AUSPICIOUS MOMENTS

Auspicious Moments

Auspice – a divine or prophetic token.

An abstract feeling can arise, and synchronistically, we pick up a text and find a description that fits. Spiritual life is funny that way: even something annoying is auspicious. Actually, everything that happens seems to be significant…and things that don’t happen are also significant!

We may just decide to do something without doubt, and it turns out to be meaningful and even enlightening.  Passing it on spontaneously may be an auspicious moment for someone else! That’s compassionate activity.

Purifying Karma”
by Jamgon Kongtrul Rinpoche III

…Practice can only be beneficial if genuine regret and genuine compassion towards all beings prevails. These experiences are not an intellectual matter but a personal and heart felt experience. Simply completing 100,000 recitations or knowing the words of a liturgical practice are not signs of perfect practice. The sign of a perfect practice is whether or not we are able to integrate the meaning of the practice into our lives. When we are able to carry out a practice accordingly, the karma of many kalpas or eons becomes purified in a very short time. The ripening of purification may arise as a headache or an uncomfortable experience: this does happen.”

Worrying whether something is significant or not
can create the obstacle of doubt and inhibit us.

Compassionate motivation can always be refined.
Just do it:
nothing is fixed!

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WE ARE MAGICIANS

We Are Magicians
We can make our self disappear and reappear.
Now you see me, now you don’t.
It’s all done with mirrors!

We (empty, uncontaminated essence – witness to all things) have conjured up a self, by mistake!

We mistook appearances in the mind (preconceived perceptions, judgements and memories) for a self. And all they are is a reflection, as in a mirror.

There are three methods used by a spiritual magician to make a self disappear: direct recognition, compassion and devotion.

Gone gone gone, and still witness to all things.

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WHY WE LOSE INNER PEACE

Why We Lose Inner Peace
Doubt!
And doubt kills love.

Doubt makes us more critical, and we lose inner confidence, joy and…compassion. It is an imbalance of emptiness and cognisance – pure awareness – that affects our natural view of loving kindness.

Our natural view is “unstained by faults”. We (habitual, cluttered mind :D) keep worrying about this and that, expecting things to always be ‘right’. Well, karma will destroy those expectations as there is always something cropping up. Fix one problem, and there is another waiting to coming along: we just have to be prepared.

It is all down to the quality and quantity of meditation, our capacity, our charged batteries. We can check our meditation quality by reviewing our reactions and what we are holding on to throughout the day (which can also affect the quality of our sleep). Even though we may have acquired all knowledge*, we may lack genuine relaxation of body and mind, and so lack love.

When we doubt, we think that wisdom is over there somewhere, for others but not for us. This is a huge mistake. Confidence and joy are the ground of our being. Doubt is created by the conflict we have with the trappings of others – the false projections and sentimentality – and by mixing with people who fall into extremes of coarseness or religiousness.

As our capacity grows, so does love.
Never doubt your heart or that of others.
Doubt is the prison guard in our mind, and in the mind of others.
Understanding love is the key:
you don’t have to be Buddhist to love!

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* Corinthians 13

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not love, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.

And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith so that I could remove mountains, and have not love, I am nothing.

And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not love, it profit me nothing.

Love suffers long, and is kind; love envies not; love vaunts not itself, is not puffed up,

Does not behave itself unseemly, seeks not her own, is not easily provoked, thinks no evil;

Rejoices not in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; Bears all things, believes all things, hopes for all things, endures all things.

Love never fails: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.

For we know in part, and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.

When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became an adult, I put away childish things.

For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face. Now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.

And now abide faith, hope, love: these three, but the greatest of these is love.

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WHAT DO WE VALUE, AND HOW MUCH?

Q. What Do We Value, and How Much?

A. It has to be truth, above all other.

If we value ‘this’ and ‘that’ above our true nature,
then we are caught in a realm of trivia,
and are of no use to anyone!

Wisdom is more important than life itself.
Without wisdom, everything is worthless.

Truth is beauty.
Beauty is truth.
Form is emptiness.
Emptiness is form.
Gate gate para samgate bodhi soha…
Gone gone gone beyond…

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0i52YprBeeQ

With words
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUzzivYjvRA

May the hearts of all beings melt into kindness and joy.

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THE DEVIL IS A MYTH

The Devil Is A Myth

The word ‘devil’ is synonymous with supernatural evil. Evil is banal as it is simply selfishness.

Banal: lacking in originality. Evil is gaining and maintaining status and wealth that causes suffering to others, or following orders blindly. ‘Banal’ can describe all of us, because we lack the recognition and experience of originality.

Our original nature is pure awareness,
full of compassion.
Our unoriginal nature is an acquired self-reflection,
full of selfishness.
Original sin is turning away from our original nature.

Evil is promoted as something supernatural ‘out there’ to deter us from looking at ourselves first. If we look for ourselves, we can solve the problem. When we invite others to sort out our problems, we also invite deference and subservience. As long as we keep looking at others, or the supernatural, we will never identify the source of evil, which is our own mind clinging to ideas and forgetting the heart of the matter – love. Holding on to likes and dislikes is called ego-clinging. This is obsessive awareness, lacking the recognition and experience of originality which is the emptiness of essence.

Our selfishness is the devil. Others’ selfishness is the devil. The devil has been created as something supernatural ‘out there” for us to fear. Our present moment is created by our own past actions – that is karma – although this is not always obvious. We are born with a certain coding, some fortunate, some unfortunate. The fortunate may become unfortunate, and the unfortunate may become fortunate. It all depends on our reactions and motivations, which leave a beneficial or harmful imprint in the mind’s attitude.

The devil is our own likes and dislikes, lying in ambush and waiting to be activated. These defilements of desire and aversion are in all sentient beings: that is what keeps us sentient and not enlightened!

Has anyone ever seen either the Devil or God? These are two words that describe the workings of our own minds and hearts. Experience of good and evil are in are own hands and not in someone else’s.

It doesn’t matter what we call something; it is the genuine, direct experience that is important.

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WHEN THE LIGHT DIMS, THE DARKNESS BEGINS

When The Light Dims, The Darkness Begins
This is how distraction occurs.

When the emptiness of clarity dims, our attention ‘surfs’!

This is from Fearless Simplicity by Tsoknyi Rinpoche:

I just explained how distraction occurs: the next subject is how to deal with it. Distractions slowly begin when the cognisant quality dims. I mentioned before about the dimming of the light and the beginning of darkness. This awake quality, the cognisant nature, seemingly begins to dim, and together with that is a freezing of the attention towards something. When this occurs to such an extent that the cognisance loses track of being empty, then distraction has begun. But if you are aware of this just as it is about to happen – if you are aware that your attention is about to move into a thought, about to become distracted, and at that moment you re-recognise the empty quality of this awakened state – then there is no distraction. The quality of freedom is re-established.”

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TRUTH DOES NOT DEFY REASON

Truth Does Not Defy Reason

It does not matter whether we call ourselves theist, atheist, Buddhist, scientist, a person in a cafe who says “I don’t know”, when we are asked whether we are aware, none of us can say, “I do not have awareness”. Without awareness, we wouldn’t know if we were aware or not!

