DESIRE PRECISELY

Desire Precisely
… desire is then discernment.

Generally speaking, in Buddhism, we talk about desire and aversion as being negative and unskillful. However, this is only the starting level to understanding how ignorance of our true nature causes us suffering; it does this through awareness being distracted by desire and aversion (hope and fear). Traditionally, in Buddhism, these are known as the three poisons.

As humans, we are obsessed by excessive activity and become addicted, which influences our actions. Thus, we are encased in a personality, an habitual patterning, an avatar; “an incarnation, embodiment, or manifestation of a person or idea”. It’s that old (very old) reptilian brain at work again 😀

More importantly, governments and the corporate world use these same principles to ensnare people by promoting fears and hopes. We then over react, becoming either too tight or too loose … wound up or run down … outraged or indifferent.

Being aware of this phenomenon, these poisons now become wisdoms. That’s the Buddha in the mud!

When desire is discernment – or discriminating awareness – desire is precise and skilful. We know exactly what is needed. Having a sharp, efficient tool makes the job easier, and it’s the same with a sharp mind – a discerning mind! And, above all, a compassionate mind. A desire to practice correctly, effortlessly speeds our journey as we learn to look more closely, opening up possibilities. This also applies to aversion: through the tool of discrimination, we recognise what is harmful and distracting.

As long as we use desire and aversion as skilful tools – traditionally known as “skilful means” – and apply the chosen method precisely, when the job is done, we put the tool down and ‘let go’.

And all is well.

The Buddha taught what we already know but hadn’t noticed because we had become too dull or too excited. What did he teach? He taught how to turn awareness into pure awareness!

How? He ‘Pointed Out’ that when awareness (which is natural to all creatures), through instruction, looks in on itself in meditation and finds nothing, there is merely awareness. Simply being aware. There no ‘me’ in the sense of ‘me being aware’, as that takes time to relate to, and so we move away from nowness. When we move from nowness to relate to something – a ‘me’, for instance – we arrive at relative truth; a conventional mistake. We are pure awareness itself.

Nowness is timelessness.

There is no time for ‘me’, because timeless awareness is ever now. To consider ‘me’ means to create time away from timelessness.

Timeless awareness is embodied in a temporary form through ignorance of itself. It becomes involved in phenomena, and forgets.

When it remembers,
it finds its heart’s desire!

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LOW SELF ESTEEM

Low Self Esteem
Low self esteem is as mistaken as high self esteem.

It is the same as pride, and inverted pride.
It’s all about me.

The way in which we estimate, compare or appraise ourselves has a huge effect on our lives, and our practice. We feel unworthy, and out of place.

This can make us half-hearted about everything we do, as we become troubled by doubt, and make do in life. “The meek shall inherit the earth” doesn’t mean that we don’t have a diamond heart: we need this bold heart.

If we feel that we have little merit, this affects our spiritual practice: we need to take another look at who is feeling this – and, more precisely, that which is that is aware of it. Some paths are full of flowers and rainbows, whereas some are stony. Which do you think is more distracting?

To understand the Buddha’s teachings, we don’t need to have an unusual name or title: the teachings are for everyone. They are our common potential. The teachings are all about what we truly are, and what it is that inhibits the realisation of this. We are worthy of this potential – all of us. We are not especially low or high; we are just the way we are.

People criticise one another. The spiritually-inclined are no different, and this includes Buddhists. It’s possible to follow the doctrine of compassion while lacking compassion.

Lack of understanding – which is a limited view – doesn’t allow for others to be the way they are, because there is a lack of empathy for others’ causes and conditions. We are each the way we are precisely because of our journey so far.

However, if we recognise this ultimate potential, we can refine and upgrade. This ‘self’ – this ‘ego’ – is a great reminder and a great teacher. It does not matter what others think or say; their life is their life. The Buddha’s teachings are precious.

< ———————————Life deserves a sparkle! ———————————- >

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TSOKNYI AND MINGYUR RINPOCHE: DZOGCHEN RETREATS

Tsoknyi Rinpoche and Mingyur Rinpoche Dzogchen Retreats

Tsoknyi Rinpoche and Mingyur Rinpoche are sons of Tulku Urgyen in the Nyingma Dzogchen tradition. Below are lists of retreats and information. Generally, to receive the “Pointing out instruction” of the nature of mind, one needs to have attended at least one other retreat, from either Rinpoche.

All teachings point out something!
😀

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http://www.tsoknyirinpoche.org/category/retreats/
http://www.pundarika.uk.net
http://tergar.org/events/
http://tergar.org/about/mingyur-rinpoche

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I, ROBOT

I, Robot

How do we work? And how do we awaken from our programming? In order to do this, we have to understand how the mind works – both our mind and the minds of others. Even more importantly, we have to understand what we actually are.

We have unconsciously accepted being programmed. By whom? By others who are also programmed. So who programmed them? Is there anyone in charge? No! Some robots think that they’re in charge, but that’s only their programming 😀 We have been told to hail our maker – but we are the makers.

Until we realise our true nature, we will chug along mechanically, thinking that we have choice. As long as we obey our programming, we will remain in the same identity, with the same personality. Some of us are skilled; some are very clever; some merely entertain themselves – and others.

We have sense receivers. Information is sent to the perception centre that registers this information; the memory bank provides recognition, and then judgement takes place. Is it pleasant? Unpleasant? Neutral?

Buddhism explains this through the five skandha, and the eight consciousnesses. The description of the six psychological realms helps us understand that, like a chess computer, we have adopted a style of programme that might be anything from passive to aggressive … or any other emotional state.

We are shown words or images, and our buttons get pressed. We, in turn, relay those words and images to others, thus pressing their buttons.

How do we get out of this cycle of existence?
Meditation.

Meditation shuts the programme down – and we wake up! We now have choices. But we have to be careful how we approach others; waking up can be annoying and they will temporarily blow their circuits. We are no longer the same as them; we have made effort, and this reminds them that they need to make an effort, but are too busy playing a role.

Unfortunately, shutting down the programme may seem boring, because we want to be up and doing. Gradually, through meditation, we become familiar with pure conscious awareness – our true nature, inner peace – our true nature, happiness – our true nature.

We can now express wakefulness creatively through compassionate activity.

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DISAPPOINTMENT IS THE ULTIMATE FULFILMENT

Disappointment Is The Ultimate Fulfilment
What else did you expect?
😀

In the non-fulfilment of our expectations
lies the satisfaction
that results from developing our full potential.

Our expectations hold us back
from just seeing.

What we see may be pleasant or unpleasant,
but our potential is the pure seeing.

The only person who can save us is ourselves.
We just have look in the right direction and recognise,
instead of chasing spiritual promises.

looking

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CONVENTIONALLY, WE ARE PROBLEM CREATURES

Conventionally, We Are Complex, Problem Creatures
Ultimately, we are devoid of this complexity of problems.

How so?
In pure awareness, none of the below exist.

Compassionate wisdom understands this conundrum.

Affection

Anger

Annoyance

Anticipation

Anxiety

Apathy

Arousal

Awe

Boredom

Confidence

Contempt

Contentment

Courage

Curiosity

Depression

Desire

Despair

Disappointment

Disgust

Distrust

Ecstasy

Embarrassment

Empathy

Envy

Euphoria

Fear

Frustration

Gratitude

Grief

Guilt

Happiness

Hatred

Hope

Horror

Hostility

Humiliation

Hysteria

Interest

Jealousy

Joy

Loneliness

Love

Lust

Outrage

Panic

Passion

Pity

Pleasure

Pride

Rage

Regret

Remorse

Resentment

Sadness

Self-confidence

Shame

Shock

Shyness

Sorrow

Suffering

Surprise

Trust

Wonder

Worry

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BUDDHIST MEDITATION UNCOVERS OUR NEUROSES

Buddhist Meditation Uncovers Our Neuroses
… and that is when – and why – the healing can start.

Meditation is not meant to make us feel good and tranquil; it is not a technique to hide our deep neuroses. Meditation is opening the mind to reality, seeing how it distorts and exaggerates. This needs discipline and honesty. It is not about “Wearing a golden chain of spirituality” (Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche); it is seeing how things are – unpleasant and pleasant (mostly unpleasant!).

This is why the Buddha said that the first step to discovering truth is acknowledging that we are suffering. Our mental state is the cause of this suffering, and is obscuring the non-mental state of our enlightened nature. It is not about soothing and stroking ourselves, while hating others: hating is a product of the world around us, and this is how we are divided.

Neurosis is mental disturbance, and could be called mental illness. It’s not healthy! This temporary occurrence is not a fixed state; it’s just an extra load we are carrying. Physical life can be a bit – or very – unpleasant, and is guaranteed to be disappointing.

Buddhism is thought by many to be based on misery, which is true if we think that life is all about ‘having treats’ or gathering ‘likes’ on social media. Some are fortunate enough to have a good life, but most of us, if we are honest, have not. We’ve learned to put on a good show.

The “golden chain of spirituality” actually imprisons us. We cannot talk to those who wear this “golden chain of spirituality”, as they are living the dream; this makes them protective, and therefore volatile. I find life disappointing, and have to accept that the only communication that I have is with someone’s teaching from 2,500 years ago.

Acknowledging our neuroses, our confusion, is the path to liberation. Liberation occurs when we realise that the neuroses never truly existed. They just feel real. First, we need to take a good look … I mean, a really good look – and to experience the effect of that. Only then can we realise that pure awareness is the source of realisation. That is the point of meditation.

Looking is good.
Not looking is … not looking.
The realisation that, rather than looking,
we’re living the dream of others
can be a bit of a shock!

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DON’T BE SURPRISED; NOTHING IS RANDOM

Don’t Be Surprised; Nothing Is Random
Everything has a cause, due to conditions.

Each leaf grows and falls in a precise way, due to causes and conditions.
In the autumn, leaves cannot not fall.

A deluded person
cannot not be deluded.

When we are programmed to hate,
we cannot not hate.

When we realise the nature of deluded, conventional life,
we will never be surprised.

The creation of suffering is karma (our pattern).
We end suffering by ending karma.
We end karma by ending ignorance.
We end ignorance by realising our true nature,
which is pure awareness.

