach empty awareness of non-meditation, non-duality. We read between the lines to reach higher levels.

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DIFFICULTY IN TALKING TO OTHERS?

Difficulty In Talking To Others?

That is the price of sanity.

Waking up has its problems
because compassion is challenging.
It is an insane world,
run by and for the insane.

The conventional world will talk for hours about trivia. Any discussion of a spiritual nature, which is true healing, is difficult because we each have our own private view. Even when we do find someone who is interested in spirituality or in meditation, the conversation is still uneasy, and goes nowhere. None of us like being lectured to, unless we choose to go to a lecture!

We may feel isolated – and this happens even among people who feel a similar way. There will be differences. This is why there are so many traditions, and saying that we need ‘harmony in diversity’ still won’t make it happen. There will always be divisions…perhaps we don’t all come from the same place! 😀

We practise alone,
and we progress alone.
As a community, it’s sad to say that we remain ignorant
because there will always be subtle frictions.

We have to be skilful when communicating with others. This is the whole point of compassion, and the way in which we achieve compassion is through inner confidence and inner joy. This naturally comes about through understanding the nature of everything; pure awareness of emptiness.

C.S Lewis gave a lecture* where he spoke about the human desire to join the ‘Inner Ring’ and the fear we have of being left out, and how this obsession exposes circles within circles which are exclusive by nature. To find true satisfaction, we drop that longing to be on the inside and ‘in the know’ and instead, love whatever presents itself, getting on with it as best we can: in this way, we find we are naturally the centre of a true inner circle of satisfaction. Others may be attracted, or not – either way, it doesn’t matter because:

“This above all: to thine own self be true,
And it must follow, as the night the day,
Thou canst not then be false to any man.”
William Shakespeare

Sanity is being true to our natural essence.
Insanity is trying to impress others’ insanity.

* http://www.lewissociety.org/innerring.php

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HOW DO WE LET GO?

How Do We Let Go?

It is arrogant to think one could answer such an important question, but if an answer arises, why not share it? 😉

How do we let go?

This is dependent upon the level of understanding and motivation. In ordinary life, we can let go but that ‘letting go’ is to do with fight, flight or freeze controlled by the reptilian brain: it’s not letting go in an intelligent, spiritual way, and life is a struggle. We become so accustomed to ‘getting by’ that things don’t seem to matter too much one way or another. This is normal sentient functioning: we can progress to higher brain functions, but it’s still ‘all about me’!

Letting go in the spiritual sense is more demanding: it is more finely tuned to ‘being’ beyond mere brain functions. We are aware of pure awareness, where everything is perceived without habitual programmed comments.

The more we recognise that any holding on to thoughts and emotions will cause suffering – even on a subtle level – then we will drop it like a hot potato. Any sense of clinging, grasping, holding or claiming is the opposite to just being, merely resting in our true nature (it’s interesting to note that, on first meeting someone, communication is free and open and there is harmony and unity, but after a few minutes, personalities step in and that openness develops boundaries as the programming takes over). When we are less easily distracted, we cannot be controlled by others. If we look into our mind, we find that most of our thoughts are products of our environment – those thoughts are not our own. That in itself should shock us into letting go!

In practical terms, if we are bombarded by thoughts and emotions, we use shamata meditation, focusing the mind on the breath or a mantra sound. But this is just an antidote, a temporary fix, as thoughts will arise again.

It is important to recognise distractions in the mind as they arise, rather than following them uncontrollably (it may sound cynical, but once the initial moment of meeting a person has passed, our standpoint becomes clear and habitual reactions come to the fore: every comment is a repetition of that programming).

Remain in spaciousness awareness. This doesn’t mean that we do not think and respond; we merely take time to step back for a second look – or two. Then, whatever we decide to do, we do it and let it go because of right intention, which is compassionate understanding. There is no aftertaste of guilt or worry. We let go precisely because there is the next moment to deal with.

If we regard spirituality as something fluffy and personal that cannot be analysed, then we are not ready to upgrade our present understanding. The spiritual process is tough and challenging as it exposes our neuroses. Genuine spiritual practitioners may appear meek and gentle, but there is a diamond quality that cuts through everything – even itself: that is the nature of a diamond. True understanding and confidence can stand up to everything, and true happiness cannot be disturbed by any outside force. That is pure awareness. Life may still be messy, but pure awareness is noted as present.

Letting go creates spontaneous presence. Spontaneous presence is revealed by cutting though concepts that arise in the mind. This is how Trekcho works together with Togal; that is the complete Dzogchen.

If we don’t understand, we just let it go, and we will!
It’s like throwing a knotted snake in the air – it unties itself.
In other words, “Phuck it!”
😀 😀 😀
Total confusion is mind blowing.

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SHIT DOESN’T JUST HAPPEN

Shit Doesn’t Just Happen

I’ve heard spiritual teachers say, “Shit just happens” and “It is as it is” and that we should just deal with it and let it go.

Shit does not ‘just happen’: it has a cause and under the right conditions, it will manifest, in the same way as everything else in the universe. Things don’t just happen. If we’re not careful when listening to others, and don’t look closely enough, we can become sucked in to repeating phrases that please the natives – phrases that are easily digested and turn out to be shit (waste matter left after the nutritious content has been digested). This shows a lack of understanding, especially of the modern world.

We have to take into account that there are many traditions which offer slight different methods and understandings, and within those traditions there are teachers who each employ slightly different methods. And of course, the students have different approaches and abilities so we follow that which resonates with us, while being very careful. In each tradition of Buddhism, there are nine levels (yanas), and although the same words may be used, the meaning changes and refines.

This is where the material world and the spiritual world have to meet. If we don’t understand how the material world works and are blinkered by just listening to ‘the teachings’ we may find ourselves happy but vulnerable. Here, I have to say that Tibetan lamas are ignorant of the degree to which deception is being used against people, and the psychology that is behind the manipulation human understanding. In short, we are being made more left brained than right brained, and as such, are easier to control.

Due to the laws of like-attracts-like and karma, we fall into the same cyclic patterns: it’s important to remember that there is individual karma and there is collective karma, held together by our karmic responses to everything. Our ignorance. Reaction to any situation is our karmic response, which is a product from the past. The situation in which we find ourselves is one that we created. We usually find that the same things keep happening to us.

OK, now I can get to the point! Most of the time, we can track how the present moment was due to our inattention to detail at some point, when we ignored something. But when deception is part of the equation, this is not so easy to see. When our bodies break down and something goes wrong and an illness of some sort occurs, religion puts this down to karma or God, and the world puts it down to ‘these things happen and we don’t know why but here’s the treatment’. Quite often, the treatment triggers something even worse…things don’t just happen.