We may not be aware of some phenomenon ‘out there’, but we have awareness. We cannot be separated from awareness (unless we are asleep or unconscious). Awareness is life. Pure awareness is ultimate, subtle life – the particle with no parts!

(In Buddhism we tend to use the word ‘awareness’ instead of ‘consciousness’, but in certain contexts it means the same thing: traditions use words slightly differently. In Buddhism we have consciousnesses of the mind and body: there are, in fact, eight consciousness or more!).

Awareness is something we constantly gloss over, as we are too busy maintaining confusion. This confusion causes suffering. We are such sensitive beings that the tiniest distraction appears in the mind and we are off, fooled by fascinating phantoms.

At street level, this world of distraction is ‘normal’. At street level, we are merely here to entertain ourselves – or to be entertained – and so pass the time away. Mara/demons (those of selfish interest) feed off distracted beings. At street level, we believe the dream prison.

Ultimate truth is trapped in a flimsy dream bubble, blown this way and that. All we have to do is stop and recognise the presence of pure awareness. This is the purpose of meditation. When clarity occurs, we stop clinging to attractions and aversions. The world changes when our view clears.

The world will always be separated into ‘haves’ and ‘have nots’. If we got rid of all the nasty people in the world who want to rule over us, there will be others to take their place.

Money-wealth never satisfies.
Wisdom-wealth does.

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ABLE TO MEDITATE BUT NOT LIBERATE

Able To Meditate But Not Liberate

Meditation is not liberation: it is the path to liberation. Meditation is a wonderful method to focus the untamed mind (the flibbertigibbet, the idle chattering), and so tame it. But meditation practice itself can be a distraction by not realising the reality of our true being. What is true being? It is pure awareness, empty of contaminations. It stands to reason that, without pure awareness, nothing would be known. Unfortunately, we constantly place our attention on – and even addictively obsess about – ‘something else’, and so forget ourselves. We are not this temporary mind and body: we are awareness beyond all this. If we get stuck in the practice of meditation, as in “I feel so peaceful”, we may fall into a state of vacancy or dullness.

Pure awareness is sharp. It is intense intelligence, compassion and emotions. Actually, the negative emotions are the key to wisdom!

Meditation is mindfulness: it is a discipline. We use mindfulness meditation (shamata) to remember, so that we can arrive at insight awareness (vipashana). Once we arrive at awareness, mindfulness is no longer needed as we are there. In pure awareness, there is neither meditation nor meditator. We return to meditation only when we forget!

Before we learn to meditate, we need to know why we are meditating. Meditation is the path to liberation-freedom from the controlling, chattering thoughts, thus realising our true nature. Liberation-freedom is non-meditation as everything ceases, and there is just pure awareness. This is absolute reality: non-duality.

In meditation, we observe all the obstacles to meditation. We start seeing clearly. In fact, the thoughts seem to get worse, but that is because we are noticing more! Meditation is the path to clarity – our true nature – by recognising the veils of concepts we picked up.

Why liberation? It is being free from distractions, from the reflections and negative emotions in the mind. It is being free from all those day-in and day-out projections that we maintain and protect. It’s just being our self, which is merely pure awareness.

In resting in pure awareness, nothing happens. In Dzogchen, this is called Rigpa essence, which could be seen as dry. It is then that rigpa expression, display and adornment arise – ‘the juice of rigpa love’, as my teacher calls it.

The point is not to feel guilty about our flibbertigibbet mind as we all have one! This is conventional/relative reality as opposed to absolute reality. When absolute reality relates to something either than itself, that is relative reality – a duality.We just need courage to do something about it, and gain control. If we are not controlling our mind, then someone else will do it for us!

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Q. WHERE IS CONFUSION?

Q. Where is confusion?

A. It is in the conflict between essence and ideas.

Programme: coded instructions for the automatic performance of a task – pre-written.
Karmic formation: conceptual imprints in the mind that create reactions – pre-written.

Through continually calculating, we are pre-writing and encoding our destiny, creating more confusion!

As long as we think or believe that there is a heaven and a hell – a samsara and nirvana – we will remain guilty and confused, giving rise to hope and fear. These are merely ideas in the mind, contrived and misinterpreted by middlemen or intercessors, promoting ‘good’ and ‘bad’. Reality is right in the middle, neither one nor the other but resting in the unity of recognition of the reflections in the mind. The moment the reflection – the movement in emptiness – is recognised, emptiness is remembered. Gradually, this becomes instantaneous.

We are holding on to a mistaken reflection. This is a very simple, very subtle but very powerful mistake. Confusion and delusion are not ‘out there’ on big display boards: they are minute misunderstandings giving rise to subtle ideas which produce karma/programming. Pure awareness is constantly looking at reflections in the mind and calling them ‘me’ and ‘mine’. Once we do this, we are prey to mara-demons that can feed off us, blessing us with more confusion. This is precisely what the religion of consumerism is all about.

The antidote is recognition and regret. We have to stop falling into the same old pattern of behaviour, as it reveals a lack of control. Take a fresh look without comment. In the recognition of pure perception, there is no confusion: confusion lies only in the lazy interpretation.

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TO CONFORM OR TO DIFFER?

To Conform Or To Differ?
Once We See, We Cannot Not See
The light’s on!

Conform: comply, abide by, obey, follow, keep to, hold to, adhere to, stick to, cling to…

Differ: deviate from, depart from, run counter to, contradict, contrast with, conflict with, be in opposition to, go against…

Buddhist teachings speak of ‘smashing’, ‘cutting through’, ‘piercing’, ‘penetrating’ and ‘exhausting’ the mind’s conventional programming: these are not terms of conformity, compliance, abiding by, obeying, observing, following, keeping to, holding to, adhering to, sticking to, clinging to….

Conforming to others’ standards keeps the light turned off.
Others wants us to conform because being different makes people feel uncomfortable, threatened and aggressive. Once we see the trap of conformity, we are free.

Are we to conform to human standards, or spiritual standards? Human “love” or spiritual love?

If we are well balanced, the spiritual will influence the human, revealing genuine kindness through understanding.

If, on the other hand, we conform to human standards, we are controlled by desire, fear and ignorance.

We are spiritual beings – beings of unchanging, pure awareness embodied in temporary human forms through ignorance of our true nature*. We are part of the collective karma of humanity, here to realise our true nature and help one another. Our natural nature is loving kindness – we all know and feel this within our hearts – but we have been brought down through desire, fear and ignorance.

Once we see,
we cannot not see.

Clear seeing is the nature of all beings.
Our pure nature is no different from a Buddha’s.
How that is expressed will be naturally different.

*If you’re looking for aliens, you don’t have to look too far 😀 Since beginningless time, we have been everyone’s mother and in every shape and form…but have forgotten.

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SMASHING THE PROGRAMMING

Smashing The Programming

Even though we try to break out of this mental maze of concepts that we have adopted – and which has been pumped into us since childhood – we are using the very same programme to achieve this. We try and think our way out, or adopt some crazy method, which only results in further imprisonment.