If we expect something more,
then we are back to creating karma,
and so we suffer.

Sentient beings are not reliable; we can rely on that.

If, on an icy road, we ignore wisdom,
then we come under the conventional laws of gravitation.

In nirvana/shunyata/emptiness, there are no surprises.
In samsara, there are lots of surprises that self-perpetuate.

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“TALK ABOUT WORRY!”

“Talk About Worry!”

Talk about synchronicity!
Talk about tranquillisers!
Talk about life being our teacher!

Yesterday, I admitted my worries to my wife Kathie: “Do you know?” I said. “I worry about everything, and I’m okay with that.” Didn’t I say that, Kathie?! Yes, you did 🙂 For some, worry is their natural pattern: in you, I see it as a source of energy and motivation. K

I’ve always had the impression that I shouldn’t feel that way, because the collective spiritual community wants us to be calm, pleasant … and docile! Or that’s been my experience – which has been the cause of many problems in life.

Yesterday, I was looking up ‘synchronicity’, ‘coincidence’, ‘causality’ and ‘karma’, and the way that answers are all around us if we look; these come together at the right time.

Because of awareness of the inner teacher – and thanks to the outer teacher for pointing this out – life itself becomes our teacher. Otherwise, things ‘just seem to happen’ for no reason, as they do for most of us in daily life.

This morning, I wondered, “How can all this be pulled together?” My hand just picked up a book and opened a page …

“This present time of the teachings of Buddha Shakyamuni is also called the age of strife, or the time in which the five degenerations are rampant, these being the decline in lifespan, era, being, view and disturbing emotions. Although people fight amongst themselves during this age, the Vajrayana teachings blaze like the flame of a wildfire at this time. Just as the flames of negative emotions flare up, so do the teachings. There is a saying that plays on the meaning of the name Shakyamuni and Maitreya: ‘muni’ means ‘capable’, while ‘Maitreya’ means ‘the loving one’. The proverb says, “During the muni, people try to compete with each other, which during the Maitreya, they will love each other.”

“During the age of strife, it seems as though people are seldom amiable, rather, they are always trying to outdo one another. This fundamental competitiveness has given rise to the name, ‘the age of strife’ but this is exactly the reason that Vajrayana is so applicable to the present era. The stronger and more forceful the disturbing emotions are, the greater the potential for recognising our original wakefulness. In the era of Maitreya, everyone will be loving towards one another but they will not even hear the word ‘Vajrayana’ – there will not be any Vajrayana teachings.

“It is a fact that, at the very moment we are strongly caught up in thought forms, or in the surging waves of an emotion – of anger, for instance – it is much easier to recognise the naked state of awareness. This, of course, is not the case when we have trained in a very tranquil, placid state of meditation where there are no thoughts and negative emotions. Then, do to what is called ‘the soft pleasure’, it is actually much more difficult to recognise the true state of the non-dual mind. Through training solely in serenity, we may end up in the Realm of Conceptionless Gods, and remain for eons in an unbroken state of absorption.

This state is similar to being intoxicated with the spiritual pleasure of peace and tranquility. In fact, however, this repose as a conceptionless god, does not help you one iota in approaching the awakened state. Among the traditional eight states in which one is unfree to pursue a spiritual path, taking rebirth among conceptionless gods, it is the worst circumstance as it is the ultimate side track.

“Conversely, experiencing great despair, great fear and intense worry can be a much stronger support for practice. For example, if we are suffering from a fatal illness and we are on the brink of death, if we can remember to look into the nature of mind as we are about to die, our experience will be very unlike the normal training in peacefulness. It is the intensity of emotion that allows for a more acute insight into mind essence.”
Tulku Urgyen

That’s why raw, intense emotions are wisdoms –
as long as we are not using them to blame and justify our actions,
which engenders delusion.

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THE INFINITE IN THE INFINITE

The Infinite in the Infinite
Outer infinity is only known
by virtue of inner infinity.

It does not matter what’s out there;
it only exists because of what’s in here.
If there was nothing knowing in here,
what is out there would be irrelevant.

Outer infinity is never ending, never beginning, and can never be known.
Inner infinity is never ending, never beginning, and can be known.

Isaiah 53:6:
“All we, like sheep, have gone astray” …
and therefore lead others astray.

We all have a resistance to the infinite reality within, simply because our own reality is unfamiliar to us. We spend our entire life looking at the infinite universe, worshipping an infinite deity, desiring infinite power, wealth, entertainment, sex … we are obsessed, and are driving ourselves crazy. Obsessive activity makes us frustrated and therefore addicted, and addictions have to be fed!

We can also become obsessed with religion, spirituality, gurus, philosophy – even the Buddha’s teachings: these can become just ‘the thing we do’, that distracts and leads us astray. Switch on the radio, television, news … it all maintains sleepiness. We spend our entire life watching, but never realising the watcher; the source of reality within.

We live in a fantasy. We might ask, “So what?”

So this: we are continually being misled by others who are also misled. We have been misled for thousands of years, believing, believing, believing.

“Okay, I see this, but we don’t have to be obsessive about it. I need some time out to relax.”

That’s the karmic habitual patterning we set up in previous incarnations. Enlightenment is the totally relaxed reality of pure conscious awareness – and can be realised in this lifetime. There is no need to spend our entire life occupied, or involved in acquiring an upgraded lifestyle.

Every thing is only known by the infinite source within – our true nature. This pure awareness is the only reality. Everything else merely comes to pass.

Once inner infinity is realised, compassion turns the light onto resistance.

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WE HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION

We Have To Make A Decision
or remain stuck.

Our personality, and the situations in which we find ourself, come from the past, and may not necessarily be pleasant. The debts of karma are unavoidable. Knowing this, we need not feel depressed: that was then, now is now. If we don’t accept what we were, this creates a feeling of guilt and we will be stuck on a treadmill of the past. Remembering the past too much is not helpful because it maintains an influence over now. We have an ego; through practice, this becomes a tamed ego. A stabilised ego can handle anything.

In surrendering everything, there is nothing to surrender; nothing to get rid of because everything is seen as an illusion in the mind. When we stop struggling and fearing, we feel better. Conventional life will never be perfect. Absolute life is perfect.

We are not taking a tranquilliser; we’re seeing and accepting things they are. If we make a decision to see that everything has a cause and an effect, we won’t become stuck in taking them seriously; we won’t fixate, and suffer.

Accepting the consequences of our actions completes the action. Letting go is purification, which brings clarity and compassion to the next action. This is how life becomes our teacher and, as a result, there is nothing to fear. A stabilised ego can handle anything. People may provoke us, but we don’t argue; we have made the decision not to re-enact. With confidence, we meet fear with compassion, and we are no longer stuck in retaliation.

It’s said that it’s possible to become enlightened in one lifetime, or in the bardo – at the moment of death, or just afterwards: this is worthwhile bearing this in mind.

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THE ORIGIN OF THE COSMOS AND CONSCIOUSNESS

The Origin Of The Cosmos And Consciousness
… There isn’t one …
😀

The universe is infinite. Space, matter and pure consciousness are infinite, so there can be neither beginning nor end. Searching for the origin of life is therefore irrelevant.

If there was a big bang, there must have been previous big bangs, and in an infinite universe, those big bangs were little bangs … it’s all relative.

If there is a God, why did God only come up with the idea of making Earth 5 billion years ago, when the universe is infinite?

An infinite number of sentient beings will have an infinite number of forms: whatever makes them tick makes us tick too. Their true nature is our true nature. Hoping for something different is absolutely idiotic.

Our bodies are made of infinite particles of the universe.
Pure consciousness is infinite because it is empty of particles.

We cannot conceive of infinity because concepts are limited.
It can only be recognised in the realisation
of the infinity of our essential nature.

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THE PSYCHOLOGY OF DEATH AND LIFE

The Psychology Of Death And Life

The conclusion we come to – or don’t come to – about what happens at death is a belief, and a belief has a psychological effect on the way we live now.

If we believe that death is the end of our being, then we would want to make the most of this precious life, wouldn’t we? There may be psychological comfort in the belief that we might leave a legacy for our children, or even mankind: this would give us a sense of direction and purpose, and at death, hopefully some satisfaction that our life was worthwhile.

If we don’t give death any thought, and just get on with our lives, then that will also have a psychological effect. Maybe, at death, we feel, “I enjoyed everything that I did” …

Of course, most of us don’t have such a positive attitude, and live in a state of bewilderment and confusion: “No one knows what happens at death, so what does it matter?” This is a point of view.

There are those who might think that religion is the great tranquilliser: this is another point of view, and may or may not be true. The realisation of spiritually-inclined beings is that, at death, we move on.

Of course, all this is a personal matter and will depend on which tradition we choose to follow, and what makes sense to us. Our conclusions will have a tremendous effect on how we live now. Is that a scare tactic? Not at all, as we know that every effect has a cause, therefore every cause has an effect.

But do we know what happens after death?

Our beliefs – and the way in which they make our life meaningful, both consciously and unconsciously – are our own choice. It doesn’t matter what others say; their choice is their choice, so there’s nothing to argue about.

If we hear teachings that make sense to us in life, then if those teachings talk about death, we should be ready to listen. However, culture may colour explanations: The Tibetan Book of the Dead is very colourful and complex, but it is only describing the psychological event of maintaining an open mind and an open heart.

All I can say is, I know that I was born with a certain attitude which is entirely different from that of my family. Spiritual essence that is consciously aware has never changed, but looks through a cloud of ever-changing concepts of pride, fear, jealousy, desire and ignorance.

The last thought at the moment of death will be the result of our life’s practice. This is what we take with us at the moment of death. A life of an open mind and open heart brings clarity and joy, and death may come as it may!

To die is the end of living,
but not necessarily the end of life itself.
Always be prepared, and have a back-up plan!
😀 😀 😀

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CHANGING WHO WE ARE TO WHAT WE ARE

Changing Who We Are To What We Are
I’m not the person I was

The past is complex, but presents itself now – now is the product of the past. Our present moment is therefore a product of our past. Even our thoughts and attitudes are products of the past. If nothing changes, then our future will be more of the same.