Here, I need to refer you to a book called Trick and Treat, by Barry Groves, who is a food investigator. His website is http://www.second-opinions.co.uk This is something for you to investigate as it is a huge subject: basically, it transpires that we are eating too many carbohydrates and not enough natural fats (along with the designation of cholesterol levels being deliberately set too low). We have an imbalance in the body. The point is that we are being tricked into eating so-called healthy food by Big Food and then treated by Big Pharma. Of course, Big Agriculture is also involved. Ill health makes a lot of money…shit doesn’t just happen.

For the past few decades, shit has been designed. We are made ill by ignorance: we just have to be aware of this. Ignorance is costly. We are not blaming anyone, we are merely being aware of what is happening in this modern global world. After all this is the Kali Yuga. This is not a conspiracy theory, it is conspiracy fact.

Wars are designed, by dividing and conquering, by Big Military and Big Government with a Big Idea.

Conspiracy: a secret plan by a group to do something unlawful or harmful.

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SEARCHING FOR ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’

Searching for ‘Consciousness’

If we search for consciousness (pure awareness)
then consciousness remains a mystery.
It is consciousness itself that has to recognise itself
and let go.

Scientists are trying to discover consciousness
to put into their machines.

Will absurdity never end?

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DEPRESSED?

Depressed?
Low spirited?
We should be.

Recognising suffering is the first noble truth
leading to the cessation of suffering:
we are therefore ready for the journey.

We live in a perverted travesty where rulers feed off the populace: this is the Age of Demons, according to the Mahabharata. We do not live in accordance with loving wisdom that is our true nature. If we are not disheartened about life, then we have covered our hearts with justifications and delusions.

Our body, speech and mind are constantly being disturbed so that we are unable to think straight, let alone go beyond thought. Our body, speech and mind should be full of positive energy but they are being attacked and put under stress, and we become run down, and therefore depressed. We need to recharge our wisdom through transcendent knowledge, which is spiritual psychology beyond this mundane, depressing world.

The antidote is simple, without the need for pills or stimulants. Know that depression is not a permanent state. There is light in the darkness precisely because ‘we’ recognise the depression in the mind! If we believe we are the mind, then we will become the depression and remain depressed, mistakenly claiming, “I am depressed”. Stimulants may make us feel better temporarily, but they only dull the mind and thus we lose insight because we cannot connect with the direct experience that can awaken us.

It is inner awareness that can immediately loosen the mud in the mind. Life will, of course, still be disturbing but we can now deal with it better. This is the purpose of meditation.

If we go too far down the road of identifying with depression, then everything is dark: it seems there is no light and we can become demonic. But there is always light, once it is pointed out in the calmness of wisdom.

There is the possibility of indulging in depression in order to justify doing nothing and blaming the world. This is a very sad state to be in: it is a heavy karmic load, with a heavy heart. Been there, done that!

There is no need to be depressed about feeling depressed. When we finally do feel a sense of relief from depression, we look around and see others in depression – and that is depressing. It’s a mixture of joy and sadness, which is wisdom realising the temporary state in which others find themselves. This is compassion. Recognition uplifts depression.

If we do not know there is a way out,
we don’t get out.

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TO BEGIN, WE HAVE TO KNOW WHERE WE ARE GOING

To Begin, We Have To Know Where We Are Going
and that is non-dual awareness.

Non-dual awareness means there are not two.
Dzogchen/Mahamudra/Maha Ati
is non-dual awareness.
It is not a practice;
it is the outcome of practise.
It is beyond language and culture,
being at one.

We can spend years in spiritual practices without knowing where we are going. It doesn’t have to be like that. We only practise when we forget, or when the mind, body or speech are disturbed.

We need a calm body, calm speech and calm mind to realise an enlightened body, enlightened speech and enlightened mind.

We are
Dzogchen/Mahamudra/Maha Ati.
Non-dual awareness
being at one.

That is the point.

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SOME DAYS

Some Days

Some days,
one is inspired to say nothing!
shhhh…

🙂

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THE TRAUMA THAT JUST KEEPS ON GIVING!

The Trauma That Just Keeps On Giving!
The subtle suffering of early life
and why we feel insecure and misunderstood in later life.

We need to take a closer look at the maintenance of suffering; it’s a two-headed beast. Our early years intensify our own karmic tendencies: due to the law of attraction, like attracts like.

The prayer of compassion (the mantra of which is OM MANI PEME HUM representing the six perfections*), goes through the six realms of neurotic states that beings experience, wishing them release from unendurable suffering and for them to be reborn in a higher realm.

Here is how part of the prayer goes…

“..from beginningless time, beings experience, as the result of the force of hatred, the suffering of heat and cold by being born in the hell realms…

“…from beginningless time, beings experience, as the result of the force of miserliness, the suffering by being born a hungry ghost…

“…from beginningless time, beings experience, as the result of the force of ignorance, the suffering of stupidity by being born an animal…

“…from beginningless time, beings experience, as the result of the force of desire, the suffering of excessive activity and constant frustration by being born a human…

“…from beginningless time, beings experience, as the result of the force of jealousy, the suffering of dispute and quarrel by being born a jealous god…

“…from beginningless time, beings experience, as the result of the force of pride, the suffering of decline and fall by being born a god…”

We can see that all beings – including ourselves – suffer from one or more of these afflictions, and these dominate our lives. We need to be aware of and have compassion for those stuck in the mud of habitual tendencies. Like attracts like: we are reborn (by the driving force of karma) into a family that has similar tendencies to our own, more or less. If our family cannot bring about balance to counter these tendencies with kindness, then we are stuck with a certain family personality – a trait. That is until we decide to change and seek help! So the tendency of the family may be to hate, to never be satisfied, to have no humour, to engage in excessive activity, to quarrel, or feel that they are above others.

Later on in life, when certain situations present themselves, our ‘button’ gets pushed and we explode or break down. We all have an undercurrent of insecurity, feeling misunderstood and a victim, but this is the cycle of existence from which we are breaking out.

We need to recognise and be aware of the forces weighing us down. When knowingness is present, release is possible. Then we can be kind to ourselves and to others.

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*generosity, tolerance/patience, perseverance, discipline, concentration/meditation
and transcendent wisdom/meditation.

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HOW DO WE START OUR SPIRITUAL JOURNEY?

How Do We Start Our Spiritual Journey?
The joy of sorrow.

Now and again, we have to go back to the beginning. What’s it all about?

For some reason, we are attracted to a spiritual tradition. We may feel unfulfilled, or we may be interested in the philosophy, or we may want good company.

Joining a spiritual tradition doesn’t mean we have started our spiritual journey: we have joined a system that may lead to our spiritual journey.

Learning to do practices does not mean we are spiritual practitioners: we are learning a system. We are assuming a posture – an attitude – and that’s all.

We start our spiritual journey when we recognise that our outer life has no satisfaction, and that life is suffering for all. We feel this in our heart and not just as philosophical speculation, and so we genuinely care for what is in front of us.