Tibetan Buddhism has many methods for liberation, but we have to be very careful that the method itself isn’t causing an obstruction. We can use antidote methods such as ‘cutting through’, ‘piercing’, ‘penetrating’ and ‘exhausting’ the mind’s preconceived ideas, but ultimately, it is the realisation that the programming never existed in the first place: this is the Maha Ati/Dzogchen approach, totally smashing – and not merely chipping away at – all concepts held.

We reach a point of total confusion, to the extent that there is nothing to hold on to. We achieve mere knowingness in unknowing. The shock of emptiness! In emptiness, anything is possible, as there are no obstacles. At the moment, we are ‘stroking’ the programme, as we are ‘sort of’ aware… 😀

The degree of awareness we have about our fixations in the mind will determine how quickly and directly ‘total destruction’ takes place. If we hang on to any ideas, these merely cloud the issue, the view.

We know there are many bad, deluded people in the world.
We know that there are many deluded people in the world.
So who isn’t? Hmm…everyone is deluded!
Now the wisdom knife is sharper.

As long as we keep wisdom a mystery, we can play at being humans, holding a vague idea that there is something more. This means we think, “It’s not for me at this moment, thank you!” We feel separated from ‘enlightenment’ because we believe it is unknowable. As long as we are lorded over by the promotion of an idea of mystery, we will feel inadequate, and therefore needy.

All methods come down to pure awareness, and it is directly accessible now!
It is what is reading this without comment.
It’s that simple.

Who wants to smash themselves?
😀 😀 😀

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LOSING FAITH WITH RELIGION?

Losing Faith With Religion?
We are naturally spiritual, but not religious.

Spirit is the experience of awareness
the moment before expressing thought or sound.
It’s natural to all creatures.
We are naturally spiritual, but not religious.

Religion and philosophy are organised ‘followings’.
They give us the sounds that can, unfortunately,
obscure the experience of awareness the moment before.

Religion is to bind to devotion.
Philosophy is the love of wisdom.
Both are good places to start, but not to get stuck.

Buddhas want you to look for your self.
The whole point is looking for your self.
Finding nothing, spirit is found – pure awareness.

It’s natural in all creatures.
It’s awakening!
😀 😀 😀

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TWO STEPS TO UNDERSTANDING

Two Steps To Understanding

Step one: all appearances are seen in the mind.
Step two: the nature of mind is emptiness.

Step one helps us to see the cause of suffering:
our reacting and clinging to appearances in the mind.

Step two is the realisation that the very seeing of this clinging and reacting
is empty clarity itself.

Step one is the way in which we can communicate with others through empathy.
Step two is the way in which we respond, when they want to communicate with us.

Step one is conventional reality.
Step two is absolute reality.

Communication is a two-way thing: a harmony in diversity.

Note: How do we communicate with others? The inner voice of silence says nothing, indicating ”Don’t!”, allowing space for others to communicate with us. If we try to communicate what we know or think we know, before being asked, we smother space. This can be the result of over-enthusiasm; some of us are slow learners 😀 It all comes down to awareness, and others becoming aware that we are aware and interested. This creates an harmonious space.

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HOW MUCH DO WE LEARN IN A LIFETIME?

How Much Do We Learn In A Lifetime?
Not much!

Q: In a lifetime, how many discover anything meaningful about their true reality, and the persona – the mask – adopted to obscure that reality?

A: Very few. We are too busy acquiring, instead of enquiring.

We live on a planet of masks. It is extremely rare for humans to even bother asking the questions, “Who am I?” and “What’s it all about?”, let alone sustain the enquiry. We just fall into line, into the programming of others who also forgot to ask the questions, “Who am I?” and “What am I?”

Even those who profess to know the Dharma do not exhibit compassionate understanding. It’s become just another clever persona. Another mask.

The Buddha’s teachings are simple… “pure, compassionate awareness”. ‘Compassionate’ is the understanding of the pure awareness of all beings, and that which obscures this, thereby empathising with their suffering. If it becomes ‘my’ compassion – which is not a manifestation of pure awareness – we seek out weaknesses and exploit these in order to maintain a superior position. The more we dress the teachings up, the more confusing they become and the less confident we are – and the more we need someone to continually interpret them for us.

The understandable teachings on the nature of everything are simple and sacred. They are beyond this make-believe physical existence.

Appreciate the teachings, as they are extremely rare – but everywhere!

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WHEN IS A MYSTERY NOT A MYSTERY?

When Is A Mystery Not A Mystery?
When the knowingness is present

Although our absolute essential nature cannot be described, it may be indicated directly. If one is not looking and seeing, then, of course, this unique nature will remain a mystery, and we will not know what to drop!

As long as we persist in dwelling and fixating on the mind’s pre-programming, everything will remain a mystery, as everything is incomplete. It is only the understanding of emptiness – the empty nature of everything – that reveals the complete picture. The complete picture is light matter, and not dark matter. The clarity of emptiness is self knowingness!

As long as we hold on to wanting to understand, we will go round in circles. It is knowingness itself that recognises the total confusion, lets go and gives up…exhausted.

And there you are – mystery solved!

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TO GO PLACIDLY OR NOT TO GO PLACIDLY…?

To Go Placidly Or Not To Go Placidly…?

There is tranquil, comfortable, stillness of the mind, and there is the sharp clarity of rigpa essence which is ultimate reality – pure awareness. They are not the same, but stillness can lead to pure awareness. If we make the mistake of believing they are the same, then we can fall into dullness…going placidly.

In the Nyingma tradition, this is known as the difference between the eighth and ninth consciousnesses – the alaya and rigpa* – being aware and pure awareness itself. Going placidly may seem the sane way, but it just misses the clear view. Going placidly is too loose, as opposed to going excitedly, which is too tight.

This can only be seen in the stillness of meditation.
The difference between stillness and sharp presence
is very subtle…
make that extremely subtle!

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* type in search for details of alaya and rigpa, or eighth and ninth consciousnesses.

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THE IMPORTANCE OF LINEAGE

The Importance of Lineage

Even though we practise on our own, the support of a lineage can help us with discipline and enthusiasm. There is a power in words/mantras and practices that has been built up through the centuries by ascetics – advanced practitioners. In short, being part of a lineage is beneficial and creates good karma.

All ‘religions’ have sects, and sects have sects. Then there are individual teachers, and even their students divide into types, which shows how sects are created. But there is something in the lineage that holds it all together. This is important because there are times when we doubt, or feel lethargic, or get too carried away with ‘siddhis’ that we need an anchor. That is the power of Lineage.

Can one have several lineages? If it helps, why not?

Just reading a name may be uplifting. Maybe it’s a karmic connection 🙂

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THE INNER VOICE OF SILENCE

The Inner Voice Of Silence
Pure awareness

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.NB. This phrase came to mind yesterday in a reply. Interestingly, I just looked to see if anyone had used this phrase before, and someone had – H.P Blavatsky.

http://www.theosociety.org/pasadena/voice/voice1.htm

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ANY QUERIES?

Any Queries?

Just like you, I’ve spent years searching for the truth: going on retreats, attending teachings in different traditions, reading books, talking to teachers…they were all helpful, but I felt that something was missing.