If change can be effected, then our future will change, and we will not be governed by the same old thoughts and attitudes.

If we are perfectly happy, then why change?

If we are not perfectly happy, then change can occur when we admit that we’re not perfectly happy. If we believe we are fixed entities, then we are caught in a belief system that is a prison of obscurity.

If we spend our precious time dwelling on the past, we will never know now. Despite the fact that we experience moments of nowness, their importance goes unnoticed because we find them boring; we miss the simple experience of living. Now is where wisdom resides; the past was confusion. Confusion dawns as wisdom when we recognise the confusion.

Simply put – it is wisdom itself (pure essence) that is recognising the confused mind.

“I’m confused!”
There’s your answer!

Pure essence mistakenly identifies with a confused mind which we call “I”.
This “I” identity will always be confused.

We are the wisdom (pure essence) that is not confused about our confused mind,
realising that confusion never existed.

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TUNING IN TO BUDDHA ESSENCE

Tuning In To Buddha Essence
is turning into Buddha essence

To tune in, we adjust.
Adjusting is refining frequency
at the rate at which something occurs
over a particular period of time.
In other words, remembrance.

Although we may have had bad experiences,
through empathy we now have the ability to tune in to others
– to be on the same page.
In other words, compassion.

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SCHRODINGER’S CAT AND THE BUDDHA

Schrödinger’s Cat And The Buddha

The videos below will explain Schrödinger’s cat-in-the-box experiment. Basically, a hypothetical cat is placed in a box, and something very unpleasant may or may not happens to the cat. There are many possibilities, but until we open the box and see, we will not know. Investigations all depend on someone seeing the result. The whole point is that nothing is known until we look. Until then, everything remains just in the realm of ideas.

We are both the cat and the observer living in a universal box: we have many possibilities, and lots of things have happened to us, are happening to us and will happen to us, but we will not realise why … until we look.

If we are looking for the truth (or God), even if we find what we seek, it still remains that we are the observer, and therefore the final truth. We are the beginning and the end; the alpha and omega. Things may be happening in the universe that we do not know about, but if we do finally find out, it will still all depend on us, the observer, to verify them.

Whether what we find is true or not is irrelevant. What is true is our awareness of this finding or non-finding. Ultimately, there is only pure awareness of all possibilities.

It doesn’t matter whether we look or walk away, the answer will always be the same. And that answer is our own pure, conscious awareness; it’s not ‘something else’.

Wondering what is in the universal box is what drives us crazy, as we are merely concerned with ideas about matter, forgetting our perfect awareness which is perfect sanity.

Omniscience is seeing and knowing all possibilities:
the cat can be alive, dead, asleep, changed into a dog …
in time it will have become all possibilities, as we will have.
Ultimately, the cat will become enlightened.

Knowing everything there is to know
is ultimate knowingness itself.
Any emotion that exists in the universe, we have within us.
Likewise, pure conscious awareness that exists in the universe is also within us.

It is because of infinite rebirths that we have already gone through all possibilities:
every sentient being has been our mother.
Even the cat.

😀

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THE GRADUATED PATH TO LIBERATION – COMPLETE

The Graduated Path to Liberation
(please note that the title has been corrected from The Gradual Path to Liberation).

This post began as a taster, but as many people have shown an interest, here is the full commentary by Geshe Rabten.

There are comprehensive explanations of the Stages of Calm Abiding online: this is an extract from ‘The Graduated Path to Liberation’ by Geshe Rabten.

“It is very difficult to quell mental disturbances because we have built up a routine of following them through many lives, while we haven’t developed the habit of concentration. We may find it very hard to take up the new habit of mind and leave behind the old ones, but concentration is the basic necessity for all higher meditation and for all kinds of mind activity.

“Mindfulness and awareness-consciousness are the antidotes for scattered attention and torpor (sleepiness) respectively. The diagram represents an aspiring meditator. This person is following the path of meditative stages which ends in the accomplishment of calm abiding and the beginning of the practice of insight meditation.

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“At the bottom of the page, we see the practitioner who holds a rope in one hand, and a hook in the other, chasing after an elephant led by a monkey. The elephant represents the meditative mind; a wild and untrained elephant can be dangerous and wreak enormous destruction but once an elephant is trained, it will obey commands and do hard work. The same holds true for the mind. Any suffering that we have now is due to the mind being like a wild, untamed elephant. The elephant also has very big footprints; these symbolise the mental defilements. If we work hard to improve our mind, it will be able to do great work for us in return. From the suffering of the hells to the happiness of the Buddhas, all states are caused by the behaviour of the mind.

“At the start of the path, the elephant is black, representing torpor, or sinking of the mind. The monkey, who is leading the elephant, represents scattering of the mind. The monkey cannot keep quiet for a moment – it is always chattering or fiddling with something, and finds everything attractive. In the same way that the monkey is in front, leading the elephant, our attention is scattered after the sense objects of taste, touch, sound, smell and vision. These are symbolised by food, cloth, musical instruments, perfume and a mirror.

“Behind the elephant is a person who represents the meditator trying to train the mind. The rope in the meditator’s hand is mindfulness, and the hook is awareness. Using these two tools, the meditator will try to tame and control the mind. Fire is shown at different points along the path; this fire represents the energy necessary for concentration. Notice that the fire gradually decreases at each of the ten stages of shine meditation, as less energy is needed to concentrate. It will flare up again at the eleventh stage, when it starts practising insight meditation.

“In the beginning, just as the elephant following the monkey pays no attention to the person chasing behind, the practitioner has no control over his or her mind. In the second stage, the practitioner who has almost caught up with the elephant, is able to throw the rope around the elephant’s neck and it looks back; this is the third stage, where the mind can be restrained a little by mindfulness. Now, a rabbit is on the elephant’s back, symbolising the subtle torpor. Previously, this state might have seemed to be the state of concentration, but now it can be recognised for the harmful factor it is. In these early stages, we have to use mindfulness more than awareness.

“At the fourth stage, the elephant mind is more obedient, so less pulling with the rope of mindfulness is necessary. By the fifth stage, the elephant is being led by the rope and hook; the monkey is now following behind. At this point, we are not much disturbed by scattering or distracted attention; we mostly have to use awareness instead of mindfulness. In the drawing, the sixth stage of practice is depicted with the elephant and the monkey both following obediently behind the practitioner who does not look back at them. This means that the practitioner doesn’t have to focus continually on controlling the mind, and the absence of the rabbit shows that the subtle torpor that appeared at the third stage has now disappeared.

“Upon reaching the seventh stage, the elephant can be left to follow of its own accord; the monkey takes leave at this point and so the practitioner has no more need to use the rope and hook because scattered attention and torpor occur only mildly and occasionally.

“At the eighth stage, the elephant has turned completely white, and follows behind the practitioner; this shows that the mind is obedient and there is no sinking or scattering, although some energy is still needed to concentrate.

“At the ninth stage, the practitioner can actually sit in meditation while the elephant sleeps peacefully nearby; it is at this point that the mind can continue to concentrate without effort for a long period of time – days, weeks, or even months.

“The tenth stage, where we see the meditator sitting on top of the elephant (which has now turned white, or become clear) signifies the real attainment of calm abiding. At the last – the eleventh – stage, the meditator is sitting on the elephant’s back, holding a sword. At this point, the practitioner begins a new kind of meditation, called ‘higher vision’ or insight meditation.

“If we practise the calm abiding type of meditation, we might use an image of the Buddha as the object of concentration. The first thing we do is look at it very thoroughly. Then we start meditating. We do not look at the object with our physical eyes, but focus on the mind’s eye. At first, our memory of it will not be at all clear, but, even so, we should not try to force it to become clear – this is impossible at the start. The important point is to keep our attention focused on it, clear or otherwise. The clarity will eventually come naturally. At the beginning, concentration is very difficult; the mind always flow this way and that. When we persist in the practice, however, we will find that we are able to keep our mind on the object for one or two minutes, and then three or four minutes, and so on. Each time the mind leaves the object, mindfulness has to bring it back.

“Awareness has to be used to see if disturbances are coming or not. If we carry a bowl full of hot water along a rough road, part of our mind has to watch the water and part has to watch the road. Mindfulness has to keep the concentration steady, and awareness has to watch out for disturbances that may come. As we saw in the drawing, we do not need to use mindfulness so often after the initial stages but then our mind, tired from fighting the scattering of attention, produces some torpor.

“After a while, there comes a stage when the meditator feels much happiness and relaxation which is often mistaken for the true state of calm abiding; in fact, however, it is the subtle torpor which makes the mind weak. If we continue our practice with energy, this subtle torpor will also disappear; when we have removed the disturbance, our mind becomes clearer and more awake, and thus the object of our meditation is seen more clearly. As our perception of the meditation object increases is clearness and freshness, the body will be sustained by our peace of mind, and we will not have hunger or thirst. Eventually, a meditator can continue like this for months at a time. The feeling experienced in the mind at this stage cannot be described.

“If we look at a piece of cloth with just our eyes, we can see it, but not in great detail. But a person who has concentrated on it well with the mind’s eye can see it very clearly in all details. When we die, our mind becomes weaker but if we practice meditation, then our mind, at that time, will actually become fresher and clearer. Normally, dying people experience delusions and fears which lead to a bad rebirth. If we have meditated well though, then during the death process, our mind will concentrate on the Buddha, Dharma and so on; this helps very much for the next birth.

“The scriptures say that in the ninth stage of the practice of calm abiding, even if a wall crashes down next to the place where the meditator is sitting, the person will not be disturbed. As the meditator continues to practice, the body and mind experience special pleasure; this feeling marks the accomplishment of the final goal of calm abiding. The meditator’s body will feel light and tireless; this is symbolised in the drawing by the person flying.

“The body has become very supple, and the mind can be turned to any meditation, like the thin copper wire in an electric flex which can be turned in any direction without breaking. The meditator feels as though the object and the mind have become the same.