We may repeat words about the cause of suffering being a mistaken identification with an illusory self – which is a mental idea – but it is the actual uncomfortable experience of realising that we are holding on these ideas that shocks us into realising that this self has absolutely no reality. The emotions are key to this experience.

Our spiritual journey starts when we realise this secret: that everyone is enslaved by clinging to their emotions – even ‘spiritual’ people. This secret is hidden within everyone. This secret is pure, uncontaminated awareness; our absolute nature. The joy of realising this reality is surrounded by the sadness that others do not see this, yet. We realise the joy of sorrow when we meet someone facing their suffering and beginning their spiritual journey. The moment we have genuine, empathetic compassion for the causes of suffering and do not ignore this, we start our spiritual journey. It is no longer hearsay.

It doesn’t matter how uncomfortable a situation may be, we deal with whatever comes up because we understand and experience the causes of suffering. We are no longer covering this discomfort up with prattle.

Doing practices doesn’t mean thatwe understand; we are just doing practices. I’m sorry to say that the ‘spiritual’ people I have met cannot deal with being presented with the problems of others: they can only have compassion for those afar. They turn their backs on anyone who questions their system, as they have only reached the level of system.

We become spiritual practitioners when we experience suffering and the causes of suffering. This is what happened to Siddhartha Gautama, who became the enlightened one 2500 years ago.

Our spiritual journey starts when we listen.

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CREATIVITY

Creativity

We spend our days being creative in some way or other, or in maintaining something that was created. We can create a good atmosphere, or a dull atmosphere, or chaotic one. We are naturally creative creatures.

Just listening and smiling is being creative; that’s love in action. What could be more creative than allowing a good space for others to be in? What could be more creative and beautiful than caring? That’s Dharma in action.

Once we ‘get’ the Dharma, we can run with it, and all sorts of inspiration comes our way. Inspired energies are blessings if we just go with them, and on completion, let go. Letting go allows spontaneous moments – refreshing moments – to come along, by the recognition of a need beyond one’s own needs. The symbolic teacher in action. One’s own needs are taken care of precisely because of our caring. Recognising the symbolic teacher sees to that! (the symbolic teacher is anything that arises within awareness of empty essence; it’s a reminder that all arisings are without any true, inherent existence).

If we don’t let go, and instead claim ‘our’ creativity, it may turn out to be a curse because we become emotionally addicted, and crave more of the same. And that’s what we get – more of the same, just going round in circles. The demon in action.

I used to think (being a lowly Buddhist) that creativity was a samsaric thing, because we have to go beyond this materialistic world. But I’ve discovered that creativity can be an expression of love. Compassion in action. If spiritual teachers tell you creativity is a distraction…

Have you seen Tibetan temples and shrine rooms?!!! They’re full of beautiful colours!!!
Have you seen inside Zen temples and dojos? They’re full of beautiful wood!!!
Have you seen the beautiful architecture inside churches?!!! They’re full of beautiful echoes!!!
Have you seen inside your heart? It’s beautiful!!!

Creativity has to stick to the point.
No Fiddling. No Frills.
Just an enlightened attitude.

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THE BEST MEDITATION IS…

The Best Meditation Is…
when we stop meditating!

Tulku Urgyen said, “Short moments many times.” This is essential in awareness meditation. We don’t hang on to anything, effortlessly relaxing, without the mental gymnastics of mindfulness. The Dzogchen approach is that no one ever became enlightened by meditating, but only by breaking the meditation.

Meditation is dualistic.
Non-meditation is non-dualistic.

There are two approaches to meditation: one is to tame the mind through the non-distraction of focused shamata/shine practices, and the other to rest in the naturalness of direct perception, barely aware in open emptiness to whatever arises within clarity.

If there is dullness or turbulence in the mind, we use the focused, non-distraction methods.
When the mind become still and open, we let go and rest effortlessly.

Servicing the mind
When the mind is not running freely,
it needs servicing.

Once the mind is running freely,
stop servicing it.

When a problem reoccurs,
service the mind again.

We don’t have to keep servicing the mind
if it’s running perfectly well!

If we interfere,
we create confusion and doubt
and so believe that the mind need more servicing.
This is incorrect because open emptiness is naturally present.

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REPULSED BY ATTRACTION

Repulsed by Attraction
The reason that we are dissatisfied

We are interested in and attracted to something or someone, and then find that it is not precisely what we are looking for. This is usually because of the way people act: we are discouraged because of something in their attitude. It feel like a force constantly working against us. Everyone is suspicious. So what do we do? This is a strange conflict and not one that all will admit to. Most simply join in for safety in numbers.

Once we realise the state of play, we can maintain our natural state of inner joy – outer joy may be a little too much to ask for! As Thích Nhất Hạnh said, “The art of happiness is also the art of suffering well.”

This state of play is our innate, inner joy trying to find harmony with others and somehow failing. Good news! This is the Kali Yuga! 😀 In Sanskrit, the Kali Yuga means strife, discord, quarrel and contention. The age of demons! And demons can’t help themselves.

Prophesied events during a Kali Yuga
A discourse by Markandeya in the Mahabharata identifies some of the attributes
of Kali Yuga.

In relation to rulers, it lists:

Rulers will become unreasonable: they will levy taxes unfairly.

Rulers will no longer see it as their duty to promote spirituality, or to protect their subjects: they will become a danger to the world.

People will start migrating, seeking countries where wheat and barley form the staple food source.

“At the end of Kali-yuga, when there exist no topics on the subject of God, even at the residences of so-called saints and respectable gentlemen of the three higher varnas [guna or temperament] and when nothing is known of the techniques of sacrifice, even by word, at that time the Lord will appear as the supreme chastiser.”

With regard to human relationships, Markandeya’s discourse says:

Avarice and wrath will be common. Humans will openly display animosity towards each other. Ignorance of dharma will occur.

People will have thoughts of murder with no justification and will see nothing wrong in that.

Lust will be viewed as socially acceptable and sexual intercourse will be seen as the central requirement of life.

Sin will increase exponentially, whilst virtue will fade and cease to flourish.

People will take vows and break them soon after.

People will become addicted to intoxicating drinks and drugs.

Gurus will no longer be respected and their students will attempt to injure them. Their teachings will be insulted, and followers of Kama will wrest control of the mind from all human beings.

Brahmans will not be learned or honoured, Kshatriyas will not be brave, Vaishyas will not be just in their dealings.

Being aware is being prepared.
Note how much depression and mental illness there is in world now…

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RECOGNISING THE SIZE OF THE PROBLEM

Recognising The Size Of The Problem
We step out of the problem
only when we recognise the size of the problem.

On the internet, there is phrase circulating: “I am infinite consciousness having an experience”. This could be countered by, “From time without beginning, beings wandering in samsara experience unendurable suffering.” (Perhaps it would make more sense to say, “I am infinite consciousness having a problem”!)