So I stopped to see what would happen…and that was when the magic started. Theory turned into reality…more or less 🙂 Not enlightenment, but mini-enlightenments – it all became a little brighter. We all have “eureka” moments. I found that I was becoming too reliant on others, and merely following in hope and fear, and I therefore remained ignorant of actuality.

I had to go back to square one, and see how everything really did feel, rather than just repeating spiritual terminology, which actually obscures direct experience: “Where was that damn wisdom?”

The teachings and practices are all wonderful backups, but they are not the real thing. The real thing is in the uncomfortable moment now. In the recognition of obstacles, thoughts, opinions, emotions and behaviour, the wisdom of spontaneous presence is revealed. It’s a sort of teetering between discomfort and comfort – “Not too tight and not too loose.”

Goodness knows why people walk and talk in elaborate holiness. It’s a unnecessary distraction. Essence is ordinary emptiness with nothing added… and it’s bright and full of energy!

When confusion and emotions are clearly seen, pure empty awareness is present. Of course, there is still karma to face at every moment, but that is our precise path. So it’s all good, even though, at times, the thick “mud” seems unbearable.

I sincerely appreciate those who read this blog: like you, I’m searching for the truth in both the spiritual and worldly, and investigating how best to express that to suit this age.

It’s always of value to hear others’ points of view in this age of strife. These help to clarify, and offer a fresh approach to looking at the same thing: beginner mind, Zen mind. We may even find a way to stop wasting time! There are different traditions to suit different temperaments: for example, as a Buddhist, I do not believe in God, but as a Buddhist, I believe in the very nature of God which is pure awareness – the true nature of all sentient beings. Not every Buddhist would agree with this! ;-D

If you have any concerns or questions, feel free to email buddhainthemud@hotmail.com. You will get a reply.

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NEGATIVE NEGATIVITY

Negative Negativity

It’s something to look out for.

We would all like things to be better. This creates reactions, and emotions arise in the mind from a sense of compassion, but it becomes personal, and so we get involved.

Through identification, positive emotions become negative: their source, however, is still wisdom…really!

Pure awareness sees something amiss; the dust on the mirror. Through proper instruction, this dust – negative emotions – helps us realise the source of recognition: pure awareness. This is the two truths working in harmony: with refinement, they are seen as a unity, as recognition is instantaneous.

Unfortunately, when we justify our negativity and blame others, we fall into the darkness of negative negativity. It’s something to look out for.

When we see clearly,
there is light in negative emotions.
All phenomena are clearly seen in emptiness.

That’s the buddha in the mud!

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EMPTINESS

Emptiness

To elaborate, examine or meditate
upon emptiness
does nothing but add concepts…
…what can one say?

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REALISING SAMENESS

Realising Sameness

Song 20
Flight of the Garuda
by Shabkar Tsokdrug Rangdrol

“When appearances and emptiness are inseparable,
that is the time of having actualised the view.

“When dreams and being awake are without any difference,
that is the time of having actualised the meditation.

“When happiness and suffering are without any difference,
that is the time of having realised the action.

“When this life and the next are not different,
that is the time of having realised the natural state.

“When the mind and space are without any difference,
that is the time of having realised the dharmakaya.

“When your mind and the Buddha’s are not different,
that is the time of having realised the fruition.”

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TALK ABOUT NEGATIVES OR TALK ABOUT POSITIVES?

Talk About Negatives Or Talk About Positives?

There are two sides to spiritual progress: one is our true nature (the positive) and the other is the collection of obstacles that prevents the realisation of our true nature (the negatives).

Whether we have a preference for hearing about the negative or the positive may depend on our disposition and capacity. Probably, not too much of one and not too much of the other: this is determined by the stage at which we are.

In truth, however, the very recognition of the negative is a positive.
That is the unity of the two truths.
Recognition is Trekcho.
Revealing the spontaneous brightness is Togal…

…that is Dzogchen.

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THAT OLD SELF

That Old Self

Even though we may be learned in philosophies and have glimpses of meditative experience of our true nature, our old quirky self is still around. The way we talk, walk, sit…all indicate previous programming created by our early environment.

For ordinary people, this is just their habitual way. For practitioners, this is our path: we just have to acknowledge and be aware! Thinking we have to act ‘differently’, or in a ‘spiritual’ way, we will only appear odd: we become a cultural oddity, which is perceived subtly by others and is somewhat annoying. We have a human form, and so should act with decent human kindness, melting into our surroundings for the benefit of others, rather than projecting weirdness. This is skilful means and wisdom.

Through acknowledgment of our eccentricities – which have both a dark and light side – that which needs to be dropped falls away (fear), and that which is bright and shiny, shines (fearlessness).

We are not vegetables; we are creative spirits.
It’s all a balancing act: “Not too tight and not too loose!”

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SPECULATING ABOUT WHAT TO CALL IT?

Speculating About What To Call It?

Is it God-consciousness, Christ-consciousness, Buddha-consciousness, Krishna-consciousness…?

Is it consciousness or is it wakefulness? Accepting and rejecting both increase thought involvement.

Depending on context, the words ‘consciousness’ and ‘awareness’ can be interchangeable: there are various types or states of consciousness, the ultimate being pure awareness.

Everything drops away into emptiness beyond all terminology when pure experience is present.

Terminology shows us the way but, if held onto, becomes a contamination of purity. Whatever the mind speculates about, knowing – pure perception – is always present and has no name; it just is.

Don’t spoil it.

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MEDITATIONAL EXPERIENCES ARE TOYS

Meditational Experiences Are Toys

One of my teachers said, “Meditational experiences are toys.”

We can become caught up in subtle experiences, and so lose the pure view.
It shows good practice, but not the real thing!

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THINKING CLEARLY

Thinking Clearly

We are allowed to think!
Thinking clearly is seeing clearly.

Obsessing about the thought is distracting and confusing,
and gives rise to negative emotions.
We fixate, and so don’t see clearly,
and this brings us down.
It also brings others down.

If a thought doesn’t satisfy, look again;
another thought will arrive.
If that thought doesn’t satisfy, look again;
another thought will arrive…

All it is, is question and answer.
Knowing when to stop is wisdom.
Always stop at wisdom.
Wisdom is pure awareness.

There are some things we just cannot do anything about,
such as pious people*.
All we can do is 🙂 and quietly walk away.

*Pious: devoutly religious, constituting a hypocritical display of virtue. Hopeful and sincere, but unlikely to be fulfilled.

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EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING

Every Cloud Has A Silver Lining

There are simple sayings in every language that reveal truth. Some may sound simplistic but have hidden depths. This clearly illustrates the different yanas or levels of understanding – same words, exalted meaning.

At street level, “Every cloud has a silver lining”, means that, behind it all, the sun is shining, or good can come out of bad as there is potential in every situation. This relates to relative truth – conventional truth.

From an absolute position, while a situation seems bad, there is always awareness present, and that awareness has the potential of realising itself – our essential nature. It does not matter whether a situation is good or bad, essence remains the same.

That is the teaching of
“One taste!”
It’s nothing fancy or secret.