“Although at the ninth stage of calm abiding we feel very happy and peaceful, this is not the real end of meditation. Firm concentration on the object is still not complete achievement. Now the meditator can combine concentration with an examination into the real nature of the object of meditation. After continuing simultaneous practice of both types of meditation, a special pleasure arises from the seeing into the object. ‘Seeing the object’ involves seeing whether an object is suffering, seeing if it is permanent or changeable, and looking for the highest truth to be found about the real nature of the object. In Tibetan, the name for this meditation with insight is “Lhag-Thong”; ‘lahg’ means more or higher and ‘thong’ means to understand or realise. By this kind of meditation, the mind attains more understanding of the object than with simple concentration; when this practice has been perfect, the mind can turn to anything. The perfection of Lhag-Thong gives great spiritual satisfaction, but if one is satisfied merely with this, it is like having an aeroplane built, ready to fly but left on the ground.

“This mind can be turned to deeper and higher things. It has to be used on the one hand to overcome karma and defilements, and on the other to attain the virtues of a Buddha. For this, the object can only be emptiness or shunyata; other meditations prepare the mind for this final object. If we have a very good torch which can show up anything, we have to use its light to find out what is important. The root cause of all our trouble is ignorance. We have to use our knowledge of emptiness to dispel ignorance. We must use our mind, purified by calm abiding and special insight, to cut the root of the tree of ignorance.

“In the drawing, at this stage, the practitioner is holding a sword, symbolising the realisation of emptiness to cut the two black lines symbolising the two obscurations; the defilement obscuration and the knowledge obscuration. The knowledge of emptiness is essential to remove ignorance. Once we come close to a thorough understanding of emptiness, we are on the way to the perfection of wisdom – the complete comprehension of emptiness.”

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THE GRADUATED PATH TO LIBERATION

The Graduated Path to Liberation

There are comprehensive explanations of the Stages of Calm Abiding online: this is an extract from ‘The Graduated Path to Liberation’ by Geshe Rabten.

The image is a pictorial representation of a person who is following the path of meditative stages, ending in the accomplishment of calm abiding and the beginning of the practice of insight meditation. Once the mind is calm and controlled, then it can do great work, investigating itself.

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“At the bottom of the page, we see the practitioner who holds a rope in one hand, and a hook in the other, chasing after an elephant led by a monkey. The elephant represents the meditative mind; a wild and untrained elephant can be dangerous and wreak enormous destruction but once an elephant is trained, it will obey commands and do hard work. The same holds true for the mind. Any suffering that we have now is due to the mind being like a wild, untamed elephant. The elephant also has very big footprints; these symbolise the mental defilements. If we work hard to improve our mind, it will be able to do great work for us in return. From the suffering of the hells to the happiness of the Buddhas, all states are caused by the behaviour of the mind.

“At the start of the path, the elephant is black, representing torpor, or sinking of the mind. The monkey, who is leading the elephant, represents scattering of the mind. The monkey cannot keep quiet for a moment – it is always chattering or fiddling with something, and finds everything attractive. In the same way that the monkey is in front, leading the elephant, our attention is scattered after the sense objects of taste, touch, sound, smell and vision. These are symbolised by food, cloth, musical instruments, perfume and a mirror.

“Behind the elephant is person who represents the meditator trying to train the mind. The rope in the meditator’s hand is mindfulness, and the hook is awareness. Using these two tools, the meditator will try to tame and control the mind. Fire is shown at different points along the path; this fire represents the energy necessary for concentration. Notice that the fire gradually decreases at each of the ten stages of shamata meditation, as less energy is needed to concentrate. It will flare up again at the eleventh stage, when it starts practising insight meditation …

“ … The tenth stage, where we see the meditator sitting on top of the elephant (which has now turned white, or become clear) signifies the real attainment of calm abiding. At the last – the eleventh – stage, the meditator is sitting on the elephant’s back, holding a sword. At this point, the practitioner begins a new kind of meditation, called ‘higher vision’ or insight meditation …

“ … At this stage, the practitioner is holding a sword, symbolising the realisation of emptiness to cut the two black lines symbolising the two obscurations; the defilement obscuration and the knowledge obscuration. The knowledge of emptiness is essential to remove ignorance. Once we come close to a thorough understanding of emptiness, we are on the way to the perfection of wisdom – the complete comprehension of emptiness.”

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BEING HAPPY

Being Happy
is how we manage our lives.

We all seek happiness. This means different things to different people. It could refer to outer achievements, inner achievements or a little of both. Achievement is about managing our activities; it’s how we channel* our energies, and it’s what guides us, our code of conduct, our personal behaviour.

This is a reflection of our inner state – the state of our mind. There are two aspects to mind: pure empty awareness, and the contents in that pure empty awareness.

So, what is happiness?

Well, it’s that state of pure, empty awareness. It is the feeling of ultimate contentment, being totally at peace. Complete, unchanging satisfaction. There is no conflict, and no sense of anything to defend. However, the word ‘happiness’ has been hijacked by the idea of pleasure, which is never satisfying and has no lasting inner peace. So happiness can be understood in two ways.

We all get frustrated and dissatisfied – that’s life. This can either bring us down, or make us look more closely at the problem. If life brings us down, then we get more of the same – although we may spend our life justifying it, thereby turning an illusion into delusion and remaining unhappy. But, if life is seen as patterns of behaviour that control us, then we have the possibility of seeing and recognising our true potential; we can change our attitude – and that is an important step towards freedom. That is the state of permanent happiness that no outside force can destroy.

Happiness is a feeling of ‘rightness’, and in that, there is satisfaction which brings inner peace. When something is right, we know, and we don’t need praise or recognition. When we complete an activity – even a simple one of clearing the table – there is a feeling of rightness. In facing something we have put off, there is a feeling of rightness; to overcome procrastination is satisfying.

The important point is knowing that we have overcome our fears, which are merely ideas in the mind. This right conduct is the continuity of meditation, and the realisation of pure awareness. Pure awareness is never wrong because pure awareness is ultimately right; happy for no reason.

There is now spiritual energy in everything we do, which builds a conducive atmosphere to manage life.

*The original of the word ‘conduct’ is conduit, which meant ‘to channel’

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THE OPPOSITE TO FREEDOM IS CAPTIVITY

The Opposite To Freedom is Captivity
The question is, “What are we being captivated by?”

The answer is thoughts – our thoughts and the thoughts of others. Thought underlies actions. Thoughts are preconceived ideas from the past, and these same ideas are projected into the future: it’s a continuum of preconceptions. We are captivated by preconceived programming – the origin of ‘programme’ is ‘before written’ – and are so accustomed to this that we become dependent upon it. We do not have an original thought. We have accepted this programming: ‘self’ is a programmed projection, and that is why we are suffering, ill at ease, dissatisfied, disappointed.

We can try to blame others, but it is we who accepted the appointment, the arrangement, the position we are in now. So, what to do? How do we get out of this captivity?

”Don’t give it another thought.”
😀
Meditation is freedom from dependency and addiction!

First, we see what is happening in the mind. Then we don’t give it another thought. Thoughts will arise by themselves due to karma. If we react to a past thought, we merely keep the programme running.

Thoughts are karmic products from the past: we note them but do not hold on to them. Now we are free … sort of. Until enlightenment – which means to be completely free from any agenda – we will have desires and aversions, but gradually they grow less. Freedom is fun because we don’t take anything seriously. enjoying every moment and letting it go, as there is the next moment.

“We may not have an original thought” … but we can put these thoughts together in an original way.

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CLEARING THE DARKNESS OF IGNORANCE

Clearing The Darkness Of Ignorance
Anyone can do this 😀

There is only one key that can unlock the door in the darkness of ignorance – and it’s therefore the very same key that keeps it locked. And that key is awareness.

Ordinarily, in this conventional world of conformity, awareness keeps us bound and imprisoned to this material life, because awareness is unclear of its true nature (in this context, ‘awareness’ means the faculty of consciousness). As it is not clear, it relies on memories and judgements of previous material moments (our karmic programming), and is thus impure consciousness. Therefore, awareness is relative, conventional truth which is constantly relating. True, as sentient beings, we have to eat and find shelter, but not to the extent that this entertains us, and occupies our entire life. If we are spiritually inclined, then we know when we have enough, and so we have time to be spacious.

From a spiritual point of view, awareness keeps us interested in and distracted by activities, and so we become inattentive to our true nature. Awareness can also make us fearful, tormented and worried – and awareness can also become so ordinary that we don’t see what is going on.

Do you notice that this has just described the three poisons? Desire, aversion and indifference! This is normally where our awareness goes, and so, we remain in the dark.

How do we turn the light of clarity on? It’s already on! It is awareness itself. When awareness stops looking outwards and looks into itself, what does it find? Nothing really, nothing truly, no reality but itself. It’s absolutely empty of anything but awareness. That is the clarity of pure consciousness.

The light of clarity is available to all sentient creatures if they can hear and understand the teachings. Before we start looking for the light in the sky, look for the light within. We have been told this for thousands of years. When are we going to have confidence in this extremely simple reality?

We do not need a strange name or special title to realise our true nature: it’s what people have in common.

Awareness is relative truth.
Emptiness is absolute truth.
The unity of these two is pure awareness, pure consciousness.

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HUMANS – MONKEYS OR LIZARDS?

Humans – Monkeys or Lizards?

Homo sapiens means ‘wise man’ … or perhaps the attempt to appear wise – clever monkey!

Actually, most of us have more in common with a dinosaur, which means ‘terrible lizard’ as we are mainly governed by our primitive, reptilian brain. “Hmm…freeze, fight or flee?” This is our ‘normal’ human response – ignore it, desire it or fear it. Either way we react, we could be called ‘sapient-saurs’ – clever reptilians with monkey minds.

We assume that we are the pinnacle of evolutionary development, but we, as individuals and collectively, allow others to investigate life for us, not realising that scientists think of us as machines. But who controls these scientists? The answer to this will depend on how we have been programmed.

We can become homo sapiens – wise humans – when we drop the monkeying around with our reptilian instincts, clever though it is. At the moment, we are the ‘missing link’ to our full potential of becoming enlightened beings. If I was an alien looking at humans, I’d definitely think, “They have something missing!” 😀

If we were enlightened, no one could control us. At the moment, we are still living in the illusion of ‘monkey see, monkey do’, copying others’ hopes, fears and indifferences.