Phrases are often ‘cherry picked’ from ancient teachings to suit a limited understanding and acquire an easy following. It is true that beings are infinite consciousness – or awareness – having an experience. But what sort of experience? It is suffering upon suffering.

The easy part to understanding the equation to our essential nature is that we are infinite awareness – pure awareness – enlightened beings. But only as our potential. The problem is that thoughts obscure that potential. And thoughts, ideas, concepts and habitual fixations are deeply engrained in our minds and bodies even before we are born.

The more we recognise the size of this problem, the easier it is to step out of it. Actually, the more we see, the larger the problem appears – and the greater the sense of urgency. This keeps us sharp! 😀

We can start by looking at the top first – at the 8th and 9th consciousnesses*. During the pointing out instruction (if we have a good teacher), we go through an exercise of moving in and out of Rigpa – pure awareness – empty essence.

Here is an example of the extremely subtle nature of the problem: in the 8th consciousness (called Alayavijnana) there is an experience of ‘I am in stillness’. In the 9th consciousness (pure awareness) there is just stillness itself. No ‘I am’. There is no observer observing. No duality. The 8th is a relative state and the 9th is absolute reality. There is a very subtle difference to be acknowledged, so that we recognise this difference and are not imprisoned in a vague state.

This is a matter of precision, and begs the question, “Where are we most of the time?” Answer: In our thoughts, ideas, concepts, fixations. In our imagination. We have been caught in this illusion since beginningless time, wandered in samsara, suffering. If we ignore this, then who knows what form we will acquire in the next incarnation? A rabbit may have infinite consciousness having an experience, but can do nothing about it, and is not even aware that it is infinite consciousness having an experience – it’s not aware of its own awareness.

There are two parts to our potential enlightenment: recognising our true nature of pure awareness, and sustaining it. We sustain it by stepping out of our karmic enslavement. First, we have to recognise the size of the problem…and then panic! 😀 😀 😀

*type in search for ‘eight consciousnesses’

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DOES SPIRITUALITY HAVE TO BE DRESSED UP?

Does Spirituality Have To Be Dressed Up?

This will depend on the individual’s needs. To start with, we need a clear distinction between conventional life and spiritual awareness. We need something special that attracts us and that can be integrated into daily life. Ultimately, we become an unceasing expression of unconfined love, but we have to take first things first.

Reminders are vital, to go beyond this all-consuming, mundane, materialistic world. A special place to go. This may be either plain or vividly ostentatious, depending on one’s taste. We have to suck it to see. 😀

It’s important to be mindful of how simplistic it is to become caught up in quality of form, exchanging this for the simple quality of reality.

Of course, there are times when we like to cruise along as a group in regular, formal rituals: this can be encouraging and a good support, but we have to realise that real practice – real dharma – is a living and breathing experience that we do on our own. This is true courage.

Letting go is for the brave and confident. Then, compassionate love comes from our heart. Doing something because we ‘should’ is second class: doing it because we recognise responsibility is first class.

We do not need a holy ‘attitude’:
we need wholly empathetic compassion.
Unceasing expression of unconfined love in a relative world.
The unity of the two truths.

Ultimate reality is beyond.
Ultimate expression is love.

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THE ‘FOUR’ IGNORANCES

The ‘Four’ Ignorances

Traditionally, in Buddhism, we speak of two ignorances, or veils: ignorance of our true nature and the ignorance of maintaining that mistaken view, which is our own doing.

It is obvious that if we have these veils, then so does everyone else. That being the case, there are also external ignorances that influence our own mistaken view: peer pressure can overwhelm our intelligence.

These external ignorances fall into two categories: intentional and unintentional, or conscious and unconscious.

There are those who wilfully pull the wool over our eyes to keep us confused so that they can rule over us. In addition, there are those who, having had the wool pulled over their eyes, maintain this deception unconsciously…well…almost unconsciously, as we all experience guilt and discontent.

We are subject to peer pressure: that is what keeps us in line to conform. Look up the Asch Experiment and the work of Professor Stanley Milgram, who wrote: “It may be that we are puppets — puppets controlled by the strings of society. But at least we are puppets with perception, with awareness. And perhaps our awareness is the first step to our liberation.” We will consent to incorrect ideas through peer pressure, even though we know that what is being suggested is make believe.

Also look up “The Invisible Gorilla” (www.theinvisiblegorilla.com) – we don’t see what we actually see!

Understanding and realising the nature of mind is simple.
It is awareness of awareness that makes no comment:
it just sees clearly.

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THE ONE THING THAT SOLVES EVERYTHING

The One Thing That Solves Everything
..and you don’t have to be religious to understand this!

Awareness.

Awareness is the one thing that is undeniable.
By awareness, everything is known.
When awareness knows itself,
it is half way to enlightenment.

We can see this in meditation, by just sitting quietly and letting of the meditator! Pure awareness rests in pure awareness. That’s it.

Once this is recognised, then the many things that distract this one, extra-ordinary, simple reality are but mindful remembrances of some thing occurring within awareness. We stop filling up our precious, limited time chasing after things, and anything that comes our way is our guide back to reality of our true nature. Everything becomes a toy.

Once this is assured, then we are protected against the suffering of change.

Once we have no further use for the guide – the exhausting, fixated concepts called karma that we have been holding onto – then that is the other half of the journey to enlightenment.

Enlightenment is pure awareness that is unbroken.
Enlightenment solves everything
– except others’ toys.

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I WANT TO BE A BETTER PERSON!

I Want To Be A Better Person!
The cake of compassion’s ingredients
are the six perfections.

We’ve had five builders come to our house about a project: each had a different approach to an agreed, basic problem. Teachers and traditions are like that. We all have a karmic bias, which is also our working base. By wanting to be ‘a better person’, we may be wanting someone else’s working base: this would only confuse and delay progress. Our karmic base was created long ago, and it’s what we have to work with in order to undo that very working base. So, is there any point in wanting someone else’s karma?

Our working base is in the way we see things. For example, I read yesterday, “In the beginning was the word.” Reflecting on that, my thought was, “How can the word be in the beginning?” Before the word must be a motivation, and before that was pure experience – pure awareness – pure consciousness. Once the word is formed, reaction takes place and “The word becomes flesh.” It is the word that creates karma; the idea that takes on a form.

So we can see things differently. Words are merely a translation of experience, and that translation can mean different things to different people. During retreats, we often compared different translations of Tibetan text: we are still relying on the words of a translator, and the ‘right’ one for us is the one that connects with our experience, our working base.

Yesterday I met a very charming gentleman who spoke as if he was mentally offered us cake in his every word! He was so lovely, I thought, “Hmm…I wish I could be like him.” Then I looked at my mind and it just doesn’t work that way, even though it would like to. It’s more direct as it is more angry: it cuts through. The flavour of my cake is more intense, and not to everyone’s taste.

Some builders woo you. Some clarify the situation and give you confidence. Of course, they’re all doing it for money, but we choose what we feel we can trust. We can learn from a builder. We can learn more from five builders to help us choose the one.