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ADVERSITY IS OUR BEST FRIEND

Adversity Is Our Best Friend
Our enemy is our best friend.
Those who annoy us are our best friends.

Why?

They reveal what we are holding onto.
They make it easier to be detached.
They help us show compassion.

Of course, realising that
everyone on the planet is deluded,
then we have friends all over the place!
😀

PS I may be off line for a few days as we are moving house.

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GOLD IN THE MUD

Gold In The Mud

Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche

Although buddha nature is present in everyone, we
fail to recognise it. This ignorance is the main cause
for wandering in samsara.

Due to the ignorance of not knowing their own nature,
sentient beings have strayed into confusion, like gold
that has fallen into the mud and is temporary defiled.

Buddhas did not stray into confusion but retained their
‘natural seat’. The difference between buddhas and
sentient beings is the difference between knowing or
not knowing our innate nature.”

(Knowing is unbroken pure awareness.)

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NO QUESTIONS = NO INTEREST

No Questions = No Interest

A closed mind has closed answers.
A closed heart does not care.

Questions open the mind.
Interest opens the heart.

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TELLING PEOPLE TO BE HAPPY

Telling People To Be Happy

Telling people to be happy
doesn’t make them happy.

Telling people that they are already happy
doesn’t make them happy.

Explaining to people how happiness arises
doesn’t make them happy.

Happiness is seen in the midst of crap.
How?

When internal essence sees the crap.
Internal essence is not affected by the crap.
Crap happens.
Crap will always happen.
The world is made of crap
and there is nothing we can do about it.

Our thinking mind may be upset by the crap,
while essence is in the middle of it all,
just watching.

When internal essence recognises itself,
it realises it is untouched by the crap.
This is the arising of unshakeable confidence.

We don’t have to be told to be happy.
Realisation is happiness.

“Ah! But I want to feel better!”
Precisely.
😉

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WE LIVE IN A CONUNDRUM

We Live In A Conundrum
– a riddle, a joke!

We are misinformed
by pareidolia!

Pareidolia: a psychological phenomenon wherein the mind perceives a familiar pattern of something where none actually exists.

Here’s a conundrum…Me! We meditate, but there is no meditator!

This year will be full of conundrums, as it was last year, and it will be the following year.

All we have to do
is cut through appearances by recognising the illusion,
revealing this timeless moment.

Happy New Moment!

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WHEN DOES A CULTURE BECOME A CULT?

When Does A Culture Become A Cult?

This is a delicate subject, and there is no intention to divide. When we take on anothers’ culture, we are doing something that is not natural to us. It’s important to be clear about what we are doing and why we are doing it, and not squeeze ourselves into either a guilt or a pleasure trip.

Culture: The customs or collective manifestations of arts, social institutions and achievements of a particular nation or people. The attitudes and behaviour characteristic of a particular social group.

Cult: A system of religious veneration and devotion directed toward a particular figure or object that is popular or fashionable, especially among a particular section of society.

Apart from our own way of doing things, we are influenced by the culture in which we live: this is a collective behaviour, and is neither good nor bad. It’s best illustrated in our diet, music, clothing, housing, moral behaviour…etc. We may rebel, but culture has had a great influence upon us, and we work within it.

Ritual is routine discipline to help remind us of our true nature and to sustain perseverance – or it should. Merely resting in emptiness within the ritual would be perfect practice. However, when we are so caught up in rituals and methods as being either exotic, or a thing we have to get through (‘doing the numbers’ on our mala), we can become trapped and fixated instead of flexible, relaxed and generous.

Humans are creatures of habit. We are easily addicted and can lose sight of the objective. We herd, and herds become defensive. As an example of our habits, we just have to look at History on our computer! 😉

It’s obvious that we all have the potential for cult mentality. We become a type, a class: the authors we admire, the music we listen to, the papers we read, the sports we enjoy, the kind of people to whom we are attracted. Even though the word ‘cult’ is generally used in the context of religion, we all fall into belonging to something – even if it’s a group of individuals who claim that they don’t belong to anything!

Tibetan Buddhism is mainly a culture of Vajrayana, which is, in actuality, guru yoga comprising of deity rituals that are very long – so much so that we can start a prayer in the morning and have to finish it in the evening, after work! We engage in millions of mantras and colourful visualisations.

However, the Buddha’s essential teachings are all about our true essence, which is pure, empty awareness. We can realise this directly by the shock of the “Pointing Out Instruction”.

Anything else is an elaboration to gradually remind us of this realisation. If we become caught up in the method in a mechanical way, this can in fact put us to sleep, as we are just going along for the ride, while subtly believing that we belong to an elite cult.

The culture of the Dharma – not the teachings themselves – may not be suited to another culture. Here’s why. It’s to do with various forms of laziness, manifesting from different energies and ideas within each culture. Tibetans and the old world are so relaxed that they see no urgency: they are lazy. The modern world is far too busy to practise: we are lazy. In different ways, we are all lazy.

In the modern world, we need relaxed space with no demands as we are already alert, dodging here and there. This could be said to be a form of laziness: we are too busy to actually stop and see.

If our culture is laidback and too carefree, we will not be bothered about anything: we’ll be too lazy to recognise what is needed, and we’ll then need discipline and routine.

These two are both forms of laziness, relating to a refusal to acknowledge what is actually needed.

If we become too beguiled with anothers’ culture, we may find ourselves slowing down our progress as we’ll be constantly worrying about whether we’ve done everything ‘correctly’: our behaviour becomes needy. Modern people are dynamic, but with misplaced energy.

We do need to appreciate and respect the culture of others – and they, ours. When a teacher enters the room, students can fall into the trap of bowing ‘ever so low’ and then prostrating to the teacher: unfortunately this could be motivated by pride and love of the exotic! Such display can thus become meaningless.

A clear explanation of text, and a sincere respect for such explanations is all that is necessary. This appreciation can be as deep as the practice of guru yoga itself.

May next year be a fresh start.
May the next moment be a fresh start.
May we have our feet planted lightly in the two worlds of the relative and absolute.

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WHAT IS BUDDHISM?

What Is Buddhism?
It is awakening.

Buddhism starts with awareness and ends with awareness. We start with awareness of being unhappy and dissatisfied: we are, in fact, suffering. This suffering ends when awareness itself has been realised: this is direct, spontaneous awareness, when we wake up from the dream of suffering.

So, what is the problem, and what is the cause of suffering?

It is misplaced awareness that has been directed to something other than awareness – a me, or an idea of me. When we identify with an image, a personality, we limit awareness to a small portion of the universe – ‘me’ and ‘mine’. A dream image.

So, what do we do?

Just be aware of the effects of the idea of ‘me’ and ‘mine’ in this concocted dream. Gradually, we see the suffering that this identification causes, and thus these fixated ideas gradually drop away and we wake up! Awareness does this through the practice of meditation, to realise awareness itself, which is pure awareness. Awareness is self-aware!

Will I wake up?

As long as this ‘I’ – this ‘me’ – wants to wake up, we will remain suffering and struggling. Awareness is already awake: it always has been. ‘We’ just interfere by assuming we do not know. We know. Awareness is knowingness. We have always known, but are constantly distracted.