The wisdom of the Buddha’s teachings are the most precious in the entire, limitless universe, and should not be taken for granted as mere philosophy. Until we wake up, we will remain in monkey minds and lizard brains.

Realise Your Predicament:
Realise how important knowledge of your predicament is.
Realise how valuable the Buddha’s teachings are.
Realise how much we take these teachings for granted.
Realise how much we get wound up!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idbnUdO2zJU

Grrrrr…..!

Reptilian mind is enlightened mind.
Not many people know this.
Not many people will explain this.
https://buddhainthemud.com/2013/07/27/videos-for-reptilian-brain-beauty-and-the-beast/

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WISDOM IN A THINKING MIND

Wisdom In A Thinking Mind
We have to be honest about our capacity.

This is about seeing the obscured, programmed mind, and using this very programmed obscuration to realise wisdom. “The programme shall set you free!” 😀

When we first start to meditate, we have to tame the mind. It’s a little like boot camp in the army; train, train and train some more. This is so that we recognise what is happening in the mind and how much we cling to, hold and fixate on those thoughts that turn into negative emotions, traumatising us and creating a personality that sentences us for life. So we sit and watch the breath, and cut through these thoughts arising, breaking out of this ensnarement.

Once we become familiar with this process and technique, we are now in control, but this isn’t wisdom yet. This practice – called shamata – is still an antidote, a temporary measure, as thoughts and emotions will return, and we have to watch the breath again. So far, so good.

Now that we are familiar with what is going on, we can relax the ‘boot camp’ approach, but return to it when the mind is overtaken by thoughts. The nature of thoughts is emptiness: they have no inherent existence of their own, but are just memories, projections and judgements. They arise within the nature of mind which is emptiness – aware but empty, being pure and uncontaminated.

Wisdom is the realisation that both thoughts and the nature of mind are empty. The moment a thought (or emotion) is recognised in the emptiness of mind, that ‘clang!’ reminds us of the empty space in which empty thoughts arise.

We are now using the programmed mind to acknowledge emptiness.
Nobody can pull the wool over our eyes ever again!

Here is what Tilopa said.”It is not by appearances that you are fettered, but by fixation on them.”

Khenpo Karthar Rinpoche: “It is not what you experience that causes confusion; it is your fixation on the experience as being inherently what it appears to be. Therefore, only this fixation need be relinquished, not experience itself.”

“The nature of thought is the dharmakaya (emptiness). If we are capable of looking directly at the essence of thought, then whatever thought arises is self-liberated. If we can put this into practice, there is no need to try and remove thoughts or abandon them in any way.”

The paragraph below is from the instructions of Gampopa, and is followed by a commentary by Khenpo Karthar Rinpoche, concerning the ten things not to be abandoned:

… “The fourth thing not to be abandoned applies mainly to those with realisation. Mental afflictions are the indication of wisdom, and therefore need not be abandoned. The presence in our experience of stupidity, aversion, pride, desire and jealousy indicates the presence in our continuum of the wisdom of the dharmadhatu, the mirror-like wisdom, the wisdom of equanimity, the discriminating wisdom and the wisdom of activity. Since the mental afflictions are merely the display of the wisdoms that are their essence, someone who has the realisation to experience these directly need not abandon them.

“It is important to analyse this statement because it might seem very strange on the face of it. Just a few minutes ago, you were told that you must definitely abandon mental afflictions, and now you are being told that you don’t have to abandon them. This is not a contradiction, but a demonstration of the difference in the maturity of practitioners at various levels of the teaching.

“The approach for beginners, in which it is necessary to abandon mental afflictions, is like the need for stairs. Someone who doesn’t have wings and who wishes to get to the second floor must walk up a set of stairs. The process of walking up the stairs is like the process of subduing mental afflictions. Someone who has wings, like a bird, doesn’t need to use stairs but can fly directly to the second floor. Having wings corresponds to having the realisation to be able to implement the profound wisdom of secret mantra. Thus, these two pieces of advice are not contradictory, but are directed towards individuals at different levels of practice.”

It’s clear to see that we have need of a teacher to take us from one level to another, to be able to see the differences clearly.  Their role is not just to teach us ‘something’ , but to help us refine our understanding, experience and realisation. Doing this on our own would be extremely difficult, and is not without the risk of arrogance.

It is for this reason that, in Tibetan Buddhism, the teacher is so important.

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ULTIMATE TRUTH WILL BLOW YOUR MIND

Ultimate Truth Will Blow Your Mind …

Ultimate truth is our very own pure awareness, our pure nature – not someone else’s.

If we accept that ultimate truth is our very own pure awareness, then that is the place where everything starts. Anything else turns us aside, diverting attention.

We have been diverted.
Wow!!!

All religions divert attention towards appearances.
These manifestations that we cling to
separate us from our true nature.
Bigger Wow!!!

We are treated like four year olds in nappies.
Even Bigger Wow!!!

Treat others like babies;

they will assume the role of a baby.
Ouch!!!

Treat others like Buddhas;
they will be Buddhas.
!

Don’t give your intelligence away.

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WHAT IS ONENESS?

What Is Oneness?

Wikipedia has a brilliant overview:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nondualism

Ultimate, oneness is not two parts.
Oneness is pure awareness.

Pure awareness is not aware of other – or itself.
Pure empty awareness is nondualism.

Whatever we then call this is just words and concepts: clarity, pure awareness, consciousness, God, God consciousness, Brahman, light, love, luminosity, bliss,
harmony, union …

Clinging to names is diversity = to turn aside, to divert attention.
We are oneness, but we don’t all realise this at the same time! 🙂

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A VERY DIFFICULT SUBJECT



A Very Difficult Subject

Confusing or conflating our awakened essence
with religion, culture and politics
can make a mystery remain a mystery.

The two videos yesterday – one by Tulku Urgyen and the other by Mingyur Rinpoche – reveal that the Buddha’s teaching is all about awareness; resting in pure awareness. There is nothing more than remembering this.

It is not about adopting another’s culture, religion or politics. It is all about the true nature of mind which is beyond language. We do not have to learn Tibetan, Greek, Hebrew, Pali or Sanskrit to know our true nature.

Of course, if we are interested in languages, cultures and politics that’s fine, but we must be aware of conflating – mixing two or more elements that can obscure the objective, which is realisation.

Adopting another’s religion and culture is our choice, but we have to be aware that this isn’t essential. If it helps us to recall and remember, that is wonderful, but other cultures may have grander ideas than our own: we only have to walk into a monastery to see what it takes to build such a splendour.

To support Tibet is an admirable ideal as this country held the tradition of the Buddha’s teachings, but Tibetans were forced to flee and set up elsewhere in the world. Tibetan teachers have to maintain their tradition and culture, which includes monasteries, monks and nuns, supported by lay people. The Tibetan culture is grand, lavish and colourful and creates a living for artisans and shop keepers. This is the same with theistic traditions; they too are full of art. Teachers are always coming up with new projects: the Buddha’s teachings, however, are about the nature of mind.

A mystic goes beyond ordinary sentient awareness, to experience and realise pure awareness, the pure consciousness of being. Then it is no longer a mystery, as the mystery is experiencing what we are.

Mystery: something that is difficult or impossible to understand or explain.

Mystic: a person who seeks by contemplation and self-surrender to obtain unity with or absorption into the Deity or the absolute, or who believes in the spiritual apprehension of truths that are beyond the intellect.

Conflation happens when the identities of two or more individuals, concepts, or places, sharing some characteristics of one another, seem to be a single identity, and the differences appear to become lost. In logic, it is the practice of treating two distinct concepts as if they were one, which produces errors or misunderstandings as a fusion of distinct subjects tends to obscure analysis of relationships which are emphasized by contrasts. However, if the distinctions between the two concepts appear to be superficial, intentional conflation may be desirable for the sake of conciseness and recall.

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URGYEN TULKU – DESCRIBING THE NATURE OF PRIMORDIAL MIND

Urgyen Tulku – Describing The Nature of Primordial Mind, Dzogchen

Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche (1920–1996) was a master in the Dzogchen tradition of Tibetan Buddhism. The Great Perfection.

This is a rare film of Rinpoche explaining how simple recognition is.
All we have to do is remember.

Note. Thank you Marcel for finding this film.

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WE BECAME TIMEMEN INSTEAD OF SPACEMEN

We Became Timemen Instead Of Spacemen

We learn to calculate this to that. We learn to become fascinated, judging, creating and destroying.

Phenomena, having a beginning and an end, has a time limit. Time only exists because phenomena is impermanent.

If phenomena was fixed and constant, it would be permanent, and so would have no time limit. All things – including planets and solar systems – seem real, but will be destroyed by time (and the energy from destruction is the source of the next creation). As we all have our collective blinkers on, we give this no significance, and therefore we live in a collective illusion of accomplishments.

Space is not a thing. It is neither created nor destroyed. It just is. In space, there is no time. Time only exists when WE occupy space. Time is finite. Space is infinite.

Time is associated with the thinking mind; what we call ‘me’. This thinking mind is always calculating, weighing up and judging … tick … tick … tick …

Space is associated with the infinite nature of the mind itself … uncontaminated silence.

Time is a relative reality. Space is ultimate reality.

As we are sentient, time and space are seen as a unity. Because of ignorance of our true nature of luminous space, we embody a form of limited time to realise this enlightened nature … tick … tick … tick …

When we’re young, we’re told what to do.
When we start work, we’re told what to do.
When we grow old and tired, we’re told what to do.

And so there is never time to rest in space.

Finding time and space just to be,
free from others’ limitations,
is the most precious thing in life.

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CHANGING OUR ATTITUDE

Change Our Attitude
change our karma

“Atisha said, ‘Aim your mind at the Dharma. Aim your Dharma practice at simple living. Aim at simple living your entire life, and aim your death at solitude.’

“Atisha also told us to ‘keep a low seat’, meaning a low profile. Don’t strive to be high and important. Wear simple clothing, not fancy expensive garments; wear whatever you come by. Moreover, he said, ‘Be your own teacher. Be your own guide. Do not remain in a situation where you must take orders from others. Live in a way that allows you to rely on yourself. If you live like this, you have the possibility of becoming a pure practitioner.’