Being mindful of the mud, the very moment the mud is recognised, it drops away leaving pure experience – pure awareness – pure consciousness. If our bias is to panic, pure experience – pure awareness – pure consciousness is covered up again. This is our patterning. The more we practise properly, the more the bias weakens. We will have bias until enlightenment.

Breaking the chain of our own reactions creates positive change. When we stop the reaction, space is experienced and we have time to assimilate the situation and reflect. In that moment, we can offer the cake of compassion! This allows space in the other person: that’s how it works. The outcome is a mutual smile – life is funny that way 😀

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MUDFULNESS

Mudfulness
🙂

No Mud, No Lotus.
The Art of Transforming Suffering
by Thích Nhất Hạnh

“Without suffering, there’s no happiness.
So we shouldn’t discriminate against the mud.
We have to learn how to embrace and cradle
our own suffering and the suffering of the world,
with a lot of tenderness.”

“Most people are afraid of suffering.
But suffering is a kind of mud
to help the lotus flower of happiness grow.
There can be no lotus flower without the mud.”

“The art of happiness is also the art of suffering well.”

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THE PLANET OF SLEEPING BUDDHAS

The Planet Of Sleeping Buddhas

If we want to wake up, we have to follow in the footsteps of those that have awoken. This is the purpose of devotion/inspiration.

However, we need the right motivation. This is the purpose of empathy/compassion towards all sentient beings.

Firstly, we need the capacity to tame the evil-spirited: those who create obstacles. It is the evil-spirited that keep us sleeping by latching on to our weaknesses of being evil-spirited, as we are governed by our limited judgments of likes and dislikes without discrimination. And so, we remain in the sleep of ignorance of our true potential of seeing everything as emptiness.

Once we recognise this potential in all beings (even the evil-spirited), this creates the right motivation to succeed – to go beyond this mundane life.

“May we attain enlightenment for the sake of all sentient beings.”
“May all sentient beings attain enlightenment.”

This would make a nice change
from all the c r a p*
that this planet displays and conceals,
day in and day out… 😀

*Crap: extremely poor in quality, dregs of beer, residue of fat.

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COPING

Coping

Studying is good to learn theory.
Experience (practice) is real evidence.

Study gives us the language to express experience. Study is not reality until what has been learned is experienced. There are two ways of coping, one using theory and the other, experience. My father in law, who was an engineer, told me, “If you want to solve a problem, look for visual evidence first, and then look for the invisible.” I have never found ‘invisible evidence’ 🙂

To cope in life, we usually rely on routines, rules and rituals, and can become quite expert at this. The same thing happens in spiritual life: we cope by adopting a theory, a partial truth. We can invest a lifetime on the invisible, rather than in what is actually being experienced. We can find ourselves following mysteries, believing there is more to come. This narrows our ability to cope with the reality of how it actually is, and of how we find wisdom in the uncomfortable emotions. If we do not control our emotions, they can make us ill.

The tendency to cling to terminology is how religious attitudes are formed, and this is a step away from spiritual experience which is beyond words, thoughts, mudras and bowing. We may find ourselves saying and doing things which are not natural to us, acquiring something that obscures the simple truth. Some teachers encourage this, as it keeps us ‘coming back’ because we are not quite ‘ready’. This creates conflict and doubt, and destroys confidence and joy.

Whatever we think we know, the thing that is important is that which realises this thinking and knowing. Pure awareness – essence – is not complicated; it is the simplest experience in the universe. Everything is merely a reminder to a practitioner, as every thing is a symbolic teacher.

People who are ‘projectors’ hate talk of experience, as it is threatening. We see this in ordinary life, with people trying to outdo one another. Dealing with those who cope by adhering to conventional rituals isn’t easy. There are always visible signs produced by emotions.

Best to stand clear 🙂

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‘DARK MATTER’

‘Dark Matter’
Invisible Mud
Predisposition
Karma!

Before a thought fully develops, we have unclear predispositions in the mind, which are prejudices. We walk around with the stuff that dreams and nightmares are made of, full of bubbling possibilities. When we meet others, notions and vague ideas form, and we prejudge.

Realising that this is happening means that clarity has woken up, and the dream stops. If clarity is dim, our shadowy opinions become a fixed personality of defensiveness and aggression.

It’s like a background ‘white noise’. Some automatically have to argue. Some automatically feel like a victim. Some automatically pretend that they don’t see. These predispositions lurk there in the background, and when a situation presents itself, our vulnerability lies in ambush and we hold on to the hurt. We reveal our dark weakness which exposes us to negative forces.

However, further in the background is the light. If we are not introduced to the power of the light then our dark and light sides remain in conflict. And we remain miserable.

Look and see: we are that light – clarity – that dissolves the dream, the nightmare. ‘Dark matter’ is the causes and conditions that create everything in the universe: collective karma!

Everything is within space, arising out of emptiness.
Everything is known by the clarity of light.

That is what matters!

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lurking

This is an illustration I started -“Picking up ideas from here and there.”
There is always something to distract us!

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SPIRITUAL CONDUCT

Spiritual Conduct
Padmasambava:
“Descend with the view, while ascending with the conduct”.

This means allowing absolute compassion to pervade all our actions. Learning to be kind and express love in a troubled world is challenging to a spiritually-inclined person. ‘The troubled world is one where the only challenge is seeking pleasure without finding satisfaction, and the suffering that results from this. That is the addiction of human existence.

The view is absolute pure awareness realising absolute compassion. However, as conceptual beings, our expression of compassion is limited as any fixation is a hinderance. But that’s why we’re here…to practise being perfect, and let go of fixations!

We have the problem of wanting to be kind: in wanting to be kind, there is an element of fixation, and this can be misunderstood and even abused. Accepting this, we do it anyway.

Compassion is our natural expression.
Natural expression is the Lord of Compassion.

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THE WISDOM OF UNCERTAINTY

The Wisdom Of Uncertainty

Life is about change: everything is impermanent. When we believe things to be solid and lasting, we restrict our ability to deal with change. We suffer because we are holding on to ‘how it was,’ or ‘how it should be’. Life is a constant cycle of temporary gain and loss, praise and blame, the pleasant and unpleasant. There’s no knowing what will turn up next.

However, knowingness itself (uncontaminated awareness) will always be present, ready to deal with the next unexpected phenomenon. We only have to see how people try to keep everything the same, and become disturbed when change occurs or defensive when they encounter another point of view.

Wisdom lies in the understanding that everything has no true, lasting existence: that everything begins in emptiness, resides in emptiness and dissolves back into emptiness. It’s the same with our thoughts, ideas and beliefs. And it’s the same in with dealing people – relationships come and go.