The process is to be compassionate to this ‘me’. This mistaken view cannot help itself as, in order to survive, it is governed by ignorance, desire and fear. It is always trying to protect itself, as this little ‘me’ has become habitually trapped in its limited universe. Of course, everyone around us is in the very same dilemma.

We all act like dream walkers,
off with the fairies,
when, in truth, we are sky dancers.*

*sky or space indicates śūnyatā, the insubstantiality of all phenomena, which is at the same time, the pure potential for all possible manifestations.

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A DOUBLE TAKE ON EMPTINESS

A Double Take On Emptiness
Emptiness = clearness, lack of adornment

In Sanskrit, the word ‘shunyata’ means emptiness. But what is emptiness?

We first need an intellectual understanding of emptiness, and then we can recognise the experience. Emptiness is non-grasping at any thing, idea or self image, all of which have no true existence of their own: they are empty of any true reality as they all rely on conditions to come about. Emptiness is the clarity of pure experience, without contamination.

But we need to take a second look at this – a double take – to experience the emptiness of emptiness. This is to make sure that we are not in a theoretical state, stuck in an idea of emptiness.

Traditionally, we can only receive this understanding from an authentic teacher. First, we get the ‘idea’, we practise and then we reach confirmation. Once we get it, a thousand buddhas could not convince us otherwise.

Emptiness is not beyond us: it is beyond the thinking mind. We are emptiness itself, pure, unmixed, flawless, perfect, complete. We can’t get better than that, can we?

In the stillness of just sitting, awareness is experienced. Awareness, through instruction, looks at itself and finds nothing but awareness. That ‘nothing but awareness’ is the perfect, non-state of emptiness: pure awareness. We use meditation to arrive at non-meditation, which is not doing anything but resting.

It is not, “I am being”:
just being.
Mindfulness is used to arrive at pure awareness:
just being.

Even though we may feel that the brain is not functioning properly, and is grasping at everything, or we are confused, tired, ill, drunk, emotional…empty awareness is constantly present. It is life itself. When realised, this is spontaneous now – the pure land. We start to feel glowy and shiny and content.

As humans, being sentient, we carry around a karmic load that is precious to us. As practitioners, we recognise the karmic load we have to live through, but gradually lose interest in holding on to old ideas.

We start to…well…just feel smily 😀

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HUMAN ANTICS AND SPIRITUAL ANTICS

 Human Antics and Spiritual Antics

Antics = amusing behaviour, foolish behaviour, monkey tricks!

We are very subtle, sensitive beings, embodied in very sensitive human form, and that’s why we can become so easily distracted by trinkets and displays. Once we arrive at pure awareness, antics, trinkets and displays are pointless and meaningless.

Human dignity (modesty) and spiritual dignity (modesty) do not make us aloof or special. Adorning ourselves in a fine display, without honesty, is meaningless. By not regarding ourselves as special, we can take a back seat, and see what’s going on: we don’t become hooked and captured by the situation.

There is nothing like being ordinary,
as there is nothing to live up to.

When we merely copy others,
we are merely copying others:
we feel safe,
but don’t necessarily see for ourselves.

If we act aloof,
we become a fool.

😀

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CLARIFYING TEACHINGS

Clarifying Teachings

Teachings can be about learning – that’s the slow way.
Teachings can be about clarity – that’s the fast way.

This blog is about clarifying. In all walks of life, teaching is guiding a student from A to Z. From a Buddhist point of view, that would be starting with nothing and ending with emptiness… 😀 😀 😀

A to Z teaching in Buddhism doesn’t seem to exist, although it may for Tibetan lamas. I’ve been going to teachings for over forty years: we just get ‘a’ teaching, which is not particularly joined up to a previous teaching, and nor does it pave the way for the next one. It we who have to join up the dots.

To be honest, we all start from different places and have different capacities, and the amount of effortless effort we are prepared to put in varies, so we cannot really be expected to go as a group. Well, not in modern times.

Years ago, my wife and I embarked on a four year Shedra course in Nepal. We beginners were put in a fourth year class. We hadn’t a clue what was going on and didn’t understand the words they were using, and so we and others left after three weeks, as it was a total mess. The only ones left were those who wanted to become scholarly translators.

Teachers have so many students that they cannot deal with us, one to one: five minute interviews are not enough. And trying to find what the real Dharma is about gets very expensive!

This is why I write a blog: to clarify what on earth is going on 😀 😀 😀 I just write what comes to mind from a previous question. There is no commitment, other than your own curiosity and intelligence.

We are the student and the teacher. Our restless awareness is the student and the clarity of emptiness – our absolute nature – is the teacher. Student and teacher are the two truths. All we need is clarity, and that comes from our own sincere practice and enthusiasm. We see our self at work, and decide – there must be more to this!

We are that which we seek. Clarity comes from the dropping away of obstacles to which we cling. All we need is constant reminders to counteract the constant distractions. Seeing the distractions is the key.

The world in which we live is not about clarity.
It’s about clouding clarity – we just have to see it.
When we see the clouding of the clarity,
that is clarity itself.

The two truths in unison.
When we see it, we get it!

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THE THREE SHOCKS OF CHANGE

The Three Shocks Of Change

We want the world to change, in order for it to be a better place for all. Realistically, this is lunacy because of mass, collective karma which is constantly reinforcing a mistaken view of reality. Thus, we realise that it is we who have to change.

Change is not turning one thing into another; it is changing the inner dynamics. Fixated ideas drop away and clarity dawn: the fixated ideas never existed in the first place and clarity has been there all the time!

Through meditation, study and a lot of life-knocks and heartaches, we suddenly realise that a change has taken place within us. The dynamics have altered. We hadn’t noticed the gradual shift in our attitude and behaviour: that is the first shock. We fear less and desire less. There is more a sense of altruism, emptiness and non-violence. There is a realisation of how our minds have been working, and that is a shock in itself.

The second shock is realising the type of person we were, and that there are still remnants of those old attitudes that keep popping up in our conduct and expression. I talk from genuine experience: I’m working class with a poor education, and as common as muck, lacking any refinement 😉 and I still say and think things from that old self – I still sing songs with the wrong words!

The third shock is when others who know us don’t accept the changes that have taken place, and see us either in the same way, or as a would be/status seeker/wannabe/upstart… “Who do you think you are, talking that way? Know your place!”. And so we have to move away. People do not like to see change as this threatens their views. Our very presence means we seem not to respect them and what they do: even though we try to show kindness, they hate it!

Change is truly unnerving as there is nothing to get hold of or to rely upon, and nothing we can do about it – we cannot go back! All we have is that present moment, not the past.

Another way to see this is the difference between vertical and lateral thinking. Vertical thinking is, “We do this because we’ve always done this.” It’s a set pattern, with one thing following another.

Lateral thinking is, “What is it?” “What is its function?” “What am I?” We go back to the beginning.

Real change is a release. 😀

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REMEMBERING WE HAVE FORGOTTEN IS ATTAINMENT

Remembering We Have Forgotten Is Attainment

There is a delicate balance between
knowing and not knowing
distraction and non distraction
wakefulness and dreaming.