“So, if we want to practise, we should make up our minds how to do so. It’s best if we can be perfect, pure, wholehearted practitioners. If not, at least try to embody half of what has been mentioned, or at the very least, take to heart a single piece of this advice and truly live it.”

from Rainbow Painting
by Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche

from Wikipedia: Atisha was a Buddhist Bengali religious leader and master. He was one of the major figures in the spread of 11th-century Mahayana and Vajrayana Buddhism in Asia and inspired Buddhist thought from Tibet to Sumatra.

Within the whirl of our karmic existence,
we can remember our still centre
and remain in solitude

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CAN BUDDHISM BE TAUGHT SEQUENTIALLY?

Can Buddhism Be Taught Sequentially?

Not really, but it is received sequentially.
That is to say, it is we who join up the dots.
Lots of enlightened moments!

Of course, there are subjects to consider, such as the four mind changes … the four noble truths … the twelve links of dependent origination … the six realms … the six perfections … the list goes on and on.

Basically, we consider something that we’ve read or heard, and then we can ask questions. In this way, the teachings become experiential and we develop knowledge, and then see what is behind it all – and that is wisdom. What is this wisdom behind it all? Pure awareness!

Too often, we go to teachings and receive answers before we have formed the question. We are loaded down with information, which can make us arrogant (seen that, heard that!).

Although there are nine levels or yanas*, they do not seem to be taught in any particular order, and we have to bear in mind that new people are turning up all the time. I assume that when a teaching is given, the level at which it is received and understood will depend on the individual student.

“It is emptiness” or “We are pure awareness” may seem like strange ideas that don’t register as there are many obstacles that obscure our understanding, and so such statements go over our heads. We have to look for and acknowledge these veils, and recognise their influence on us. It’s not a matter of just obeying; it is a matter of seeing.

We could easily start with the question, “Why am I not happy?” The answer that we are already happy may not be recognised – and in fact, it could prove irritating. We need to see and we need to be convinced. This will take time for most of us, as we have to break free from our past obediences. A good teaching will do this, a good teacher will reveal this, and a good student will see this.

The more open we are, the more sequentially the teachings are revealed and we start to join up the dots.

“Slowly, slowly, catchee monkey mind!”

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Notice that, in the illustration, the monkey (concepts)
is leading the black elephant (mind).
As we progress, we see that the white elephant is free of the monkey.

*We could call this the nine levels of compassion:
http://www.rigpawiki.org/index.php?title=Nine_yanas

1. Shravakayana

2. Pratyekabuddhayana

3. Bodhisattvayana

4. Kriya Tantra

5. Upa Tantra

6. Yoga Tantra

7. Mahayoga

8. Anuyoga

9. Atiyoga

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ULTIMATELY, TEACHING IS ABOUT JUST ONE POINT

Ultimately, Teaching Is About Just One Point

Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche said …

“When I give teachings, I speak about just this point
and when I give another teaching, I speak about just this point.

“It is like the chirp of a small sparrow.
A sparrow chirps in the same manner every day.

“My teaching is always the same.
I chirp one day and on the following day,
I make the very same chirp.”

And what is this point?

Conviction beyond doubt simplifies everything, and we gain liberation.
We are pure awareness: without this nothing would be known. Even when thinking,
“I do not know,” pure awareness is always present.

Recognise pure awareness.
Decide on pure awareness.
Gain confidence in pure awareness.

Pure awareness is liberation from everything.

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MEDITATION HASN’T MADE MY LIFE BETTER…”

“Meditation Hasn’t Made My Life Better …”
…nothing has changed

It is possible that we feel this way. We are still feeding the beast – those concepts about ourself, and how we think we ‘should’ be.

There are two aspects on the road to enlightenment, to finding out ‘what it’s all about’.

One is realising that our unchanging, pure nature is pure awareness, nothing more and nothing less. The other is purifying the mind’s habitual tendencies that obscure that pure nature. We cannot have one without the other. It is those obscurations that are difficult to remove. It’s not about making ourselves feel better, which would only further ensnare us. We are not paupers who want to become ministers and then kings and queens: we are yogis breaking out of the human, collective, mistaken view that limits our experience. Realising this is the reason we are here.

Meditation is merely being aware of awareness – nothing more, nothing less. Resting there, realisation occurs that this unconstructed, empty space has a knowing quality. That’s all. That’s us.

Whether the mind is feeling good, excited, bad or fed up, this unconstructed, knowing space is ever-present. It does nothing but be aware. Once this pure knowingness is recognised and established, then whatever we do is a reflection of this realisation.

We are so used to ‘doing’, ‘feeling’, ‘acting out’ in conventional habitual ways that we just do not notice this ever-present, pure awareness. Even being a clever human being, playing ever more complex games, is not without its mental disturbances.

People around us look human and talk like humans, but they are just human, and don’t notice this pure, aware life-force, and so they gossip about histories and geographies; places they have been and what they did there.

We acquire an appearance, dressing this life-force up in a habit, in clothing. ‘Habit’ comes from habere ‘to have, to consist of, dress, attire’. This clothing is karma, and is that which has to drop away for naked awareness to be. We are not being something … something special. We are not being important. We’re merely being.

Then we can just ‘chop wood’, ‘fetch water’ and ‘sit’. And stop worrying how it ‘should’ be.

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THE TIBETAN BOOK OF THE DEAD

The Tibetan Book Of The Dead
read by Richard Gere

All appearances are products of the mind: we dream up appearances and need to recognise that they are merely projections of our own mental predisposition. Our culture and understanding will both have an influence on that which is said to happen after death: the Tibetan Book of the Dead offers us some valuable, detailed insight, and it’s up to the reader to decide its value. I can say, from personal experience, that being too eclectic doesn’t provide any real foundation or guidance.

Note: the word ‘bardo’ means ‘gap’ or ‘between’.

THE SIX BARDOS

“KYI-NE
Now when the bardo of birth is dawning upon me
I will abandon laziness for which life has no time,
Enter undistracted the path of study, reflection and meditation
Making projections and mind the path and realise the three kayas;
Now that I have once attained a human body
There is no time for the mind to wonder.

“The bardo of this life, the bardo of birth:
Co-existent with arising and birth is passing and death. On the subtle level everything is constantly momentarily arising and passing – moments, thoughts, emotions, events. On a more gross level, all the necessary conditions and circumstance come together for us to be born – conception and the accumulation of the five kinds of elements: earth, water, fire, wind and space. Since the moment we were born we are passing, our life moves towards completion then disappears. The idea of 70 or 80 years seems like a long time, but in terms of the universe it is very short. On the macrocosmic level is the arising and passing of planets and stars which support our life, which will also eventually disintegrate.

“MILAM
Now when the bardo of dreams is dawning upon me
I will abandon the corpse-like sleep of careless ignorance,
And let my thoughts enter their natural state without distraction;
Controlling and transforming dreams in luminosity,
I will not sleep like any animal
But unify completely sleep and practice.

“The bardo of dreams:
The whole of cyclic existence is like a big dream – our ignorance is like sleeping and we are dreaming, but we take it so seriously. We grasp after all these things we see as real and this is where our suffering comes from. Our sleeping dreams reflect what is happening in our lives which is why we need to take our daytime practice seriously and continue being mindful and aware when going to sleep. If we do this, then when we die, it is the continuation of the nature of our mind. Our child luminosity will dissolve into the ground luminosity and we will be enlightened in the dharmakaya form.

“SAMADHI
Now when the bardo of Samadhi-meditation dawns upon me
I will abandon the crowd of distractions and confusions
And rest in the boundless state without grasping or disturbance,
Firm in the two practices; visualisation and completion.
At this time of meditation, one-pointed, free from activity,
I will not fall into the power of confused emotions.

“The bardo of meditation:
Here we are talking about purifying our mind of the cloud of disturbing thoughts and emotions, not by force but by resting in our natural mind, dharmakaya. Meditation isn’t something solid, or a place to go. It just means being aware in the present moment in a simple way and letting things be, which is actually quite difficult. Bardo literally means ‘between’, and in between the subsiding of one thought and the arising of the next, that is the bardo of Samadhi.

“CHIKHA
Now when the bardo of the moment before death dawns upon me
I will abandon all grasping, yearning and attachment,
Enter undistracted into clear awareness of the teaching
And eject my consciousness into the space of unborn mind;
As I leave this compound body of flesh and blood
I will know it to be a transitory illusion.

“The bardo of the moment before death:
All our elements dissolve back to the external world – earth, water, fire ,then air, as we stop breathing. At that point, the inner dissolution begins. We can have many different experiences here, depending on the kind of life we have led. The important thing is to know, in the confusion of what is happening, that everything we see is a projection of ourselves, and that it is a vision of the bardo. In order to be able to do that, it is important to practice now. There is a glimpse of ground luminosity – if we can recognise this from the stability of our practice then there is an opportunity to achieve realisation.

“CHONYI
Now when the bardo of dharmata dawns upon me
I will abandon all thoughts of fear and terror,
I will recognise whatever appears as my own projection
And know it to be a vision of the bardo;
Now that I have reached this crucial point
I will not fear the peaceful and wrathful ones, my own projection.

“The bardo of dharmata:
What happens now depends on individual circumstances. For a normal person dying peacefully, this can last for a few days and we may not be aware we have died. The important thing is how we are programming ourselves in our lifetime, so that we can remain calm and clear and aware of what is happening. We should remember our teacher and any deity we feel a connection with.

“SIPA
Now when the bardo of becoming dawns upon me
I will concentrate my mind one-pointedly
And strive to prolong the results of good karma,
Close the womb-entrance and think of resistance;
This is the time when perseverance and pure thought are needed,
Abandon jealousy and meditate on the guru with his consort.

“The bardo of becoming:
This can last 7 weeks and again, what happens depends on our karma and mind training. Pure perception and sacred outlook are needed here if we are not to get carried away by anger and jealousy which could lead to a birth in the lower realms. We are at the mercy of karmic winds and look for refuge wherever we can which leads to conception outside our control. If we can maintain our awareness there may be the opportunity to chose our rebirth in auspicious circumstances in the aspiration to help sentient beings.”