This understanding is tough to appreciate as we would all like to ‘cruise’ for a while and have a rest from all this change. Well, that’s exactly what we have to do – cruise with uncertainty! This means taking everything as it comes to pass, adapting to everything with a light – and enlightened – touch. Life is short and getting shorter! Of that, we can be certain 😀

When we meditate, we step out of the control of gain and loss, praise and blame, and the pleasant and unpleasant. We just let go, and relax…rest.

We would all like to ‘put things right’…now! Things (and this is usually directed towards people) become right in their own good time. People are uncertain and confused, but with support, they too will see the wisdom in their uncertainty and confusion.

Take a moment during the day to stop and relax.
Gradually, the moments join up.

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THE REAL POWER OF OM MANI PEME HUM

The Real Power of OM MANI PEME HUM
is in the realisation of not applying it!

Buddhism is not for the complacent:
it’s for those who investigate everything.

In Buddhism, compassion is highlighted through the practice of the mantra of the lord of compassion, Chenrezi – Om mani peme hum. Compassion is the combination of practising the six perfections of generosity, discipline, patience, perseverance, meditation and transcendent knowledge, for the benefit of all beings suffering in the six psychological realms (hell, hungry ghosts, animal, human, jealous god and god realms) .

This sounds wonderful 🙂 All we have do is repeat, “Om mani peme hum” and we are practising the six perfections. Not so!

“But it makes me feel good!” That’s great, but not quite the point. If we walk around assuming that, because we chant “Om mani peme hum”, we are practising the six perfections simply because we are repeating a mantra, we will never upgrade our capacity, our understanding, our intelligence and love.

It is when we realise that we are not totally applying the six perfections of compassion in any given situation, that we understand that we are still self-centred. Because of the discomfort of this realisation, we can loosen our grip and change occurs. If we then apply the six perfections to ourselves – starting with generosity – the warmth that was missing from the situation arises, and we transcend our limitations.

We realise with sincere regret that we haven’t been that compassionate! Every cloud has a golden lining!!!

Confront.
Drop.
Don’t fester.

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PHRASEOLOGY, NOMENCLATURE, PARLANCE, TERMINOLOGIES

Phraseology, Nomenclature, Parlance, Terminologies
can go over our heads and make us feel that we will never understand.
😀 😀 😀

‘The indistinguishability of samsara and nirvana’…?
‘Thought and dharmakaya are a unity’…?

It’s like this:
Water and wetness are inseparable.
Fire and heat are inseparable.
Awareness and that which awareness is aware of are inseparable.
It’s that simple.

That of which pure awareness is aware becomes all-consuming
and pure awareness forgets itself:
that is a separation, a duality.

Doubt can be very expensive!

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THE DHARMA IS DANGEROUS

The Dharma Is Dangerous

The teachings of the Buddha are absolutely true: we can test and prove them for ourselves. They teach about the true nature of reality – pure awareness – and the obstacles of defilements – desire, fear and ignorance – that prevent the recognition of the true nature of reality.

So where is the danger?

It is the very knowledge of these obstacles that has enabled manipulators to enslave people for centuries. Manipulators have taken the teachings on the human weaknesses of desire/hope, aversion/fear and ignorance/indifference to get what they want, by putting people to ‘sleep’. Obedience to distractions is so ingrained in our minds that each generation unwittingly teaches it to the next through trivial pursuits. As long as we consent to being dumbed down and following the herd, we will remain in this dungeon of darkness, unable to concentrate because of our preoccupation with the pleasant or unpleasant. Look at the world of the ‘media’: it is merely repetition, year in and year out, generation after generation – and we are addicted!

Dharma is a double-edged sword – for good and evil.

It is said that it is as rare for someone to turn to the Dharma (to realise the unity of absolute and relative truth) as it is for a blind turtle to surface from the bottom of the ocean once every hundred years and stick its head through a ring floating on the surface. Counting the number of people who practise the Dharma is like counting the number of stars that can be seen during the day. This being so, it will not matter that some know what’s going on, as the majority do not, as they are addicted to maintaining fear, hope and ignorance – they can’t keep their hands off their i-Phones. Intelligent? Smart? For whom? We are playing someone else’s games and the controllers are laughing all the way to the bank. Even though we may see what’s going on…it will still go on!

However, the Dharma is dangerous to the manipulators, who are overplaying their hand. In this dark age of technology, it is more obvious what is going on. The internet is also a double-edged sword: knowledge is getting through. The turtles are rising, and gradually people will surface to that which is beyond knowledge – wisdom.

Wisdom destroys ignorance!

The constant dilemma for those who write about the Dharma is; who is reading it? This is why it is so important to get a complete picture that is usable within our own culture. There has to be a proper transmission from culture to culture to enable each to deal with what is actually happening within that culture. Having a good wish is not good enough: we must see and recognise. Karma is something we all have to face.

If we want to change this world of corruption, we must seek the truth for ourselves. The Buddha said, “Don’t take my word for it; test it for yourself”. He did not answer all questions, enabling practitioners to think and reason for themselves in order that they can realise the ring of truth floating on the surface.

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AUSPICIOUS MOMENTS

Auspicious Moments

Auspice – a divine or prophetic token.

An abstract feeling can arise, and synchronistically, we pick up a text and find a description that fits. Spiritual life is funny that way: even something annoying is auspicious. Actually, everything that happens seems to be significant…and things that don’t happen are also significant!

We may just decide to do something without doubt, and it turns out to be meaningful and even enlightening.  Passing it on spontaneously may be an auspicious moment for someone else! That’s compassionate activity.

“Purifying Karma”
by Jamgon Kongtrul Rinpoche III

“…Practice can only be beneficial if genuine regret and genuine compassion towards all beings prevails. These experiences are not an intellectual matter but a personal and heart felt experience. Simply completing 100,000 recitations or knowing the words of a liturgical practice are not signs of perfect practice. The sign of a perfect practice is whether or not we are able to integrate the meaning of the practice into our lives. When we are able to carry out a practice accordingly, the karma of many kalpas or eons becomes purified in a very short time. The ripening of purification may arise as a headache or an uncomfortable experience: this does happen.”

Worrying whether something is significant or not
can create the obstacle of doubt and inhibit us.

Compassionate motivation can always be refined.
Just do it:
nothing is fixed!

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WE ARE MAGICIANS

We Are Magicians
We can make our self disappear and reappear.
Now you see me, now you don’t.
It’s all done with mirrors!

We (empty, uncontaminated essence – witness to all things) have conjured up a self, by mistake!

We mistook appearances in the mind (preconceived perceptions, judgements and memories) for a self. And all they are is a reflection, as in a mirror.

There are three methods used by a spiritual magician to make a self disappear: direct recognition, compassion and devotion.

Gone gone gone, and still witness to all things.

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WHY WE LOSE INNER PEACE

Why We Lose Inner Peace
Doubt!
And doubt kills love.

Doubt makes us more critical, and we lose inner confidence, joy and…compassion. It is an imbalance of emptiness and cognisance – pure awareness – that affects our natural view of loving kindness.