“Not too tight and not too loose”
is the unity of the two truths,
and awareness remains in equilibrium.

Anything that reminds us
to recognise and rest,
barely being aware,
is the greatest teaching.

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FEELING COMPLETE

Feeling Complete

There is a natural progression when investigating and realising our spiritual essence. Looking, seeing and letting be creates space for intelligence and wisdom – our relative and ultimate nature – to be recognised. Letting be is easier said than done. Once we can focus without distraction, that which needs to drop away, drops away, and that which needs to shine, shines.

If we rely just on scripture or text, it’s a bit like living in a travel guide: we become more interested in the guide itself than in the uncomfortable experience of actually exploring for ourselves when we engage in feeling, smelling, touching, tasting, hearing and examining our responses. If we do not experience for ourselves, then we will never find the origin of the truth.

Tibetan text is wonderful at breaking down a process for us, taking everything apart and leaving just the essential nature. But that is in theory. We shouldn’t take it for granted that if we follow Tibetan Buddhism, we are compassionate, kind, generous and truly understand the Dharma. I’ve met many spiritual students of all paths who are just as obnoxious as everyone else. Our carefreeness actually became careless.

Buddhism is about breaking down barriers, not creating more. Buddhists, theists, atheists, agnostics, humanists, pagans, satanists, aliens, non-believers and those who couldn’t care less, all claim to know the truth, or believe in something. We are deluded if we claim or believe anything.

The natural process is gradual realisation of more and more clarity that leaves all doubts behind.

If we rely on others to carry out this investigation for us, then we will never know and will always feel dependant and obliged. The whole point of dependancy is that it is a temporary measure: we do not need to become addicted to the support. As sentient beings, we are easily addicted and abdicate responsibility. If we make dependance a habit, we will never feel complete and may consider that we cannot cope, so becoming reliant. At the beginning of prayers, when we say that we go for refuge in the three jewels until enlightenment, we are maintaining a connection: it is not that we are subservient. We can cope with anything that comes our way because it is part of our karmic path.

We are complete (being the whole picture) when we drop our creation – ‘little me’ – but we have to acknowledge little me first.

There is another way of looking at the two truths:
common sense (the outer tutor) and intuition (the inner tutor).

There is a natural progression when investigating and realising our spiritual essence. Looking, seeing and letting be creates space for intelligence and wisdom – our relative and ultimate nature – to be recognised. Letting be is easier said than done. Once we can focus without distraction, that which needs to drop away, drops away, and that which needs to shine, shines.

If we rely just on scripture or text, it’s a bit like living in a travel guide: we become more interested in the guide itself than in the uncomfortable experience of actually exploring for ourselves when we engage in feeling, smelling, touching, tasting, hearing and examining our responses. If we do not experience for ourselves, then we will never find the origin of the truth.

Tibetan text is wonderful at breaking down a process for us, taking everything apart and leaving just the essential nature. But that is in theory. We shouldn’t take it for granted that if we follow Tibetan Buddhism, we are compassionate, kind, generous and truly understand the Dharma. I’ve met many spiritual students of all paths who are just as obnoxious as everyone else. Our carefreeness actually became careless.

Buddhism is about breaking down barriers, not creating more. Buddhists, theists, atheists, agnostics, humanists, pagans, satanists, aliens, non-believers and those who couldn’t care less, all claim to know the truth, or believe in something. We are deluded if we claim or believe anything.

The natural process is gradual realisation of more and more clarity that leaves all doubts behind.

If we rely on others to carry out this investigation for us, then we will never know and will always feel dependant and obliged. The whole point of dependancy is that it is a temporary measure: we do not need to become addicted to the support. As sentient beings, we are easily addicted and abdicate responsibility. If we make dependance a habit, we will never feel complete and may consider that we cannot cope, so becoming reliant. At the beginning of prayers, when we say that we go for refuge in the three jewels until enlightenment, we are maintaining a connection: it is not that we are subservient. We can cope with anything that comes our way because it is part of our karmic path.

We are complete (being the whole picture) when we drop our creation – ‘little me’ – but we have to acknowledge little me first.

There is another way of looking at the two truths:
common sense (the outer tutor) and intuition (the inner tutor).

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WHEN THE LIGHT’S ON, THE LIGHT’S ON!

When The Light’s On, The Light’s On!

Terminology can be, and is, confusing. The realisation of this can be, and is, a shock.
Mipham Rinpoche explains shamata and vipashyana perfectly.

From A Lamp to Dispel Darkness by Mipham Jampal Dorje:
At some point you will reach a more stable familiarity
with shamata and vipashyana as a natural unity.

Shamata is a ongoing steadiness in remembering to
settle in the natural state.
Vipashyana is the recognition of your essence as natural
cognisance.

Attaining this stability, in which shamata of primordial
abiding in the natural state and vipashyana of natural
luminosity are basically indivisible, is the dawn of self-
existing wakefulness. The realisation of the great perfection.”

…Dzogchen! It’s what we are.

Now here’s the thing:
Shamata is recognising, revealing the clarity of vipashyana.
Trekcho is recognising, revealing the clarity of togal.

“Attaining this stability, in which trekcho of primordial
abiding in the natural state and togal of natural
luminosity are basically indivisible, is the dawn of self-
existing wakefulness. The realisation of the great perfection.”

…Dzogchen! It’s what we are.

One is a Sanskrit description, and the other is Tibetan:
Shamata is awareness. Trekcho is awareness
Vipashyana is clarity. Togal is clarity.

Dzogchen is awareness that is empty: it is pure awareness.
The words ‘light’, ‘luminosity’ and ‘bliss’ are other words for clarity.
And clarity can be, and is, a shock!!!

What else is there?
Call it what you want!
You don’t have to turn the light on, when the light’s ON!

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TOSSED AROUND BY KARMA

Tossed Around By Karma

Karma: the result of a cause.
Things don’t just happen, even though they may seem to.
There is pain behind reactions.

Sometimes (make that all the time!) both fortunate and unfortunate situations hit us, and it’s not so easy to distinguish which is which. All that glitters isn’t gold. And what about the mud? Well…there’s a Buddha in the mud!

If there is an afterlife,
then life itself is a bloody good practice!

Life is karma, and karma is a roller-coaster of mixed blessings.
So we are here for the ride,
experiencing every moment
with one taste…
…that’s if we want to exhaust karma.

Even though someone may wish to scam us,
the jewel of inner joy can still be shared.
Just wish them the best.

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WHAT SHOULD I BELIEVE?

What Should I Believe?
Nothing.

Belief: an acceptance of an idea without proof.

The Buddha’s teachings are totally logical. We can follow them step by step. We do not have to believe in what he said: we just have to look and recognise for ourselves. This is not about learning something new. It’s all about seeing what is actually occurring, that we didn’t notice before.

“What about reincarnation?” Well, everything is a psychological event in the mind. Although things seem to take place “out there”, they are experienced in the mind through memories, and judgements of those memories. This is the programme we acquire through beliefs and assumptions.