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FREEDOM FROM THE CONCEPTUAL MIND

Freedom From The Conceptual Mind
…the programming with which we identify

Because of our early environment, we acquire a type of self-image which affects the choices we make in life. Unless we make an effort to change, we become bound by nurture.

However, when we are born, it is clear that we have individual predispositions.
This is because of actions in previous lives – we brought the programme with us!

Predisposition: a liability or tendency to suffer from a particular condition, hold a particular attitude, or act in a particular way.

The Tibetan Book of the Dead gives us some insight into our own psychology that leads to freedom from the conceptual mind that controls us.

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A LITTLE HOPE AND A LITTLE FEAR

A Little Hope And A Little Fear

What if ““Enlightenment”” – with all those supernatural powers – wasn’t a reality,
and there are merely little enlightenments?

It is said that, up until ““enlightenment””, we will have some desires and aversions, because we are still bound by a little ignorance. We haven’t totally let go.

The reality of our enlightened nature – pure empty awareness – still stands, but there is no proof of supernatural powers that are of any more use than pure awareness itself. There are exotic stories from the culture of the past which have been taken literally, and actually create big hopes and big fears. These ideas control our minds, blinding us and encouraging us to indulge in wishful thinking, while fearing where we are now and hoping to be better in the future.

We can still be enlightened about our true nature, and the fact that all phenomena is an empty, impermanent illusion. Becoming supernatural beings, however, may not be a reality, save that there may be existence after death. Have you met anyone with extraordinary powers? One that wasn’t a projection of your own mind?

We can be happy and intelligent now, which paves the way for enlightenments. If we accept that, as we progress, we will have little hopes and little fears, then hopes and fears will not rule our life – and, most importantly of all, we need not feel guilty.

Of course, if we limit ourselves to the hypothesis that there is ““enlightenment”” in the future, we may live in big hope and big fear, which will cause all sorts of problems, such as entering into a nihilistic, depressing state where things seem pointless (been there, done that 😉 ). So, we have to wind back from this extreme.

On the other hand, if we say that “”enlightenment”” is nonsense, then we believe we are merely a collection of chemicals, thoughts and emotions. This, as we know, creates suffering, so we have to wind back from this approach too.

Winding back from both sets of ideas, we find that we are in the middle-way: “Not too tight and not too loose.”

If we go chasing after ““enlightenment””, we will never be satisfied now, and will always be looking to the future. And (sorry to say), this longing – which is natural – may be used by those who have grand ideas about their spiritual set up.

We have – or rather are – pure empty awareness, now. For a practitioner, merely resting in contentment with the moment is no big deal. It is our life we are talking about, and in that contentment we can help others, student helping student to realise little enlightenments.

We all have awareness, and when we look into this awareness, we find nothing but awareness. It is empty of considerations. This empty awareness is what we are. This is pure consciousness. We have now moved from impure consciousness to pure consciousness. Good isn’t it!? That is an enlightenment.

Of course, our physical life may not improve dramatically, because of all the havoc we have created in the past (been there, done that 😉 ) – and we also have to put up with the havoc others have created, and are still creating 😀 😀 😀

As we progress and process, we attain more enlightenments.

We must take our life in our own hands.
‘Spiritual’ teachers are too busy to deal with our spiritual welfare.
We endow them with qualities which we already are.

We are little Buddhas.
Enlightenment is now.
It’s yours, now.
It’s not someone else’s.

If we think that enlightenment is something else,
we will merely live in great hope and great fear.

Of course, it would be wonderful to be proved wrong 🙂

Isn’t it the little things in life that make it amazing?

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SOVEREIGN SUPREME RULER POSSESSING ULTIMATE POWER

Sovereign Supreme Ruler Possessing Ultimate Power

The royal seat of the kingdom within.
The uncontaminated, pure emptiness
that no outside force can control.

It is our essential nature:
there is no Buddha elsewhere.

Be careful not to give away this supreme power
by being distracted:
distraction leads to an illusory, mental dungeon.

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WHO IS THE BRINGER OF LIGHT?

Who Is The Bringer Of Light?

Lucifer? God? Buddha?
Is this easy to answer?

Is it?
There are many views.
It doesn’t matter what books say:
what effect does this have on the mind?

Is this about goodness or badness?
What is good? What is bad?

Is ‘goodness’ actually beyond good and bad?
Is ‘badness’ actually beyond good and bad?

Is goodness – the light of clarity – before judgement of good and bad?
Is badness – the darkness that cares for neither good nor bad – only confusion?

That which seems good may create confusion and sleepiness.
That which seems bad may create clarity and wakefulness.
All that is sees all without judgment:
This is absolute reality within conventional reality.

Is good, light?
Is bad, darkness?
Seeing and not seeing are before judgement.
Do we see?

It does not matter whether
Lucifer, God and Buddha are good or bad.
The question is,
“Do they bring light or darkness? Clarity or confusion?”

It is not a matter of what we are told.
What do we see?
What sees?

Light is clarity.
Darkness is lack of clarity.

Who is the bringer of light?
The bringer of light is the messenger:
we are the light itself.

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I WANT TO BE CONNECTED TO DZOGCHEN…

I Want To Be Connected To Dzogchen…
…what a joke!
You are Dzogchen!

Shabkar Tsokdrug Rangdrol.

“Some people put their hope into the view of mental fabrication.
Though they have learning, it is only of dead words.
Though they have understanding, it is only concepts.
Though they claim realisation, it is only boasting.
Though they meditate, it is only mental fabrication.
Though they analyse, it is only dualistic fixation.
Though they accomplish, it is nothing but samsara.
People who intellectualise dharma certainly have no
karmic connection to the innermost essence of the Great Perfection.

There is no need for action: the Great Perfection is never
accomplished by deeds.
It is beyond the reckoning of both doing and non doing.
In this non meditation beyond meditation, if you meditate
it would only be spoilt.
In this non-view beyond viewing, what is there to look for?
In this non-searching beyond searching, there is no finding.
Awareness is utter openness.
But people without connection to the Great Perfection
don’t listen even when this is explained – what a joke!”

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FIRST WE IDENTIFY THE PROBLEM

First We Identify The Problem
…then we can solve it.

Spiritual teachings give us an overall view,
but it is in the moment now
that the problem is personal.

We work with our own clarity of perception.
Then we get it!

The world is mad,
I react,
I am mad.

Once we see the madness
everything makes sense!

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FREEDOM TO THINK THE UNTHINKABLE

Freedom To Think The Unthinkable

Meditation is Mind Control
Political Correctness is Mind Control
Know the difference

And then, there is spiritual correctness.

There is no benefit in parroting the statements of others. Question everything.
Look up the Asch Experiment of conformity:

Solomon Asch Conformity Line Experiment Study


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qA-gbpt7Ts8

Conclusion:
“Why did the participants conform so readily?
When they were interviewed after the experiment,
most of them said that they did not really believe their conforming answers,
but had gone along with the group for fear of being ridiculed or thought “peculiar”.
A few of them said that they really did believe the group’s answers were correct.”

Although this experiment was to show how we can conform to a untruth,
even conforming to a truth does not mean that we experience the same truth.

We merely learn answers.

We must look, question and experience for ourselves, and then unshakeable realisation takes place and we gain confidence. Without this, whatever we say may create subtle doubts in others as our speech is just hearsay; it may lack compassion benefit.

Spiritual conformity and spiritual correctness create fear.
We must be free to think the unthinkable.

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TRANSVERSE ALL THE PATHS AND LEVELS

Transverse All The Paths And Levels

“ … When you have meditated in this way, and many thoughts arise,
you don’t need to feel depressed, thinking “I can’t meditate!”
The mind is empty, whether it moves or is still.
Since all that arises is a continuity of awareness,
rest freely in the unfabricated innate state,
without negating or affirming, accepting or rejecting.
Thus, thoughts will certainly be spontaneously freed.

“When people of lesser capacity cannot remain in a natural state,
they should alternate between analysing and resting,
like at the time of the pointing out instruction.
Or, they should push thoughts to their breaking point,
generating desirable and undesirable thoughts;
in various ways, one after another,
until their minds become exhausted.
Finally, not desiring to continue this further,
they should rest loosely.

“ … To elaborate or examine is nothing but adding concepts.
To make effort or to cultivate is only to exhaust oneself.
To focus or to meditate it but a trap of further entanglement.
May these painful fabrications be cut from within … “

from The Flight of the Garuda
by Shabkhar Tsokdrug Rangdrol Rinpoche

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STILL THINKING YOU DON’T KNOW?

Still Thinking You Don’t Know?
We are knowingness itself.

Here’s the catch: We think we have to learn all ‘outside’ information meticulously in order to find our true nature – what we are. We don’t. That which is looking and seeking for that which we are is knowingness itself – awareness – cognisance. We are knowingness by nature, our absolute reality!

So why the confusion?

Because of the mystique surrounding this absolute nature, we become dependant and reliant upon ‘those who know’. We hang on to every word, and miss the experience beyond words and meanings. We queue up to participate in this dressed-up secrecy that surrounds truth, making it both impressive and baffling to those without specialised knowledge. We continually doubt our knowingness, and therefore the realisation of our natural ability to be aware of being aware.

Without clear instructions, we become poverty-stricken hungry ghosts, paupers hanging on to everything we are not. That is confusion. Clear instructions should clarify, not create doubt and vagueness.

Have you ever found yourself sitting still in meditation or chanting mantras – and wondering what you’re supposed to be doing? Have you ever found yourself going through a series of practices, making sure you are doing everything right and keeping it all in the correct order? We are still programming ourselves to be needy, but the moment our boat gets us to the shore, we no longer need the boat!

The whole point is to be aware of awareness, aware of knowingness, aware of consciousness. These are faculties to realising that – in their pure state of emptiness – awareness, knowingness, consciousness is what we are!