Our natural view is “unstained by faults”. We (habitual, cluttered mind :D) keep worrying about this and that, expecting things to always be ‘right’. Well, karma will destroy those expectations as there is always something cropping up. Fix one problem, and there is another waiting to coming along: we just have to be prepared.

It is all down to the quality and quantity of meditation, our capacity, our charged batteries. We can check our meditation quality by reviewing our reactions and what we are holding on to throughout the day (which can also affect the quality of our sleep). Even though we may have acquired all knowledge*, we may lack genuine relaxation of body and mind, and so lack love.

When we doubt, we think that wisdom is over there somewhere, for others but not for us. This is a huge mistake. Confidence and joy are the ground of our being. Doubt is created by the conflict we have with the trappings of others – the false projections and sentimentality – and by mixing with people who fall into extremes of coarseness or religiousness.

As our capacity grows, so does love.
Never doubt your heart or that of others.
Doubt is the prison guard in our mind, and in the mind of others.
Understanding love is the key:
you don’t have to be Buddhist to love!

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* Corinthians 13

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not love, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.

And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith so that I could remove mountains, and have not love, I am nothing.

And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not love, it profit me nothing.

Love suffers long, and is kind; love envies not; love vaunts not itself, is not puffed up,

Does not behave itself unseemly, seeks not her own, is not easily provoked, thinks no evil;

Rejoices not in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; Bears all things, believes all things, hopes for all things, endures all things.

Love never fails: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.

When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became an adult, I put away childish things.

For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face. Now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.

And now abide faith, hope, love: these three, but the greatest of these is love.

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WHAT DO WE VALUE, AND HOW MUCH?

Q. What Do We Value, and How Much?

A. It has to be truth, above all other.

If we value ‘this’ and ‘that’ above our true nature,
then we are caught in a realm of trivia,
and are of no use to anyone!

Wisdom is more important than life itself.
Without wisdom, everything is worthless.

Truth is beauty.
Beauty is truth.
Form is emptiness.
Emptiness is form.
Gate gate para samgate bodhi soha…
Gone gone gone beyond…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0i52YprBeeQ

With words
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUzzivYjvRA

May the hearts of all beings melt into kindness and joy.

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THE DEVIL IS A MYTH

The Devil Is A Myth

The word ‘devil’ is synonymous with supernatural evil. Evil is banal as it is simply selfishness.

Banal: lacking in originality. Evil is gaining and maintaining status and wealth that causes suffering to others, or following orders blindly. ‘Banal’ can describe all of us, because we lack the recognition and experience of originality.

Our original nature is pure awareness,
full of compassion.
Our unoriginal nature is an acquired self-reflection,
full of selfishness.
Original sin is turning away from our original nature.

Evil is promoted as something supernatural ‘out there’ to deter us from looking at ourselves first. If we look for ourselves, we can solve the problem. When we invite others to sort out our problems, we also invite deference and subservience. As long as we keep looking at others, or the supernatural, we will never identify the source of evil, which is our own mind clinging to ideas and forgetting the heart of the matter – love. Holding on to likes and dislikes is called ego-clinging. This is obsessive awareness, lacking the recognition and experience of originality which is the emptiness of essence.

Our selfishness is the devil. Others’ selfishness is the devil. The devil has been created as something supernatural ‘out there” for us to fear. Our present moment is created by our own past actions – that is karma – although this is not always obvious. We are born with a certain coding, some fortunate, some unfortunate. The fortunate may become unfortunate, and the unfortunate may become fortunate. It all depends on our reactions and motivations, which leave a beneficial or harmful imprint in the mind’s attitude.

The devil is our own likes and dislikes, lying in ambush and waiting to be activated. These defilements of desire and aversion are in all sentient beings: that is what keeps us sentient and not enlightened!

Has anyone ever seen either the Devil or God? These are two words that describe the workings of our own minds and hearts. Experience of good and evil are in are own hands and not in someone else’s.

It doesn’t matter what we call something; it is the genuine, direct experience that is important.

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WHEN THE LIGHT DIMS, THE DARKNESS BEGINS

When The Light Dims, The Darkness Begins
This is how distraction occurs.

When the emptiness of clarity dims, our attention ‘surfs’!

This is from Fearless Simplicity by Tsoknyi Rinpoche:

“I just explained how distraction occurs: the next subject is how to deal with it. Distractions slowly begin when the cognisant quality dims. I mentioned before about the dimming of the light and the beginning of darkness. This awake quality, the cognisant nature, seemingly begins to dim, and together with that is a freezing of the attention towards something. When this occurs to such an extent that the cognisance loses track of being empty, then distraction has begun. But if you are aware of this just as it is about to happen – if you are aware that your attention is about to move into a thought, about to become distracted, and at that moment you re-recognise the empty quality of this awakened state – then there is no distraction. The quality of freedom is re-established.”

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TRUTH DOES NOT DEFY REASON

Truth Does Not Defy Reason

It does not matter whether we call ourselves theist, atheist, Buddhist, scientist, a person in a cafe who says “I don’t know”, when we are asked whether we are aware, none of us can say, “I do not have awareness”. Without awareness, we wouldn’t know if we were aware or not!

We may not be aware of some phenomenon ‘out there’, but we have awareness. We cannot be separated from awareness (unless we are asleep or unconscious). Awareness is life. Pure awareness is ultimate, subtle life – the particle with no parts!

(In Buddhism we tend to use the word ‘awareness’ instead of ‘consciousness’, but in certain contexts it means the same thing: traditions use words slightly differently. In Buddhism we have consciousnesses of the mind and body: there are, in fact, eight consciousness or more!).

Awareness is something we constantly gloss over, as we are too busy maintaining confusion. This confusion causes suffering. We are such sensitive beings that the tiniest distraction appears in the mind and we are off, fooled by fascinating phantoms.

At street level, this world of distraction is ‘normal’. At street level, we are merely here to entertain ourselves – or to be entertained – and so pass the time away. Mara/demons (those of selfish interest) feed off distracted beings. At street level, we believe the dream prison.

Ultimate truth is trapped in a flimsy dream bubble, blown this way and that. All we have to do is stop and recognise the presence of pure awareness. This is the purpose of meditation. When clarity occurs, we stop clinging to attractions and aversions. The world changes when our view clears.

The world will always be separated into ‘haves’ and ‘have nots’. If we got rid of all the nasty people in the world who want to rule over us, there will be others to take their place.

Money-wealth never satisfies.
Wisdom-wealth does.