What the Buddha taught was the emptiness of awareness. Pure awareness beyond thought, ever present, never deviating in the slightest. This can only be obscured by being distracted and forgetting our pure nature. Distraction is a puffed-up, programmed self image. When we see through the puffed-up-ness, the only thing that’s left is the essence of pure awareness. It is that which is actually ‘doing’ the seeing!

Does pure awareness continue after death? Who knows? But we were born with this perfect pure awareness and it has been present up until now. That it may be present after death has a uplifting, psychological effect. We never grow old in attitude, because we no longer believe the programmed mind, or believe that when the body gets older, we are older.

The main effect is that of karma. Karma is the result of previous actions, which manifests in our behaviour. If we are aware that whatever attitude we hold at death could have a beneficial or detrimental effect on our next incarnation, we may be more acutely aware of our actions until the moment of death. Until that moment, we can show kindness to others, and never give up.

Pure awareness can be proven by our own ability to practise – looking, seeing and dropping. Dropping is the final stage of just being. If the Buddha said, “Don’t take my word for it,” then we do not take anyone’s word for it! We shouldn’t, however, lose our sense of connection with authentic teachings, as we may still have to clarify certain aspects.

As we proceed, so our understanding changes and refines. Experience becomes more and more subtle, and as a result, what others say might start to seem meaningless. This is where inner confidence, joy, empathy and compassion come in…and there’s no point in arguing! You know what it’s like to be confused and unhappy.

It is difficult to listen or read what an ordinary person says or writes about the Dharma as we’re used hearing it from those in robes. But the whole point is that ordinary people can and do understand the Dharma – and you don’t have to believe a word!

Paths offer different speeds to suit individuals’ temperaments and capacities. Some paths are direct while others amble. Some who are on a direct path, amble. Some on an ambling path may suddenly get a shove! Karma’s funny that way. Sometimes it’s smooth, and sometimes it’s rough.

In the stillness
of sitting and seeing,
everything is revealed.

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MEDITATION IS A MEANS TO AN END

Meditation Is A Means To An End

Devotion is a means to an end
Compassion is a means to an end
Direct recognition is a means to an end
…of confusion.

Washing the car is a means to an end.
Art, music, dancing, writing, interacting…everything
is a means to an end.

Often, when doing something, we may think “Oh! I forgot all about pure awareness!” Actually, it was pure awareness that forgot about the “I”! Pure awareness cannot be separated from the action. A duality is created when we try to be aware of doing something.

This shows that pure awareness is natural and ordinary and present all the time. Why would you think anything else? Is that not an enlightenment? We are not confused: we know. We have always known. We just allow ourselves to be distracted, and it became a habit. We are free – now! We still have to wash the car though 😀

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TIBETAN BUDDHISM

Tibetan Buddhism

To practice Tibetan Buddhism is to realise our true nature of pure awareness, to recognise the obstacles that prevent the realisation of that true nature, and to acknowledge that these very same obstacles are the path to realising our true nature.

This is the meaning of the two truths seen as a unity.

We do not have to adopt the Tibetan culture in order to realise these teachings. The Tibetan culture is a beautiful, wise and colourful culture whose utmost concern is the spiritual welfare of all sentient beings, so that they may realise their true nature.

However, the truth is beyond language and culture. The truth is within pure experience. We do not have to adopt another’s culture or language to achieve this: that would be like living with two heads. We should appreciate, respect and understand others’ cultures and spiritual ways in order to achieve an harmonious world.

Once we understand the nature of all things and our own minds, and we find that beauty within, then we may express it within our own culture, and make it beautiful.

We are only here for a short while. Who knows within which culture or herd we may re-incarnate in the next life? Meanwhile, we do what we can.

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DEMON VANQUISHERS

Demon Vanquishers
Taming mara/demons
Defeating the enemy, wrong doings

We, as sentient beings, are governed by three principles: desire, fear and ignorance/indifference. This why we are not enlightened. Anyone who wants to take advantage of us feeds off these same three principles, and we become victims of our own making.

It is we who actually have the control, but do not realise it: it’s all in the mind. When we are no longer subject to desire, fear or ignorance, we become “Demon Vanquishers”, “Tamers of Mara”, “Defeaters of wrong doings.”

We are not subservient. We are a sovereign state of supreme power.

A demon destroyer is a wrathful deity. All wrathful deities have peaceful aspects of supreme compassion.

We are that powerful.

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DEBUNK YOUR SELF

Debunk Your Self
Deflate a puffed up image.

Debunk: exposing false or hollow ideas or beliefs, reducing an inflated reputation.

We all have inflated ideas about ourselves: we have hopes, we have fears and we are choosy.

There is something very wrong with this last sentence, and this is where we are mislead. Actually, it’s not we who have hopes, fears, and judgements; rather, it is a programmed, prejudiced mind of preconceived opinions.

We mistake this programming of beliefs for ourselves. In reality, we are nothing other than pure awareness, uncontaminated by prejudice, and aware of prejudice.

When we debunk ourselves, we find… nothing!
This is because we are that final awareness.

We are it, as it is.
Pure and bright.
Glowing with luminosity.

Consider your self debunked!

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NO MORE LEARNING…

No More Learning…
only recognition

There comes a point when we recognise that it is time to just practise. To hope for more and more deeper teachings is like chasing rainbows. A rainbow needs sunlight and rainy cloud, and is then created by a dispersion of light. All we can do is appreciate it. The perfection is in the recognition.

There comes a point of no more learning but only reminders which come from our own thoughts and emotions, engendered by everything we encounter. We may want the world to be perfect, our lives to be perfect, our love to be perfect, but it is in that very recognition that everything is perfect.

That recognition is pure awareness, reflecting everything. Everything is seen in the light, like the colours of the rainbow.

Dzogchen comprises of two aspects:
direct recognition revealing spontaneous presence.

Good isn’t it?
Beautiful isn’t it?

NB We have to be aware that, because of the residue of karma, things may not feel perfect: there are still emotions and confusion, but it is in the recognition of those arisings that freedom takes place and the excess energies die down. It really is good…and such a relief.

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WHAT IS BEING ‘SPIRITUAL’?

What Is ‘Being Spiritual’?

It’s what we are; pure experience beyond thought.
Pure experience embodied in a temporary, human form.

The world around us is convinced that this is not so and it needs us to believe that, because to admit otherwise would be to destroy that belief. We are brought up to believe in this temporal world, and to forget our true nature.

Spiritual practice is not about gaining and maintaining wealth. That is the worldly way. True, we need the means to sustain a spiritual way of life, but this need not be all-consuming. Being all-consumed – being a consumer – results in a twisted mind and a twisted way of life that controls and obscures pure experience.

The peculiar thing is that when this spirituality becomes a system, we may find ourselves trying to squeeze into a ritualistic religion. Safely contained within a system, we conform. This is not freedom. This is belonging, and we become a consumer again. Religion demands a commitment which can become all-consuming and expensive (in many ways), and provides a target for hatred.

If we think that spirituality is weird, we’ve lost the plot, our sanity and our compassion.
Spiritual awareness is what we are at every moment – it is timeless.

When we are carefree, we cannot be contained.
When we are careless, we can.

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