“But I have to know Madhyamika … Dzogchen … Mahamudra … the Kayas … Abhidharma … Mudras … Empowerments … I have to do a three year/six year/nine year/twelve year retreat … ” The list goes on and on. The point of practice is all about knowing, as opposed to not knowing. ‘Knowing’ is recognising that the light is on. ‘Not knowing’ is not recognising that the light is on.

I’ve heard many lamas laugh at westerns for their mantra, “I know, I know.” This is spiritual confusion – and it’s damaging. We do all know. We just don’t recognise it.

Pure knowingness is the path with no name.

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THE PATH WITH NO NAME

The Path With No Name

Are you still looking for that perfect answer? That one, simple, key point? Elaborations can cloud the key point. Recognise the path with no name.

Perfect awareness
Without perfect awareness, no thing would be known.
Awareness, aware of itself,
finds nothing but perfect awareness.
Perfection sees nothing but perfection.
Buddhism

The Perfect Prayer
“That is perfect; this is perfect; perfect comes from perfect.
Take perfect from perfect; the remainder is perfect.
May peace and peace and peace be everywhere.”
Isha Upanishad

“That is perfect; this is perfect; perfect comes from perfect.”
All things arise out of causes and conditions.
“Take perfect from perfect; the remainder is perfect.”
The result of causes and conditions is karma, which is perfect.
Take away the the karma, and that which is left is perfect awareness.
May peace and peace and peace be everywhere.
May compassion and compassion and compassion be everywhere.

“But when that which is perfect is come,
then that which is in part shall be done away”.
Corinthians 13:10

Is that all?
That is all.
All that is, is that.

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SMILE FOR NO REASON

Smile for No Reason

Smiling and being happy has a magical healing effect; the muscles and mind relax, and this will reflect onto anyone with whom we come into contact.

Happy for no reason? Well, there is a reason: we are in neutral spaciousness. We acknowledge all the games being played and the engines being revved-up, and we remain unmoved in neutral, sustaining pure awareness – rigpa.

We no longer rely on conditions in order to be happy: there is merely acknowledgement of things and emotions coming and going.

Even if we don’t feel like it, smiling sees a smile coming right back.

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GENTLE ON MY MIND

Gentle On My Mind
…and on everyone else’s!

A sign of progress.

Everything comes in its right order. Before we can be carefree, we have to be careful. If we try to be carefree without being careful, we may end up being careless.

Violence starts in the mind. We mustn’t take the word ‘violence’ to mean only outer manifestations: it all starts in the mind. As we progress, these feelings become less and less hidden. The conduct of non-violence is the result of understanding, experiencing and realising emptiness. We may still notice violent conduct, but not be captured by it: if the mind is captured, then it becomes reactive.

I used to find Buddhists ‘wet’, and told my lama so. He said, “It’s OK to be wetty!” It has taken me a long time to realise that my mind was aggressive, due to previous experiences. This realisation is a personal matter, and not something we can tell others to do. At street level, criticism and judgement are everyday occurrences – even some humour can have violence hidden within it – but when we are considering our absolute nature, then such behaviour has to be dropped. It doesn’t mean that we don’t see, but we find an intelligent way of dealing with such things.

I still see carelessness, but the question is, “Am I careless? Is inner violence being created in my mind?” In Tibetan Buddhism, this approach is known as trekcho: cutting through the arising of concepts.

We may have the realisation of the nature of everything, but if we aren’t mindful of our conduct, we may lack the inner peace we seek. This is ‘wisdom and means’.

In the beginning we have to study, learn and perfect. Then genuine confidence arises and we become carefree. A simple statement may be dismissed as being ‘wet’, when in fact, it is profound:

“Simply let experience take place very freely,
so that your open heart is suffused with the tenderness
of true compassion.”
Tsoknyi Rinpoche III

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TSOKNYI RINPOCHE III

Tsoknyi Rinpoche III

For authentic teachings, go to:
http://www.tsoknyirinpoche.org

Tsoknyi Rinpoche Ngawang Tsoknyi Gyatso (b. 13 March 1966) the third Tsoknyi Rinpoche was recognized by His Holiness the sixteenth Gyalwang Karmapa as the reincarnation of Drubwang Tsoknyi Rinpoche.

He is a renowned master of the Drukpa Kagyü and Nyingma traditions and the lineage holder of the Ratna Lingpa Lineage and the Tsoknyi Lineage.

Since 1991, Tsoknyi Rinpoche has been teaching in the Dzogchen tradition, communicating from the ancient teachings into the modern mind, and is one of those rare teachers whose lighthearted yet illuminating style appeals to both beginners and advanced practitioners.

His main teachers were Khamtrul Rinpoche Dongyü Nyima, his father Tulku Urgyen Rinpoche, Dilgo Khyentse Rinpoche, Nyoshul Khen Rinpoche and Adeu Rinpoche.

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SOMETIMES, THE WORDS RUN OUT

Sometimes, The Words Run Out
Some feelings or experiences cannot be expressed in words

There is a longing within us all for clarity, unity and love. We can either sit in silence and rest in these qualities, or use sound – or rather, mantra, where there is silence within the sound.

There are two approaches to the method of using sound. One is where we invoke an outside source that we regard as being more powerful than us, and the other is to invoke our own inner essence. Within those two methods, there are another two: one is audible speech and other is repetition in the mind. Both of these methods start out with a feeling of something ‘other’, which reduces to being what we seek.

The problem with devotion arises when we see others displaying their devotion, and thinking we should be like them. Devotion is a private, individual process so don’t be put off.

Traditionally, we call on the lama/teacher/guru from afar; this could be a name, a lineage, or a deity-attitribute. Mantras are usually sounded in Sanskrit as they carry ancient, enlightened qualities; all mantras have a meaning, but getting the gist – the essence, the substance – is enough. This process could said to be psychological, but is nonetheless beneficial, depending on how a person approaches it.

To repeat, this is not merely mechanical chanting to an outer source (although for some, this approach is satisfying enough) This is a short cut to non-duality.

We call for ‘blessings’ – “Teacher bless me. Lama bless me. Guru bless me.” It is heard because essence hears it. We are renouncing our own limited, intellectual understanding and have entered longing, ecstasy, delight, joyousness, bliss. This is the opposite to misery! We are not asking for something from someone else: devotion is a matter of opening up to our own innate qualities.

It is rapture, in the sense of expressions of intense inspiration.

This is what Guru Yoga is all about. This is what Tantra/Vajrayana is all about. It’s what Tibetan Buddhism is all about. In fact, isn’t it also what theism is all about? … “God bless me.”

It’s nice when the words run out.
That perfect silence.
It may be just for a moment,
and during that moment,
we no longer have to hold it all together.
We can let go … totally.

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WHAT RULE SHOULD I LIVE BY?

What Rule Should I Live By?
What can guide me?

“I need no rules!”
Happy, are you?

All the time?
“Well, no.”

Why is this?
“Annoying things keep coming up.”

Those annoyances are our guide.
“I don’t like that idea at all.”

Those annoying things
are caused by our actual view of those things:
we deem them to be annoying.

That is called ‘karma’; our re-occurring reactions, which create the ‘style’ of our karma – the accumulation of reactions in our previous, confused state. Everything around us was created by our past actions. Our spiritual path to happiness is recognising that our suffering is due to the confusion in our own minds. When we stop reacting, we put an end to that confusion and stop creating more karma … and the happier we will be.

When sitting in meditation, as these annoyances arise, note that which is aware of these annoyances. These annoyances are not us; they are ideas in the mind – an annoying programme that we believe to be real. We imbue annoyances with reality, and every time we note them and don’t react, the annoyances lose their power, and we gain release.

The more annoying it is, the more we learn.
This is the teacher of experience.
That is how we reduce karma.
That is how we become enlightened.

And that’s why experience is our guide,
and our rule to live by.

We cannot escape experiences,
but we can escape our reactions,
thereby reducing those experiences.

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THE MORE WE SIT IN SILENCE …

The More We Sit In Silence …
… the more change occurs,
and the longer the realisation lasts.

Meditation
Meditation promotes relaxation of body, speech and mind, builds life force energy (prana) and develops compassion, love, patience, generosity and forgiveness etc. The more we practise, the more effortlessly we sustain single-pointed concentration, meant to enable the practitioner to enjoy an indestructible sense of well-being, while engaging in any life activity.

It’s worth while trying.

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STOP PUSHING YOUR REPLAY BUTTON

Stop Pushing Your Replay Button

We repeatedly replay the past in the present, which has an effect on the future, and so we worry and suffer. The replay button becomes an addiction. Could it be that, by replaying, we hope this will make ‘it’ better? Are we keeping our pain alive as a forfeit, because we feel inadequate? Could we be cherishing our suffering?

Interestingly, we don’t replay the nice things as much as the bad things. There were events in the past that we wish we could change, but what happened in the past was all we could do then.

We are here to learn and evolve into what we truly are; pure consciousness. To do that, we need to drop the emotional attachment to everything and everyone. Then we can love! The thing that keeps us in ignorance is the continuity of a previous moment of impure consciousness. Impure consciousness is full of emotions that bind us, and give rise to a contaminated love.

Why do we keep pressing that button? Guilt, anger, fear, pride, jealousy. All these stem from ignorance of what we truly are, which is pure, uncontaminated consciousness. Pure, uncontaminated love. This is the only constant throughout life, but we dwell on the impermanent to try and make it real, when all things and people must pass. That is the illusion in which we live.

That replay button could be us getting caught up in a guilt trip, an experience of feeling guilty about something; such guilt is self-indulgent and unjustified. Could I have done more? We acted – or didn’t act – in the past because that was how we were in the past. That was our capacity at that time, and we fear that our present and future will be the same. We are eternally suffocating ourselves because we don’t live up to our idealised sentiment of perfection.

Guilt is close to remorse, and remorse is close to regret. Regret isn’t a bad thing – if it stops us doing it again.

Stop pressing that button.

Pure consciousness is the only reality, now. When we think about the past or future, this is a contamination of the present, where the past and future do not exist. Emotions arise from past experiences and are carried in the subtle body: we project these into the future, and we freeze up. There is no fear right in the present moment: we only have to be mindful. Such is my experience when going up a ladder … 😀

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