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ABLE TO MEDITATE BUT NOT LIBERATE

Able To Meditate But Not Liberate

Meditation is not liberation: it is the path to liberation. Meditation is a wonderful method to focus the untamed mind (the flibbertigibbet, the idle chattering), and so tame it. But meditation practice itself can be a distraction by not realising the reality of our true being. What is true being? It is pure awareness, empty of contaminations. It stands to reason that, without pure awareness, nothing would be known. Unfortunately, we constantly place our attention on – and even addictively obsess about – ‘something else’, and so forget ourselves. We are not this temporary mind and body: we are awareness beyond all this. If we get stuck in the practice of meditation, as in “I feel so peaceful”, we may fall into a state of vacancy or dullness.

Pure awareness is sharp. It is intense intelligence, compassion and emotions. Actually, the negative emotions are the key to wisdom!

Meditation is mindfulness: it is a discipline. We use mindfulness meditation (shamata) to remember, so that we can arrive at insight awareness (vipashana). Once we arrive at awareness, mindfulness is no longer needed as we are there. In pure awareness, there is neither meditation nor meditator. We return to meditation only when we forget!

Before we learn to meditate, we need to know why we are meditating. Meditation is the path to liberation-freedom from the controlling, chattering thoughts, thus realising our true nature. Liberation-freedom is non-meditation as everything ceases, and there is just pure awareness. This is absolute reality: non-duality.

In meditation, we observe all the obstacles to meditation. We start seeing clearly. In fact, the thoughts seem to get worse, but that is because we are noticing more! Meditation is the path to clarity – our true nature – by recognising the veils of concepts we picked up.

Why liberation? It is being free from distractions, from the reflections and negative emotions in the mind. It is being free from all those day-in and day-out projections that we maintain and protect. It’s just being our self, which is merely pure awareness.

In resting in pure awareness, nothing happens. In Dzogchen, this is called Rigpa essence, which could be seen as dry. It is then that rigpa expression, display and adornment arise – ‘the juice of rigpa love’, as my teacher calls it.

The point is not to feel guilty about our flibbertigibbet mind as we all have one! This is conventional/relative reality as opposed to absolute reality. When absolute reality relates to something either than itself, that is relative reality – a duality.We just need courage to do something about it, and gain control. If we are not controlling our mind, then someone else will do it for us!

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Q. WHERE IS CONFUSION?

Q. Where is confusion?

A. It is in the conflict between essence and ideas.

Programme: coded instructions for the automatic performance of a task – pre-written.
Karmic formation: conceptual imprints in the mind that create reactions – pre-written.

Through continually calculating, we are pre-writing and encoding our destiny, creating more confusion!

As long as we think or believe that there is a heaven and a hell – a samsara and nirvana – we will remain guilty and confused, giving rise to hope and fear. These are merely ideas in the mind, contrived and misinterpreted by middlemen or intercessors, promoting ‘good’ and ‘bad’. Reality is right in the middle, neither one nor the other but resting in the unity of recognition of the reflections in the mind. The moment the reflection – the movement in emptiness – is recognised, emptiness is remembered. Gradually, this becomes instantaneous.

We are holding on to a mistaken reflection. This is a very simple, very subtle but very powerful mistake. Confusion and delusion are not ‘out there’ on big display boards: they are minute misunderstandings giving rise to subtle ideas which produce karma/programming. Pure awareness is constantly looking at reflections in the mind and calling them ‘me’ and ‘mine’. Once we do this, we are prey to mara-demons that can feed off us, blessing us with more confusion. This is precisely what the religion of consumerism is all about.

The antidote is recognition and regret. We have to stop falling into the same old pattern of behaviour, as it reveals a lack of control. Take a fresh look without comment. In the recognition of pure perception, there is no confusion: confusion lies only in the lazy interpretation.

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TO CONFORM OR TO DIFFER?

To Conform Or To Differ?
Once We See, We Cannot Not See
The light’s on!

Conform: comply, abide by, obey, follow, keep to, hold to, adhere to, stick to, cling to…

Differ: deviate from, depart from, run counter to, contradict, contrast with, conflict with, be in opposition to, go against…

Buddhist teachings speak of ‘smashing’, ‘cutting through’, ‘piercing’, ‘penetrating’ and ‘exhausting’ the mind’s conventional programming: these are not terms of conformity, compliance, abiding by, obeying, observing, following, keeping to, holding to, adhering to, sticking to, clinging to….

Conforming to others’ standards keeps the light turned off.
Others wants us to conform because being different makes people feel uncomfortable, threatened and aggressive. Once we see the trap of conformity, we are free.

Are we to conform to human standards, or spiritual standards? Human “love” or spiritual love?

If we are well balanced, the spiritual will influence the human, revealing genuine kindness through understanding.

If, on the other hand, we conform to human standards, we are controlled by desire, fear and ignorance.

We are spiritual beings – beings of unchanging, pure awareness embodied in temporary human forms through ignorance of our true nature*. We are part of the collective karma of humanity, here to realise our true nature and help one another. Our natural nature is loving kindness – we all know and feel this within our hearts – but we have been brought down through desire, fear and ignorance.

Once we see,
we cannot not see.

Clear seeing is the nature of all beings.
Our pure nature is no different from a Buddha’s.
How that is expressed will be naturally different.

*If you’re looking for aliens, you don’t have to look too far 😀 Since beginningless time, we have been everyone’s mother and in every shape and form…but have forgotten.

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SMASHING THE PROGRAMMING

Smashing The Programming

Even though we try to break out of this mental maze of concepts that we have adopted – and which has been pumped into us since childhood – we are using the very same programme to achieve this. We try and think our way out, or adopt some crazy method, which only results in further imprisonment.

Tibetan Buddhism has many methods for liberation, but we have to be very careful that the method itself isn’t causing an obstruction. We can use antidote methods such as ‘cutting through’, ‘piercing’, ‘penetrating’ and ‘exhausting’ the mind’s preconceived ideas, but ultimately, it is the realisation that the programming never existed in the first place: this is the Maha Ati/Dzogchen approach, totally smashing – and not merely chipping away at – all concepts held.

We reach a point of total confusion, to the extent that there is nothing to hold on to. We achieve mere knowingness in unknowing. The shock of emptiness! In emptiness, anything is possible, as there are no obstacles. At the moment, we are ‘stroking’ the programme, as we are ‘sort of’ aware… 😀

The degree of awareness we have about our fixations in the mind will determine how quickly and directly ‘total destruction’ takes place. If we hang on to any ideas, these merely cloud the issue, the view.

We know there are many bad, deluded people in the world.
We know that there are many deluded people in the world.
So who isn’t? Hmm…everyone is deluded!
Now the wisdom knife is sharper.

As long as we keep wisdom a mystery, we can play at being humans, holding a vague idea that there is something more. This means we think, “It’s not for me at this moment, thank you!” We feel separated from ‘enlightenment’ because we believe it is unknowable. As long as we are lorded over by the promotion of an idea of mystery, we will feel inadequate, and therefore needy.

All methods come down to pure awareness, and it is directly accessible now!
It is what is reading this without comment.
It’s that simple.

Who wants to smash themselves?
😀 😀 😀

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